by J. S. Cooper
“What are your brothers like?” Maddie interrupted my thoughts, and I smiled at her, wondering if she had ESP or something.
“Vincent’s the second oldest, he’s a fighter, and one of the best men I know. He is also pretty reserved, but he would do anything for the ones he loves. Jared, well, you know Jared a bit, he’s the baby of the family. Handsome, lovable, charming, quick-witted, and a big troublemaker.” I tried to laugh as I talked about Jared. Between Vincent and Jared, Jared was the one I was most worried about. He was smart and rebellious, more so than me and Vincent. And he had a propensity to act first and think later. I was worried he was going to get himself into trouble so deep that there would be no saving him. That was why I was pushing so hard for him to start college. I felt if he had some real goals and a real routine, he wouldn’t have time for Joey and the other troublemakers he hung around with.
“Yeah, Jared seems really cool.” Maddie smiled. “He’s very handsome and friendly.”
“Do you have a crush on him as well?” I played with the money in my pocket, waiting for her answer. All I could think about is how badly I would want to beat Jared if she said yes.
“Oh, no.” She laughed. “Not at all. You’ve always been the Martelli boy for me, though I’ve never met Vincent. And anyway, Lucy loves Jared.”
“Lucy?” I grinned up at her in relief. I hadn’t been looking forward to socking my own brother.
“Joey’s sister. My best friend.” She smiled. “Did you forget already?”
“Oh, no,” I lied. “Sure, Lucy.”
“You totally didn’t remember her.” She giggled and then ran her finger down my chest. “I’d like to meet him, too.”
“Meet who?” My brain was distracted as she ran her fingers to the top of my jeans and then paused.
“Your brother Vincent.” She leaned closer and looked up at me, batting her lashes cutely.
“What about your brother? I mean my brother. I mean Vincent.” I gazed down at her juicy pink lower lip and licked my lips. All I wanted to do was lean down and tug on it with my teeth.
“I’d like to meet him.” She moved even closer to me and I felt her breath against my mouth. “Can I?”
“Uh, sure,” I said without thinking and she rewarded me with a slow, sensual kiss. I pulled her towards me and put my hands in the back pockets of her jeans as we kissed. I pushed my tongue into her mouth and she ran her hands through my hair. It was only as I heard a couple of kids giggling beside us that I remembered where we were, and I pulled away from her regretfully.
“Oh, Logan.” She smiled up at me through eyes of lust and my stomach flipped as I thought about making love to her again. I grabbed her hand and we walked quickly through the mall, looking for a store that would fit the bill. “What about JC Penney?” She pointed to the store in the far corner, and I shook my head. “The Gap?”
“No, no.” I laughed and then I saw the pink stripes of Victoria’s Secret and my heart started racing. “Let’s go there.”
“Where?” Maddie followed my gaze and stopped still. “There’s no way we can go in Victoria’s Secret.” She shook her head. “They have girls by the changing rooms all the time and there is no way they will let you in with me.”
“Then we’ll have to sneak me in.”
“How can we sneak you in?” Her voice lowered as we entered the store and I was surrounded by panties and bras. I glanced around and grinned. Now this was a store to have sex in. I glanced at Maddie and pictured her modeling underwear for me: something lacy and see-through would be nice.
“Logan,” Maddie hissed at me. “Pay attention.”
“Sorry, what?” I grinned at her, trying not to look too excited.
“You’re like a boy in a candy store.”
“I do have to admit, this day has gotten a lot better.” I walked over to the side of the store and looked at some teddies. “What about one of these?”
“Huh?” She looked at me, confused.
“Well, you have to go in and try something on, right?” I raised an eyebrow. “That’s the point of a changing room. So what about one of these?”
“Are you joking?” She rolled her eyes. “No way.”
“Aww, come on.” I grabbed a black number that looked particularly sexy.
“No way.” She shook her head. “Or should I say, keep on wishing?”
“Awww, I thought you liked me?” I laughed and put the number back down. “So what then?”
“I was thinking about these.” She picked up a pair of shorts and a tank top, and I frowned. “What?”
I tried not to express my dismay, but I must not have been able to hide it well because she burst out laughing.
“You should see your face right now.”
“I’m guessing it looks like what the fuck is she thinking?”
“No, more like I can’t believe I have to eat broccoli for dinner.” She laughed and put the shorts down.
“Let’s be real, Maddie, we need something with easy access.” I laughed and watched as she blushed.
“Shhh, Logan.” She pressed her finger against my lips and I tried to nip it. I laughed as she pulled away quickly and walked away from me. I watched her going through the different bras and smiled to myself.
“Find one yet?” I walked up behind her and ran my hands across her ass as I pressed myself against her. “I’m kind of liking this one here.” I placed my hands over hers and touched the fine lace of the bra in her hand. “This one is soft, but I’d prefer a see-through pattern,” I whispered in her ear and she squirmed in front of me. “Then you can do a striptease for me before I bend you over and slide my….”
“Logan.” Maddie’s face was red and she pushed back against me. “People might hear.”
“I don’t mind.” I laughed and looked around. No one was paying any attention to us, and I was glad we weren’t in River Valley.
“Look, I’m going to go now. Bring these to me in about five minutes. If the girl is there, tell her you went to get me a different size.” Maddie handed me a bra.
“Okay.” I nodded. “Sounds like a good plan.”
“But try and come when you see the salesgirl go and help someone else, okay?”
“Okay.” I nodded, not really paying attention to what she was saying. I was too busy picturing Maddie shuddering against me in the lacy underwear I was now holding.
“I’m going in now.” She gave me a quick peck and her eyes were shining. “Pay attention, Logan.”
“Yes, ma’am.” I grinned and watched as she walked in to one of the changing rooms. I noticed a salesgirl staring at me and so I turned around quickly and pretended to study the thongs.
“Hi, can I help you?” A petite young blonde walked up to me with a big smile.
“I was just looking for a gift.” I smiled at her weakly, trying to ignore the way she was pushing her breasts towards me.
“Oh?” She pouted and leaned in closer to me. “For your girlfriend?”
“No, I don’t have a girlfriend,” I answered automatically and felt slightly guilty. I didn’t really know what I would call Maddie.
“Oh?” She grinned up at me. “I’m surprised to hear that. A hot guy like you.”
“Well, no need to be surprised.” I took a step back from her and looked away. I could tell she was interested and that it wouldn’t be hard for me to take her out back and have my way with her. She was looking for it and offering herself on a silver platter.
“My name’s Brittany.” She ran her hand down my arm as she looked up at me and batted her eyelashes.
“Nice to meet you, Brittany.” I gave her a perfunctory smile and looked back down at the thongs.
“I get off at eight,” she said, getting right to the point. I gave her a quick smile. She was beautiful, and in any other instance, I wouldn’t have hesitated to get her number. But now I wasn’t interested. Her feminine wiles did nothing for me. All I could think about was Maddie in the changing room waiting for me.
“Awesome, will you excuse me please, Brittany?” I gave her a quick, regretful smile. “I hear my friend calling me.”
“Oh, okay.” She looked at me in disappointment and walked away quickly. I felt bad for letting her down, but I didn’t have time to worry about her as I noticed that the salesgirl was no longer standing by the changing rooms. I hurried over and knocked on Maddie’s door, and she opened it quickly, motioning me to come in.
“Where were you?” she whispered up at me with wide eyes.
“Sorry, I got caught up.” My mouth went dry as I stared at her. She was standing there in a black lace bra and some black lacy panties. I could see her nipples through her bra, and before I knew what I was doing, I pushed her back against the mirror and ran my fingers across her breasts, squeezing gently.
“Oh my God,” she breathed against my mouth as my lips sought hers. Her hands lifted up my T-shirt and she pulled it up over my head and threw it on the ground along with her clothes. Her fingernails traced the lines of my pecs and she bent her head and lightly bit down on my shoulder. I grabbed her ass and lifted her up against the mirror and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I bent my head and kissed down her neck, sucking hard as if I were a vampire, trying to draw blood. Her scent surrounded me, and she moaned against me as I kissed further down and took her breast in my mouth. I slid my hand in between her thighs and slipped a finger into her panties, groaning as I felt how wet she was.
“You’re so ready for me, baby.”
“So are you,” she whimpered against my lips and moved her hips up and down so that she was grinding against my erection.
“Fuck, Maddie. You’re going to make me come if you keep doing that.” I pushed her against the wall harder and she slipped a hand to my jeans so she could unzip my pants. She reached into my boxer shorts and pulled out my erection, and her hands felt cool against my hardness.
“You’re so hard already,” she gasped, and I laughed.
“I’ve been hard ever since you told me you were taking me to the mall so you could fuck me.”
“That’s not exactly what I said.” She giggled, and I pressed my lips against her mouth to shut her up. I pulled her panties to the side, and we both paused as we heard the sound of the fine lace ripping at my rough touch.
“Oops.” I laughed. “I guess we’ll have to buy them.”
“Or not.” She grinned and winked at me. “You’re a Martelli, you don’t have to buy anything.”
“Shhh.” I bit her lower lip and positioned my erection against her slick opening. I rubbed the tip against her ever so slightly, and I felt her body shudder against me and the wall. I ran it up and down without entering her, loving the feel of her wetness against me.
“Oh, Logan, please,” she moaned, and I moved my hands up to slip her breasts out of her bra. I bent my head down and sucked on her right breast as she played with my hair and whimpered against me. She gyrated against me, trying to get me to slip inside of her, but I let my erection rub against her slickness without entering her.
“Logan, please,” she moaned in my ear louder this time as she wrapped her arms around my waist and placed her hands on my butt, bringing me in closer to her.
“Do you need any help in there, ma’am?” I heard Brittany’s voice at the door after her slight knock, and Maddie froze, with her eyes wide with shock.
“Oh, shit,” she mouthed.
“Are you okay, ma’am?” Brittany asked again.
“Yeah, I’m fi…” Maddie bit down on my shoulder as I slowly entered her while she was talking to Brittany.
“Sorry, what did you say?” Brittany raised her voice. “What did you need me to replace?”
“Nothing, ahhhh,” Maddie groaned as I pressed her up against the wall and increased the pace of my movements. “I’m fine,” she gasped out finally, and glared at me as I continued to move, in and out of her. I alternated my pace from fast to slow and watched her face as she came to a climax. The way she bit her lips, and looked at me wildly was turning me on, even more than being in the changing room. I grabbed her butt and pushed her onto me, so that the length of my erection was going deeper and deeper into her. I held onto her tightly to keep her from falling, and myself from losing absolute control as she brought me to new heights of lust and excitement.
“If you’re sure.” Brittany’s voice sounded hesitant and I knew she had to be slightly suspicious of what was going on. “I’ll be right here. If you need me, just holler.”
“Okay,” Maddie squeaked out and I stifled a laugh. Her eyes flashed at me and she gave me a naughty grin before my mouth came crushing down on hers. The sweetness of her eager lips beneath mine, combined with the sudden thrust of her hips meeting my powerful drive, took me to the edge and I cried out as I burst into her. It seemed as if Maddie had been waiting on me to come because all of a sudden she cried out and I felt her body trembling against mine as she convulsed against me. She bit down on my shoulder again and her fingernails dug into my back while I continued thrusting into her as she came. All of a sudden she went still, and she lay her head on me. I kissed her cheek and she looked up at me lazily.
“That was amazing,” she whispered with a smile. “It’s never felt like that before.”
“So alive and tingly?” I smiled back at her, delighted to hear that I had brought her new throes of passion.
“Every nerve ending in my body enjoyed that moment.” She grinned at me shyly and ran her fingers down my chest, as she unwrapped her legs from my waist and slid back to the ground. “I can see why you enjoy having sex in public, the hint of danger and being caught really adds to it.” She giggled. “And if you tell anyone I said that, I will kill you.”
“I’ll just tell my brothers, no one else.” I laughed as she punched me and I leaned over to kiss her again. “Of course, I would never tell anyone.”
“Good.” She took the bra and panties off and I stared at her in lust, feeling myself grow hard again. “Don’t even think about it, big boy.” She laughed as I pushed myself against her. “There is no way that salesgirl will believe it takes this long to try on a few bras.”
“Then why are you trying to tempt me?” My eyes were transfixed on her hands as she pulled on her panties and bra. I couldn’t look away from her beautiful body. I was addicted to her touch and to her taste, and even though I had just had her, I wanted her again.
“I don’t think they’d like it if I walked out in their stuff.” She laughed. “I’d hate to steal a car but get busted for shoplifting a twenty-dollar pair of panties.”
“Twenty what?” My eyes widened. “That much?”
“Ha, ha, I was actually saying the amount was small in comparison to a car,” she giggled. “Though I’m not sure what I’m going to do with these now, seeing as you ripped them.”
“I’ll buy them for you.” I held my hand out. “And I’ll keep them as a keepsake.”
“A keepsake of what?” She was grinning at me, and I could tell she was happy to see I had a sentimental side.
“A keepsake of my first time having public sex.” I grinned.
“You mean our first time,” she corrected me and shook her head.
“Actually, no. I mean my first time and our first time.” I laughed and she looked confused. “So when I told you I liked public sex, I didn’t mean I had actually done it.” I grinned as her confused expression turned to one of shock and understanding. “I mean I’ve always wanted to. It’s always been something on my to-do list.”
“Oh my God, Logan. I’m going to kill you.” She glared at me and I pulled her close to me.
“I’m glad my first time was with you.” I stared down into her frazzled eyes and then kissed her nose. “I hope my second time will be with you as well.”
“I don’t know about that.” She shook her head, but I could see the hint of a smile on her face. She had on all her clothes now and she turned around and gave me a small devilish smile. “I’m leaving the changing room now, see you outside.” And before
I had time to respond, she had left the room. I stood there shaking my head and paused as I heard Brittany talking to her.
“Did you see anything you liked, ma’am?”
“I’m still deciding, thanks.” Maddie’s voice was filled with laughter. “But you never know, maybe someone will surprise me and buy me a pair of panties and a bra.”
“Sorry, what?” Brittany’s voice sounded confused and I held back a laugh, as I picked up the bra Maddie had left hanging next to me. I looked at the price tag and saw it was sixty dollars. My head pounded as I realized I would have to spend eighty dollars to buy the bra and panties for Maddie. Plus tax. And I only had five hundred dollars and some loose change. And no prospect of making money anytime soon either. I stared at my reflection and wanted to punch the mirror. Who was I kidding? I was never going to be good enough for Maddie. I was still Logan Martelli, no matter how many fun afternoons we had or how passionate the sex was. I was never going to be good enough for her. And it didn’t even matter that her dad was fucked up. I wanted better for Maddie because she was better. She wasn’t him and she didn’t deserve to pay for his sins. I’d figure out a way to get him without involving her. Maddie was special; she was my Maddie. And I was starting to think that I was falling in love with her. My breath caught as I realized the gravity of my thoughts. The emotions welling up in my heart were unfamiliar and I was scared. In less than a month, Maddie had come into my life and turned it upside down and I wasn’t even sure who I was anymore. The even scarier part was that I no longer knew who I wanted to be, either.
Chapter 9
Logan
“You shouldn’t have bought me both the bra and the panties.” Maddie frowned at me as we waited on the bus.
“I wanted to buy you a present.” I ran my hand through my hair and gave her a quick smile. “And I knew I had to keep the panties, so I wanted you to have the bra.”
“Logan, you shouldn’t have spent your money on me.”
“It’s okay.” I tried not to think of how much my family needed that money. I didn’t want Maddie to think that I was a loser, someone who couldn’t even afford to buy her a small gift. I laughed at the irony of the whole situation—who ever heard of a broke thief?