Rafe

by Amy Davies

  He is simply sex on legs. I really don’t want to but I know that if I don’t stop him, he isn’t going to stop himself and we are going to go way too far in the intimate department right here in the elevator. The elevator in which I have only now seen has a security camera in the corner.

  I whisper into Rafe’s ear, “Rafe, baby, we need to stop. They have cameras in here and I don’t fancy us being watched while you molest me.” He lets out a big sigh and pulls back so that I can see his perfect green eyes. “I would love to continue, baby, but we should save it for the privacy of our room,” I wink at him. He smiles at me and kisses the tip of my nose.

  “Ok, Snowflake, I think I can wait a few more minutes until we are in a more private setting. But be warned, I have waited too many years to have you beneath me. We have years to make up for so be prepared for a night of total seduction and Phoenix loving.” I raise an eyebrow at him and he shrugs, “Hey, blame Reeve. It’s his saying, works every damn time too.” He winks at me as we reach our floor. The doors open to reveal a rather hot rocker guy standing there staring at us..... no one moves. The air thickens around us; I don’t know the guy but it’s clear that Rafe does. I go to step forward but Rafe tightens his hold on my waist. I look up at him but hear a snigger coming from the guy in front of us.

  “Phoenix,” the guy says with a nod.

  “Trey,” Rafe answers back with a slight gruff to his voice. So they do know each other then, and not in a good way.

  “You still fucking groupies, Rafe? The last time I saw you, you were balls deep in some hot blonds tight little pu...” Rafe cuts him off with an angry growl.

  “Shut the fuck up, Trey. That was months ago and you know it. Don’t try and mess with me because you know that I will always win, as history has proven.” What the fuck does that mean? Who the hell is this dude? I need to ease some of the bad energy because it’s killing my mojo and my mojo is freaking horny.

  “Hi, I’m Lucy, Rafe’s girlfriend. Nice to meet you, Trey, but we really need to get going.” I pull Rafe away from Trey and the elevator but this guy just doesn’t know when to shut up.

  “Rafe Phoenix has a girlfriend? Just one? Not fucking likely, baby. None of the boys settle down. They just like to screw everyone else’s girlfriends, isn’t that right, Rafe?” He smirks at Rafe, “Go on, tell Lucy how you fucked my girlfriend after a gig one night. What, cat got your tongue, Phoenix?” Rafe steps forward but I hold his leather jacket tight and start pulling him away. God he is strong, it’s like I’m pulling a ten ton truck. Rafe still hasn’t taken his eyes off Trey and he is trying to stand his ground. Fuck this.

  “Listen, Trey. I don’t know who the hell you are or what you're trying to do here but the Rafe you know is gone, ok? I’m here now and I intend to stay for a very long time, so shut the fuck up or I will let him go and then what are you gonna do? Huh?” Rafe finally snaps out of his anger induced haze and lets me pull him towards out room. I hear the elevator door ding so I know without looking back that Trey left the floor that we are on. I take the key card out of Rafe’s back pocket and find out room. We are in room three-nineteen. I slide the card into the lock and the door opens. I pull Rafe inside, who still hasn’t said anything about what Trey has just said.

  I switch the lights on and the room is simply divine. There are high ceilings and huge windows with glass doors that lead out onto a balcony. The furniture is cream and wood trimmed. There is art on the walls with very tasteful decorations around the room and it was very modern but homely, if that makes sense. I turn around to see Rafe standing just inside the door; he hasn’t moved since I stepped away from him. Why? He is looking down at the floor with his hands in his back pockets of his jeans. Why do I get the feeling that what Trey said has affected him more then I can imagine?

  “Rafe, what’s wrong?” He doesn’t look up at me, he just completely ignores me. My heart sinks into my stomach. “Rafe?” Again, I get nothing from him. My insecurities come rushing back from that summer. I nod to myself and head for the door, so much for having a nice weekend with my new boyfriend when said boyfriend can’t or won’t even look at me. I walk past Rafe but he still doesn’t move. I don’t think my heart can sink anymore than is already has until he speaks.

  “I’m sorry, Lucy.” Lucy? Not Snowflake, not even Baby. Even though I’m hurting anger bubbles up inside me and I can’t stop it from escaping. Dallas made me feel like crap and I will not let Rafe or anyone else make me feel like that again.

  “Save it, Rafe.” I open the door when I feel his hand on my wrist I snatch it back and turn to look at him. “What, Rafe?”

  He sighs deeply and answers me “I’m sorry that you had to witness that with Trey. He is a fucking prick.” He closes his eyes and turns away from me, “but he is also right. I did sleep with his girlfriend and yes, I knew they were together.” I can’t contain the gasp that slips from my mouth. Rafe spins around to face me, regret and sadness covering his beautiful face. Why would he do that? Granted it was before me, but this hurts like hell.

  “Why?” That’s all I can manage to say.

  “I was a dick, pure and simple. Trey is in another rock band and they are doing amazing. They are looking at getting signed pretty soon. The winter after you left I was still reeling that you had gone. Now, before you jump down my throat I’m not blaming you, ok? Inside Noise was invited to a Christmas festival and it was huge for us so we went. We met a ton of epic bands and Trey’s band was one but for some reason he took an instant dislike to me. Every time I was with a girl he would pass comment on my whoring ways and the girl would leave. That pissed me off so one night after we got off stage and I saw Trey and his girlfriend fighting, I saw an opening to get back at him and I took it. She was into it just as much as me, baby I promise. I regretted it right after but she wanted to rub it in Trey’s face.” He sighs and comes over to stand in front of me.

  “I should never have done it but I can’t take that back. Please tell me you don’t hate me or are thinking of leaving me?” I lean into his chest and try to hold the tears back.

  I speak to his chest, “Rafe, that guy back then wasn’t my Rafe. You are mine, not that asshole. I’m not going anywhere, ever. I don’t like what you did to Trey. I know what it feels like to be cheated on...”

  He cuts me off, “I know, that’s why I hated that you found out like that. I was more careful after that night; I never slept with a girl if she was in a relationship. By fuck I know all too well how fucked up that shit can get,” he breaths out and shakes his head. What does he mean he knows all too well?

  “Why did you bring me here, Rafe?” I smirk at him, we need to get back in the mood. His past belongs in the past, not right here with us now. It serves no purpose here. It will not define our future.

  “I want to make love to you for the first time, Snowflake. I wanted to make it special.” I step back and remove my jacket and toe off my shoes. I grab hold of his wrists and pull him towards the bed and push him down so that he is sitting on the edge.

  I lift the hem of my cami and pull it over my head and drop it on the floor. My shorts quickly follow. I stand in front of my boyfriend, Rafe Phoenix and I’m not ashamed of my body like I was with Dallas. I’m wearing a pale blue lace bra and matching boy short panties. Rafe leans forward grasping my hips and pulls me so that I standing between his legs. He leans forward slightly and kisses my stomach. My eyes fill up with tears; he is kissing me there for Shane, my baby boy. It affects us both, even though Rafe wasn’t the father. I hold his face in my hands and kiss him. I slowly run my tongue across his lips and he gives me the open invite to enter. I reach for his t-shirt and pull it over his head and it joins my clothes on the floor.

  “Lay back, baby,” I tell him and he complies. I lean onto him and kiss his chest then his abs, one by one. Dear God this man... there are no words to describe his perfection. I slowly pop each button on his jeans and just as slowly pull them down, along with his black boxers. I inch them down inch by inch u
ntil something catching my eye that stops me dead in my tracks, and I freeze. Rafe lifts himself up onto his elbows and he has the look of worry all over his face. I pull his jeans and boxers down another inch and my body tightens. My body heats up and I know I’m turning beet red.

  I finally find my voice “Rafe...?” I look back at him and look down at my hand.

  Right on his right hip bone is a tattoo, but not just any tattoo. No, this tattoo is for me.

  Rafe has had an all-black snowflake made out of musical notes with a bold ‘L’ in the middle tattooed on him, which makes my heart melt big time.

  I rub my thumb across it and Rafe shivers. “You like it, Snowflake?” He smiles shyly. Rafe doesn’t do shy so this must mean something to him. I'm sure I see a small blush run up his neck, just touching his cheeks.

  “Is it really for me? Why? When? Why?” Shit I’m shocked that I can’t get the words out but also it makes me feel extremely happy by this, is that weird?

  A huge smile appears on his face, “Baby, I keep telling you that you are unique and I have pretty much loved you since we were thirteen but shit got in the way. As for when, a few months after you left I just needed something that kept you with me always.”

  Fuck. Me. Rafe just told me he loves me, my heart skips a beat. Ok, maybe more than one beat but still. Even though he just shocked me to my core I simply can’t stop the smile from forming.

  “I think I love you too, Rafe. This tattoo is epic and beautiful, I love it, babe.” I lean forward and kiss it. A thought pops into my head and I jump up and run to my bag.

  “Snowflake, where are you going?” I turn and smile at him and grab my iPhone out of my bag. Rafe laughs out loud at me and falls back onto the bed.

  “I have to get a picture of this, Rafe. This will be my background picture. I adjust Rafe’s boxers and snap a few shots of his tattoo that is a tribute of his love for me. I climb up onto the bed next to Rafe and we take a selfie. I turn to Rafe and kiss him hard and passionate. We are breathless when we pull apart.

  “Make love to me, Rafe. Please.”

  He climbs off the bed and removes his jeans and boxers and oh mother of god he is big. He snatches a condom out of his jeans pocket and lays it on the bedside table. I arch an eyebrow at him which makes him laugh. “Confident much?” I crook my finger at him to come to me. Rafe lays his body over mine with his elbows holding his weight off me.

  We kiss and Rafe slowly reaches behind me to unclasp my bra, which he casually throws over his shoulder with a sexy smirk causing me to laugh again. “Don’t need that.”

  “God, Snowflake. Your tits are awesome, fucking perfect, just over a handful. Perfectly made for me.” I arch my back into him as his mouth sucks on a hard nipple. A groan escapes my lips and Rafe delves into my breasts even more, showing both of my nipples the same attention they need. I close my eyes and relish in the feel of Rafe leaving wet kisses down my stomach and ending between my legs. My panties are slowly dragged down my legs and Rafe pushes my thighs apart. I try to close them as no one has ever gone down on me before, the only two boys I had sex with in the past didn’t like doing it.

  “Baby, please don’t hide from me, I need taste you.” He buries his nose in my trimmed pubic hair and sighs, “God you smell amazing, Snowflake. Can I taste you, baby?” I can’t form words so I nod and I’m rewarded with a slow wet tongue sliding up my core and finding my clit. He makes circles with his tongue, which causes my body to shudder. He slides his tongue down and slowly enters me, making love to me with his tongue. “Fuck, baby you taste so fucking good, best thing I have ever tasted.” It doesn’t take long for my orgasm to hit and when it hits I see stars behind my closed eyelids. Wow, just wow.

  He is a total sex god, it’s a known fact.

  Chapter 14

  Rafe

  Going down on Lucy is simply amazing. She tastes fan-fucking-tastic and I can’t get enough. Snowflake’s orgasm makes her body thrash and convulse, which in turn makes my dick ten times harder. I’m sure I could play ping pong with it. Flashback to American Pie: The Naked Mile. Classic movie.

  I slither up her body, kissing and licking my way up. I suck on her perfect nipples and she moans again. God, I don’t think I will ever tire of hearing her little moans, but now I need to make her scream my name.

  “Hi,” I say to her smiling face.

  “Hi, yourself,” I kiss her deeply before reaching for the condom. I kneel up and break open the foil packet and toss it on the floor. Lucy sits up and reaches for the condom.

  “Let me.” She takes hold of the condom and slowly runs it along my dick, Jesus Christ she is gonna be the death of me. Not a bad way to go, I know.

  “Shit, baby, take your time. I’m gonna blow just by having your hands on me.”

  She lays back down, “Make love to me, Rafe. I need you inside of me, we have waited long enough.” I couldn’t agree more. I put all of my weight back on my left elbow and grab a hold on my dick; I run it along her wet slit and rub her juices over her clit. Lucy jolts and I smile down at her.

  “You ready, Snowflake?” She nods and I slip into her. She gasps a little, she is so damn wet from her orgasm.

  “Fuuuck, baby. So damn good. Fuck, Snowflake we need to go fast this time because I’m not gonna last, baby. You feel so damn tight.” Wow, I have never taken someone’s virginity before but I think Lucy’s pretty damn close to a virgin, she is so damn tight. I know she hasn’t been with anyone since Dallas and he was only her second. I pick up the speed and start pounding into my girl.

  “Oh god, Rafe I’m gonna come, don’t stop, baby please don’t stop,” she whimpers and grips my ass, forcing me into her. A bolt of electric current travels down my spine. I know she is close but I’m closer so I reach between us and rub her clit.

  “I’m gonna come, baby. Keep coming it feels so fucking good, baby. Keep going” And she does. Lucy bows off the bed as her second orgasm of the night takes over. Her orgasm grips me and sets my own release off.

  I don’t know how long we stay laying there still connected. Now this is right where I want to be, buried deep inside my unique Snowflake. When our breathing has leveled out I pull out of her, not that I want to. I could stay here forever.

  “Be right back, babe.” I go into the bathroom and snap the condom off, wrap it in tissues and drop it in the trash can. I run the hot water and dampen a wash cloth and clean up. As I exit the bathroom, I can see that Lucy is already sleeping. She has snuggled up to the pillows still naked, so that’s a bonus. I throw the cloth into the sink and switch the light off. I climb in behind Lucy and pull her to me. She rests her head on my chest and slips her leg between mine. I rest my hand on her hip and kiss the top of her head. Even though it took us years to get to this exact place in time, it was worth it. Every fuck up that got in the way led us to this night and many more nights to come. I can fall asleep with a huge ass smile on my face because I have my very own Snowflake wrapped around me and this one won’t melt away, she is here to stay. Wow I’m a poet and I didn’t know it.

  “Night, Snowflake.”

  I wake to an empty bed. I bolt upright as panic sets in. Shit, did Lucy regret sleeping with me? I hear the toilet flush and relax back onto the bed. I close my eyes and thank my lucky stars that she stayed and wasn’t scared off. I have my arm draped over my eyes and I don’t see Lucy join me back at the bed but I can feel her as she runs her tongue over my snowflake tattoo. My body jerks at her wet touch.

  “Mmmm morning, baby,” Lucy says in a seductive tone. My hips buck and she starts kissing lower. She slides the sheet off my body and grasps my morning wood tight in her tiny soft hands and runs them up and down my shaft.

  “Jesus Christ, baby. That feels so good.” She licks the head of my dick and hums in satisfaction, the vibrations running down my length. “Snowflake, you don’t have to do that. It’s ok, baby.” I try to stop her but she won’t have any of it, Lucy licks the entire length of my dick from base to tip and then sucks me int
o her mouth. Shit she is good at that, I want to kill the fucker that taught her to suck dick this good. I shake my head to get the image of Lucy with another guy out of my head. I can’t stop my hips from jerking, forcing my dick further into her mouth but Lucy doesn’t complain.

  “Fuck, baby I’m gonna come. Lucy let me pull out, baby.” She sucks harder but as soon as she bites the tip of me my balls tighten and my orgasm rushes trough my body like a freight train and she swallows everything that I have to offer her. Lucy doesn’t stop until I have started going soft, she licks and cleans every drop from me. I lift my head up to see my girl smiling at me. She winks, the little minx.

  “Morning, baby, now I could get used to that wake-up call every morning,” I say, my voice coming out all rough and sexed up. Lucy jumps off the bed and heads for the bathroom.

  “Shower time, Rafe.” She winks, “You coming?” Hell yeah, shower sex baby.

  “Fuck yeah I am, and so are you, baby.” I follow her into the shower and that’s exactly what we do, have mind blowing shower sex.

  We arrived back to the bus around noon expecting to find everyone still sleeping, but we were in for a shock. As we climb out of the taxi we see Beck at the door of the bus with a redheaded girl, wearing next to no clothing at all. I’m sure that she is trying to pass her belt off as a skirt. Lucy tenses beside me and I know she is worried about Trinity but she is a big girl. I pay the driver as Lucy makes her way over to Beck and I tell the driver to hang for the girl.