The Debt: The Complete Series (An Alpha Billionaire Romance)

by Kelly Favor

  Try to make Audi see you as human, I told myself.

  “What are you doing?” I asked. I tried to keep the fear out of my voice, but it was difficult. My voice trembled and my whole body was shaking.

  “Getting ready for the experience,” he said. He reached up and opened two tiny trap doors that were built into the ceiling. Two shackles dropped down, their chains clinking as they fell.

  Audi James turned to look at me, and I forced myself not to look away. His eyes seemed to turn to black as they met my gaze.

  This is what evil looks like, I thought to myself.

  He’d killed those girls. Nora. Dani. Katie. And now me.

  “Why are you doing this?” I asked as he walked over to me, the sound of his heavy work boots echoing off the concrete floor.

  The side of his mouth twitched for a second. “Are you gonna be a screamer, Sweets?” he asked. “Are you going to scream real loud for Daddy?” He reached into his pocket and pulled out a piece of gum, popped it into his mouth and chewed thoughtfully. His eyes took me in, racking up my body, sizing me up. “You’re thick. You gonna struggle?”

  “You don’t have to do this,” I said. “If you killed those girls, you should turn yourself in.”

  “I didn’t kill no girls,” he said, his voice sharp with anger.

  “No, of course not,” I said quickly. “I’m a lawyer. I can help you show everyone you didn’t do it. But first you have to let me go.”

  He grinned again, then leaned down so that his face was right up against mine. His breath smelled like strawberry gum, and even though it wasn’t an unpleasant odor, it made me recoil.

  The next thing I knew, he’d picked me up and slung me over his shoulder, similar to the way those men had carried me through the club and to this room.

  “You’re heavy,” Audi said, almost like he was annoyed. He set me down and then pushed me up against the far wall, shoving his body so forcefully against mine that the pressure was almost unbearable. I turned my cheek and it pressed into the wall so hard my teeth mashed against the inside of my cheek. “They didn’t say you were heavy.”

  “Who didn’t?” I asked.

  “The men who brought you here.”

  “Why would it matter if I’m heavy?”

  “It costs extra.”

  I had no idea what he was talking about. I couldn’t even decide if the things he was saying were of any importance, or if they were the mutterings of a mad man.

  “What costs extra?” I asked.

  “I’m going to take your handcuffs off now,” he said. “I need to so I can put you in the shackles. You can fight me if you want.” He licked his lips and leaned in close to me. “Are you going to?”

  “Am I going to what?”

  “Fight. You can. If it turns you on.”

  My eyes filled with hot tears. It was no use. He wasn’t talking sense. He was out of his mind. “I’m not going to fight.”

  When I said it, I meant it. But as soon as he’d taken me out of my handcuffs, I kneed him right in the groin. His hands dropped to cover the place between his legs and he screamed in pain. I didn’t hesitate, moving quickly toward the door.

  But he reached out and grabbed me. He was bent over, and his hand tightened around my ankle, causing me to go sprawling onto the ground. My chin banged against the floor, and I bit my tongue hard. The bitter taste of blood filled my mouth, and pain radiated through my jaw.

  “Fucking lying bitch,” Audi James spat. He reached down and picked me up around the waist, this time not even trying to make sure he had a good hold on me. Instead he slammed me up against the wall and forced my hands into the shackles.

  He reached down and picked up his knife, then began turning a metal crank that was sticking out of the wall. At first, I wasn’t sure what he was doing. And then, very slowly, the shackles on my arms started pulling me up toward the ceiling. And then I understood.

  He was going to string me up by my arms. At first, it would just be tiring. But if he kept going, eventually my shoulders would become dislocated. The pain would be unbearable.

  “Please,” I said. “Please, you don’t have to do this. Please, let’s talk about this.”

  He stopped cranking. His eyes narrowed at me and then he moved over, still holding the knife in his hand.

  He stepped closer to me, his gaze falling on my ruined dress. He reached out and ripped the rest of it open, so that my breasts were fully exposed. Then he pressed the flat side of the knife against my nipple, drawing the cool metal slowly over my skin.

  “You look like her,” he said. “It will be like killing her all over again.”

  “I look like who?” I asked. My arms were aching, and I stood up on my tiptoes to try and relieve some of the pressure.

  “Like Rhonda.”

  Rhonda Callahan. The woman he’d been seeing, the one he was accused of killing. Noah had argued it was self-defense, the prosecution said it was a sex game wrong.

  “Was this what you were doing when you killed her?” I asked. “Did you have her strung up like this?”

  “I know this is what you want,” he said, ignoring my questions. “Don’t you, you little slut? That’s why you came here.”

  He turned the knife over so that the blade was pushed against my skin. And just as the sharp bite of the knife nipped into my flesh, it all clicked into place. Audi James thought I’d come here to reenact his killing. He thought I’d come here so he could do this to me – he thought I wanted it.

  He pushed the knife harder into my side, and I looked down to see a thin line of blood appear on my skin. I could tell it was a superficial wound, not the kind of thing that was life threatening, but seeing the blood made me dizzy.

  Audi reached out and grabbed my breast, kneaded it roughly.

  “Moan,” he said. “She moaned until I finally choked her out.”

  His hand reached out and grabbed my throat, his grip just tight enough to hurt.

  “Tell me you love it,” he said. “Tell me you love it, or I’ll kill you like I killed her.”

  I moaned. “I love it,” I said. “Please, I love it so much.”

  “Die, bitch,” he said, his hand tightening around my throat. I took in a deep breath, trying to keep my lungs filled with oxygen for as long as I could, but it had the opposite effect of what I’d wanted. The huge breath of air made my lungs burn, and my instinct was to hold onto it as long as I could, not knowing when I would get another chance to breath. By the time I finally let it go, my eyes were watering, and I gasped again immediately, but this time, I couldn’t get any oxygen.

  “Go to sleep, Sweets,” Audi James said. “Go to sleep, Sweet Sweets.”

  I wasn’t sure if I was hearing him correctly. I wasn’t sure if any of this was real, if what I was seeing was actually happening. The room started to darken, and I didn’t know if that was real either, if he’d turned off the light or if I was just starting to lose consciousness.

  He pushed his mouth up against my neck and bit me softly, pinching my skin with his teeth. The knife was still against my side, and I imagined a gaping wound opening, blood pouring out of me and filling the room until it had flooded the floor.

  And then he was there.

  Noah.

  So quick, so sure, I was positive I’d imagined him.

  He came into the room, his eyes widening as he took in what was happening. And then I saw something flash across his face, something I’d never seen from him before.

  Fear.

  Noah was afraid.

  But then it was gone, replaced by anger and action as he grabbed Audi James by the shoulder and pulled him off me.

  As soon as Audi released his hand from my neck, I took in a big gasping breath of air. Everything moved back into focus, so sharp and clear and fast that it made me wonder if I’d even been losing consciousness at all, or if maybe I’d gone into some kind of weird altered fear state.

  “Get your hands off her,” Noah growled.

  Audi tur
ned around, ready to fight. He raised his arm, but Noah grabbed Audi’s wrist.

  “Don’t,” Noah said, and even though Audi James was insane, in that moment, Noah was scarier. Noah punched Audi square in the face, his eyes blazing with the look of a man possessed. It was the look of a man who would kill. And in that moment, I thought, he’s capable of it. He’s capable of killing someone.

  Audi took a few steps backward, reeling from Noah’s punch.

  “Well, well, well,” Audi said, his tongue snaking out and licking his upper lip, which was already beginning to swell. “The prodigal son returns.”

  “Fuck you,” Noah said. He rushed over to me and undid my shackles. “Shit,” he breathed when he saw the cut on my side. He ran his finger over it, the blood staining his skin as it smeared across my flesh. “It’s okay,” he said. “It’s not deep.” He reached up and pushed my hair off my face, looking me over. “Are you okay? Did he hurt you?”

  “I’m okay,” I said, rubbing my sore wrists. My arms felt like I’d been lifting weights for hours, and my whole body was shaking.

  Noah looked me over again, then turned back to Audi.

  “What the fuck do you think you’re doing, you sadistic son of a bitch?”

  Audi licked his lips again. “Playing.”

  “How’d you find her?”

  He grinned. “She was sent to me.”

  “By who?”

  Audi shrugged. “I dunno.”

  Noah pulled back and punched him again, this time sending a sickening blow to Audi’s nose. There was the sound of bones crushing and blood rushed down Audi’s face in a river.

  “Noah!” I screamed and grabbed at his arm. He tried to push me off of him and go after Audi again, but before he could, Audi ran out the door, disappearing down the hall.

  Noah’s chest heaved, his breath coming in rapid gasps. I kept my hand on his arm, just in case he had any ideas about going after Audi.

  He turned to me. “You shouldn’t have run away from me like that,” he said. “What the hell were you thinking, Charlotte?”

  I shook my head. “No way, “ I said. “Don’t even try to put this on me.” I reached down and grabbed at my ruined dressed, trying to cover myself as best I could. “Are you going to tell me what the fuck is going on?”

  He shook his head. “I need to get you out of here. The car is waiting out front.”

  “No.” Adrenaline was coursing through my body, and I was scared to death. If Noah hadn’t come to look for me, if I’d been left alone with Audi James…I shivered, thinking about what might have happened. Would he have killed me? Would I have been raped or cut up or hurt? The possibilities were horrific and unimaginable.

  I didn’t want to spend one more second in Force. But for the first time in my whole relationship with Noah, I had power. He wanted me to leave the club – but I wasn’t going to do that until he provided me with at least a little information.

  “Charlotte,” Noah said. “I don’t have the patience for this. You’re going to come with me. You’re going to get in the car. And we’re going to get out of here.”

  “No.” I stuck my chin in the air. “You stopped having the right to tell me what to do when you ripped up our contract.”

  I saw the pain flash in his eyes, saw the regret written on his face. It was one of the first times I’d seen any real emotion from him – usually he was as hard and as impenetrable as stone. But I didn’t care. I didn’t care if he was upset. I was upset, too. This whole thing with him had been confusing and heartbreaking and confusing. I didn’t know how I could feel so close to someone and yet so far from them at the same time. And when he ripped up that contract, it felt like he was ripping my heart in two.

  “Charlotte,” Noah said again.

  “No.” My voice cracked, but I kept my gaze locked on his, daring him to contradict me. “I’m not going anywhere until you tell me what the fuck is going on.”

  He took in a deep breath, the pain in his eyes morphing into anger. “Charlotte,” he said, his voice raising. “Do. Not. Push. Me.”

  But I was done listening to him, done letting him have all the control. “No I’m not going anywhere with you, Noah. Not until you tell me what happened here tonight.”

  “Charlotte –”

  “Stop saying my name!” I raged, my hands balling into fists at my side. I took a deep breath. “You know what? Forget it. I’m leaving.”

  I went to push by him, but he grabbed my arm, pulling me back toward him. His chest pressed against mine, so tight that I could feel his heart beating. He tilted my chin up until my eyes met his.

  “Charlotte,” he whispered. “Please, I don’t…” He trailed off, seemingly at a loss for words for the first time since I’d met him. He pushed a stray hair off my forehead and for one blissful moment, I thought he was going to kiss me.

  Kiss me, I thought. Kiss me and tell me you’re sorry. Tell me you just got scared, tell me you take it all back, tell me you have some explanation for all the crazy things that have been happening. I’ll believe you, even if none of it makes sense.

  “Come with me,” he said. “Please. And I’ll explain.”

  He took my hand, his fingers wrapping around mine, strong and firm and protective.

  Suddenly, I was exhausted.

  “You’ll explain to me?” I pressed. “About Audi James?”

  He nodded.

  I hesitated for just a second.

  And then I let him lead me out of the club.

  Once we were outside, I gulped in the fresh air. My lungs were still burning from what had happened, and the fresh air felt cool and soothing.

  Noah opened the door to his car for me, and we both slid into the backseat.

  “Let me see your cut,” Noah instructed as his driver pulled the car away from the curb.

  “I’m fine.”

  He reached out and pulled the fabric of my ruined dress aside, and I looked down at my wound for the first time. A thin line of blood ran across my upper belly, but the cut itself didn’t look that bad.

  Noah reached over and hit the intercom button, which allowed him to talk to Jared. “Jared,” he said. “Please stop at a drugstore and purchase a first aid kit.”

  “Yes, sir,” came the reply.

  “No,” I said. “I’m fine. I just… I just want to go home.” Now that I was out of the club, now that the rate of adrenaline pumping through my body was starting to slow, the harsh reality of the situation was starting to set in.

  I’d gone to a BDSM club with a man who might be a murderer. I’d allowed that man to do things to me that I would have deemed unthinkable just a week ago. I’d listened to an anonymous caller who’d sent me to a mysterious room, and there, I was accosted by a murderer who’d cut me with a knife.

  Emotions washed over me – heartbreak, helplessness, fear, anxiety. Almost every negative thing I could imagine flooded my body at the same time, overwhelming me. Tears welled in my eyes, and this time they spilled over, running down my cheeks.

  Noah pulled me into his arms as I sobbed against his chest.

  “Shh,” he whispered. “Shh, it’s okay. Everything’s going to be okay.”

  I let the words wash over me, allowing myself to believe them. A second later, the car stopped and I heard the sound of the driver’s door opening as Jared got out to fetch the supplies Noah had requested.

  And I just sat there, in the back of the car, letting Noah comfort me as I cried, the sobs wracking my body until all that was left were my shuttering breaths.

  Noah reached into the tiny compartment that was against one of the doors and pulled out a bottle of water. He uncapped it, then held it out to me.

  “Drink.”

  I took the bottle and did as he commanded, letting the cool liquid slide down my throat, which was raw from screaming.

  Noah pulled off the sweater he was wearing, then carefully pulled down the top of my dress, being careful not to touch my cut.

  “Arms up,” he instructed
.

  I put my arms up, and he slid the sweater over me. It smelled like him – laundry detergent and mint toothpaste and cedar. It was comforting, and I lay back on the seat and watched the buildings of the city move by as he pulled me close again.

  But he didn’t kiss me.

  And he didn’t tell me it was going to be okay.

  I wanted to ask him about Audi James, wanted to demand answers. But I was exhausted. I would wait until we got back to his apartment, I decided, and then we would have a talk. But a second later, I realized we weren’t heading back to his apartment at all.

  “What are we doing?” I asked as Jared brought the car to a stop. “Where are we?”

  “The Hawthorne,” Noah said. “You’ll be staying here tonight.”

  A hotel.

  He’d brought me to a fucking hotel.

  He was sticking to his decision, the one he’d made when he’d ripped up our contract.

  He was done with me.

  “No.” I shook my head. “I want to go home. Back to my apartment.” I wasn’t staying in some stupid hotel, especially not one he’d paid for. I wanted to be back in my own bed, with my own things. A hotel was cold and impersonal and awful.

  “You can’t go back to your apartment, Charlotte,” Noah said. “It’s not safe there.”

  I laughed, a bitter laugh that sounded nothing like me. “I can handle Josh.”

  But Noah wasn’t listening. He’d gotten out of the car and was holding the door open for me.

  “No.”

  He sighed. “Charlotte, we can do this the easy way or we can do it the hard way.”

  “The hard way.”

  His jaw set into a stubborn line, and the passing headlights of a car on the street washed over him. My heart clenched. He was so god damn beautiful. It was almost exhausting just looking at him, that’s how much I ached for him, how much I wanted him. Even with everything that had gone on, even with the night I’d had, I could still notice his beauty and magnetism, that’s how powerful it was.

  A second later, he reached into the car and grabbed me by the legs, pulled me toward the open door of the car.

  “What are you doing?” I yelled, but he didn’t answer.