All I Wanna Do

by Kristine Dugger

  “You’re my old lady.”

  I roll my eyes at the statement. Hayden Marie Karter is an official biker’s old lady. Who would have thought that would happen to the girl who always said she would never date a man with a hog? Now, I am madly in love with him. We have a family. I just cannot wait to see where life is going to take us on this next journey.

  Epilogue

  James

  Charlie is playing with Ralphie at the annual 4th of July picnic at the compound. My boy and his future grandfather. When I moved in with Charlie and Hayden, the transition was quite smooth. Charlie was beyond giddy. Yeah, there has been many ups and downs but we got through them.

  After the horrific incident with that asshole who touched my son, Charlie had been having nightmares quite frequently. Hayden would fall apart when the night terrors arose. She could not handle it. I hated seeing both of them struggle with what has happened. Hayden started seeing a counselor because of it. She has a lot of regret. Despite me telling her numerous times that it was out of her control. But, for the most part, the days are getting better.

  I turn my attention to Hayden. She is looking radiant in her blue sundress. She is talking with her mother. Well, she is fiddling with her hair. Today is a big day. Ralphie and Cilla are tying the knot. Leave it to our club president to choose Independence Day as his wedding. The whole “proud to be an America solider” describes Ralphie to a T.

  I walk over toward Ralphie and Charlie. Their attention turns toward me. Charlie smiles, “Daaaaddddyyy!”

  Charlie runs to me with open arms. I embrace him and pick him up. I greet, “Hey, little man.”

  “Daddy, this is a special day.”

  “Yes, it is. Your grandma is getting married.”

  “Daddy, when are you going to marry mommy.”

  I laugh at his statement. Trust me, marriage has come up a million times in my head. Hayden and I are enjoying our time together. We are in no rush. It is just us, loving each other unconditionally. That woman gets my motor running every day. Especially with watching her with her mother, smiling and laughing. Her long coffee brown hair with hints of caramel flowing in the wind has made my manly-self weak for her. She is my everything. Her tattoo sleeves radiate next to her royal blue strapless sundress. My cock starts to pulsate knowing that woman is all mine. No one else.

  A grab of my shoulder distracts my attention from my woman. It is Ajax. I acknowledge his ass, “You know I’m busy here.”

  He chuckles, “Bro, wait until after her mother’s wedding before you pound the living shit out of her.”

  “For fuck’s sake, don’t talk about my son’s mother like that with him in my arms,” I angrily say. Charlie is oblivious to the conversation.

  “Sorry. I wasn’t thinking but she does look beautiful.”

  I look around and notice Ajax is without his woman. I ask, “Where is she?”

  “Busy with her life.”

  Once again, Ajax is shutting down about ‘heels’. Changing the subject, I ask, “How long you staying?”

  “Just shortly after the ceremony. I will get a bite to each and head out.”

  “Where is the ride taking you tonight?”

  “As far away as possible. Somewhere in the country. Can’t hit the cabin because of the fireworks.”

  “Bro, you should just take a Xanax.”

  “Naw. I rather get away.”

  “You have to do you.”

  Before Ajax can comment, the most angelic beauty stands in front of me. All smiles. My woman. Ajax nods and leans over to hug Hayden before he walks away.

  She looks at me and asks, “Is he going to be okay?”

  I answer, “Yeah. This is normal. How is my baby?”

  She rolls her chocolate eyes. “In shock that my mother is getting married. Never thought she would marry again. But here she is, marrying Ralphie. I love Ralphie.”

  “Well, that is good. He adores Charlie and you.”

  She smirks and reaches for Charlie and says, “What’s not to love?”

  “Exactly. You ready to walk down the aisle?”

  She stares at me. “What do you mean?”

  “Woman, as the matron of honor?”

  She bites down on her lip, this time causing my cock to poke harder through my jeans. I comment, “You’re biting your lip again.”

  She sets Charlie down and says to him, “Hey, sweetie, how about you go talk with Uncle Smith for a minute.”

  I shake my head at her. This is what she does when she is about to get feisty. Once Charlie gallops away, her attention goes back to me. She bites down on her lip again. Fuck, she is doing this on purpose. She is challenging me. I demand, “Woman, if you don’t stop that, I’m going to have to take you back to my old room.”

  She smirks, “Is that a promise?”

  I take a deep breath in. “Damn you.” I grab her hand and lead her into the compound hangout and take her immediately up to my old room. “I’m fucking you with that damn dress on. Take of your panties.”

  She smiles, “I’m not wearing any.”

  And sprung. Done and done.

  I grab hold of my woman and slam my lips onto hers. Our tongues dance with each other. She grabs hold of my jeans and pushes them down. Hayden is so damn anxious for my cock. She doesn’t even bother to unzip my pants. Her hand grabs hold of my dick and pumps it to ensure I’m ready to go. She should know better. I muffle, “Get on your knees.”

  She squeals and gets on all fours. I hike up her dress over her cute, little, plump ass and slide in. She releases a moan. I slam my hips harder against her. She groans again. My hips increase in pace. I slam my cock in and out of her. My fingernails dig into her side and I push deeper into her. She whimpers. I push harder, giving her the rough ride she likes. This is going to be quick and hard. Hayden enjoys getting on all fours and letting me give it to her doggy style. My little spunk.

  She moans again.

  My cock pulsates.

  She screams, “Right there. Fuck, James. Oh my God.”

  Her moans excite everything within me. I am close to losing it.

  She continues, “Fuck me hard, baby. I love you and your…fucking…cock.”

  That is all she sang. I am done. My load shoots deep in her, filling her up with every ounce of my come. I groan with her moans. I love this fucking woman with all my damn heart.

  I slide out and flip her over on her back. She giggles.

  I smirk, “My dirty girl.”

  She laughs, “I believe you thoroughly enjoy it.”

  “I fucking love it. And I especially love you.” I lean down and kiss her.

  Her chocolate eyes look up at me. “James.”

  “Yeah, babe.”

  “I love you so damn much.”

  “How much?”

  “I’m pregnant.”

  And fucking stunned as hell. “Wait, what?”

  She starts to laugh. “Yep. You have super sperm.”

  Shaking my head at her. “You feel the best time to tell me you are knocked up is after I fuck you.”

  Her eyes flutter at me. “Well, yeah. It is the perfect time. You are all caught up in the moment. I feel it was perfect timing.”

  “You’re a dork.”

  “Daddy squared.”

  I pause for a moment. “Well, if you want to play like that. Then fucking marry me.”

  She busts out a huge laugh. “Way to sweep me off my feet with a proposal.”

  “So, that is a yes.”

  “Hmm. Let me think about it.”

  I shake my head at her once more. “Really?”

  “Well, if I must. YES!”

  I slam my lips against hers and pull away. “Damn you. Being a pain in the ass.”

  “You love my ass.”

  I kiss her once more. “You know it.”

  Hayden

  And just like that, I am getting married. Pregnant and engaged. I remember reading the pregnancy test this morning. Something inside me told me to take a tes
t. I was late just by a week but that really is it. I have been late before due to irregularity. Yeah, stress. But that silly gut feeling said, “Hayden, you might be pregnant.” It does not surprise me that I am pregnant. We have been hot and heavy. The only time I can get him off of me is period time or when Charlie is not feeling well. I love it, though. To be wanted by someone who only wants just you. James has been hit on by others in front of me and it does not faze him at all. He only has eyes for me.

  The biggest change from all of this is the family that has adopted me. The Hell’s Phoenix MC. Their name sounds scary but they are the opposite of that. They are brothers whose mission is protecting their armed forces brothers and sisters while managing their love for their family. When James and I moved in together, the boys were all there and wanted to make sure the transition was good for all of us.

  My mother was beyond excited about the next steps in her life. And that was Ralphie. The two of them became the Papa and Mama bear of the club. Once everything calmed down after the incident with Charlie, as mother and daughter, we embraced the old lady lifestyle. I cannot believe all this time I was trying avoid this. Afraid my heart would get broken by losing the one I loved to the bike. But instead, I gained someone who only cares about loving and healing the damage that has been caused by the past. James has made every damn effort to make Charlie and I feel like family.

  Besides the intimate moments with James, our favorite moments together are on his bike, riding with his brothers. I love watching Smith and Ajax take turns having Charlie sit in front of them on the bike. We all ride the roads together. Charlie has become their nephew. And seeing him with them just makes me weak. Family.

  James and I tidy ourselves up before walking back out to the wedding. My mother is officially marrying into the club. James wraps his arms around me and says, “My babe.”

  I smirk, “You know round two will have to wait. My mother is about to get hitched.”

  He releases his hold on me and gets on his knees. His lips press against my stomach, kissing it gently. Those deep, dark eyes look up at me. “Babe, let’s do this today. Make this a double wedding.”

  Surprised by what he just said, I look at him dumbfounded. “Are you serious?”

  “Our entire relationship has been moving so rapidly. From the first night we met, to you getting pregnant that night and reconnecting through your mother and my father-like. I knew back then you were something I wanted. It means everything to me to be a part of the next steps in our union. I get to be there every step of the way with our next child. But I don’t want to be boyfriend dad. I want to be husband dad. You are it for me. I don’t want to waste another minute of not being your husband. Ralphie and Cilla will be fine with it. Especially since grandparents times two will happen.”

  I start to tear up. “I love you. Let’s go tell Charlie.”

  James stands up and picks me up. “You ready to become Mrs. James Tysen.”

  “Yes.”

  He leans down and plants a soft kiss on my forehead and then laughs, “I’m quite surprised I didn’t get something smart from your mouth.”

  I laugh, “Well, maybe because this is something serious.” My hand reaches for his. “Let’s go tell Charlie and talk to my mother.”

  “Sounds good, babe.”

  Hand and hand, we walk out of his old room and out to where the ceremony is taking place. My stomach is a ball of knots. I hope my mother is okay with sharing her day with us. But like James, I do not want to waste another minute not being official. My mother is standing next to Ralphie in her strapless off-white dress. Her arms are hooked with his. She is all smiles. Charlie is standing next to them. He is such a grandma’s boy.

  James and I head in their direction. My mother sees us coming and waves for us to come near them. I smile at her. Excitement and nervousness brewing deep inside of me.

  When we approach Ralphie, Charlie, and my mother, James comments, “We have something to say before the ceremony gets started.”

  Ralphie asks, “What’s up, son?”

  While holding my hand, James kneels down to become face to face with Charlie. He asks, “Charlie, I have a question for you.”

  My mother looks at me perplexed.

  Charlie responds, “Yeah, daddy.”

  James continues, “Do you mind if I marry your mommy today?”

  Charlie’s eyes grow big in excitement. He squeals, “Aww…YES!” Charlie jumps toward his father and hugs him.

  The water works start up again.

  My mother looks at us. She asks, “Today?”

  I answer, “Yes. If that is okay with you? If not, we can wait but really we don’t want to.”

  Her hand goes to her mouth, as her eyes start to glisten. “Of course, sweetie. I would love to share this day with you two.”

  Ralphie leans toward me and gives me a hug. “You are making James my son, officially.” He wipes his eyes. “Today is a great day.” Big old burly biker getting caught up in the moment makes both my mother and I cry like babies more.

  James stands up while holding Charlie. He states, “We have more news.”

  Perplexed again, my mother asks, “What do you mean?”

  He smiles at me and I nod, giving him the okay to tell them. He proceeds, “Charlie is going to be a big brother.”

  My mom squeals like her grandson, “A baby. Oh my goodness, this day is truly one for the books. I become a wife, a mother-in-law and grandmother once more.”

  The hugs continue. Ajax walks by, looking at all of us tearing up and hugging. This includes James and Ralphie. He asks, “What the hell is going on?”

  James laugh, “You will see soon.”

  James

  With all of our friends and family watching, I stand next to Ralphie. They have no idea two weddings will be conducted today. I am nervous, but then again, I am not. The band starts to play the wedding march. In my cut, with a tight black shirt and dark blue jeans, I look toward the aisle. And there she is. Charlie in the middle of his mother and grandmother holding their hands. He walks them down the aisle. He smiles from ear to ear. What a big role for such a young boy. My attention goes back to Hayden. Yes, I saw her earlier in her knockout of a dress. But seeing her right now is like the moment I set my eyes on her for the first time. I am intrigued by the beauty in front of me. Her bright tattoos reflecting off her royal blue dress, her long brown hair flowing as the wind touches it, she is the most beautiful person in my life. Despite the ups and downs my mother and I had, she would be proud. I am proud of the woman in front of me. She is my entire world. Right next to our son and future child. My life is complete with her.

  Hayden approaches me as she comes to the alter. Ralphie places a kiss on Priscilla’s cheek. Charlie stands by his mother and me. We both hold his hand. The ordain minister, Frankie, proceeds with the ceremony. We listen intently to the words spoken. Ralphie and Cilla say their vows and kiss as husband and wife.

  Frankie has no idea what is about to happen. Ralphie turns toward the audience and says, “Thank you everybody for coming tonight. We have some exciting news. We are not the only ones tying the knot.” He looks toward us. “Our boy, James, has decided to settle down with my beautiful daughter, Hayden.”

  Hayden and I move to the center of the alter. Both of us continue to hold Charlie’s hand. Frankie looks at me and says, “I guess I get the privilege of marrying you two now.”

  I smile, “Yes, sir.”

  We have no rings to symbolize the love we have for each other and that is okay. She does not care and I do not care. We will take care of that later.

  Frankie continues with ceremony number two.

  “Repeat after me. I, James Tysen, take you, Hayden Karter, to be my lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness, and in health, until death do us part.”

  I repeat, “I, James Tysen, take you, Hayden Karter, to be my lawfully wedded wife to have and to hold, from this
day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness, and in health, until death do us part.”

  Frankie looks at Hayden and says, “Hays, repeat after me. I, Hayden Karter, take you, James Tysen, to be my lawfully wedded husband to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness, and in health, until death do us part.”

  With tears streaming down her cheek, she acknowledges the vows, “I, Hayden Karter, take you, James Tysen, to be my lawfully wedded husband to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness, and in health, until death do us part.”

  Frankie continues with the rest of his wedding spiel. Lastly, he says, “I pronounce you two as biker and biker’s old lady. You may kiss your woman.”

  She wraps her arms around my neck. Both of us choking up. Her more than me. I lean down and press my lips against hers. Hayden slides her tongue in my mouth, surprising me. My arms wrap around her tiny waist and pull her closer.

  In the background, Cilla laughs, “This is how they got baby number two.”

  More applause. Hayden pulls away and whines, “Mom.”

  The cheers and laughs continue.

  Hayden looks at me and says, “I love you.”

  “I love you more. I can’t wait until later.”

  “Later?”

  “When I finally get to fuck you as my wife?”

  “No fucking.”

  Confused at her response, I ask, “What?”

  She blushes, “From here on out, All I wanna do is make love to you!”

  “Same!”

  I lean down to kiss her once more.

  Hayden is officially my wife. She will never get rid of my ass. She is stuck with me and I am stuck with her. This whole ride has been different for the both of us. Time together. Time apart. Time together again. Time forever. I adore this woman.

  The End

  Avery “Ajax” Jacksen

  The shit that went down with James and Hayden was beyond fucked up. Who in their right fucking mind would want to do that to a child. Fuck, I cannot imagine what Hayden is feeling right now. Her fucking asshole of a boyfriend was attempting to molest her son. I am so surprised James did not fuck him up more. Screw that, killed the son of bitch. James has way more patience than I do. But fuck, that poor child is going to be screwed up. It just pisses me off like no other.