It took her a moment to real that her name was being called. She looked up. It was Gabe. Automatically, she assumed her best submissive pose. “I’m sorry Sir. I apologize. I let me attention drive.”
Gabe looked at Amanda. She looked so miserable. It was his fault. He’d done that to her. It was now time for him to make up for his asshattery and hopefully he wasn’t too late.
“Kitten, please come here and take a seat.” He indicated the chair he had just brought to the front of the class. Clearly confused, she nonetheless obeyed him without hesitation.
“Class, usually at this point, I throw things back to Andrew, but today I wanted to talk to you about a very important subject. Communication. Andrew spoke a bit about it just now about the important of communication between a Dom and a submissive. No matter how close the connection, and no matter what the romance writers would have you think, a Dom cannot read their sub’s minds. They can be sensitive to body language. They can use their knowledge of the sub’s likes and dislikes to gauge their submissive’s reactions and moods. The same is true of a submissive. The Dom has to be clear about their expectations and to let the sub know what they need. Communication needs to go both ways.”
Amanda stared at Gabe. He looked at her and smiled sadly.
“Dominance and submission is also a two way street. Both people in the relationship have to communicate. That means talking. Talking while planning a scene. Talking after a scene. Talking between scenes. You need to build your relationship by talking to each other and, in turn, this will build your trust and commitment to each other.
“I know it sounds easy. I’ve been a Dom for more than fifteen years and during this past year, I have sucked at communicating. I met a sub who I knew the second I laid eyes on her, could be the one. The one. And what did I do? I did a scene with her and walked away. Then I did it again. I did not communicate either my needs or, just as importantly, my fears.
“I had a bad experience in my past with commitment, so I was afraid to say the words. It didn’t stop me from taking advantage of this sub’s good nature and her feelings for me. In fact, I exploited those feelings to take what I needed for more than nine months, but I never even asked what she needed from our relationship. I shut her out and expected her to be available when I needed her, how I needed her but never gave her an opportunity to make any demands on me.”
Gabe moved to stand in front of Amanda and then he dropped to his knees as he spoke his next words directly to her.
Amanda looked at Gabriel in shock. What was he saying? What was he doing?
“Amanda Brooke. I’m been an insensitive jackass. I haven’t been there for you. I have ignored you and yelled at you and basically fought my feelings for you. And I have hurt you. I know this and I can’t tell you how sorry I am. I understand that I might be too late in saying this and that you have made up your mind to leave Chicago and to leave me.”
Amanda felt tears well up in her eyes.
“But before you go, you deserve to hear the truth from me. I will never forget you for as long as I live. I love you but I have been a coward. I love everything about you from the top of your blazing red hair down to the tips of your magenta tipped toes. I love it that outside a scene you are the most unSubmissive submissive I have ever met. I am humbled that you have loved me. And I am shamed by the fact that I took advantage of that love without giving you anything back.”
Gabe paused, choked up. Amanda felt her own tears start to fall. She reached out to him, but he held up a hand to stop her.
“No, please let me finish. If you will stay and give me a chance to prove that I’m a changed Dom and an improved man. I’ll listen to your needs and I’ll… I’ll promise not to say another word or complaint about you changing my computer system,” he paused.
Amanda smiled. That was a huge concession for Gabe. To the others, that might not seem like a romantic gesture, but she knew just how much he hated change. Could he really love her?
“I don’t know, Gabe. I mean, I’m really keen on the new system, but…”
“And I promise to tell you every day how much you mean to me. No more acting like a grumpy bear and growling at you.”
“Hey, don’t make promises you can’t keep.” She shuffled forward so that they were almost touching. She was crying in earnest now, tears of joy. He loved her. He. Loved. Her. “Besides, I have an inexplicable fondness for the bear. I wouldn’t want him to disappear completely.”
“Does that mean you are staying and you’ll give me a chance?”
“I’ll give you a chance” she confirmed with a huge grin on her face. She thought she might never stop smiling.
He reached into his pocket. “And you’ll wear my collar”?
“Don’t rush things.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“And you won’t just accept a new computer system, you’ll enthusiastically embrace the new system?”
“Yes ma’am… although…”
“Although?”
“I might want to look into getting a different consultant. Preferably one who is old and ugly and not a Dom.”
“What if I told you that Carter is into ménage...?”
“No, absolutely not. I will not share you. Ever!”
“You need to let me finish. He is into ménage, and he already has a ménage partner and they have a sub that they both love very much. He’s here because the other two are much more involved in BDSM and he’s just trying to catch up. He has no interest in me that way.”
She watched the dawning relief in Gabe’s eyes.
“Oh, in that case, he can fix our computer system. But I’m still going to supervise. Closely.”
“I am handle that.”
“And I’m not going to give up trying to convince you to wear my collar.”
“I’m good with that.”
“Ad when you accept my collar, I’m going to start working on you to accept my ring.”
“Y… your ring?”
“Yes, Amanda, my ring. I almost lost you because I was too afraid to show you how much you mean to me. I’m not going to make that mistake again. I’m going to show you and the entire world just how important you are.”
He reached out and touched her cheek. “You know, you really are too good for me.”
“Does that mean you’ve changed your mind about a relationship?”
“Hell no. I’ve wanted you to be mine since the moment we met. I was just too much of a coward to act on my feelings. No more. I love you and I want the world to know it. But I won’t push. We’ll go at your pace. And if one day, you’ll wear my collar, I’ll be forever grateful.”
“Thank you Gabe. I know it isn’t in your nature to be patient, but I promise not to make you wait too long. I just want to enjoy our new relationship for a while. I’ve never had a Dom of my own, before, at least not one I’m pretty sure I want to keep. There’s just one thing…”
Gabe wanted to shout his happiness from the roof tops. He wanted to insist that she take his collar now. He wanted to kiss her feet and thank her for the second change. Whatever this thing she wanted, “Anything, my love. Anything you want.”
“Can you let your hair grow again? I kind of liked your pirate look.”
Gabe sat back on his heels and started laughing. Then he surged to his feet taking Amanda with him. He wrapped her in his arms and kissed her, really kissed her. It was a promise. A vow. And she kissed him back the same way.
It took a moment for him to register the applause. Amanda heard it first and tried to pull away, but he held her tight. He did break off the kiss and shift their positions so they were both facing the group, but he kept his arm around her because he just couldn’t bring himself to stop touching her.
“Everyone, now is the time where I usually give the first demo, and I fully intended to redden this submissive’s ass before I fuck her brains out. But since this is our first time together as an official couple, I hope you understand that I’m going to do it in private.”
He bent slightly and slung Amanda over his shoulder. Straightening, he addressed the group one more time. “I’m going to leave you in Andrew’s capable hands while I go off to practice what I preach. Good luck to all of you.”
Chapter Seventeen
Amanda had no idea what Gabriel had in mind, but whatever it was, she was liking it. Except the part about being carried over his shoulder. She loved his muscles, but now they were digging into her abdomen. She hoped they would get where they were going quickly.
She’d barely finished her thought when Gabe stopped walking. She heard the sound of a door opening and then they were inside a room and he was setting her on her feet. He closed the door and locked it before turning to her.
“Still dressed and standing, kitten?”
“My Master hasn’t given me any commands” she said teasingly. “A good submissive awaits her Master’s instructions.”
“Oh, my sweet. Strip and kneel on this.” He picked up a cushion and tossed it on the floor. She hurried to obey. Once she was in place, she glanced up and then dropped her gaze like a proper submissive.
“Amanda, please look at me.”
She hesitantly raised her eyes.
“I want you to always keep your eyes on me in a scene unless I specifically give you other instructions. I’m going to take my own advice and try to improve my communication skills. I vow I’ll always be sensitive to your needs and desires, even when I’m blistering your ass with my belt.”
Amanda sagged with relief. She’d been worried that this new touchy feely sensitive Gabe wouldn’t be able to give her what she needed in the playroom.
“Posture, kitten. Just because I’m new and improved doesn’t mean I’m going to be soft on you in the playroom. What do you have to say to that, Amanda?”
“Thank you Sir. Thank you very much.”
“You’re welcome.” He leaned down and pressed his lips against hers. Amanda felt such a surge of happiness as his lips moved across her jaw and he started nibbling on her bare shoulder.
“Sir.”
“Yes, kitten?”
“You said that you’d take my needs and desired into account…”
Gabe felt his stomach drop. This was their first scene since he’d declared his love and she already wasn’t happy with what he was doing. He pulled back and watched as she swallowed hard. She was nervous. She was nervous but she was asking for what she wanted. He could meet her halfway.
“Yes, kitten?”
“Sir, there’s something we haven’t done together, and it would give me the greatest pleasure and honor if you would…”
She broke off and glanced down his body. He could see the blush on her face and grinned.
“Strip, kitten and then don’t move. I’ll be right back.”
Amanda obeyed, her heart pounding in her chest. What was he doing? She didn’t have to wait long to find out. He dropped the cushion at her feet and pointed. She dropped happily to her knees. Then she reached up and unfastened his belt and leather pants. Slowly she lowered his zipper and shoved the material down his thighs. His cock sprang free.
This was the first time she got a good look at it. It was just as long and thick as she had imagined. And it was hard. For her. He’d gotten this aroused by the thought of her. She moved towards it and then hesitated.
“Suck my cock, kitten” he ordered and she happily went to work. She stared by licking the length of it before circling the bulbous head with her tongue. She slid her tongue across the slip that was already leading a drop of precum. She felt so sexy and powerful. He wanted her as much as she wanted him.
She reached up and gripped his hip with her left hand and the base of his shaft with the other. Then she lowered her head to take as much of it into her mouth as she could.
He groaned as she sucked as hard as she could before circling the head with her tongue again. She felt his hands move to entwine in her hair, holding tight.
“Kitten, it has been so long since we’ve been together… I want to come inside your sweet pussy this first time together.” He pulled her to her feet. Her mouth released his cock reluctantly with a popping sound that gave her the giggles.
She looked up and saw him glaring at her.
“I’m sorry, Sir.”
“You find something funny about my cock?”
“No Sir.”
“But you were laughing?”
“It’s just, the sound, when my mouth came free…”
“I think someone needs a little correction before she gets any orgasms.”
“Oh, yes, please, Sir.”
He led her over to the bed in the corner and sat down. “Over my knees, kitting. I’m going to redden that ass of yours.”
“Thank you Sir!”
“Wait until I’m finished and then we’ll see if you still want to thank me. You are going to take twenty by hand.”
Eagerly Amanda draped herself over his knees. She gripped his left ankle and braced herself as his hand came down hard on her ass. He didn’t pause between strikes and he didn’t start slowly. By the time he got to five she felt the tears begin to fall. By the time he finished, she was sobbing.
He pulled her up so she was sitting in his lap and started kissing her face. It took a moment for her to realize that his face was wet with his own tears, not hers.
“Sir?” She reached up and touched his face.
“Amanda, I came so close to losing you. I still can’t believe you can forgive me for the way I treated you all this time. I’m not worthy of you and I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you.”
“I love you Master Gabriel. Master. My Master. And I promise to try to be a good and submissive sub and stop challenging your authority.”
“No, that’s not what I want, kitten. I want you to be you. I want your sexual submission. I can’t tell you what it did when I saw you kneeling for me. But the rest of the time, I love my unSubmissive submissive.”
“In that case, Sir, can I talk to you about the décor in my office?”
He roared and moved so that she was flat on her back on the bed and he was poised over her.
“I love you Sir!”
“I love you too, kitten, but you are still going to have to pay for that remark. I think I’ll take half a dozen orgasms in payment, but first… I have to get inside you. I have to come home.”
Amanda spread her legs while he reached over to a bowl of condoms conveniently sitting on a table beside the bed. He donned the condom quickly and then positioned his cock at the entrance to her dripping pussy.
She was positively glowing with happiness as he slowly pushed inside her. She was so damned tight he thought he’d lose his mind before he got all the way inside. Once he was in, he paused and looked down at her. She met his gaze. She was looking a bit distressed now.
“What’s wrong, kitten?”
“Please Sir, please move. I need to come so badly.”
He grinned and started moving. Almost immediately he could feel that small ripples signaling the start of her orgasm. If he was feeling sadistic, he could order her to hold back, but not now, not tonight. “Kitten, please feel free to come as often as you like.” Then he started moving hard and faster until she suddenly bucked in his arms, screaming as her climax slammed through her.
He wanted to hold out and make her come again before he took his own satisfaction. His staying power was legendary, but he couldn’t hold off. He was would have years, decades to give her orgasm after orgasm. Now he just wanted to come, to show her that he needed her just as much as she needed him.
Amanda felt Gabe’s big body tense, then she heard him grunt and finally felt the hot ropes of cum filling up the condom before he collapsed on top of her. A moment later he rolled onto his side and pulled her close. Then he leaned down, kissed her hard on the mouth.
“You owe me five more orgasms, Sir.”
“Topping from the bottom, already? I think I also owe you five with my belt.”
“Oh, yes, please Si
r.”
“We’re such a perfect fit. I don’t know why it took me so long to realize it. But I promise you this, Amanda, I will do my best to show you every day just how much I love you and when I get my second wind, I’ll show you just how much.”
“I love you too, Sir. And now that the accounting system is being taken care off, I’d like to talk to you about the membership software…”
The End
Undercover Submissive
By
Kinky Book Club #3
By Daisy Philips
Undercover Submissive: Kinky Book Club #3
Lexi is a writer with a problem. She specializes in undercover investigative reporting. Her stories are always hard hitting, well written and win awards. However, they also take time. Months, in fact. This doesn’t sit well with her new boss. If Lexi wants to do another story that will take months to work on, she’s going to have to come up with something that will grab readers and the story she’s thinking of doing on water quality just isn’t going to cut it.
Andrew is a Dom at Club Hades. He’s pretty much given up on finding the woman of his dreams, because he doesn’t just dream of a submissive but a slave to call his own.
When Lexi approaches the club for training and membership, what she doesn’t realize is that her cover doesn’t hold up. Instead of rejecting her application, Master Gabriel assigns Andrew as her trainer. He doesn’t like lying to her, but he’ll do what he has to do in order t to make sure she gets a balanced picture of the lifestyle.
Can two people lying to each other find happiness together?
Chapter One
Ladies room, Night & Day Restaurant
Lexi locked herself in the stall, sat down and tried to compose herself. She would not let Althea Davis intimidate her. She wouldn’t. She looked at her watch. When her new boss arrived for lunch in twenty-two, no, make that twenty-one minutes because Althea was always on time, Lexi would have a kick ass idea for her. Kick ass! She had no other option, not if she wanted to keep her job.
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