Swan Song amc-5

by Джон Голсуорси

  “Ah! Smither, anybody down?”

  “Only Mr. Jon’s down yet, Miss Fleur.”

  Why did hearts wobble? Sickening—when one was perfectly cool!

  “He’ll do for the moment, Smither. Where is he?”

  “Having breakfast, Miss Fleur.”

  “All right; show me in. I don’t mind having another cup myself.”

  Under her breath, she declined the creaking noun who was preceding her to the dining-room: “Smither: O Smither: Of a Smither: To a Smither: A Smither.” Silly!

  “Mrs. Michael Mont, Mr. Jon. Shall I get you some fresh coffee, Miss Fleur?”

  “No, thank you, Smither.” Stays creaked, the door was shut. Jon was standing up.

  “Fleur!”

  “Well, Jon?”

  She could hold his hand and keep her pallor, though the blood was in HIS cheeks, no longer smudged.

  “Did I feed you nicely?”

  “Splendidly. How are you, Fleur? Not tired after all that?”

  “Not a bit. How did you like stoking?”

  “Fine! My engine-driver was a real brick. Anne will be so disappointed; she’s having a lie-off.”

  “She was quite a help. Nearly six years, Jon; you haven’t changed much.”

  “Nor you.”

  “Oh! I have. Out of knowledge.”

  “Well, I don’t see it. Have you had breakfast?”

  “Yes. Sit down and go on with yours. I came round to see Holly about some accounts. Is she in bed, too?”

  “I expect so.”

  “Well, I’ll go up directly. How does England feel, Jon?”

  “Topping. Can’t leave it again. Anne says she doesn’t mind.”

  “Where are you going to settle?”

  “Somewhere near Val and Holly, if we can get a place, to grow things.”

  “Still on growing things?”

  “More than ever.”

  “How’s the poetry?”

  “Pretty dud.”

  Fleur quoted:

  “‘Voice in the night crying, down in the old sleeping Spanish city darkened under her white stars.’”

  “Good Lord! Do you remember that?”

  “Yes.”

  His eyes were as straight, his lashes as dark as ever.

  “Would you like to meet Michael, Jon, and see my infant?”

  “Rather!”

  “When do you go down to Wansdon?”

  “To-morrow or the day after.”

  “Then, won’t you both come and lunch tomorrow?”

  “We’d love to.”

  “Half-past one. Holly and Aunt Winifred, too. Is your mother still in Paris?”

  “Yes. She thinks of settling there.”

  “Well, Jon—things fall on their feet, don’t they?”

  “They do.”

  “Shall I give you some more coffee? Aunt Winifred prides herself on her coffee.”

  “Fleur, you do look splendid.”

  “Thank you! Have you been down to see Robin Hill?”

  “Not yet. Some potentate’s got it now.”

  “Does your—does Anne find things amusing here?”

  “She’s terribly impressed—says we’re a nation of gentlemen. Did you ever think that?”

  “Positively—no; comparatively—perhaps.”

  “It all smells so good here.”

  “The poet’s nose. D’you remember our walk at Wansdon?”

  “I remember everything, Fleur.”

  “That’s honest. So do I. It took me some time to remember that I’d forgotten. How long did it take you?”

  “Still longer, I expect.”

  “Well, Michael’s the best male I know.”

  “Anne’s the best female.”

  “How fortunate—isn’t it? How old is she?”

  “Twenty-one.”

  “Just right for you. Even if we hadn’t been star-crossed, I was always too old for you. God! Weren’t we young fools?”

  “I don’t see that. It was natural—it was beautiful.”

  “Still got ideals? Marmalade? It’s Oxford.”

  “Yes. They can’t make marmalade out of Oxford.”

  “Jon, your hair grows exactly as it used to. Have you noticed mine?”

  “I’ve been trying to.”

  “Don’t you like it?”

  “Not so much, quite; and yet—”

  “You mean I shouldn’t look well out of the fashion. Very acute! You don’t mind HER being shingled, apparently.”

  “It suits Anne.”

  “Did her brother tell you much about me?”

  “He said you had a lovely house; and nursed him like an angel.”

  “Not like an angel; like a young woman of fashion. There’s still a difference.”

  “Anne was awfully grateful for that. She’s told you?”

  “Yes. But I’m afraid, between us, we sent Francis home rather cynical. Cynicism grows here; d’you notice it in me?”

  “I think you put it on.”

  “My dear! I take it off when I talk to you. You were always an innocent. Don’t smile—you were! That’s why you were well rid of me. Well, I never thought I should see you again.”

  “Nor I. I’m sorry Anne’s not down.”

  “You’ve never told her about me.”

  “How did you know that?”

  “By the way she looks at me.”

  “Why should I tell her?”

  “No reason in the world. Let the dead past—It’s fun to see you again, though. Shake hands. I’m going up to Holly now.”

  Their hands joined over the marmalade on his plate.

  “We’re not children now, Jon. Till tomorrow, then! You’ll like my house. A revederci!”

  Going up the stairs she thought with resolution about nothing.

  “Can I come in, Holly?”

  “Fleur! My dear!”

  That thin, rather sallow face, so charmingly intelligent, was propped against a pillow. Fleur had the feeling that, of all people, it was most difficult to keep one’s thoughts from Holly.

  “These accounts,” she said. “I’m to see that official ass at ten. Did you order all these sides of bacon?”

  The thin sallow hand took the accounts, and between the large grey eyes came a furrow.

  “Nine? No—yes; that’s right. Have you seen Jon?”

  “Yes; he’s the only early bird. Will you all come to lunch with us tomorrow?”

  “If you think it’ll be wise, Fleur.”

  “I think it’ll be pleasant.”

  She met the search of the grey eyes steadily, and with secret anger. No one should see into her—no one should interfere!

  “All right then, we’ll expect you all four at one-thirty. I must run now.”

  She did run; but since she really had no appointment with any “official ass,” she went back into the Green Park and sat down.

  So that was Jon—now! Terribly like Jon—then! His eyes deeper, his chin more obstinate—that perhaps was all the difference. He still had his sunny look; he still believed in things. He still—admired her. Ye-es! A little wind talked above her in a tree. The day was surprisingly fine—the first really fine day since Easter! What should she give them for lunch? How should she deal with Dad? He must not be there! To have perfect command of oneself was all very well; to have perfect command of one’s father was not so easy. A pattern of leaves covered her short skirt, the sun warmed her knees; she crossed them and leaned back. Eve’s first costume—a pattern of leaves… “Wise?” Holly had said, Who knew? Shrimp cocktails? No! English food. Pancakes—certainly!… To get rid of Dad, she must propose herself with Kit at Mapledurham for the day after; then he would go, to prepare for them. Her mother was still in France. The others would be gone to Wansdon. Nothing to wait for in town. A nice warm sun on her neck. A scent of grass—of honeysuckle! Oh! dear!

  Chapter X.

  AFTER LUNCH

  That the most pregnant function of human life is the meal, will be admitted by a
ll who take part in these recurrent crises. The impossibility of getting down from table renders it the most formidable of human activities among people civilised to the point of swallowing not only their food but their feelings.

  Such a conclusion at least was present to Fleur during that lunch. That her room was Spanish, reminded her that it was not with Jon she had spent her honeymoon in Spain. There had been a curious moment, too, before lunch; for, the first words Jon had spoken on seeing Michael, had been:

  “Hallo! This is queer! Was Fleur with you that day at Mount Vernon?”

  What was this? Had she been kept in the dark?

  Then Michael had said:

  “You remember, Fleur? The young Englishman I met at Mount Vernon.”

  “‘Ships that pass in the night!’” said Fleur.

  Mount Vernon! So THEY had met there! And she had not!

  “Mount Vernon is lovely. But you ought to see Richmond, Anne. We could go after lunch. You haven’t been to Richmond for ages, I expect, Aunt Winifred. We could take Robin Hill on the way home, Jon.”

  “Your old home, Jon? Oh! Do let’s!”

  At that moment she hated the girl’s eager face at which Jon was looking.

  “There’s the potentate,” he said.

  “Oh!” said Fleur, quickly, “He’s at Monte Carlo. I read it yesterday. Could you come, Michael?”

  “Afraid I’ve got a Committee. And the car can only manage five.”

  “It would be just too lovely!”

  Oh! that American enthusiasm! It was comforting to hear her Aunt’s flat voice opining that it would be a nice little run—the chestnuts would be out in the Park.

  Had Michael really a Committee? She often knew what Michael really had, she generally knew more or less what he was thinking, but now she did not seem to know. In telling him last night of this invitation to lunch, she had carefully obliterated the impression by an embrace warmer than usual—he must not get any nonsense into his head about Jon! When, too, to her father she had said:

  “Couldn’t Kit and I come down to you the day after tomorrow; but you’ll want a day there first, I’m afraid, if Mother’s not there,” how carefully she had listened to the tone of his reply:

  “H’m! Ye—es! I’ll go down tomorrow morning.”

  Had he scented anything; had Michael scented anything? She turned to Jon.

  “Well, Jon, what d’you think of my house?”

  “It’s very like you.”

  “Is that a compliment?”

  “To the house? Of course.”

  “Francis didn’t exaggerate then?”

  “Not a bit.”

  “You haven’t seen Kit yet. We’ll have him down. Coaker, please ask Nurse to bring Kit down, unless he’s asleep… He’ll be three in July; quite a good walker already. It makes one frightfully old!”

  The entrance of Kit and his silver dog caused a sort of cooing sound, speedily checked, for three of the women were of Forsyte stock, and the Forsytes did not coo. He stood there, blue and rather Dutch, with a slight frown and his hair bright, staring at the company.

  “Come here, my son. This is Jon—your second cousin once removed.”

  Kit advanced.

  “S’all I bwing my ‘orse in?”

  “Horse, Kit. No; shake hands.”

  The small hand went up; Jon’s hand came down.

  “You got dirty nails.”

  She saw Jon flush, heard Anne’s: “Isn’t he just too cunning?” and said:

  “Kit, you’re very rude. So would you have, if you’d been stoking an engine.”

  “Yes, old man, I’ve been washing them ever since, but I can’t get them clean.”

  “Why?”

  “It’s got into the skin.”

  “Le’ me see.”

  “Go and shake hands with your great-aunt, Kit.”

  “No.”

  “Dear little chap,” said Winifred. “Such a bore, isn’t it, Kit?”

  “Very well, then, go out again, and get your manners, and bring them in.”

  “All wight.”

  His exit, closed in by the silver dog, was followed by a general laugh; Fleur said, softly:

  “Little wretch—poor Jon!” And through her lashes she saw Jon give her a grateful look…

  In this mid-May fine weather the view from Richmond Hill had all the width and leafy charm which had drawn so many Forsytes in phaetons and barouches, in hansom cabs and motor cars from immemorial time, or at least from the days of George the Fourth. The winding river shone discreetly, far down there; and the trees of the encompassing landscape, though the oaks were still goldened, had just begun to have a brooding look; in July they would be heavy and blueish. Curiously, few houses showed among the trees and fields; very scanty evidence of man, within twelve miles of London! The spirit of an older England seemed to have fended jerry-builders from a prospect sacred to the ejaculations of four generations.

  Of those five on the terrace Winifred best expressed that guarding spirit, with her:

  “Really, it’s a very pretty view!”

  A view—a view! And yet a view was not what it had been when old Jolyon travelled the Alps with that knapsack of brown leather and square shape, still in his grandson Jon’s possession; or Swithin above his greys, rolling his neck with consequence toward the lady by his side, had pointed with his whip down at the river and pouted: “A pooty little view!” Or James, crouched over his long knees in some gondola, had examined the Grand Canal at Venice with doubting eyes, and muttered: “They never told me the water was this colour!” Or Nicholas, taking his constitutional at Matlock, had opined that the gorge was the finest in England. No, a view was not what it had been! George Forsyte and Montague Dartie, with their backs to it, quizzically contemplating the Liberty ladies brought down to be fed, had started that rot; and now the young folk didn’t use the expression, but just ejaculated: “Christ!” or words to that effect.

  But there was Anne, of course, like an American, with clasped hands, and:

  “Isn’t it too lovely, Jon? It’s sort of romantic!”

  And so to the Park, where Winifred chanted automatically at sight of the chestnuts, and every path and patch of fern and fallen tree drew from Holly or Jon some riding recollection.

  “Look, Anne, that’s where I threw myself off my pony as a kid when I lost my stirrup and got so bored with being bumped.”

  Or: “Look, Jon! Val and I had a race down that avenue. Oh! and there’s the log we used to jump. Still there!”

  And Anne was in ecstasies over the deer and the grass, so different from the American varieties.

  To Fleur the Park meant nothing.

  “Jon,” she said, suddenly, “what are you going to do to get in at Robin Hill?”

  “Tell the lodge-keeper that I want to show my wife where I lived as a boy; and give him a couple of good reasons. I don’t want to see the house, all new furniture and that.”

  “Couldn’t we go in at the bottom, through the coppice?” and her eyes added: “As we did that day.”

  “We might come on someone, and get turned back.”

  The couple of good reasons secured their top entrance to the grounds; the ‘family’ was not ‘in residence.’

  Bosinney’s masterpiece wore its mellowest aspect. The sun-blinds were down, for the sun was streaming on its front, past the old oak tree, where was now no swing. In Irene’s rose-garden, which had replaced old Jolyon’s fernery, buds were forming, but only one rose was out.

  “‘Rose, you Spaniard!’” Something clutched Fleur’s heart. What was Jon thinking—what remembering, with those words and that frown? Just here she had sat between his father and his mother, believing that she and Jon would live here some day; together watch the roses bloom, the old oak drop its leaves; together say to their guests: “Look! There’s the Grand Stand at Epsom—see? Just above those poplars!”

  And now she could not even walk beside him, who was playing guide to that girl, his wife! Beside her aunt she
walked instead. Winifred was extremely intrigued. She had never yet seen this house, which Soames had built with the brains of young Bosinney; which Irene, with ‘that unfortunate little affair of hers’ had wrecked; this house where Old Uncle Jolyon, and Cousin Jolyon had died; and Irene, so ironically, had lived and had this boy Jon—a nice boy, too; this house of Forsyte song and story. It was very distinguished and belonged to a peer now, which, since it had gone out of the family, seemed suitable. In the walled fruit-garden, she said to Fleur:

  “Your grandfather came down here once, to see how it was getting on. I remember his saying: ‘It’ll cost a pretty penny to keep up.’ And I should think it does. But it was a pity to sell it. Irene’s doing, of course! She never cared for the family. Now, if only—” But she stopped short of the words: “you and Jon had made a match of it.”

  “What on earth would Jon have done, Auntie, with a great place like this so near London? He’s a poet.”

  “Yes,” murmured Winifred—not very quick, because in her youth quickness had not been fashionable. “There’s too much glass, perhaps.” And they went down through the meadow.