by James Mace
“You’re a…always good company, Drusus,” Claudius replied. His brother-in-law smiled weakly before resuming his coughing fit.
“By Mercury, this concoction Livilla’s got better work!” he said with exasperation as he walked off.
“Well I will certainly meet you tonight,” Herod said. “I’m not one to pass up a free meal, you know.” He winked at Claudius as he started to turn back towards where Drusus was walking away. Claudius grabbed him by the shoulder.
“Keep an eye h…him,” he said, his voice chalked full of concern. “He hasn’t been well for some time and I would hate to think of something h…happening to him.”
“It would be a dark day for the Emperor, and for Rome,” Herod emphasized. “Drusus is the only viable heir your uncle has. Should anything happen to him…” He shook his head soberly and walked away.
The sky was red as the sun lay low on the horizon. Artorius walked along the path, his arm interlocked with Diana’s. His leg still ached, but he refused to use the walking stick anymore. Diana helped support his weight, in spite of his protests. Artorius clasped her hand, interlocking his fingers with hers.
“I’ll be returning to the Legion soon,” he said glumly. Diana squeezed his hand hard.
“I know,” she replied quietly. The weeks had passed far too quickly for them.
They came to a patch of ground, which sloped gently upward a few dozen feet. At the top was a large oak, and beyond was a commanding view of the entire valley. The sun cast its glow on the horizon as it slowly set. Diana guided Artorius over to the oak. He leaned back against it as she set her basket down and opened it. Inside was a blanket and a bottle of wine.
“It is a pity that Rome will not formally recognize you for having saved my life, given that I am a woman,” she said as she reached for him. Her fingers gripped the back of his head while her thumbs gently massaged his temples. Artorius’ eyes widened in surprise, yet he was unable to stifle a moan, it felt so good. His breathing was becoming heavy, his eyes closed, his heartbeat quickening, much in the same way that it had just before battle. He placed his hands on her sides and pulled her slightly closer to him. Every fiber of him wanted her. He felt her one hand glide down to his shoulder, where it started to massage him, while her other hand caressed the back of his neck. He started to run his hands up her sides, when he suddenly stopped. He then looked down, saddened.
“What is it?” she asked.
“Diana…” he started. His mind and his heart were flooded with conflicting emotions, soaring elation and deep despair. “…I’m afraid.” She looked at him puzzled, yet still continued to caress him.
“Afraid…of what?”
“Afraid that I may be falling for you.” He looked her in the eyes, his own suddenly wet with emotions he had never experienced before. He had once thought that he had feelings for a courtesan that he associated with in Rome at one time. But that had only been powerful lust. He was no stranger to women in the physical sense, but this was completely alien to him. Plus, what would he do once he returned to his fortress on the Rhine? His fear was compounded by the thoughts of never seeing this woman again. He had fought so hard against building up any feelings for her. And yet he had failed, and failed miserably.
“Well I have already fallen for you,” Diana replied. She then brought her lips to his and kissed him passionately. As his passion for Diana completely unleashed itself, Artorius pulled her close to him, returning her kiss firmly, yet gently and with much affection. Normally he became a savage animal when he became intimate with women, yet now he found his passion was borne out of more than just primal lust. There was a sense of affection that he had never felt before.
In spite of the impossibilities that seemed to loom over any future together, something inside told him that everything would be alright. Never in his life had Artorius been superstitious, yet suddenly he believed that everything that had happened to him recently was meant to be. He was meant to lead the attack on the residence. It was predestined that he would get wounded. And above all it was fated that he save this woman’s life.
It was reckless and impossible to conceive, yet as he held her close, kissing her deeply, Artorius realized that he did in fact love Diana. Though her physical beauty was truly stunning, his feelings for her stemmed from the beauty that dominated her very soul. The invincible soldier of Rome had met his match.
Chapter XX: The Journey Home
Summer was in full bloom as Artorius rode towards the city of Cologne and the fortress of the Twentieth Legion. He took a deep breath and sighed audibly as the city came into sight. It had been more than three years since he had left, and much had changed. Cologne no longer looked like a frontier outpost, but a thriving metropolis. Buildings had been modernized, the streets were now paved in many places, and the “dirty” feel of the town had evaporated. As Artorius rode through the streets, he saw that the locals had started adopting more of the Roman style of dress and appearance. There was a mix of Roman tunics, as well as traditional garb worn by the men; women of the city’s upper classes could be seen wearing the same type of stola seen in Rome as well as similar hair styles.
Outside the gate were a row of houses; many of which belonged to soldiers within the legion. He saw Magnus’ sister, Svetlana, walking down the road towards one, a basket full of berries under her arm. She smiled and waved at him as he rode by. Her servant, Erin, was pulling weeds from the garden in front of the house and did not notice Artorius as he rode by. Little Tynan, who had grown much in a short period of time, was running around a tree, laughing while being chased by Olaf, who had elected to stay in Cologne with his grandchildren for the time being.
Once he arrived, Artorius had no trouble navigating his way through the legionary fortress. He turned his mount over to the stable hands and negotiated with the Master of Horse a stall rental for his horse before making his way over to the Second Century’s barracks. He walked into the main office to see Sergeant Rufio sitting behind the Signifier’s desk. Rufio looked up from his paperwork and smiled when he saw him.
“Ah, Optio Artorius,” he said as he rose to his feet, extending his hand, “good to have you back!”
“Yes, it is good to be back,” Artorius replied. It was only a half-truth. Though he was glad to be back amongst the familiarity of his home in the legions, he found himself deeply missing Diana. How long had it taken him to win her over; two years? And now she was gone. He figured his feelings would fade with time, though at that moment he had his doubts. Twice in his life he had allowed himself to love, and twice it had been taken from him. Still, he knew that there would be plenty for him to do, and that by keeping busy he could more easily forget about her. Of course he knew he was merely living in denial, but what else could he do? He cursed himself for simply trading one pain for another; the regret surrounding Camilla’s death now replaced by sadness at the loss of Diana.
“So what are you doing here, Rufio?” he asked. “Where is Camillus?”
“A lot has changed in the time you were convalescing,” Rufio replied. “Camillus is the new Aquilifer for the Legion. He moved over there last week. I was selected to replace him. Seems some asshole told Macro about my father having been a bookkeeper and that I knew a thing or two about numbers!” Artorius grinned and nodded. He was glad for Camillus, seeing that the Aquilifer was his life’s dream in the Legion; a position steeped in honor, answering only to the Centurion Primus Pilus. Artorius then furrowed his brow in thought and gave the new Signifier a hard look.
“Rufio, why did you address me as Optio when I walked in?” he asked. Rufio’s grin broadened.
“Like I said, a lot has changed while you were gone. Flaccus retired and disappeared off the face of the planet. Macro immediately chose you to succeed him. I made a note of it on your pay chit. You will be getting about a month’s worth of back-pay, minus the expense of your horse! Your promotion has been back-dated to the day Flaccus retired.”
“I don’t understand,” Artor
ius remarked. “What about Statorius? He was next in line for the Optionate, I’m certain of it!”
“Yes, Statorius has moved up as well. He is working for Vitruvius now as his Optio. It’s been quite hectic, what with a turnover occurring at every Principal rank within the Century; Praxus is the new Tesserarius, by the way. Oh, and you have been replaced as Chief Weapons Instructor. Macro said with as big of a shakeup as this has caused--Camillus’ promotion came completely unexpected--he said no way in hell is he going to let you take on both duties.”
“So who replaced me?” Artorius was concerned. He wanted to make certain that whoever replaced him was competent enough to warrant the position. Plus the total realization of his having been selected for Optio seemed surreal.
“Me,” a voice said from the doorway. Artorius turned to see his Nordic friend, standing in the doorway.
“Sergeant Magnus,” Rufio remarked. Artorius laughed out loud, reached out and embraced his friend hard, slapping him on the back.
“It’s about time!” he said with enthusiasm. “I take it they made you a section leader as well?” Magnus nodded.
“I took your place, as a matter of fact. Thankfully I picked up a couple of new guys, so I’ve almost got a full crew. Stop by and see me later; right now I’ve got to go over duty rosters with Praxus. Funny how most of us were at one time in the same section and now we’re running the entire Century…Oh, and just so you know your stuff has already been moved over to the Optio’s room.” Artorius shook his head as Magnus walked out. Indeed everything had changed overnight it seemed.
“At any rate, you need to go report to Macro. He said he wants to see you right away,” Rufio said, nodding his head towards the Centurion’s quarters. Artorius took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
“Enter!” he heard his Centurion boom. He opened the door to see Macro seated behind his desk, working some polish into his armor. It was a new set of squamata scale armor; highly ornate and very expensive.
“You know, everyone tells me I should let one of the servants do this for me,” Macro remarked. “However I find that there is a certain amount of personal pride to be taken in caring for one’s own armor. I have a lot more faith in my own abilities, plus I’m not so lazy that I cannot take care of my own equipment. Have a seat.” He motioned Artorius towards a chair in front of his desk. The newly appointed Optio readily accepted, his leg still giving him pains from time-to-time.
“So how was your journey?”
“It wasn’t too bad,” Artorius replied. “My leg still hurts, though it will probably always be that way. I have to tell you Macro I am completely surprised, but also deeply honored, that you selected me to replace Flaccus as Optio.”
“Well you shouldn’t be surprised,” Macro replied, handing the armor to a servant, who carried it to the Centurion’s quarters. “In my mind, there was no one else. I know this Century is going through tumultuous times, what with every senior officer moving up or moving on. And with my selection for Primus Ordo pending, we need to get this Century on its feet as quickly as possible. Truth be told, Vitruvius wanted you over in the Third, and I was going to keep Statorius. Proculus put a stop to that immediately. He said you were too close personally with Vitruvius, and that that could lead to a potential conflict of interest. So it looks like we’re stuck working together.” He winked at the last remark.
“So when will you be leaving us?” Artorius asked.
“I don’t know for sure, but probably not for at least another year or two. Don’t worry, we have time to get you and all the other senior officers assimilated. We had to promote a number of younger legionaries to Decanus as well, and they will need time to get up to speed.
“I won’t lie to you Artorius; your reputation is growing rapidly. It started at Angrivarii, when you killed the Cherusci war chief, Ingiomerus. It exploded when you swept the Legion Champion tournament; and your actions during and after the Sacrovir Revolt has not gone unnoticed. Saving the life of Lady Diana was no small feat either. I must tell you though, that while this has garnered your status within certain circles, most importantly with the men of this Century, it has led to animosity from others.” Artorius looked confused at the Centurion’s last remark.
“What do you mean? Why should anyone bear any resentment towards me? All I have ever done is strived to be the best legionary I could be, and if that has meant taking the lead when needed, then so be it!” He felt his anger rising at the thought of fellow soldiers resenting him for doing his job.
“First off, your age is a factor,” Macro replied. “I went through the same thing myself when I made Centurion, though given the circumstances; we all had more important things to worry about, what with the rebellion on the Rhine and the wars with the Cherusci. How old are you, Artorius?”
“I’m twenty-five, what of it, Sir?” Macro raised his hands, emphasizing his point.
“You have no political connections whatsoever. Fact of the matter is, you are the youngest Optio in the Third Cohort, and though I have not verified this for certain, you may be the youngest in the Legion. No one gets promoted through the ranks that quickly without some type of connections back in Rome. You are by no means the youngest to ever be promoted to the Optionate, however in almost every case of those who do make it by your age, they are either the sons of powerful magistrates, or else they have sponsors within the Equestrian or Senatorial classes who are looking out for their careers. You have none of these.” This last remark was not entirely correct, as Artorius was well-connected with Pontius Pilate; though the Tribune was still very young in his own career. A sinking feeling of understanding came upon Artorius.
“What you are telling me is, there are those within the Legion who are connected as you say, and they harbor animosity towards me for having been selected ahead of them.” Macro nodded in acknowledgment. Artorius immediately rose to his feet, his anger boiling over.
“Gods damn it! What right do any of those bastards have to say who a Centurion should or should not choose as his Optio? Is it my fault they have failed to earn promotion based on their own merits, that they look to someone else to make their careers for them? I cannot help it if their own abilities are so fucking pathetic that they cannot stand on their own. Who are these men?” Macro shook his head, his own expression still calm.
“At ease, Optio. Sit down and relax. Take consolation in that none of the dissenters are from this Century. The men were unanimous in their enthusiasm to have you as their Optio. They wouldn’t stop chanting your name when I broke the news to them! I think most of them are hoping you will move up to succeed me, when my time comes to move to the First Cohort.”
“Do you think that will happen?” Artorius asked, regaining his composure and taking his seat.
“If I have anything to say about it, you will rise to the Centurionate at an even younger age than I did. Unfortunately, I don’t have much say in who replaces me when I go. My gut instincts tell me that they will put some political appointee in my place, just to make an example; demonstrate who has the real power within the Legions.
“That being said, once you get comfortable in your duties as Optio, I am going to start training you in how to be a Centurion. Artorius, I have watched you closely since the day you came to us from the recruit depot in Ostia. Vitruvius was the first to notice your real potential. He told me, ‘Keep an eye on this one.’ Statorius placed more and more responsibilities on you as time went by. You were able to seamlessly take over the duties of section leader from him, as well as Chief Weapons Instructor. Regardless of who ends up taking over this Century when I am gone, the men will know who really leads them. You were never meant to be just a rank-and-file legionary, Artorius. You are destined to lead soldiers of Rome!” Artorius lowered and shook his head.
“Macro, my transition through the ranks has felt like it was anything but seamless. There have been so many days that I have felt like I was going to be swallowed up by it all.”
“Welcome to my worl
d,” Macro replied. “Thing is, you know your own faults and shortcomings. You acknowledge them, and you work to improve them. None of us are perfect, though where you excel is that you hide your doubts and your imperfections from the men. Where you make the biggest difference is they believe in you. And in the end, that is what really matters; not what those fools in Rome think, nor those who look to make their fame and fortune based on who their powerful friends are. No, the real measure of us as leaders and as men is in how those we lead perceive us.”
Artorius lay on the bed of the room he had rented at the inn, contemplating everything that had happened that day. It seemed like his entire world had been turned upside down. He was indeed deeply honored that Macro had selected him to be his Optio, and that he had the entire Century’s confidence and trust meant more to him than anything else. He was equally happy for his friends Praxus and Magnus, who were finally moving up through the ranks and coming into their own as well. It did seem a bit odd that he now outranked Praxus, though his old friend had told him time and again that he was glad to be working for him.
The political ramifications of his promotion deeply troubled him. He knew that the Roman army was steeped in politics, though he had been able to avoid such things for most of his career up to that point. Now he was stuck in the middle of it. Every move he made would be scrutinized by those who felt cheated that he had been promoted ahead of them, as well as those who sponsored them. Such was the dilemma in a peacetime army. With no real enemy to fight, they ended up fighting each other. Artorius could only shake his head. In his idealistic mind, these things made no sense to him. But whether he agreed with it or not, he could not change the way the establishment worked.