Sarah's Secrets

by Lisa Childs

  “I used to work for the FBI. Crimes Against Children Division,” Royce said, a muscle twitching in his jaw

  “So what does your experience tell you about this?”

  “Usually kidnapping of a child involves a parent, a vengeful ex.”

  Sarah’s lips twitched, but no humor tickled her. “I’m a widow, Mr. Graham.”

  “There are more than ex-spouses. Ex-lovers get vengeful, too. Kidnappings are usually personal.”

  “That’s not the case. It must be someone’s sick idea of a joke.” She had almost convinced herself of that.

  Then he spoke her greatest fear aloud. “Or something or someone inadvertently thwarted their kidnapping attempt.”

  If the threat was not a joke, but very real, who would protect them then? Could she count on Royce…a stranger?

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  Denise O’Sullivan

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  Harlequin Intrigue

  SARAH’S SECRETS

  LISA CHILDS

  About the Author

  Lisa Childs has been writing since she could first form sentences. At eleven she won her first writing award and was interviewed by the local newspaper. That story’s plot revolved around a kidnapping, probably something she wished on any of her six siblings. A Halloween birthday predestined a life of writing Intrigue. She enjoys the mix of suspense and romance. Readers can write to Lisa at P.O. Box 139, Marne, MI 49435 or visit her at her Web site www.lisachilds.com.

  Books by Lisa Childs

  HARLEQUIN INTRIGUE

  664—RETURN OF THE LAWMAN

  720—SARAH’S SECRETS

  CAST OF CHARACTERS

  Sarah Mars-Hutchins—The young widow’s secrets threatened her child’s life.

  Royce “The Tracker” Graham—Had his search for Sarah brought danger to her door?

  Bart McCarthy—His deathbed request prompted Royce’s search.

  Donald Graham—Royce’s father would go to any lengths to protect his business partner.

  Deputy Jones—He wanted to prove himself as a lawman and Sarah’s hero.

  Alan McCarthy—His resentment of his dead brother extended to the man’s bastard child.

  Donny McCarthy—His struggle with drugs had left him with few scruples.

  Pamela McCarthy—Since her ex-husband didn’t support her or their sick child, she’d find other means of support.

  Lionel Patterson—The kidnapper would die before revealing his accomplice.

  Sheriff Matthews—The lawman trusted his friend to protect Sarah and her son.

  Jeremy Hutchins—All he wanted was a father. But he needed a hero to save his life.

  For my first hero, my dad, Jack Childs.

  And for all the love and support of my HUGE, WONDERFUL family, my friends and fellow writers, the Ditzy Chix and our fun and loyal Chix-a-dees!

  Contents

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Epilogue

  Chapter One

  Death hung in the air. The medicinal smell of it pervaded the hospital’s Intensive Care Unit. The bright lights in the hall illuminated the dread on the pinched faces of those who waited for word of it.

  Death.

  Royce Graham shrugged out of his rain-darkened overcoat, ran an unsteady hand over his wet hair and stepped close to a man who leaned against the corridor wall. “Father.”

  The older man turned. He’d aged since Royce had seen him last. Lines rimmed the thin, compressed lips. His hair had slipped from silver to white. “You came.” Surprise lit the faded blue eyes.

  “You called.”

  “He wants you.”

  A breath hitched in Royce’s chest. His father didn’t want him, wouldn’t have called for him unless he’d been asked. The rejection wasn’t new, but that didn’t make it hurt any less. “Why?”

  “He’s dying, Royce.” A grimace twisted the man’s stern face.

  Royce curled his fingers into his palm, so he wouldn’t reach out. He had no comfort to offer his father while Donald Graham watched his best friend die, at least, none the old man would accept.

  “I’m sorry. What happened?” He figured a heart attack. These men lived on power and thrived on high-stress business dealings.

  “He was shot.” Donald Graham’s voice cracked, and impotent rage surged into his eyes. “Someone shot him.”

  “Who?”

  A ragged sigh slipped through those thin lips. “He surprised someone breaking into his den. He never saw who, but the bastard shot him and cleaned out his safe—money, will, everything.”

  Donald ran a trembling hand through his white hair. “I told him again and again to get a security system, especially after the breakins at the company. He could probably have worked a deal when we upped security there. The cheap fool.”

  Despite the brevity of the situation, Royce’s mouth tipped up with wry amusement. His father expected people to do as he told them. “So, he can speak?”

  Annoyance narrowed Donald’s eyes. “I told you he asked for you. I don’t know why. He’ll tell only you what he wants. Get in there. The doctors say he doesn’t have much time.”

  Royce’s heart beat slow and heavy with dread. Bart McCarthy had always been a strong presence in his life. His godfather. “Where?” He gestured toward the door beside his father. “In there?”

  Donald nodded and took the overcoat from Royce’s arm. “He wants to talk to you alone.” Bitterness laced his father’s words.

  Royce stepped around him and pushed open the door. Machines beeped and made wheezing noises as Bart McCarthy gasped for each breath. Tubes connected to his frail body: IVs, oxygen…

  Royce had once feared this man, until he’d learned his loud bark concealed his generous, loving nature. Now pity softened Royce’s heart. And something else. He blinked hard. “Bart.”

  Misted green eyes peered up at him. A voice rasped out. “You came.”

  Royce approached the bed, his wet rubber soles squeaking against the pristine tiles of the ICU floor. “What’s with the surprise?” He forced his mouth
into a grin. “You had the old man call. I didn’t dare disobey.”

  And he’d wanted to come. He’d wanted to see this man again. But he didn’t want it to be for the last time.

  “Smart a…”

  “Hey, don’t waste your breath on insults. You need to save it. You need to fight.” He curled his fingers around the steel railing on the side of the bed.

  Pride lit the green eyes. “Fight…”

  Royce nodded. “You fight this. I want to know what happened last night.”

  When Bart opened his mouth, Royce held up a hand. “But you shouldn’t get worked up.”

  The pride burned brighter. “I got shot…but I…shouldn’t…get worked…up?”

  Royce’s laugh didn’t rise above the cacophony of the life-saving machines. “There’s some of that McCarthy spirit. Now, are you going to tell me what happened last night, so I can track down the SOB who shot you?”

  A wiry gray brow rose above those lively eyes. This man wasn’t gone yet. “Tracking…”

  Royce’s pulse quickened. “That’s what I do. Tell me everything you saw, Bart.”

  “Too dark. Didn’t see anything…”

  Frustration burned in Royce’s throat. He wanted whoever had done this to the old dragon.

  “I have to…ask you…”

  A cough wheezed out of his godfather’s frail chest, rattling the skeletal body and the tubes and wires connected to it.

  Royce winced and tightened his hands around the railing till his fingertips tingled. “Whatever you want, it’s yours. Ask me.”

  “Find…”

  The lids fluttered over the pale eyes, consciousness slipping away from him.

  “What? Who?”

  Thin fingers closed over his hand, biting with a fierce grasp. “Find Sarah…”

  Royce turned his hand over to clasp Bart’s, but his godfather’s fingers slid away. “Bart?”

  “Sarah…”

  A murmur rose from the bed. “Sarah Mars…”

  SARAH’S HEELS clicked against the new subfloor as she walked the maze of stud walls. Closing her eyes, she could envision how it would be when the builder finished. Hers. Something for her, not given to her, not inherited, not on loan. Hers alone. As only her son was.

  But she shared him now, as she should have years ago. A sigh slipped through her lips.

  “Something not right, Mrs. Hutchins?”

  The contractor hovered nearby with respectful interest in Sarah’s opinion. A woman. And an out-of-towner. Those were the only people who respected her. Strangers.

  “No, it’s fine.”

  “Hard to envision the finished product—”

  “No, it’s not.” She patted the woman’s arm. “It’s perfect.”

  A smile creased the young woman’s face. “I’m glad you think so. There’s a long way to go yet.”

  Sarah waved a hand in dismissal. “I understand and appreciate you taking this job so far from home. Why don’t you head back down now for the weekend since your workers have already left? I’ll check in with you some time next week.”

  The blond head bobbed. “Have a nice weekend, Mrs. Hutchins.”

  Sarah held in her next sigh until the woman’s pickup backed from the driveway. Nice weekend? She hoped so. She would enjoy her son’s soccer game. She enjoyed every minute with her growing boy. But when she was alone…

  She shivered despite the warm caress of the spring air. She turned to leave, her heel catching on a protruding nail. Grasping the stud wall prevented a fall, but a sliver drove in beneath her nail bed. A breath of pain hissed through her lips. “Just got that manicure, too.”

  She glanced at the rose-colored nails and the rings glinting in the late-afternoon sun. He was dead now. As a widow, she could continue to wear his rings, to perpetrate that lie of her marriage.

  Tears burned behind her eyes, and her heart contracted with pain. She missed him, her dear friend. But he’d never been truly her husband. She hadn’t felt a man’s passionate touch in many years.

  She closed her teeth over the jagged end of the sliver and tugged it free. Blood dripped from her hand to the new floorboards.

  Although the townspeople believed it, there was no proverbial blood on her hands. In fact, they’d be surprised if they knew who had really married whom for the money. Money had been little compensation for what she’d lost—loving, supportive parents, their hearts so big they’d first adopted one child and then a few years later, another. Her. They’d given her and her older, adopted “brother” a home. Family. But for Jeremy, that was all gone now. After taking one life, her brother had taken another, his own. And just a few years later, a plane crash had taken her parents, leaving her a single mother with no emotional support…only the life insurance money. So when as a young nurse she’d seen a patient struggling financially as well as physically, she had offered her help and been labeled a gold digger for her efforts. But that was the past. And where was the sense in looking back? Sarah had never found it.

  Whatever mistakes she’d made, she couldn’t change them now. Whatever tragedies she’d endured, she couldn’t alter fate as much as she wished she could. She had to concentrate on the future. And her son.

  If she dwelled on the past, she would open that folder her friend and business partner Evan Quade kept locked in a safe-deposit box, protected from her son’s curiosity and her own interest. If they wanted her to know who they were, they’d come looking for her. But after twenty-eight years, she didn’t expect them any time soon.

  Being careful of her impractical heels, she stepped down a couple of concrete steps and walked across the cement slab that would be the garage.

  Heat shimmered off the silver hood of her Mercedes as the late-spring sun shone bright in a clear sky. From behind a stand of trees with new leaves, Lake Michigan rushed to the sandy shore.

  Jeremy would have so much fun here as he made his awkward passage from early adolescence to adulthood. A passage she prayed he traversed with more grace and caution than she had. But if she hadn’t…

  No, no looking back, except to count her blessings, of which Jeremy was the biggest.

  A wave of stale air crashed against her as she pulled open the car’s driver’s door. She should have left the window down. Someday she’d learn to plan ahead.

  She slid onto the warm leather seat and reached for the keys she’d dropped in the console. Her nails scratched paper. She lifted a creased note, unfolded it, and read the printed message aloud, “We have your son!”

  ROYCE HOPED he had the right woman this time. Finding Sarah Mars, the real Sarah Mars, hadn’t been easy even for an experienced “tracker” like him. He’d had pathetic little to go on.

  Bart McCarthy had slipped into a coma. His family, gathered in the corridor with Royce’s father, had had no information on Sarah Mars. Bart’s son, grandson and ex-granddaughter-in-law had never heard the name before. And neither had Royce’s father, Bart’s business partner. So who was she?

  Not any of the other women he’d found in the last few days. His gut had told him no. Not the one. Not yet. But when he’d pulled up information and a grainy newspaper photo of Sarah Mars-Hutchins, something had clicked for him. Her. Despite the poor quality of the photo, she’d even looked familiar. And standing on this ball field in Winter Falls, Michigan, had his instincts screaming. She was near.

  Listening to his instincts while working for the Milwaukee Police Department had brought him to the attention of the FBI after he’d solved a high-profile case before they had. To save face, he’d always suspected, they had hired him away from Milwaukee PD. But he’d never really fit in at the Bureau. He hadn’t liked handling the media, and he’d hated the internal politics.

  He’d had other, more painful reasons for calling it quits. But what he told the public was that he’d finally realized he could only work for himself. Maybe he was more like his old man than he’d thought.

  He winced. No way.

  The sun glinted on a man’s blon
d hair then reflected off the badge on his chest. Despite the shade of his dark glasses, Royce brought his hand to his brow to peer closer, not believing his eyes.

  “Dylan!”

  Dylan Matthews thrust a cell phone into his shirt pocket. Tension creased his forehead. He stared at Royce for a couple of seconds until a smile broke free. “Royce Graham!” He waved an arm in a gesture for Royce to come closer.

  With trepidation Royce eyed the kids running around the field behind Dylan. They chased a soccer ball, kicking at it and tripping over each other. Cautious steps brought him to the edge of the excitement and next to his friend.

  “Never thought I’d see you here.” They spoke in unison, then laughed and clasped hands.

  Royce shook his head, not able to mesh the bitter narcotics officer he’d known in Detroit with this uniformed sheriff. “You’re a sheriff? I can’t believe I recognized you. Must have been when you were looking harassed. You can’t tell me a problem cropped up in this happy little town.”

  Dylan snorted. “You’d be surprised. But what brings the Tracker here?”

  Royce groaned. “Very little sleep and a genuine deadline.” His heart flipped, and he squeezed his eyes shut to the image of Bart lying helpless in ICU. Would Sarah bring him out of the coma?

  “Of course you’re looking for someone. You’re always looking for someone or something, but usually in some godforsaken foreign country. You couldn’t be here on vacation. I doubt you’ve ever taken one.”

  Although Dylan’s words were spoken mildly, Royce reeled. Had he become the aggressive, ambitious man his friend described? Had he become his father?

  He shook his head, running a hand through his hair. “This is different. It’s personal.”

  Dylan’s gaze swung from his intense surveillance of the soccer players to Royce. “Yeah, you look like hell.”

  Royce’s mouth quirked into a grin. “Thanks a lot.” Then he stumbled back as the group of kids surged toward them.

  “What next, Coach? Sheriff?”