by Amy Kyle
“Little John I wish you were old enough to have friends you could go visit!” She turned to look at Little John. He had passed out in the play pen.
Judith laughed knowing how tired he had to be. She got a blanket and put it over him. “Now I can go make sure I don’t make an idiot of myself tonight.”
Going into the bedroom she went to her drawer and got the one toy she had. It was a fairly nice sized dildo. Getting on the bed she figured the only way to calm her nerves was to take care of the itch.
Turning on the dildo she placed the head on her lips. “Oh that’s nice.” She murmured. The vibrations on her nub made her squirm more. It had been a while since she had played with herself.
Now that she had a nice fantasy to think about though, she might be doing it more! Judith laughed at the thought. Then she pushed the dildo inside of her and put it up at a higher speed.
Judith wished it was him inside of her instead. Again she wished she had moved the towel aside and just grabbed him. Not giving him a choice to say no, but to simply make love to her for hours.
But she couldn’t bring this complete stranger into her life. Not when Little John was depending on her. What did she really know about Colin? Just that he was sexy and he was also sweet. That trip to the store had met a lot to her.
The biggest thing was she was afraid to fall in love with him and find out he wasn’t a good guy. She would have to always put Little John’s happiness in front of her own. So if it turned out Colin was the guy she loved, but he was mean to Little John, he would still have to go.
This was a fear that had really bugged her. She was trying to push it out of her mind and finish the job. Judith knew that her hormones would kill her quicker than love would. Often times she knew that women would mistake sex for love. Judith hoped to be something she would avoid.
Clearing her mind of the negativity she focused on him in his towel again. His medium brown hair all messy and wet, she loved the way he had looked. It had made her go into overdrive, and still could as she pictured it!
She licked her lips as she worked the dildo in and out of her. Her juices were flowing already as she got more moist thinking of Colin. I wonder what he’s like in bed, she thought.
Her body was moving along as it would while screwing. “No making love to him.” Her mind shouted out. “It can’t be love I don’t know him.” She answered back.
She let the vibration of the dildo sit against her nub and rubbed it with a finger. Judith closed her eyes and moaned softly. She liked picturing him between her legs working his penis in and out of her. He would thrust nice and hard, he looked solid. Oh those muscles on that boy, so young and oh so nice! She muttered
Judith screamed out as her orgasm shot through her body. She felt her legs quiver as she thought of him finishing inside of her.
Relaxing she listened carefully to make sure she didn’t hear Little John. She felt a bit better, but there was still too much heat coming from her snatch. Judith didn’t know if she would be able to not jump him.
“Hopefully Little John will decide to be cranky tonight!” It was the first time she could remember thinking that way.
She got up and cleaned up and went back into the kitchen. Looking around she figured out what to make. She finally decided on her cornflake chicken. It was something she loved and she hoped he would too.
Getting her ingredients she got to work, she would barely have enough time to finish if she messed around. Judith hummed along while she worked.
She heard the doorbell ring. Looking at the clock she saw it was just turning 4 o’clock. “Oh crap did I say 4?” Judith had been rushing home trying to get away from his temptation. She couldn’t remember what time for sure, but she had hoped it was 5 she had said.
“I’m sorry I came a bit early. Well kind of you did say between 4 and 5, right? My stomach was growling because I could smell it in my place. So I came over!” Colin laughed.
“No it’s okay; the food is just about done. You have perfect timing actually!” Judith sighed. She looked at him and pictured him half-naked like before.
“Come in please.” She finally moved aside and let him in.
“It smells even better over here!” He smiled and rubbed his flat stomach.
Judith pictured him half naked again. She had seen that flat hard stomach.
“Oh thanks!” She turned red. Not because of his compliment, but her thoughts that were in overdrive.
“Where’s John?” Colin asked. She saw tears come to her eyes.
“Little John is in the other room sleeping.”
“I’m sorry did I say something wrong?”
“It’s just that we’ve always called him Little John, because his dad was John Sr. So when I hear the name John I think of my uncle.” She answered.
“I’m so sorry.” Colin came forward and wrapped his arms around her in a hug.
She felt his arms come around her, it was so nice. It had been over a year since she’d had a hug like this. Her aunt and uncle had been the last of her family, who were adults. They had all died, now it was her and Little John.
His arms were warm and so strong. She sighed as she let her body go and the tears she had held back for the past year just came out.
Judith sobbed loudly as all the pain came out. She felt so much weight come off of her. She didn’t know how long she had been crying. The only thing she was aware of was how much better she was feeling.
She squeezed him tightly to thank him. As she did that she also took a deep breath in and sighed loudly. “I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen really.” She said softly.
He didn’t say a word just squeezed her and pulled her closer. Judith began to cry more. She hadn’t even realized they were there. They just started to flow.
How could this stranger be so caring? She wondered and then thought of how lonely she had been.
Judith knew she was entering dangerous territory opening her heart. But it really felt like the right thing to do.
He had asked where the baby was and the next thing he knew she was crying. He had felt like a heel. Colin went and hugged her; it was the right thing to do.
Now here he was standing as she cried. Her body was racked with sobs that were so strong. He could feel the pain coming off of her. Colin could feel the same pain as she was right now.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t mean for that to happen.” She said.
Colin just wrapped his arms around her more squeezing her tightly. He could smell her body, her hair. He closed his eyes as his mind went to the place he had hated since he met her.
‘It only feels this good because you love her.’ His mind told him.He was still trying to fight admitting that it had happened. That love at first sight stuff is just bullshit, he thought.
But she had cried more and he felt like his heart was breaking with each sob that came from her. He wanted to simply take the pain away from her. Colin knew that he would take every ounce of pain she ever felt just to save her.
At this realization he knew it was over. He had thought it, and had to admit defeat. His whole mind was now on the band wagon. But he couldn’t tell her that, she would think he was crazy.
Colin now had to make sure to not show too much of his hand to her. He hated being dishonest, but didn’t know what else to do. Crazy was never anything people would willing date.
Then he realized at least he could ask her out. But first I want to make sure she knows I care. “I’m sorry I didn’t know that.” He said as he smelled her hair.
He let her scent settle in his nose. He loved the smell of her. The longer he got to hold her the better.
“No I shouldn’t have expected you to know. I mean you didn’t know me or him before today.” She said.
“Do you want to talk about them? It may help you feel better.” He asked her.
She nodded her head no, but he didn’t let go. He had a feeling the story might come out any way. A few seconds later she started to talk.
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nbsp; “They were in a bad car accident. Little John almost died too. The three of them were the only family I had left. Now it’s just him and me.” She cried more.
Colin just held her and let his shirt get soaked. He would hold her for the rest of his life if he could. Those types of thought still caused him some nervousness though.
“I got a call one morning and had to go to the hospital. That night I also had to identify them just to make sure. Or that’s how the cops had told me.”
He kissed the top of her head as she cried. “I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I would try to protect you from anything like that.” He stated.
“I’m so sorry you had to go through that. I would try to protect you from anything like that.” He stated.
She hadn’t thought she heard it correctly. But if she did, it felt nice to hear. Judith let herself melt into him a little more.
His arms felt so comfortable. She wanted to kiss him so badly. She looked up at him and said. “Thank you so much.”
Biting her lip she had thought of what his lips would feel like against hers. The next thing she knew he was kissing her. She opened her mouth to welcome his tongue. Judith wondered if she was dreaming. It was too much like her dream.
She moaned as she felt his hands roam down her back and cup her butt. Thrusting her pelvis towards him, she felt the hardness of him.
“Come on while he’s still sleeping, we may not have long.” She pulled Colin’s arm and pulled him towards the bedroom.
Judith almost laughed at his shocked look. “Come on I’m not kidding.” She pulled him harder and he moved quicker.
“It’s been such a long time. Please just get undressed.” Judith pulled her shirt over her head and took off her bra. She exposed her breasts to him and watched as his eyes burned with passion.
Judith saw him undress and he now stood in front of her completely naked. She could tell he was excited and to her happiness quite well hung!
She slipped off her jeans as quickly as she could and sat on the bed. “I’m sorry this is so quick. But Little John has been napping for a while now.”
Her eyes she hoped would say the rest to him; she didn’t want to feel like she was begging for it.
Judith felt his fingers lightly touch her pussy and stroke the area. He slipped two inside and she moaned. Her body pushed up towards him. “Please now.” She moaned.
As she felt his dick enter into her. He was big and he stretched her insides nicely. Judith cried out in pleasure.
They kissed deeply as he slowly moved in and out of her. She wanted him to quicker, but his tongue was in her way!
Instead she felt the slow buildup as her body enjoyed his cock inside of her. Judith moaned out loudly as she could feel the climax start inside of her. She raked her hands down his back as her body shook under him.
Judith felt him continue to thrust and her body got back into rhythm. She looked up at him and smiled her vision still cloudy from the pleasure she had just felt.
The orgasm she had earlier compared nothing to this one. Her mind was reeling as she felt another climax working its way through her body.
Colin felt her wetness wrapped around his dick that was buried inside of her. His mind was working hard to control his orgasm. He wanted nothing more than to thrust into her as hard as he could.
But there was part of him that wanted to make sure she was pleased first. He could feel her body as she started to orgasm and he loved the moisture that soaked his hardness.
He kissed her deeply, fighting with her tongue for dominance. Colin moaned as he felt her body clasp around his cock and felt more juices spill.
She murmured something in his ear that he could hear. He knew she had a few climaxes so he decided he could let himself go.
As he thrust into her quicker and harder, he felt his body let go and he moaned. As his sperm was soaking her pussy, he felt her nails dig into him once more and felt her climax around his cock.
“Ohhhhhhh.” He yelled out as another orgasm followed his first one. His eyes felt like they would roll to the back of his head. He could feel her pussy clamping down on his dick and milking out every last ounce of sperm.
Colin rolled over to her side. He looked over at her. She had a looked like she was still enjoying her climax. He kissed her cheek. “That was the most amazing thing I’ve ever experienced.” He admitted.
He saw her smile. She then looked at him and said, “Yea it was amazing wasn’t it!” She shook her head as she said it.
“I have a confession to make to you.” He said.
“What is it?” She asked looking at him.
“I’ve been thinking of doing that since the first time I met you.” He stated.
She looked at him shocked. “The first time you saw me I don’t think I had 2 hours a sleep in 48 hours. I was a mess.”
“Yeah but you were one sexy mess!” He growled at her.
He watched as she turned bright red. “Oh come on, I’m not sexy.” She laughed.
“You don’t know the half of what you have!” He commented.
“Will you marry me?” Colin got down on his knees about two weeks after their first supper.
“You barely know me!” Judith commented.
“But I love you and you know that.” Colin stated.
Judith smiled and said. “Yes I know and I love you so yes I will marry you!”
He hugged her and looked over at Little John. “You hear that big boy, she said yes!” Colin smiled and kissed Judith. Getting up he grabbed Little John and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.
Once he had made love to her that first night, he knew it was no use fighting how he felt. He had been able to hold out telling her those words but only for a bit.
The first time he had told her she didn’t believe him right away. Swearing he didn’t know her. He had told her then, “I know you well enough to know I love you. For me that’s all I need to know!” Colin had told her.
THE END
Wild Beast
Chapter 1
The snow blanketed the ground outside and continued to fall from the sky. She sipped her coffee and frowned. Trust her mother and stepfather get stranded at the airport three states over. Now she was alone on Christmas.
A knock at the door startled her. With excitement, she bounded down the stairs. She’d just spend her first semester away at college, and she was so excited to talk to her mom about it. “You made it!” she said as she flung open the door.
Her drive instantly changed when she saw who was at the door. Despite the freezing cold temperatures, his wore a leather jacket that was still unzipped at the neck, and of course, he wore nothing to protect his head.
“Cade,” she said with a frown. “What the hell are you doing here?” She crossed her arms to protect herself. Her body always betrayed her whenever her stepbrother was around.
He stared at her like she’d lost her mind. “It’s Christmas.”
“I know, but my mom and your dad flew to Pennsylvania to spend time with your family.”
“Erin, it’s freezing out here. Can I come in before we debate about why I’m not allowed to spend Christmas here?”
She rolled her eyes but stepped aside. Cade brushed the snow off his jacket and filled the doorway as he entered. “Thanks, sis,” he said wryly.
“Don’t call me that,” she snapped. “Why aren’t you in Pennsylvania?”
Her fingers tingled as he stripped his jacket off. As he lifted his arms, she could see just an inch of so of his torso, and her mind immediately flashed back to when she’d spent some time at the beach with him. Six-pack abs. Tanned and smooth skin that was virtually hairless. Perfection.
“If you’d remember anything that came out of my mouth when we were together, you would know that I live here now. I’m starting a business, and New York is the best demographics. Where is Dad and Susan?”
“Pennsylvania,” she said as she crossed her arms. “Because of the snow storm, they’re stuck for
at least a few days.”
“So, you’re alone here? No babysitter?”
“Cade. I am nineteen years old. I haven’t needed a babysitter for ten years.”
He smiled at her. “That’s right. You’re at NYU. How was your first semester?”
“It was awesome. My roommate is kind of a bitch, but I think she’s going to fail out next semester anyways. My suitemates, on the other hand, are awesome.” She continued chatting as she followed him into the kitchen and watched as he opened the refrigerator door. “What are you doing?”
“I’d like to feed myself. Maybe we can order Chinese.”
“You’re staying?”
Cade peeked over the kitchen door and shrugged. “It took me two hours to make the twenty minute drive, so I’m not exactly ready to drive back. And besides, it’s Christmas. It wouldn’t be very brotherly of me to leave you on Christmas.”
“You’re not my brother,” she snapped.
“No,” he said with a slow smile. “I’m not.”
Erin Silva shook away the memories and stared at her editor. “I’m sorry, what did you just say?”
Leila frowned. “Erin, you haven’t written anything worthwhile in over a year. I know you wanted to take a hiatus after the veteran’s piece, but you can’t keep surviving off travel blogs. You’re a human interest writer, and The New York Monthly is begging me to get you to write up his profile.”
“Cade Marquis? You want me to do an interview with Cade Marquis?” Erin stared at her friend. “Are you insane?”
“No,” Leila said slowly. “I thought you’d have an issue with the project, not with the subject. What’s going on? Do you know Cade?”
Just thinking about him made her chest tighten. “Yes, I know Cade. And no, I’m not writing a piece on him.”
“That’s going to be a problem.” Leila followed her through the kitchen. “Erin, if you don’t writing again, people are going to forget about you. You have the write this piece. I already told the magazine that you’d do it, and I’ve already informed Cade’s publicist. He agreed to it.”
“The publicist or Cade?” Erin snapped as she whirled around.