Horror Stories: 51 Sleepless Nights

by Wade, Tobias

  "He's yours," I promised as I drifted off to sleep.

  There was so much blood when I woke up that I thought I’d been stabbed. I rushed to the bathroom, screaming for Kirk to help me, but he was nowhere to be found. A miscarriage doesn’t just plop out and leave you as good as new. The baby drained from me over the whole next day, taking my soul with it. Big bloody clots, leaving me shrieking in anguish on the bathroom floor. I chanced to see myself in the mirror, and the sight of the network of bloody trails running down my thighs was enough to make me smash my fist straight through the glass. The pain was good. It reminded me that I had a body outside of the one that had just died.

  I couldn’t flush it. I couldn’t toss it. I couldn’t even touch it. I just left it there on the floor and crawled back to my empty bed. I tossed and turned for hours until the clenching pain subsided, but it was nothing compared to the pain of knowing Kirk did this to me. I don’t know how, or why, but when he came back last night, he killed my baby. And if my feelings in that moment were any indication, then he might have killed me too.

  I wasn’t expecting to see Kirk again. I took myself to the doctor as soon as I was able to drive, and that was when I got my first big shock. The ultrasound confirmed a perfectly healthy, growing baby boy inside me. There wasn’t even any indication of blood loss – all my vitals were strong, and I didn't have anemia. The doctor couldn’t explain what happened, but finally convinced me that I had a hysterical hallucination and that everything was fine.

  The bloody pool in my bathroom which greeted my return told a different story. I don’t know what came out of me, but I couldn’t force myself to scoop it up and bring it in for analysis. I just mopped everything off the floor and thanked every God that would listen that my child was still alive.

  The second big shock was from Kirk. When I heard the knocking on my door, I figured he was back again with another apology. Well it wasn’t going to work – the child and I were both better off without him. When I opened the door though, it was his father who entered with his hat in hand. I sat quietly on the sofa with him while he explained his sympathies.

  “I know you counted on Kirk, but I want you to know that you can count on us too. No man knows what he can bear until it’s been put on his shoulders, and I’m just so proud of you for carrying on without him.”

  The poor old man was moved to tears when I said they were welcome to stay involved with my life and the life of their grandchild. He hugged me, and patted my stomach, and told me all about the games Kirk used to play as a child and what to expect when my boy started growing older. Finally he said his goodbyes, promising to check in with me next week to see if there was anything I needed.

  “I just wish Kirk was still around to see him grow up,” he said as he was leaving.

  I didn’t want anything more to do with Kirk, but I was so touched by his father’s sincerity that I still extended the offer.

  “Tell Kirk that he’s welcome to meet the baby too,” I said. “Even if he won’t be a father to him.”

  Kirk’s father gave a hard-pressed smile. “I think he’d like that. The funeral is this Sunday, so I hope you and that baby will come say goodbye.”

  The words didn’t register until after the door had closed. Kirk hadn’t just left us. He’d left everything. It had only been two days previous when I’d seen him last, but I’ve kept that meeting a secret until now. Everyone else at the funeral was convinced that he’d put a shotgun in his mouth two weeks ago. Whatever had visited and been with me that night had told me it wanted the baby now, but it wasn’t Kirk.

  That’s when I started to become afraid of the child growing inside of me. I can’t shake the thought that the stuff pouring out onto the bathroom floor – that was my real child from the real Kirk. What was now growing inside me – that must have come from the visitor. So there I was left wondering what I’m more afraid of:

  That the child will be too horrible to let live, or that he is so beautiful that my life will be the one ending that day. It was too late to get it "taken care of", but I don't think I would have done it even if I could.

  It wasn't until I was well into my 8th month of pregnancy when I heard the 2 AM knocking again. I lay in bed trembling, holding my breath, wondering if it would just go away. No, there it was again. Hard insistent pounding – like something that would break the door in if I kept it waiting.

  "I know you're in there." It was Kirk's voice. I would still recognize it even if I didn't hear it again for fifty years.

  “Go away.” I regretted it the moment I replied. An hour passed in the next few seconds of silence. As gut-wrenching as the stillness was, the sound of the opening door was worse. He was inside the house, but the thought of getting out of bed and confronting him – of confronting IT – that was unthinkable. I got out of bed to grab my phone from the nightstand and called the police instead.

  “I need help,” I blurted into the phone. “Someone’s in my house and –“

  “Did you make him a promise?” It was Kirk’s voice on the line. My fingers were shaking so badly I couldn’t even hang up. I just threw the phone across the room and jumped back into bed. This was all a bad dream. It was another hysterical hallucination. I just had to go back to sleep and –

  But how was I supposed to sleep when I heard footsteps climbing the stairs?

  “What promise did you make me?” Kirk’s voice was right outside my bedroom now. I couldn’t answer him. I could barely breathe. I should have tried harder though, because when the door opened, it was even harder to think straight.

  Kirk was standing in the doorway, only half of his face was now missing from where the shotgun bullet entered his mouth. Had he looked like this the last time we were making love? It had been so dark, but the stench of death seemed all too familiar.

  “There is no baby,” I forced myself to say. “He hasn’t been born yet.”

  “I don’t care. He’s mine.”

  The malodorous atmosphere engulfed me, and I could taste it like rotten cabbage dripping down the back of my throat. He was getting closer, but still blocked the only door out.

  “You’ll kill me if you take him now,” I told him. “Please wait. At least until he’s born.”

  “I don’t care! I want my son!”

  He lifted his stiff limbs with his hands to clamber into the bed beside me. I didn’t see any weapon, but the thought of him trying to pull the child out of me with his rotting hands was even more terrifying. I gagged so violently that I would have fallen over if his hands hadn’t clutched my shoulders. The icy nails sank into my arms, and I forced myself not to watch as I felt some of his own decaying skin slide off to splatter across my bed.

  Those disgusting fingers – I had placed a ring upon one and sworn my love before my family and before God. That open wound disguised as a face – I did not know myself until I whispered my secrets to him and washed myself with his acceptance and support. If I closed my eyes, the arms that clenched around me could almost still have been the ones that held me every night as I fell asleep.

  “Do you still love me?” I asked what used to be my husband.

  “Does it matter? You can’t love me in return.”

  “If I could.” Every word I spoke carried the weight of my life and the life of my child. “Would you still love me back?”

  “You can’t. If you could, I never would have left.”

  “You still do, or you never would have come back.”

  Mother’s make sacrifices for their child. That has been documented across eons of history, cultures, and even species. Kissing him wasn’t for my child though. I did it to save my own life. In that moment, I would have ripped my own baby boy from my body and handed it to him if I could escape unharmed. I must be the worst mother in the world, because when Kirk was done with me that night, I still promised to give him the child when he was born.

  It’s amazing how much my mind changed after I held my boy for the first time. Suddenly he wasn’t just a medical
condition which needed to be resolved. He was more a part of me now than he was inside me, and I finally understand that living for him wouldn’t be a sacrifice. He is my soul, and everything that I do for him, I do for me.

  I know I’ve been selfish with my love. I know I’ve made promises which I don’t intend to keep. I know I’ve lied to what was left of my husband when I pleaded for my life. But now I truly have something worth living (and dying) for, and I’m not going to give him up no matter what happens. Until then, I am doing the best I can getting by as a new parent who can’t seem to get any sleep.

  It’s not the baby keeping me up though. It’s just the waiting for the 2 AM knock on my door.

  The power of a small city

  Four years in the army, and not once did I hear an order from anyone ranked above a Major(O4). Now I’ve been at the Dalton Power Station for two months, and I’ve already received three phone calls from James Mattis, the US minister of defense.

  It seems like a mundane enough job, right? My stint in the army helped pay my way through a bachelor’s in power plant technology after I got out, and I was ready for a reliable income with good honest work. I spent a few years in equipment operations, then checking readouts, and on up to personnel supervisor. Nothing more exciting than a few power lines being blown over in a storm until I was promoted to Plant Operator in Dalton.

  “You’re going to notice a few anomalies with this plant,” the old manager Nathan told me. He was retiring, although by the size of his waste-line and the dull glassy glaze over his eyes, I’d guess he retired about ten years ago and just hadn’t left yet.

  “But I don’t want you to worry,” he added. “I worked here 20 years and nothing going on will interfere with your job.”

  “Looks normal enough to me,” I replied. Was this some kind of test? “Single open cycle gas turbines, probably around 140 megawatts, right?”

  If I was expecting praise for my perception, I didn’t get it. That was the first time I’ve ever seen a grown man spit on an office floor.

  “Not about the output boy, I mean our client. We’re just supplying one building up in the hills. The rest of the city is handled by that hydroelectric station downtown.”

  This had to be a test. It didn’t seem fair since they already offered me the job, but there wasn’t any harm in playing along.

  “No sir, that’s impossible. This station should be able to supply around 140,000 homes.”

  “Or one government building,” he grunted.

  “Are we not producing at capacity?”

  “We are. Hell, they’d take more if they could get it.”

  “What are they doing up there? I don’t understand.”

  Nathan clapped me on the back like I had just won an award. “And they like to keep it that way. So if you want to stick around like I have, then you’ll do what I did and keep your nose out of their business. Besides that, everything should run pretty smooth for you here.”

  But Nathan was wrong. Right from the start, nothing ran smoothly. First of all, the other plant workers acted mighty strange toward me. Every one of them kept their eyes locked on the floor, all wearing that same glassy eyed complacency I had seen in Nathan. They followed orders readily enough, but they did so without any initiative or individuality.

  I caught one guy, Robert, chewing his pencil for ten minutes straight in the break-room. I asked him what he was doing, and he mumbled that his schedule dictated a break every two hours. As soon as his ten minutes were up (to the damn second, I think), he stood up and left the room without another word.

  And then there was James Mattis calling every few weeks. Those were the most awkward, forced conversations I’ve ever had to sit through in my life.

  “Acting Manager?” were always the first words out of his mouth.

  “John Doe (not my real name) speaking.”

  “Clearance code?”

  I’d give it to him, and then he invariably asked a string of the vaguest imaginable questions. It felt almost like he was being held hostage and had to speak in code to gather information. A few examples:

  “Would you consider everything to be more, or less ordinary than normal?”

  “Have you had any unusual requests for output to anywhere besides that building?”

  “In an emergency, how fast could you shut down power to everything if you had to?”

  The financing is another thing that didn’t make sense to me. Usually a plant this size will have a couple dozen workers and need its own financing department to keep track of everything. Here we’ve just got Megan.

  “There’s not much to do really,” she told me. “There’s no money coming in. I just prepare a folder every month with all our expenses, mail it to some office down in DC, and they take care of it. They’ve never denied anything before.”

  Three days ago topped it all off when I received the strangest question yet from Mattis. He asked: “Have you noticed any of your employees trying to escape?” Then he coughed like he was trying to clear his head, not his throat. “I mean, any of them try to quit or just stop showing up?”

  The mystery was unbearable to me, but I was trained to follow orders, and despite everything I could have maybe still accepted the situation if it wasn’t for the black van which came by yesterday. “Shuttle service,” they called it, although it was only picking up Robert and another technician named Elijah. I watched the van take them up the dirt road winding into the hills.

  Yesterday morning they were back at work and I asked them what happened, but they both just laughed and said they went out for a few drinks. Even the laugh felt wrong – like they weren’t doing it because they thought it was funny, but rather made the sound in the hopes that I would find it funny and move on.

  First thing I learned about working in a power plant is that a pair of professional overalls and a condescending attitude can get you in just about anywhere. All I had to do was strip one of the underground cables leading to the building, file a report on the output fluctuation, schedule my own appointment, and show up. There was a guard post out front, but I showed them my diagnostics appointment and they let me inside (under escort) without complaint.

  I called it a building before just because I’d only seen its location on a map. A mine shaft might describe the phenomenon more accurately, or perhaps a crater. The complex was clustered around an abyss located at the bottom of an enormous valley whose jagged slopes looked like the result of a cataclysmic primordial explosion, long since eroded and overgrown with spruce and pine. There was an unusual energy about the place, and I felt compelled to walk gently as though stepping atop a living creature. That was probably on account of the constant vibrations rippling through the ground like something deep below the earth was stirring.

  Most unsettling of all perhaps were the rows of black vans parked outside. Four of them were being loaded with long bags about the size and shape of a human body. I caught the eye of the guard accompanying me and noticed its glassy shine.

  “Any power cuts have serious repercussions here. Please resolve the issue as quickly as humanly possible.”

  Humanly. Maybe my discomfort had me imagining things, but somehow it seemed like he said that in the same way you or I might say ‘He’s pretty smart, for a dog.’

  The guard led me to a control station about a hundred feet away from the main complex. I couldn’t get a good enough angle on the abyss to glimpse what could be down there, but up close the vibrations resolved themselves into the distinct sound of drilling.

  “I don’t suppose I’m allowed to ask –” I started.

  “Won’t do you any good,” he answered promptly. “I don’t know any more than you, and that’s already more than enough.”

  “Have you ever been inside?”

  He shook his head, glancing around nervously. Then in a hushed whisper:

  “I never seen anything, but sometimes I’ll hear things. Like something is down there that don’t want to be.”

  I raised my eye
brow, hoping he’d continue. He opened his mouth like he was going to say more, then shook his head.

  “None of my business, none of yours. How long is this gonna take?”

  I didn’t push my luck by staying long. I traced the power restriction to the cable I striped and followed the line back away from the complex to the spot where I damaged the cable.

  I’ve been keeping an especially close eye on Robert and Elijah all day today. I can’t shake the feeling that they’re not quite here. I caught Robert chewing his pencil again, but he was doing it so absent minded, that by the end of his ten minute break he had eaten straight through the entire thing.

  Elijah was even worse. He was microwaving a cup of noodles in the break room, anxiously pacing back and forth like he was waiting for a bomb to go off. Then it beeped, and he actually collapsed to the floor in shock. I retrieved his glasses for him and helped him to his feet, noticing his eyes were so pale as to be almost completely white. I’m positive they weren’t like that before he went into the building.

  I searched through the computer databases for any unusual mentions of the two, and found this log written by Nathan dated two months before I arrived.

  Robert and Elijah first pickup service today. Good for five rounds each before they’re used up. Current staff:

  Round 0: 3

  Round 1: 5

  Round 2: 11

  Round 3: 7

  Round 4: 2

  Round 5: 1