by Cilla Lee
“So how was the date” I frown at her remembering the twins sitting next to us all night.
“It would have been much better if I didn't have two sets of eyes watching me all night.”
“What?”
“The twins followed me to the restaurant and sat at the table next to us all night” she giggles at me, and I frown
“It's not funny Lilly,” I tell her still pissed the twins did that, but she smiles.
“I'm not laughing,” she says
“No, your smiling and it's pissing me off.”
“Oh, come on Tink it's sort of funny” I turn and look at her.
“What was so funny about it?”
“All the guys here, did you see Markus’s face it was priceless” I smile at the memory, it was kind of funny
“Yeah, he looked like he was gonna wet his pants” we both laugh
“You saw all the guys here last night for you” I roll my eyes at her.
“They were here for Tiny and Stryker to see who's dicks where bigger,” I tell her
“Tink they were here for you,” she tells me, and I look at her
“No, they were here to make sure I'll be a virgin forever” I shake my head at her (she’s lost her mind)
“Tink don't be so dramatic,” she tells me
“Lilly the twins followed me to the fucking restaurant for fuck's sake.”
“They care about you” I roll my eyes at her.
“I don't need a big brother Lilly; I wanted to see if I liked Markus.”
“Did you.”
“He was nice.”
“Just nice.”
“He was nice Lilly.”
“Nice enough to give your V card to” I smile
“Maybe”
“Just maybe.”
“I don't know him well enough, but I did like him.”
“Are you going to go out with him again.”
“Maybe if he calls.”
“And if he doesn't.”
“Well, there are other guys out there...right,” I tell her if he doesn't call I won't be putting myself out there again. Being rejected by Jaxson was humiliating enough
“Right... so what are you looking for in a guy,” she asks me
“I don't know someone funny caring sweet hot” (defiantly hot and tall dirty blonde hair blue eyes and a mouth made for kissing)
“Funny, caring, sweet and hot is that all” I nod, I mean what else can I say.
“Yeah, I suppose.”
“So, you’re not too picky,” she says smiling.
“Why?”
“No reason.”
“Why Lilly?”
“You sure you don't want Jaxson” my heart flutters at the mention of his name, and then I remember him with Summer and my heart aches
“Lilly”
“Well, maybe we could sign you up for one of those dating websites.”
“Pass,” I tell her
“Tink”
“Leave it; I think I might join a nunnery” Lilly laughs.
“A nunnery.”
“Yeah men just seem to be too much hassle” she pulls me to her.
“You'll find Mr. Right Tink you'll see.”
“Yeah, I think hell would freeze over first.”
“Why would you say that?”
“Argh all the men in the kitchen last night,” I say, and she laughs again.
“The family we always wanted” I look at her.
“An annoying family,” I tell her, and she laughs harder.
“I love you to Tink.”
“I love you Lilly” the ceiling lights up with tiny rainbow we lay there for ages until my tummy rumbles.
“You hungry Tink.”
“Yeah, I didn't eat that much last night.”
“Well come on let’s get up, I'm sure the boys have breakfast on”
“The boys,” I ask her, and she stops
“Yeah Stryker and Tiny”
“Tiny,” I say, and she smiles
“Ok, maybe not Tiny” all the time we've lived here I've never seen Tiny cook anything if it isn't me Lilly or Stryker it's one of the club-whores he had over for the night.
Walking into the kitchen, I see Tiny Stryker and one of the twins sitting at the table the other one standing at the stove shirtless (damn drool much). I look at Lilly, but she just stares straight ahead. And I know she knew they were down here (bitch), I mean where’s the loyalty, the sisterhood (bitch). I try to convey my pissed off mood at her, but she refuses to look at me
“Mornin’ darlin sleep well,” Tiny asks me, and I give them all the evil eye, the twins I don't even acknowledge
“Morning” I grumble as a big plate of bacon eggs toast tomatoes mushrooms sausages and beans with a cup of coffee is placed in front of me, my stomach rumbles at the delicious smells emanating from the plate (fuck, it smells so good).
“Eat up Tink,” one of the twins say but I push it away, and my stomach screams at me to eat it
“You not hungry, you didn't eat much last night,” the other one says, and I give him the stink eye
“I was until I seen your faces, what the hell are you doing here?” I ask them
“Slept over,” they say, and I look at Tiny and Stryker.
“You let them sleep over.”
“Yep,” Tiny says, and I stand up and walk back up to my room (That's it I need my own place)
“Tink” Lilly says grabbing my arm, and I turn to her.
“You knew they were here” she looks down at her feet (bitch)
“I was hoping they'd be gone by now.”
“You still new and didn't tell me.”
“Tink they wanted to make you breakfast to say sorry about last night.”
“Well you can tell them to stick it up their asses” I walk upstairs to my room to look online for a place to rent
****
Jaxson
“Told ya it wouldn't work,” I tell Jordan
“I thought it would” he pats me on the back, just as Lilly walks back in
“What was the plan guys,” she asks us, and I shrug my shoulders, and so does Jordan.
“Hoping she'll forgive us,” I tell her
“You've all really pissed her off,” she tells us
“Is it because of the douche?” I ask her
“The douche” she repeats
“Yeah, the English teacher.”
“Markus,” she says, and I growl at his name
“Yeah, the douche,” I say and Tiny smiles
“What did you do to piss her off anyway,” Stryker asks
“Nothing we just happen to have dinner at the same restaurant as her and the douche.”
“We both sat next to her” Jordan says, and Stryker laughs
“You did not” both smile Jordan, and I smile
“We were told to watch out for her, and we did,” Jordan says
“So, what where they talkin’ about,” he asks
“STRYKER” Lilly says
“What?”
“Whatever happened on Tink's date, is her business no one else's” she looks at Jordan and me
“Baby” Stryker says, but she shakes her head
“No Stryker” she picks up her breakfast and the plate of breakfast Jordan made for Tink “Now I'm taking this up to her, you two be gone when I get back please” I watch as she walks out of the kitchen carrying the plates of food
“So,” Stryker says, and I look at him
“What?”
“What was the date like” I clamp my fist shut tight remembering her and the fuckhead laughing, but when she reached over and touched his face. I was about to lose my shit.
“It was a date they talked, and then they came home.”
“Nothin’ else,” Stryker asks, but we both shake our heads
“Good, hopefully, that fucker won't be back,” he says
We sit and eat in silence everything from last night going over in my head from her dress to her legs tiny little feet in her
heels, everything about her had me hard as a fucking rock.
Chapter Three
Tink
I'm pacing in my room when I hear the door open; I watch as Lilly walks in a plate of food in her hand. My stomach rumbles, with the smell of bacon “Thought you could use this” she says
“Why didn't you tell me they were down there.”
“I don't know Tink; I just think that...”
“Don't Lilly please?” I tell her, she’s always trying to push Jaxson and me together
“Tink”
“No,” I say shaking my head
“Fine, sit.... eat.”
I lift the first mouthful up my mouth watering, the second the food hits my tongue I moan “Wow this is good” I tell her wanting to hate it because one of the twins made it but damn it's good.
“Really,” she asks, and I nod.
We sit and eat in silence when I hear two bikes start up, and Lilly goes to the window “It's the twins there leaving.”
“Good,” I say, I’m so over those two assholes
“Oh, come on Tink it wasn't that bad” I look at her.
“Have you lost your mind, it was like having my big brother watching and analyzing everything. It sucked, and I can't believe you're defending those two assholes actions.”
“I'm not Tink; I'm on your side.”
“Then act like it,” I tell her fucked off she's not as pissed as me, she sits next to me.
“Your right I'm sorry I'm being disloyal, your right they were assholes” she smiles but I roll my eyes at her and eat the rest of my delicious breakfast
*
The rest of the day goes by slowly when my phone pings.
'had a great night hope we can do it again' I smile (Markus)
'I'm sorry about the twins and the guys'
'I understand they were just looking out for you.'
'You’re a better person than me I'm so pissed at them.'
'can we go out again' my heart speeds up a little he wants to do it again
'I would like that.'
'how about Friday'
'ok' I type back and smile at my phone
'what would you think about bowling.'
'bowling, I've never done that.'
'well, then I can't wait to show you how to bowl, Friday at 7.'
'Friday sounds great, and I swear no big brothers'
'Friday at seven, talk later Tink' I lay on my bed and hold my phone to my chest, I've never been bowling, growing up with the Johnson's all forms of fun was a sin even watching movies where bad, the only station on the Johnson's television was the Christian Channel.
**
The week went by fast; I hadn't told anyone about my date tonight with Marcus. I'd seen the twins a few times this week but avoided talking to them. When I was standing out the front saying goodbye to a client, I’d seen Jaxon pull up outside of the shop, so I went back to the break room not wanting to talk to the ass. He walks right in sitting at the table with me “What do you want?” I ask him as he sat there not saying anything but staring at me
“I want you to draw me up a new tattoo,” he says, and I look at him frowning
“You want me to draw a tattoo for you,” I ask making sure I heard him correctly.
“Yep,” he says
“Of what?”
“Anything” I look at him and I picture a big dick tattooed on his forehead, and I smile
“What’s the smile for?” he asks me, and I shake my head
“Nothing...so where is this tattoo going.”
“Here on my neck” I look at his neck and watch him swallow “Yeah just here” he points to the side of his neck
“Anything in particular.”
“Nope whatever you draw up I'll put their”
“Why me?”
“Because I want one of your designs on me Tink” I blush and my heart races, I love watching one of my designs coming to life just as much as I loved drawing them
“You want a tattoo design from me.”
“Yep and your gonna tattoo it on me as well” I swallow hard, I've only had a few clients, so I shake my head
“I can't,” I tell him
“You can and will, I'll be back this afternoon to see what you come up with baby” my heart skips a beat at the endearment (no he's a man-whore) he stands up and leans down and kisses my cheek.
“Later baby,” he says and I touch the spot where he kissed me, I watch him walk out the door (later baby who does he think he is later baby.... asshole) I shake my head as Chelsea walks in
“Damn those twins are gorgeous,” she says, and I look at her
“You like the twins” she looks at me like I’m an idiot.
“Tink anyone with a pulse, gets wet looking at either of them” I frown remembering him with the club-whore the night he rejected me, me making a fool of myself finally having enough courage to do what I'd been dreaming about
I'd followed him into the kitchen, and he was bent over ass in the air bent over one of the big freezers. I wanted to go over and slap it, but I didn't “Hi” I'd said
“Hey Tink you need something.”
“Yeah” I'd said walking over to him and pulling him down to me, me on my tippy toes and I planted my lips on him, but he did nothing but push me back by my hips. His two huge hands that had my insides on fire, wanting him to grab me push me down and fuck me hard. But that didn't happen; he pushed me away from him making me step back
“What are you doing Tink?” he asks and I blushed, I'd never had that much courage to do anything like that
“I was kissing you,” I state the obvious
“Tink,” he says shaking his head, and I felt an instant ice bucket being poured over me. Shame humiliation and embarrassment, I walked away feeling rejected stupid and angry at myself. I was sure the way he would stare at me that he liked me (what a fucking idiot I was). Why would he like me, I was nothing special, Mrs. Johnson's words slamming into me (you worthless nothing, no one will ever love a heathen like you). I stood in the bathroom staring at myself for ten minutes before I went back out avoiding Jaxson, hiding at the back table and just downing shots for the rest of the night
“You ok Tink” Stryker had asked me.
“You know I love you right” I'd slurred to him, but he just smiled
“I love you to Lil” I pulled her to me for a hug, many more drinks later and I was drunk as fuck. My vision blurring and my body hot as anything “I'm gonna get some air” I'd yelled to Lilly over the music, and she'd nodded at me. I walked outside the breeze cooling my heated skin and my hearing coming back to normal, after standing there for a minute. I'd heard moaning, so I walk towards the sounds. My heart stopped the second I saw Jaxson, Summer was on her knees sucking his dick beside the clubhouse. The image of her on her knees and Jaxson's hand entwined in Summer’s hair as she bobbed up and down on his cock will forever be etched in my brain and the way he encouraged her
“That's it, suck me hard make me come in your mouth baby” I froze watching them, the second he finished. My body rejected the alcohol I'd consumed, heaving it up my body becoming weaker with every wretch of my stomach. I heard Jaxson swear and felt him grab me, just before losing contentiousness
“Earth to Tink” I hear snapping, and I look up at Chelsea “Where did you just go,” she asks me
“What?”
“I mentioned the twins being hot, and you checked out on me, where did you go” I shake my head at her.
“Nowhere”
“Ok, so what did the hot twin want.”
“The hot twin,” I ask.
“Well one of the hot twins,” she says smiling.
“He wants me to design a tattoo for him.”