by Vera Quinn
I get on my bike and I just ride. I’m trying to clear all the shit out of my head. The riding usually settles this restless feeling. I look around and I see where I’ve ridden to, and I see I’m close to Joy’s apartment. I know she was supposed to work this evening at the club tending bar. I wonder if she’s gone. Em is never far from my mind. I don’t know why. I’ve tried my best to stay away from her, and apparently she is doing the same. I drive so I can see the parking lot and I don’t see Joy’s car. I look up at the second floor and there is a light on in the apartment. I know I shouldn’t stop, but for some reason I can find no reason not to. I’m not one to deny myself what I want and I want Em for the night.
I have my bike parked and I am up the stairs and knocking before I have a chance to give it a second thought. I barely tap on the door, and as I turn to leave but she opens the door. There she is standing in a tank top and some kind of shorts. I look her up and down and my dick goes steel hard. I push the door the rest of the way open and step in. I pull her up to me and I crush my lips down on hers and devour her mouth. She opens for me and our tongues tangle. A growl leaves me. I have to have her now. She climbs up my body and grabs my hair and I kick the door shut and turn her so her back is against the wall while I grind into her body. “Where’s your room?” If she doesn’t answer I will take her against the wall. I grab her tit and rub her hard nipple. Holy shit, I feel a nipple ring through her shirt. She’s not wearing a bra and I need to taste her tit in my mouth. She still hasn’t answered my question, so I turn and head for the sofa.
“What are we doing? We can’t.” She tries arguing, but I know she wants me. That was not a kiss a woman gives to a man she doesn’t want. I set down with her on top of me. She doesn’t get up. I pull her in and grind against her. I hear a moan escape her. I reach up and take her shirt off and my mouth claims her nipple. I tease the tip with my tongue. I play with the ring. She is moaning and I need inside her, it drives me crazy with need. I have to make her mine. Now.
Chapter 12
Em
I hear the knock on the door. No one comes to visit this late at night so I’m thinking Joy must have forgotten something. The knock is light, so I’m thinking she has her hands full so I just open it and there in all his gorgeous glory is Chief. After the little talk he gave me I’m shocked, to say the least. He’s looking me up and down and I have to say it is making me feel wet. I haven’t had this feeling in so long. Chief wants me. I may not have had much experience, but I know what a look of need is. He needs me and to be honest, I need to be needed. I need to be wanted. I miss this.
He pushes the door the rest of the way open and steps in. I want him closer and it isn’t long until he moves in closer and he crushes his lips to mine. Damn, he tastes good. He doesn’t give me the light kiss like before, he consumes me with his mouth and tongue. I want more. He dominates my mouth and takes my breath away. I need to be closer and climb his lean muscular body. I grab his hair and run my hands through it. Damn I want this. Did he just growl? That is so hot. I feel my nipples pebble. It’s been so damn long. I hear the door slam shut. My back hits the wall and he grinds against my body exactly where I need it. I want him, now. I need him. “Where’s your room?” Chief asks and I’m trying to clear my head. I feel almost drunk on total need. I know we are moving, but I don’t care. I need him closer.
“What are we doing? We can’t.” But I don’t mean it. He can’t stop. He sets us down on the couch and grinds into me. I swear if he does that much longer I would cum. A moan escapes me. My shirt is up and gone and he takes my nipple into his mouth and is playing with it and I feel the stirring in me. I know I need to stop, but I can’t. He moves to the next nipple and I grind down on his cock.
“You keep that up and this is not going to last very long. You are so beautiful babe.” He lays me back on the couch. He’s kissing his way down and everywhere he touches is on fire.
“Please Chief, I need you.” I need him inside me. I need him to fuck me, now.
“When we’re together call me Cameron or Cam, not Chief.” I’ll call him anything he wants as long as he fucks me. I’m squirming with need. He puts his hands on my shorts and pulls them off in one pull. I’m trying to help. His mouth is on my clit and I am grinding down on him. I grab his hair and pushing his head into me. I’m grinding onto his tongue and I feel it. A stirring, and then heat working up my legs, I am so close. He flattens his tongue and glides over me and then he starts sucking and I come undone. I am panting and then hold my breath when I feel the spasms begin.
“Oh shit! Yes, Cam, oh god…please yes!” I grind harder and he sucks until the spasms are gone. I feel lifeless, but I want more. I finally open my eyes and Cam already has his clothes off and his cock is huge. Hard and waiting. He makes his way up to my mouth and he takes it ravenously. Devouring me. I’m overcome with need again. I taste myself on his tongue and the thought has me grabbing his ass and trying to pull him closer. I don’t want sweet or gentle. I want hard and raw fucking. It’s what I need. With one sharp movement Cam has his head lined up with my pussy and he impales me with one forceful thrust. At first it is a little uncomfortable, but once he is in me completely I am in heaven again, and I want him to move faster. I need more. He is moving all the way in and sliding against my walls and then back out until all that is still inside is the tip, then he thrusts and it takes my breath away. I am pushing with him and the walls of my pussy are sucking him in. Trying to suck his cock all the way in. I’m being greedy and I want more. I am absorbed in the passion that is shining in his eyes. I can’t take my eyes off his. His need is storming in his eyes and it is beautiful. He reaches and lifts my ass off the sofa and slams in and it is almost my undoing, but he feels it.
“Not yet sweetness. This time we come together. You are so fucking tight. Your pussy is heaven.” Cam is breathing so hard, I can barely understand him. He has sweat rolling down his face. I clamp down hard with my muscles on his cock and I am rewarded with a growl. I move my pelvis up hard and we slam together. He tweaks my nipple and gives a slight bit of pain and I feel it starting. “Damn babe, you are sucking my cock with your pussy. Oh shit!” He starts slamming into me at a pace that is shattering me. I can’t wait.
‘Oh shit, Cam, yes. I’m going to... Damn it, faster, don’t stop!” That’s all I can take, I am unwinding with an earth shattering orgasm. Oh crap!
“Damn I feel it! So fucking beautiful.” Then Cam goes quiet but I can see on his face as his eyes roll the minute he feels the ecstasy. He keeps pumping. We are both soaked with sweat and I feel the cum leaking down the crack of my ass. We didn’t use a condom. Oh, shit.
“Don’t look so stricken. I’m clean. I always use a condom, you just made me forget darlin’. We’ll get you the morning after pill to be sure.” Not likely. Some people may think that is okay, but not me. I’ve been on the pill since I was a teenager. What have I done? How did I let this happen? I’m not a slut. I don’t do one night stands. This is the first time since Michael that I have even been with someone. “Turn that overactive brain off. We are going to rest for a little while and then I am going to wake up and we are going to fuck again. Tonight you are mine. Don’t think, just feel. I will make you feel things you’ve only dreamed of. I want to do so many things to that hot, tight, sexy body of yours and tonight you’re going to let me. Then in the morning I will go. We will see what happens.” He’s snuggling my body from behind me. He is spooning me the way Michael used to and it feels so good. What’s done is done. I will just have to keep my distance from this very sexy, hot man. My body feels so deliciously used but I don’t know if I like that or not. I still and I just remember thinking this feels so good.
I wake up and I am alone. I feel the bed beside me and it is still warm. I can’t believe I had sex with Cam last night, and early this morning. I don’t even know why I thought he would be here when I woke up. He said he didn’t do relationships, but I still thought maybe he would say something. Good-bye, something.
I think about last night and still can’t believe it happened. I look around my room and I see the picture of Michael on my dresser, and I am filled with regret. I need a hot shower to wash Cam’s smell away. I dishonored Michael’s memory last night and I feel ashamed. How could I? Somehow I will have to deal with the guilt. I’ll really have to stay away from the clubhouse now. I just hope Joy can understand. We are just now rebuilding our sister relationship from being away from each other so long. She’ll have to understand that I don’t want to have to see the contempt in Cam’s eyes. He’s had me and now he won’t want me around. I am so confused. I should just bury my head under my pillow and not get up, but I have a job to get to. I look at my clock and the alarm will be going off in ten minutes. I reach over and click it off. It’s time to face this day. I get up and head to the shower. It doesn’t take long. I wish I had time for a long hot bubble bath. My body is sore. I’m just finish blow drying my hair when I hear a tap on my door. I open the door and Joy is standing there with me a cup of coffee. I love my sister.
“I thought you might need this. I saw Chief’s bike in the parking lot when I came in late last night and I couldn’t keep from hearing you two. When you decide to come out of your shell you do it in a big way. How was it?” I know my face is three shades of red right now. I must have no shame left. I hadn’t even thought of Joy coming in. She must think I am a slut now. No, she knows me better.
“I’m so sorry, Joy. I should have made him leave. I don’t know what come over me. I just wasn’t thinking.” I hope she believes me. This is just something I don’t do.
“Don’t be stupid. Damn, Em. You needed to start living again and you were thinking with your body. Are you okay, Em? You know Chief is not really your type of guy. I mean I hope you don’t think it meant something. No, that came out wrong. I mean…” Joy is skirting around the truth and I know it and she knows it. I cut her off.
“It’s okay, Joy. I know what you mean. Chief told me he doesn’t do relationships. I understand. I was acting like a slut last night and it’s not me. I hope you understand I will have to avoid your clubhouse now. I just can’t face him. It won’t happen again, but I was thinking while I was in the shower maybe I will start dating. Slowly. That guy in accounting asked me out and maybe I will give him a chance. I can’t dishonor Michael. So dating maybe.” I hope she understands.
“Em, what you did last night, there was nothing wrong with it. You are single now. Chief is single. You’re consenting adults. You did use protection, right?” Oops. Joy is waiting for my answer.
“No, we didn’t. He said he was clean and always uses condoms. Michael and I never used condoms. I’ve been on the pill since I was sixteen for my periods. I know I screwed up.” What was I thinking?
“You can trust Chief, but you took a big chance. We are making you an appointment to be checked just in case, and I’m putting condoms in your purse. Use them. No ifs, ands, or buts. You’ll get something ajax can’t take off and I love you too much for that. Eat something before you leave so you can take your antibiotics, or you’ll never get rid of that sinus infection.” Joy is concerned and I know she’s right, but it’s just something I’ve never had to worry about.
“Okay, mom. I will call for an appointment, but there will be no more casual sex. No more sex at all until I am in a relationship. I’ll grab something on my way to work. We need to shop.” I hope she knows I’m sincere about the sex thing.
“I’m not judging. I just don’t want you taking chances. We can shop tonight if you’re up to it. I’m off tonight.” She’s right. I’m old enough to know the consequences.
“Okay, sis. Shopping tonight. I have to put some mascara on and I am out of here before I am late. You understand about the club, right?” I don’t want to hurt her feelings.
“For now.” Joy is smiling and I know that means she’ll give me a week or so and then she wants it back to normal. She is so like our mom.
“I’ve got to get a move on. I’ll see you tonight. Love you, Sis.” She is out the door. Time to get this day started.
Chapter 13
Chief
In the last three months, things have actually settled down some. We voted on the Possessed Blood Souls MC and it was unanimous. I sold the property to them. Duke got wind of the takeover from King and disappeared. King is now the sitting President. The drug problem from them has disappeared from our town. They are outside our area, and they stay there. I know Duke will be back. I would bet Stone has him tucked away somewhere. We’ve heard nothing from Stone or Kim, and they have left Callie alone. I haven’t even talked to Steel again. It’s almost been quiet around the clubhouse.
I’ve stayed away from Em. She’s always sneaking into my thoughts, but I have not seen her. Joy has been acting hostile toward me, but I guess she doesn’t like the fact I fucked her sister. If it keeps up, I will have to remind her we are grown ass adults and it is none of her business. I still don’t know what I was thinking staying the whole night with Em. I never do that. I also forgot to use a condom. Last time I did that Tazer was created.
Callie came home yesterday. Blake escorted her. Dra is still having problems. He said if it doesn’t calm down Callie and the baby may be staying longer, but he hasn’t told her yet. Wouldn’t want to be in his shoes when he does explain, then he has to tell her what he has been keeping from her. The call last night upset her enough. She knows he is keeping something from her, but with her and Devil asking Dra and Fe to be godfathers, it soothed it some, but tonight’s call has her worried again.
We still have not told her everything going on in our club, either. We haven’t even told her Shield was voted in. He wants to let Sarge and Stealth know himself. He lied to Callie last night and told her no. He wasn’t wearing his cut so she didn’t see his patches. He better be on that phone today. He wants to be the one to tell them where his loyalties lay. It has to be hard for him since one is his twin and the other his best friend, but we have no problems with them as long as Diamondback stays in line.
Blake called last week and said the feud was heating up in Colorado, and it was more serious than what Dra is letting on. I hope the Troubled Fathoms know what they are doing. Blake and I have worked our problems out, and he is thinking about quitting his day job and moving back to Texas. It would be good to have my old friend back, but it’s nice to have someone I know close to Callie. I know Blake would die before he let harm come to my girl. He’s decided to stay the rest of the week instead of doing a turn- around trip.
Diamondback has been quiet. I have made arrangements with Micah and Maddie to surprise Callie at Christmas. It’s eight months away but Deb, their aunt, said it would be better then. She wants them to get used to the idea of having more family. I have to respect her wishes. We still have not found the brother yet, but we are not giving up.
Last night and today my house has been full of happiness and laughter. I have to say I have missed it. I always thought when Callie and Ty left home I would be happy. Sarah, Hanna, and Fe, with all their excitement of Callie being home, have me smiling. Devil and Kat haven’t even bothered me this time. Neither talk to me very much, but I don’t expect them to. They are here for Callie. All this is going through my head as I am about to go to sleep, when I hear Callie yell and I am out of my bed. I get dressed as fast as I can, but by the time I make it to her room she has already gone into the bathroom. “What the hell is going on?”
“Her water broke. She’s rinsing off so we can go to the hospital. I called the doctor, he said for her to come to the hospital so she can be checked.” Oh shit! Dra needs get his ass here. I dial Dra’s number and get no answer, so I try Betsy, still no answer. Same thing with Hawser. Then the door opens.
“Are you sure your water broke? It’s still early.” Kat asks.
“Well, considering I’m still leaking a little, it’s a safe assumption. I need my phone so I can call my doctor, and then Dra.” I’m trying to help her, but I feel like I am just in the way.
“Doc said come to the hospital. I tried Dra and got no answer. I called his dad and Betsy. No answer.” Devil got the same as me. I’m not liking this, but right now my baby needs to get to the hospital.
“Fe, get my hospital bag by the closet door and call Sarah and Hanna. Dad, can you get the SUV out front? Devil grab the bag in the kitchen to take, and Kat can you stay with me and make sure they don’t run off and leave me? Uncle Blake, please, keep trying Dra. Can you bring your SUV, also? Kat, you may want to call Kim. I am going to try and call people on the way to the hospital. Let’s move people.” We may be a little unorganized, so Callie is taking over, but if it keeps her calm, then that’s what needs to happen. We make it to the hospital in record time. Callie is on her phone the whole way there. She still cannot reach Dra and she is worried, to be honest, so am I. Callie is dilated to a four and they have set her up in a birthing suite. She was resting, and she swears she saw Dra. Maybe the pain has her delirious. She’s stubborn and won’t take any kind of pain medication. She’s always been that way with pain meds. She thinks because her mom had an addiction, she might be more likely to get addicted. She won’t listen to reason. We have gotten word from Colorado. Blake finally reached Krill and there’s been an explosion, and they don’t think there are any survivors. We won’t tell Callie anything. Dra could have been in there. In fact, he probably was. Now I have to call Devil out here and let him know. We’ve all been pacing the halls. She’s going to know something is up, but she’ll just have to wait. I push through the door and see my baby in pain, this is killing me.