The Year’s Best Science Fiction

by Gardner Dozois

  It was called a locket. Or so she supposed; the terminology for items of jewelry was not a form of knowledge in which warriors were expected to be versed. But the word seemed to come with possession of the item. Which might mean something. Or might not.

  She had rarely worn the thing, even when her head and neck would have allowed such a vanity before she changed into full warrior form. But she had kept it. The chain was as finely made as were the great chains which anchored the islands against the spin of Ghezirah’s vast sphere. From it, flashing bright then dull in the glow globe’s light, depended the silver teardrop which was the locket itself, engraved with dizzying fractal patterns and swirls.

  Bess felt that she was being drawn into the pattern, and permitted herself the wasted energy of a small shudder as her armored fingers unslipped the chain and re-closed the lid of her chest. Then she stretched down to rest.

  She was already awake when the caleche’s interior brightened to signal the onset of dawn. A fizzing buzz, a sense of some invisible liquid cleansing her scales, and she was ready for yet another day of waiting. She raised the hatch and reached for her sword. Outside, as the dawn-singers called in the light from their mirrored minarets, her footsteps left a dark trail like the last of the night. When she drew her sword and made her first leap, the trail vanished into misty air.

  She was just re-practicing The Circle Unleashed in its rarely attempted more elaborate form when she knew that once again she was being watched. She hadn’t considered how well this particular sword-stroke was fitted to the brief and spectacular series of leaps across the bloodflower-strewn meadow that she then executed. But it was.

  There was the Elli-thing, standing undaunted but admiring at the edge of the forest, where today Bess’s arrival had stirred or severed not one single leaf.

  “Salaam,” Bess said, a little breathlessly.

  “Sabah al Noor, Bess of the Warrior Church.” Elli replied with surprising formality, and Bess wondered as the creature then made a small bow at her own flush of pleasure to be greeted thus. Then a thought struck her. “You haven’t been out here all night, have you?”

  “Oh no.” Elli gave a quick shake of her head.

  “Then where do you live?”

  “Oh…” A quick shrug. A backwards point with a grubby thumb. “… just back there awhile. Would you like to come and look?”

  A small, pale figure. A larger shape that was scarcely there at all. They both moved ever deeper into the nameless forest through dark avenues and spills of birdsong.

  This more resembled, Bess supposed, the kind of adventure that was sometimes associated in the popular mind with members of her church. Dragons to be slain. Monstrous shifts and anomalies in the fabric of spacetime to be annulled.

  Maidens, even, to be rescued. Bess should, she supposed, feel a deep unease to be deserting the precise spot where her church’s intelligences had instructed her to stay.

  But warriors had to show bravery and initiative, didn’t they? And how long could any human being, no matter how extensively changed and trained, be expected to wait?

  They paused to take refreshment beside a tree hung with a kind of red fruit that Elli said was called pomegranate, and had existed as far back as the Gardens of Eden on the legendary first planet of Urrearth. They were also to be found, she added matter of factly, in Paradise itself. They were best cut apart with a sharp utensil.

  “The trouble being with this thing”—she patted the lightgun she had tucked into the tie around her waist, then glanced at Bess expectantly—“is that it cooks them as well.”

  Bess studied the fruit, an odd-looking thing with a crown-like eruption at one end, which Elli was holding out. Her hand went to the hilt of her sword, although she knew what the imams of the Warrior Church would have said about using her sacred blade for such a menial task. If they had happened to be here and watching her, that was.

  “Tell you what, Bess—I could throw it up like this.”

  Quicker than an instant, Bess drew her blade, and, in executing the Spatchcock Goose, vanished and reappeared as the pomegranate, now separated into two halves, still span up.

  “Wooh!”

  Elli caught one half as it descended. Bess, the other.

  “So…? What do you think of pomegranate? Not bad, is it, if you can deal with the seeds.”

  Bess had to agree. All in all, pomegranates were delicious. But, at least when it came to eating, they were a frustrating fruit. Her huge hands soon grew sticky, and so did her plated face. It was just as enjoyable, they decided, simply to toss the things up for the joy of slicing them in half. Pith and fruit were soon flying, and Bess’s armor acquired the mottled reds, whites and pinks of pomegranate flesh.

  “So…?” Elli asked eventually, after Bess had demonstrated so many ways of slicing the fruit that much of what was left lying around them seemed to exist in some sideways dimension. Or, perhaps, was just a sticky mess. “This is what you do, is it? Cut things up in odd and interesting ways?”

  Bess had been laughing too much to take offense. But she now explained how the origins of her church could be traced back to the time of the first jumpships, when gateways had been discovered where all time, space, and matter turned back in a cosmic rent. It had been a great breakthrough for womankind and every other sentient species, but it had also brought an end to the simplicity of one reality and the linear progression of time. Now, other forms of existence that had previously been thought of as nothing but useful constructs in understanding the higher dimensions of physics rubbed close against our own. The true aliens, the real horrors and monstrosities, lay not in the far-flung reaches of the galaxy, but sideways. And each passage of a jumpship disturbed enough of the fabric of this reality to allow, like a breath of dark smoke from a creak beneath a door, a little more of the seepage of these other realities in. Sometimes, they were comical or harmless. Often, they weren’t noticeable at all. But sometimes they were the stuff of abject nightmare.

  Only through the use of creatures who were themselves close to nightmare could these monstrous interjections be fought.

  Bess wiped her sword on a patch of grass and made to re-sheath it in her scabbard.

  But then Elli had laid her hand on a part of her forearm that still retained some sensitivity. It felt sticky and warm.

  “That sword of yours—I suppose it does something similar? The way it seems to cut through the world.”

  “Well … You could say that, I suppose. Although the principle is much more controlled.”

  “Can I have a go?”

  The request was ridiculous. It was sacrilege. So why hadn’t she yet sheathed her sword?

  “You can try this, Bess.” Elli held out her cheap lightgun. “It’s quite deadly.”

  “No,” Bess rumbled.

  “Well, perhaps you could at least let me give the handle-thing a quick hold.”

  “It’s called the hilt.” Bess watched in something like horror or amazement as her own hand took the flat of the blade and held it out.

  “Hilt, then.”

  Elli’s fingers were so small they barely circled the banded metal. Yet Bess felt a small shiver—something akin to the sensation that she had experienced last night when she studied that locket—run through her. The sword shivered, too. Sensing a new presence, it had responded with a blurring hint of the final darkness beyond all dark that was woven into the exquisite metal.

  Elli’s fingers retracted. She let out a shuddering breath. “It feels like … Everything and nothing at all.”

  It was getting colder and dimmer now when, by rights, even in a place as overshadowed as this forest had become, it should have been growing warmer and brighter.

  The trees were giant things, spewing mossy boughs over which they had to clamber. Elli was quick and sure and sharp as she scampered over the deadfalls. Bess, meanwhile, felt clumsy and lost. Vulnerable, as well. She stole glances at this odd little creature. What exactly was she? And how did she survive in this confusing
jungle?

  A giant beetle, a crimson thing more jagged and threatening than her own helmeted head, regarded Bess with its many eyes before raising some kind of stinging tail and finally, reluctantly, backing off. There were probably more fearsome things than that out here in this forest—perhaps even monstrosities fierce enough to merit the attentions of a member of the Warrior Church. What defense could this near-naked young thing with only a cheap toy of a lightgun possibly put up? Unless she was far more dangerous than she seemed …

  The thought that all of this could be some kind of deathly trap niggled in Bess’s mind. But, at the same time, it was good to explore and make new friends, and her caleche with all its duties lay only a few miles off, and she was enjoying herself too much to want to stop.

  The forest’s branches were now so crisscrossed as to give no sense of light or sky. It was more like a vast and twisty ceiling from which drapes of a livid moss provided the only illumination.

  Then Elli stopped.

  “Where are we?” Bess asked.

  “Just have to go up here…”

  Here being a winding step of roots that then became branches, leading through a wanly glowing archway inside a rotting trunk. Was this where Elli lived? Oddly, though, this strange little hideaway had a further stairway within it, lit by strips of light that gleamed as they ascended over beautifully carved stretches of floor and roof. The fine-grained stairway swirled on and up. There were intricate settings of jewel and marquetry. And now, at last, there was sunlight ahead.

  “… Nearly there…”

  An ivy-embroidered gate screeched on a final rise of marble steps. Bess had expected to emerge at some eyrie close to Ghezirah’s roof, but it was immediately apparent that they were on solid ground. This was a kind of garden—trees, buildings, and strange eruptions of statuary tumbled all around them—yet it was oddly quiet; filled with a decrepit kind of peace.

  “Where by Al’Toman is this?”

  “Can’t you tell?”

  It wasn’t so very hard. In fact, now that Bess was getting her bearings, it was obvious.

  Over there, seen at a slightly different angle from the view she was used to, lay the placid browns of the farm islands of Windfell. That way, churning with what was surely the beginnings of a storm, was the vast seawall of the Floating Ocean.

  And below them, yet curling upwards in ways that the air and Bess’s own senses struggled to bridge, marched the green crowns of the nameless forest, and beyond that, flecked with the red hollows where the bloodflowers flourished, lay the small circle of her meadow.

  “You can’t live on the Isle of the Dead?”

  “Why not? You live inside that iron carbuncle.”

  It was a given even in nursery books that the Island City of Ghezirah was more than simply a smooth globe encircling Sabil’s star in three plain dimensions. Yet it was dizzying, and more than a little disturbing, to think that they had contrived to reach this place of the dead by climbing through the forest’s roof. Still, Bess followed Elli as they explored.

  Most of the tombs were very old, but older ones still were said to be buried in their foundations. Indeed, the most fanciful version of the tale of the Isle of the Dead’s origins told of how the entire island consisted of nothing but mulched flesh, bone, and memorial. The place was certainly alarmingly uneven and ramshackle, and little frequented in modern times. The major churches now all had their own mausoleums, while many of the lesser ones favored remote planets of rest. The Warrior Church, meanwhile, found no home for its servants other than in its memories, for its acolytes were always expected to die in battle.

  Hayawans ambled around carved sandstone pillars. Spirit projections flickered and dissolved like marshghosts. The voices of ancient recordings called from stone mouths muffled by birds’ nests. But it was the fecund sense of life in this place that struck Bess most. The bumbling insects. The frantic birdsong. The heady scents and colors of the blooms. There were fruits, as well, which would have made the pomegranate seem homely, and Elli explained that this island was also a fine place for trapping foxes, for catching airhorses, for collecting honeyseed, and for digging up and broiling moles.

  “So you live here alone?”

  Elli gave a shrugging nod. That much was obvious, Bess supposed.

  “So how did you—”

  “Come here? Is that what you’re wondering?” Elli’s face was suddenly flushed. “You think I’m some kind of grave-robber or ghoul?”

  Bess attended to removing a speck of grit from her scabbard. After all, she could hardly accuse someone else of being secretive about their origins when there was an empty space where there should have been her own. Just that noisy dormitory, and no sense of anything before. As if, impossibly, she had been born into her novitiate fully functioning and whole. Apart from that locket, which meant nothing at all. But no, there was something more than that, she thought, looking around at this pretty home of the long-dead. Some bleak moment of horror from which her mind recoiled.

  The most sense she could make of it was that her church had plucked her from something so terrible that the best way to keep hold of her sanity had been to empty the knowledge from her brain. And now, somehow, the shivering thought trickled through her, something was pulling her back there.

  Elli pointed. “You see that building, the one with the copper birch tree growing out of the middle?”

  It was a dome that still partly retained its covering of mosaic glass. It looked to be on fire, the way the leaves flickered above them.

  “Do you want to take a look?”

  Bess’s head gave its usual slow nod.

  “There was a girl buried there. Oh … a long time ago,” Elli explained as they clambered over the ruins. “Before the War of Lilies, when the seasons were unchanging, and even time itself was supposed to run more slow. Anyway, she was young when she died, and her birth mother and her bond mothers were stricken. So they made this fine mausoleum for her, and they filled it with everything about their daughter, every toy and footstep and giggle and memory. You see…”

  They were standing beneath the dome. The tree shifted through its fractured lenses, giving the displays a dusty life. Animatronic toys seemed to jerk. Strewn teddy bears still had a residual glint of intelligence in their button eyes. But that, and the swishing leaves, only made the sense of age and loss more apparent.

  “And they visited her here … And they prayed … And they cried … And, dead though their daughter was, they swore that her memory would never die. But of course—”

  “What was this girl’s name? Are you—?”

  “—Shut up and listen, will you, Bess! And her name was Dallah, and I’m called Elli if you haven’t noticed. So no, I’m not Dallah. Although Dallah was my friend. My best friend, you might say. In fact, my only one. You see, Dallah was like most only children who’ve been longed for a bit too much by their mothers, and find themselves over-protected and alone. Of course, Dallah had all these toys…” Elli pinged a bike bell.

  “And she could have anything else she ever wanted. She only had to ask. But what she really wanted, the one thing her mothers couldn’t give her for all their kindness and wealth, was a friend. So…” Elli ran a finger over a cracked glass case that seemed to be filled with nothing but leaves and dust. “… she did what most girls have done since Eve first grew bored with Adam. She made one up. And her name was Elli. And that’s me. That’s who I am.”

  Bess had been gazing into a hologlass pillar that contained the floating faces of three women. They looked kindly, but impossibly sad.

  “I was just intended as another part of the memorial,” Elli said. “They extracted me from every breath and memory of their beloved daughter. Sweet little pretend-Elli, who always had to have a place laid for her at table, and did all the naughty and disruptive things to which Dallah herself would never confess. Elli who stole all the doughnuts, even though it was Dallah who fell sick. Elli who crayoned that picture of a clown’s face on the harem
lek wall. They’d come to me in the years after to reminisce. This whole mausoleum, they couldn’t stop building and refining it. Nothing was ever enough. They kept Dallah herself within a glass coffin inside a suspension field so she didn’t decay. Not, of course, that they could ever bring themselves to actually look at their dead daughter, but she was unchanging, perfectly there. They couldn’t let her go. Even when they were old, the mothers came. But then there were only two of them. And then just the one, and she grew so confused she sometimes thought I was Dallah. Then she stopped coming as well, and the slow centuries passed, and the gardeners rusted and the maintenance contracts expired. And people no longer came to pay their respects to anyone on the Isle of the Dead. There were just these crumbling mausoleums and a few flickering intelligences. The thing is, Dallah’s mothers had tried too hard, done too much. And the centuries are long when you’re an imaginary friend and you have nobody to play with—and I mean body in every sense…”

  Elli had been wandering the mausoleum as she talked, touching color-faded stacks of studded brick and dolls with missing eyes. But now she was standing beside that long glass case again. Which, Bess now saw, was shattered along one side.

  “So you took hold of Dallah’s corpse?”

  “What else was I do to? She had no use for it, and her mothers are long dead. If I looked in a mirror, if there was a mirror here that was clear enough, I suppose I might see a face that would remind me a bit of Dallah. But I’m not Dallah. Dallah’s dead and mourned for and in Paradise or wherever with William Galileo and Albert Shakespeare and all the rest. I’m Elli. And I’m me. And I’m here.” She stuck out her tongue. “So there!”

  Bess had heard of the concept of body-robbing, and knew that most of the major churches forbade it. The punishments, she imagined, would be severe, especially if the robber happened to be something that couldn’t properly call itself sentient. But Elli’s tale, and that final pink protrusion of her tongue, made the deed hard to condemn.