Dream thief

by Stephen R. Lawhead

  "You're sure? Just a cup of coffee? I'll buy." Spence fearlessly played the charade to the ragged edge.

  "Maybe some other time?"

  "Sure-no problem. I won't be a minute." He turned and started away. "I'd better go grab a place in line so I can get back."

  He left the cadet standing in front of the lab entrance watching him. Spence kicked himself for overacting his part. He had quite possibly created suspicion where no suspicion existed before. So, to make it look good he strolled dutifully along to the commissary and went inside to stand in line for a few minutes.

  He then left, darting back into the trafficway and losing himself in the between-shift throngs heading to and from the cafeteria. He suspected that Kurt would try to follow him. He told himself the notion was absurd, but dodged into a tube and changed levels a couple times anyway, arriving at Ari's door glancing over his shoulder and peering into every shadow.

  "Spence! Oh, I'm so glad you came. I was afraid something had happened."

  "Something almost did. But there's no problem now." He stepped quickly inside and came to stand in the middle of the room with Ari. They stood face to face, both pretending to be coolly friendly and neither one succeeding. "How long can you stay?"

  "Just a few minutes. I should get down to the bay before the others start boarding-just in case."

  "I understand."

  "Ari, I wonder if you could do me a favor while I'm gone?" said Spence suddenly.

  "Of course, anything."

  "My dad's birthday… I got him a souvenir, but I forgot to send it. Could you make sure he gets it? I left it in my jumpsuit in my quarters."

  "I'll take care of it right away, Spence. Don't give it another thought."

  Delicate silence followed this exchange. Ari looked at her hands, clasping them and unclasping them. Spence watched her as if she were practicing magic.

  Finally, she raised her head shyly. "I'll miss you, Spence. I miss you already and you're not even gone."

  "I'll miss you, too. I've been thinking that-"

  Suddenly she was very close and his arms were around her, pressing her to him. She murmured softly and he smelled the fresh, clean scent of perfume in her hair.

  "Spence, you'll be gone so long..,"

  "Not so long. It'll pass quickly. You'll see." The words came out in a rush, and it was all he could do to keep his composure.

  Why this turmoil, this confusion over a mere girl? What's come over me, he thought to himself.

  "Well, I'd better go," he said at last. He was beginning to fear that if he stayed with her any longer he would not be able to leave.

  She released him and composed herself, putting on a cheery face and manner.

  "I'll think about you every day."

  She took him by the arm and led him to the door. "You run along now. I know you're going to have a beautiful time of it-running around in your little space suits all of you, playing scientist."

  "I'll come back and tell you all about it." He laughed and his voice made a hollow sound.

  "I planned to go down to the bay with you, but I won't. I don't want you to see me cry."

  He turned her face to his and kissed her gently. "Good-bye, Ari," he whispered, and then darted away. She heard his footsteps in the corridor and listened until they merged with other sounds. Then she went back to begin her wait. …

  THE DOCKING BAY HUMMED with activity. The boarding tube had been attached to the transport which bore the name Gyrfalcon in glittering gold letters across her bulging bow. Skids of supplies and baggage-most of it scientific instruments in cargo frames-were being shoved aboard. Outside the station a small army of maintenance men swarmed the surface of the transport, their arc lights playing over the sleek, black skin of the ship as they moved through their preflight check. It looked like a great black whale patiently enduring a precise grooming by a platoon of tiny silver fishes.

  On the big chronometer above the boarding tube he saw that there was less than an hour to blast time. A few of the younger cadet passengers were standing around the bay looking jittery and laughing loudly. Spence allowed himself only a few seconds more to take in the rush of activity around the great spaceship. Then he slipped in behind a roboskid loaded with dehydrated rations and entered the boarding tube feeling like a stowaway, half expecting someone to challenge him with a "Halt! Who goes there?"

  No one did. No one seemed to notice his arrival at all, which produced a peculiar sense of disappointment for Spence.

  He reached the end of the brightly lit tube and entered the hold where dozens of men labored to position all the stores and baggage and lock them into place within huge cargo frames. He threaded his way through the confusion and started toward the head of the ship and the passenger quarters.

  A few yellow-suited maintenance men moved along the ship's central gangways trailing black-and-green striped hoses and wagons with odd-looking metallic boxes with flashing lights which emitted chirps and clicks as they slid along the floorplates. Spence also saw the royal blue jumpsuits of the transport's crew, who were standing at their stations or talking quietly to one another as the yellowsuits fiddled efficiently around them.

  He found an open gallery of seats with their safety webs hanging loosely draped over the headrests as if giant spiders had been busy during the night. He walked across the compartment and came to stand before an observation port to look out upon the space station he had just left. The activity in the docking bay had intensified in the few minutes since he arrived. He could see through the huge observation bubble into the docking bay where some thirty or so cadets had gathered and were waiting to board. A great many others had come to see them off, and a host of yellowsuits were dashing here and there in last-minute preparations.

  "So! You are anxious to go to Marx, yes?"

  He turned to greet the hulking form of Kalnikov, the captain of the transport. The burly giant crossed the gallery in two strides and shoved out a great meaty paw which squashed Spence's as the two shook hands. Kalnikov looked like the classic Russian weight lifter-broad shoulders above a sinewy back, thick arms, and fists that could probably crush stones. His voice rumbled out from deep within his barrel chest.

  "Yes," Spence began to confess, "I was just-"

  Before he could finish the man slapped him on the back with a bone-jarring blow.

  "Haw! I was that way my first time, too! It is a delicious feeling! Enjoy!"

  "Thank you," Spence replied when he regained his breath. The stout Russian turned and pounded away; Spence could hear his voice shaking the floorplates ax he bellowed his delight at being space-bound once more. He heard a snatch of song ax it boomed out in the corridor:

  "God of shining galaxies

  Lead me from this place.

  Lord of starfields fly with me, Beyond the edge of space..,"

  Spence couldn't help smiling. He could feel the hum of electricity starting to flow and tingle on his skin; he was as excited as any green cadet. For the first time in many days he felt alive.

  Kalnikov's voice echoed down the gangway. "Welcome, my friends! Come along! We are going to enjoy this journey! Come along!"

  For a moment Spence entertained an absurd image of God, the Creator of the universe, as a big Russian pilot, calling his cadets to join him in a fantastic flight of discovery.

  "All right," murmured Spence to himself. "I'm ready. Lead on. …

  WHAT DO YOU MEAN!" Hocking screeched.

  "We… that is, he… never showed up," Tickler stammered. "How could he not show up? He never left the lab. That's what you said. Millen watched him the whole time, you said." "Not all the time, no," said Kurt slowly, very much aware of the danger he was in at that moment. "He went to the commixsary for a few minutes."

  "You were not to let him out of your sight!" "It couldn't be helped… "

  "Oh? And why not?" Hocking demanded. Color had risen to his cheeks, staining his pale flesh with a crimson tinge in the low light of his quarters. Snaky veins stood out on hi
s forehead, and he appeared as if he might burst with rage and frustration.

  "I watched him until he got in line at the commissary and then went back to wait. I couldn't let him see me watching him, could I?"

  "Ortu will hear about this! I will not keep this from him.

  This time you'll have to face him yourselves. Unless-" "Unless?" Tickler leaped at the first sign of hope that they might somehow avert the wrath of the shadowy and severe Ortu. "Unless you find him immediately. You have four hours." "We can't search the whole station in four hours," Millen whined.

  "You'll find a way," hissed Hocking. "I want him found.

  Quickly. Do you hear me? Or else Ortu will deal with you." "We'll find him," promised Tickler.

  Without waiting for Hocking to change his mind both men hurried away to begin their search. They donned pressure suits and made their way back across the construction site. Once back inside the station they hung their suits on the racks and stepped into the tram.

  "It's all your fault!" muttered Tickler thickly.

  "My fault!" Kurt glared at his companion. "I watched him as you instructed. You told me to search his quarters as soon as I got a chance-with him in the commissary I had a perfect chance, 'What have we here!" wasn't going anywhere He told me he'd be right back He "Oh! Oh! You scared me" cried Ari as the lights went on and .. PV, invited me to go along with him."

  "You should have gone-the search could have waited." "Where were you? You could have followed him yourself." "Obviously we wouldn't be in this mess now if I had!" "Something's happened to him, I tell you. I saw him waiting in line at the commissary."

  "Shut up! I don't want to hear -any more! All that matters now is that we have to find him-and fast!" "Where should we begin?"

  "I don't know. He could be anyplace by now."

  "I told you we should have gone to Hocking at once-as soon as he didn't show up for the session," Millen moaned.

  "What difference does it make now what you told me? We could not risk making Reston suspicious. He knows something is going on. He's hiding somewhere."

  "Well, he can't have gone far."

  "He's on the station somewhere, and we have only four hours to find him. Wait a minute! I have an idea! I know where to start looking!"

  The tram whizzed away on its magnetic cushion began their frenzied search of Gotham. as the two. …

  ARI FELT STRANGE IN Spence's rooms. She had never been to his quarters, or even the lab. Now everything she saw seemed heavy with the presence of him. She was afraid to touch anything lest she somehow disturb his memory.

  She shook the feeling off. "He's only gone on a trip," she told herself. "He hasn't died."

  But the eerie morbidity still lingered like a chill in the small room.

  He could have at least made his bed, she thought. She bent to the task, but drew her hand back from touching the blankets. No, leave it as it is. Leave everything as he left it.

  The funeral atmosphere of the room was about to stifle her and she wanted only to get away. She found the model of the space station in the pocket of his jumpsuit, where he said it would be. She fished it out, replaced the jumpsuit and left the room, stepping back into the darkened lab. she found herself in the grasp of Tickler. Kurt stood at the portal with his hand at the access plate.

  "I did not mean to startle you, miss. I thought you might be a prowler."

  Ari gasped and blushed. "I… I was looking for Dr. Reston."

  "Are you a friend of his?" Tickler still held her arm tightly.

  "Yes, are you his assistant?"

  "I am Dr. Tickler. What did you want to see him about?"

  "Oh, something personal. But it's all right. I can come back some other time."

  "Yes, perhaps you'd better." Tickler regarded her carefully, his eyes stealing over every inch of her. "What is that you have there?"

  "This? It's just a paperweight," she said uncertainly. She resented Tickler's attitude. "Now if you will excuse me..," She pulled her arm free from his grasp.

  "Of course, I'm sorry. It's just that we cannot be too careful, you know. The work is very important."

  He stepped aside and Ari passed with an air of offended dignity. Inside she was frightened by the way Tickler had treated her. She began to see why Spence wished his mission to remain a secret, and she did not regret the lie she told to cover her reason for being there.

  She reached the portal and went through without looking back. Once out of sight she hurried down to the ComCen section to place Mr. Reston's paperweight in the mailframe of the next shuttle down.

  "Follow her," said Tickler as soon as she left. "I want to know what she's doing with that model."

  Kurt went out at once and slipped unseen upon her trail. …

  THE MIDDLE-AGED WOMAN'S BLUE eyes stared out onto a green expanse of lawn bordered by high hedge rows and softly swaying willows. A light breeze lifted the leaves of a lilac bush near the open French doors. She sat primly in a large overstuffed chair, her hands folded in her lap. Wrapped in her shapeless cotton print dress of faded blue she looked like a doll grown old waiting for her young mistress to come back and rescue her from loneliness and love her once again.

  "Mrs. Zanderson…" a voice at the door intoned gently. The woman did not move; there was not a flicker of response in the vacant blue eyes.

  "Mrs. Zanderson?" A white-uniformed attendant slipped into the room silently and came to stand by the chair. "It's time for your medication, Caroline. Here now."

  The nurse held out a green capsule in a white paper cup and placed it in the woman's hand. She took the hand and lifted it toward the woman's mouth and tipped it in.

  "There, now. Would you like to go for your walk this morning?"

  The woman stared unmoving out the open doors.

  "All right, then. Let's get up now. That's right. We'll have a nice walk before lunch. Come along. That's right."

  The nurse pulled her gently to her feet and with a hand under her arm guided her out onto the broad green lawn. As they crossed the threshold the woman looked back to her room as if she had left something of inestimable value behind and feared for its safety. "My chair!" she cried.

  "Your chair will be safe while we're gone. It will be there when we return."

  The woman accepted the attendant's assurance. She turned back to her stroll with a look of grim determination as if she were embarking on a walking tour of the continent. She tilted her head toward her nurse and confided as one with a dark secret, "They are waiting for me back there. They want my chair, you know."

  "We won't let them take your chair. Don't you worry about it."

  "You don't believe me. No one believes me. They want my chair."

  "Who wants your chair, Caroline? Tell me all about it."

  "You're playing with me. You don't believe me."

  "Then you tell me. Who wants your chair?"

  The voice became a dry whisper. "The Dream Thief-he wants me, but he can't get me. So he wants my chair. You won't let him take it, will you?" The deep blue eyes went wide.

  "No, no. He won't get your chair. And he won't get you, either. We'll fix him. Don't you worry."

  They walked out upon the lawn in the yellow sunlight of a clear, cloudless day. Several other patients strolled the grounds under the watchful eyes of attendants in white. Mrs. Zanderson calmed under the warmth of the day and forgot her agitation of a few moments before. Recognition drifted back to those troubled eyes.

  "Why, I know you-you're Belinda."

  The nurse smiled and nodded. "That's right; you remembered."

  "Is my Ari here? I want to see my little girl."

  "Ari is all grown-up now, remember? She isn't here now, but she'll be coming to see you soon."

  "I have to see her right now! I must warn her!"

  "Warn her, Caroline? What would you warn her about?"

  "The Dream Thieves, silly. They are after her, too. I know it. I can feel them. They're after her. You don't believe me, do you?"

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p; "I think you're getting yourself all worked up over nothing, Caroline. We won't let the nasty old dream thieves get your Ari, will we? No. Of course not."

  "You're making fun of me!"

  "No, I'm not. Maybe we'd better go inside and lie down for a little while before lunch. You'll feel much better after a little rest."

  "No-no! I'll be good. Let's walk some more. I won't say anything else. Please, let's walk."

  "All right, Caroline. Just as you say. We'll walk-but we won't talk about the dream thieves anymore, shall we? You just let me take care of them for you. Look at the pretty flowers, Caroline. All the red ones and yellow ones-aren't they beautiful?"

  "Yes. Beautiful."

  Mrs. Zanderson had withdrawn into her shell. She stared ahead dully; her features appeared cast in gray stone. After a short tour of the grounds the nurse brought her back to her room where she once again took up her vigil, gripping the arms of the faded red chair with her thin hands like an eagle guarding her clutch.

  21

  … ALL THE PICTURES SPENCE had ever seen of the red planet failed to do it justice. Mars shone with a rosy glow like a big, pink harvest moon, its mysterious canals traced in dark red across the surface. Against the black of space with its litter of stars the planet seemed serene and inviting.

  The transport streaked ever nearer and the red orb grew larger by the hour, but the Gyrfalcon was still two weeks away from rendezvous.

  "It's something, isn't it?" Spence recognized the voice and turned to meet his friend.

  "That it is, Adjani. I know I'm supposed to be nonchalant about this sort of thing, but I can't help staring at it-so strange, so alien."

  "I'll tell you a secret: everyone else feels exactly as you do – even Packer. He lets on that he's seen it all before and could not care less. But I've seen the look on his face when he thinks no one is watching. He's as taken with it as anyone else." Adjani spoke in his light, rippling voice, his black eyes glowing with the sight before them.

  Spence tore himself away from the window and took Adjani by the arm. "Come on, let's go get something to eat."