Risk

by Grady, Samantha

  “God I’ve missed you.” I said pushing her against the wall and taking her lips once again.

  “This week sucked.” She whispered across my lips causing my whole body to shiver.

  “I know baby.” I whispered back, unable to give up her lips.

  Slipping my hand in her hair and the other on her lower back I pulled her body up against mine deepening the kiss. Pushing my tongue past her lips I took as much as she was giving before we were both gasping for air.

  Damn my girl could kiss. Shit, did I just call her my girl? Was she my girl now? What if this was just a one time deal? Fuck, once would never be enough. But keeping her was so wrong. Fuck it. “Are you sure about this Olivia? There are still things I can’t tell you and if we’re going to do this you’re mine for a long time. There won’t be any waking up next week and deciding you can’t take the secrets.”

  “I’ll take the secrets as long as they don’t involve a girl on the side.” Olivia smirked.

  Damn she was cute.

  Dropping my smile I whispered the honest truth, “There is no one but you Olivia.”

  Smiling, her baby blue eyes glowed. “Then, I’m yours.”

  “Lets go.” I said grabbing her hand and rushing down the alley unable to wait another second.

  “Where are we going?” Olivia half asked half giggled her question.

  Stopping us I pulled Olivia into my arms, cupping her face with my hands. Dropping my head I touched my lips lightly to hers before pulling back half an inch and whispering, “My house.”

  ****

  Jonah practically ran us to his house thank god he only lived a couple of blocks away my heels were not for walking or running in this case.

  As Jonah led me to his room nervous turned my stomach into knots and my hands begun to shake and to my horror I started to giggle. I was pretty sure I was about to go somewhere I had never been before.

  That is if I could stop giggling long enough.

  Shutting his door and switching on a lamp that lit the room in a low glow Jonah turn to me smiling his heart stopping smile. Running his hands up my back he pulled me into his arms finding my lips and begun a sensual assault that had every nerve ending in my body screaming for more.

  Wow, I’d had some amazing kisses in my life but nothing compared to the way Jonah was working my lips.

  Sliding my hands up his chest Jonah pulled back abruptly, “You giggle when you’re nervous. We don’t have to do this Olivia. I’ll wait till your ready.”

  “What are you talking about?” I wasn’t giggling anymore his lips had seen to that.

  “The first day we meet you told me you giggle when you’re nervous.”

  Oh…My…God

  “You remember what I said?” I asked stunned that he’d remembered.

  Lowering his head so his forehead touched mine he whispered, “I remember every thing you have ever said to me Olivia.”

  His words slowed the raging hormones and put everything in perspective. Jonah has secrets yes, but the heart beating under my hand was pure and sweet. He may look like a badass in his black suit but the green eyes with the yellow flickers told me I was safe and that as long as he was around he would always keep me safe.

  Jonah was quite simply everything I’d been looking for.

  Pulling his face down to mine I let my kiss tell him everything he needed to know.

  “Have you done this before?” he whispered brushing his lips against my neck.

  “No.” I said breathless.

  Leaning back he looked me in the eyes, “Are you sure you want to give this to me?”

  Smiling I melted more into his body, “I’ve never been more sure.”

  A beautiful half smile graced his face as his hands ran lightly down my arms causing goose bumps to rise. Turning me around so my back was to his chest Jonah dropped his face into my neck kissing and nibbling as he slowly unzipped my dress.

  Shivers ran through my body as Jonah let my dress fall to the ground, his hands trailing down my naked chest living goose bumps across my skin as his fingers hooked in the waistband of my panties causing my breath to hitch.

  “Do you want to undress me Olivia?” Jonah whispered against the nape of neck biting down softly.

  My mind was so clouded in a sexual haze I could only nod yes to his question.

  Chuckling quietly Jonah turned me back to face him, “Good girl.” He whispered kissing the top of my head. Seeing Jonah for the first time as his eyes locked on to my naked chest caused a wave of desire I’d never felt before to rush through my veins.

  I started to undress him, slowly at first, but the more I could feel how hard he was getting the more excited my body became and the faster my fingers moved.

  My heart was beating so loud I was afraid he would hear it. I’d thought about this moment many times but I never thought it would feel this way. I was nervous but in a good, excited way because everything felt right.

  My hands moved to his belt but Jonah hands stopped me. “As much as I’d love for you to continue I’m losing my handle on my control.” Quirking an eyebrow at him, Jonah touched his mouth to mine as his hand let go of mine and started undoing his belt. “I’m standing her with the most beautiful woman I’d ever seen and even though I haven’t had you yet I know your going to be the sweetest woman I’ve ever had. So just knowing that and feeling your hand running over my body as you undresses me, it’s pushing me to the edge baby.”

  Oh my god.

  I tired to get my breathing under control, which was something very hard to do with my eyes locked on to a hard tattooed chest as Jonah shed his clothes in a rush till only his boxers where left.

  Bring his hand to my face Jonah ran his thumb across my bottom lip stopping as I sweep my tongue across it. Grinning at me his wet thumb dropped from my lip and glided down the middle of my body hooking into my panties. “Do you want these gone?” He asked tugging on them.

  My breathing was out of control now I was so turned on I wanted to cry out yes but I found the only thing I could do was nod.

  “That’s my girl.” He whispered as his other hand moved along my thigh making me whimper when he stopped. “Touch me Olivia.”

  I didn’t need to be told twice, one hand grabbed on to his shoulder while my other hand griped into his hips causing him to groan.

  So fast I missed it Jonah ripped my panties down my legs as his tongue licked across my shoulder and up my neck, the cold metal of his tongue ring against my hot skin making my eyes roll back in my head.

  Stopping with his lips at my ear Jonah whispered. “If you want them gone,” He nodded his head down to his boxers that I was grabbing onto with a death grip that I knew was going to leave fingernail marks in his skin, “Take them.”

  Once again I didn’t need to be told twice.

  Pushing his boxers down desire hit into me hard and heavy.

  Grabbing for each other our naked bodies collided our lips crushing together in a frantic kiss.

  Pulling apart when we both were grasping for air Jonah laid me on the bed.

  Crawling on top of me and positioned himself between my legs, his kiss on my lips turned soft and light as he pulled a condom from the top drawer of his nightstand.

  Looking into my eyes silently asking for permission he kissed my forehead, “I can’t promise this won’t hurt baby.” He whispered as he slowly pushed inside of me with a husky groan.

  A spike of pain shot through my body but was quickly swept away as the room disappeared and the only thing that was left was Jonah and me.

  Through our connected bodies I could feel his love and desire and it was the most beautiful thing I’d ever experienced.

  Starting to move slowly and carefully a moan escaped my lips causing Jonah to growl and take my lip in hard, powerful kiss.

  Breaking the kiss Jonah’s lips brushed against my ear, “Olivia.” He moaned.

  Hearing the desperation in his voice, feeling the tremors running through his body and seeing the b
urning in his eyes I was done moving slow.

  Reading the look on my face so was Jonah.

  With in minutes Jonah had my world exploding.

  ****

  Walking back from the bathroom I felt my heart stop Olivia’s naked body was stretched across the grey sheets her black hair swept across her sleeping face.

  Afterwards I’d held her until she fell asleep hating when I’d had to leave the warmth of her body. Never in my life had I wanted to stick around after sex. Sex had always been a physical acted for me but not with Olivia. With Olivia it had been so much more it was quite simple everything I’d ever wanted.

  Crawling back into bed I pulled Olivia to my chest and felt my heart tighten when she curled herself around my body with a content sigh.

  Chapter 9

  “Denny what the hell?” Jonah’s voice heavy with sleep asked pulling me from a dream that was almost as sexy as his voice first thing in the morning.

  “Sorry brother but her fucking phone is driving me fucking crazy.”

  Oh no Denny was in the room and I was naked, thank god I was laying on my front and the sheet was a least covering my butt.

  “Hand over the phone, get you eyes off my girl’s back and watch your damn mouth.”

  “She’s not even fucking awake.”

  “I’m awake.” I said unable to stop myself from laughing.

  “Then I take back my fuck.”

  “Get out.” Jonah hissed while I laughed.

  “I’ll wait till she turns over.” Denny snickered.

  “Out!” Jonah yelled.

  Throwing my cell on the bottom of the bed and laughing louder Denny left.

  Rolling me to my back Jonah covered me with his body, “That was not how I pictured waking up this morning.”

  “How did you picture waking up?”

  “Like this.” Jonah murmured his tongue running along my bottom lip then slipping into my mouth. Joining our lips in a hot kiss his tongue ring slid across my tongue causing me to whimper and my body to shiver.

  Needing more I gripped a handful of his soft golden blonde hair and pushed hard against his body.

  Moaning his hand moved down my side to my thigh. Hooking his hand around my knee he pulled my leg around his waist. “You’re so beautiful Olivia.” He said breathless moving his mouth on to my neck.

  “You’re only saying that because you don’t have your glasses on.” I said swallowing back the moan.

  “What if I told you, your beauty is so bright I can see it thought the fuzziness?”

  “I would say you’re full of shit.”

  Laughing the cold metal of his tongue ring moved across my collarbone. “Oh God,” I groaned, “I love your tongue ring.” His head lifted up and his eyes burned into mine. “What?” I asked.

  “Gods name has never turned me on so much.” He grinned down at me.

  “Stop talking.” I said surprising myself.

  Chuckling Jonah kissed me gently for all of two second before his kiss became hard and demanding.

  It was my hand reaching over to the nightstand this time as my cell rang and Denny’s deep voice screamed for me to pick it up before he did.

  Mumbling cuss words Jonah rolled off me.

  I grabbed my phone and Jonah put on his glasses, damn he was hot with his glasses on.

  “Wow, you’re a popular person.” Jonah said looking over my shoulder at the thirty-two missed calls.

  Controlled more like. Hitting ignore to Darcy’s call I threw my cell on to the nightstand.

  Turning into Jonah I kissed his neck as his hand rubbed up and down my back and my freaking phone rang again.

  “Just answer it baby.” Jonah whispered.

  “It’s fine, it’s just Darcy.” I said against his neck.

  “Pick up Olivia. If you don’t she’s just going to keep calling.” Jonah said handing me my cell.

  Sighing I picked up, “Darcy girl I can’t−”

  “Where the hell are you?” My mother hissed down the phone cutting me off.

  Jonah’s eyes narrowed into angry slits.

  “I’m at home.”

  “Oh really because I’m at your apartment looking at your bed that hasn’t been slept in all night.”

  “What are you doing at my apartment?”

  “Whatever I want, I pay for it.” Leaning my forehead on to Jonah’s chest I shook my head. “I don’t know what has gotten into you lately but I do not like it.”

  Putting his hand under my chin Jonah lifted my face up, concern and anger were written all over his face. “What’s wrong?” he whispered.

  “I’m being yelled out for not being in my bed.” I whispered back.

  “Who the hell are you talking to?” My mother shouted loud enough for Jonah to hear.

  “Tell her where going through a tunnel.” Jonah chuckled.

  “Mom I’ve got to go we’re going through a tunnel.”

  My mothers screeching voice sounded from the phone as Jonah took the phone and hung up. “So, your mom sounds nice.” Jonah said sarcastically putting my cell down on the nightstand.

  “Oh yeah she’s the best.” I said giving him two thumbs up in mock happiness.

  Sitting up more Jonah pulled me into his lap so that I was straddling his waist. “Truth baby because honestly I did not like the way she was talking to you.” He said running his hands through my hair making me awfully aware that I was completely naked about to answer questions about my mother.

  Leaning over the bed I grabbed a black t-shirt off the floor. Pulling it over my head Jonah lifted my hair out of the back.

  “I can’t decided what’s hotter you naked or you wearing nothing but my t-shirt.” Kissing my lips lightly once, he pulled back, “Now answer my question.”

  “My parents are kind of awful and very controlling.”

  “Yeah, I kind of got that from what happened at the coffee shop.”

  “What are your parents like?”

  “From what I remember of them, they were great.” Tilting my head to the side Jonah answered my unspoken question. “My parents and baby sister died in a car accident when I was thirteen.”

  “I’m sorry Jonah.” I said hugging him tightly, “Where did you go after they died?”

  “Foster care with Mason for a couple months then the state let Vinnie and Denny take me in.”

  “I like Mason and Denny.”

  “Don’t tell Denny that he already has a big enough head.” Jonah said amusement in his voice.

  “Does Mason work with you and Denny?” I asked leaning back so I could look at him.

  “No, Mason works for a private security firm.”

  “That sounds cool. Tell me about your job?”

  Wincing slightly he shook his head, “I want to know what you do first.”

  “I’m studying to be a vet.”

  “You like animals huh?”

  “Love them. Truthfully I like animals better than I like most people.”

  “You like me more then the animals though right?”

  “Of course.” I said in a mocking voice bating my eyelashes, “Now tell me about your work?”

  Scooting off the bed with me still on his lap Jonah stood up. “No.”

  “No?” I repeated while he sat me on the bed and started to pull on a pair of blue jeans.

  “Yes, no it’s almost noon I need to feed you.”

  Standing up I walked towards Jonah and couldn’t help running my hands over the tribal art that started on his upper left arm and wrapped around his shoulder and ran into his chest. Trailing my hand down his chest I stopped at the roses tattooed across his rib cage and side. The tattoo was a yellow and black rose over lapping with black words written underneath in a different language. “What does it say?” I asked tracing the words.

  “It’s their names.”

  Sadness swept through me. I knew the pain of losing people you loved. Thinking of Jonah going through that at such a young age had tears welling up in my eyes.


  Cupping my face Jonah leaned his forehead against mine. “You never knew them nor did you know me at the time it happened yet still you cry. I haven’t felt compassion like yours since my mother died.”

  Taking a shaky breath I kissed him tenderly. “I like your tattoos and piercings why are you constantly coving them up or taking them out?”

  “Vinnie doesn’t think they’re professional.” Jonah shrugged. “Now stop distracting me put your panties on and hop on.”

  Grinning I pulled my panties on, “You know normally that sentence is said a little differently.”

  Lips twitching Jonah leaned down so I could jump on his back.

  Me giggling like a five year old and Jonah flat out laughing, we bounced down the stairs and into the hall.

  “Shit.” Jonah mumbled stopping in the doorway of the kitchen.

  The kitchen was filled with big men, Denny sat on the counter top, Mason was leaning against the stove and Kay with two other men sat around the kitchen table.

  “Is there a reason you’re all in my kitchen?” Jonah asked.

  “Denny called us,” a guy with light spikey blond hair answered, “told us you finally spent the night with a girl.”

  No freaking way Jonah was a… No.

  Loud laughter broke into my momentary freak out.

  “Your girl has the wrong idea. She’s thinking she deflowered you.” Denny choked out between laughter.

  “Can you deflower a guy?” The other guy I didn’t know asked.

  “What they mean Olivia is Jonah doesn’t spend the night after sex and he has never brought a girl here.” Mason said despite Jonah’s obvious anger.

  I wasn’t an expert on how one acts when finding out there boyfriend was a man whore but all I could hear was that I was the one exception.

  Screw breakfast I was going to have something way yummier.

  “Jonah, put me down.” I said to the back of his head.

  “You’re a dead man Mason.” Jonah promised letting me slid down. Once my feet hit the ground Jonah pulled me around to face him. “Olivia I can explain.” He said both hands held up in surrender.