Wrath ss-5

by Kristie Cook

  “Um . . . Mom?” I hesitated. “This isn’t—”

  She turned her head away from his chest and toward me, with tears streaming down her cheeks and a smile on her face.

  “It is, honey,” she said as she tightened her arms around the vampire. “This is Oliver Winston Chambers. He prefers Winston, but he’s always been my Oliver to me.”

  “And he’s—”

  She reached a hand up and pressed it against his face. The vamp who had been threatening to eat us all alive only a few minutes ago leaned into her hand, and if a vampire could have googly eyes, he did.

  “He’s my soul mate.”

  Memories of them together before he’d been turned and before she’d gone through the Ang’dora played in Winston-Oliver-whatever-his-name-was’ mind as though they were yesterday. To him, they practically felt that way. He was the real deal. And the way Mom pressed herself against him, I couldn’t deny it. Only true love could overcome the stench of his clothes so she could stand to be near him.

  “Unchain him,” Mom ordered, and she looked up at him. “I can trust you.” She didn’t make it a question.

  “We have much to discuss,” he said as he lowered his head. She stretched up on her toes to kiss his lips.

  Wow. This is beyond weird. I hadn’t seen Mom with a man since I was in my teens, and she’d never been outwardly affectionate with any of them. Now, however, she looked as though she couldn’t help it.

  “First thing is your conversion,” she said to him.

  Thank goodness no one had removed the shackles yet. Winston-Oliver’s body stiffened, and his eyes hardened. But for only a brief moment.

  “If that’s what it takes,” he said, his eyes softening as they continued to stare at Mom. “Anything for you, love.”

  Nobody moved to release him from the chains until Mom insisted, and then gave a direct order. I held my breath when Charlotte and Tristan freed the vampire. His arms came down and looped around Mom’s waist. He lifted her so her face came level to his. So her throat was in reach. His eyes darted down to the pulse he could see and smell in her neck, and palpable tension returned to the room. My own heart raced as I worried about my mother.

  “Oliver,” she whispered, and his gaze returned to her face. “I have never stopped loving you.”

  “Nor I you,” he replied before bringing her in for a real kiss.

  If this weren’t my mom and a Daemoni vampire who’d been down for a hundred years, I’d have probably been in tears. This was better than any romance book or movie ever. Definitely better than any I’d written, and my books had been called the best paranormal romances of all time. But it was my mom, and he was a Daemoni vamp. A thirsty one.

  “Sophia,” Char said, thankfully being the first to speak up and interrupt them. “The conversion?”

  Mom pulled away from the kiss and looked over her shoulder at us. “We need to talk first. Doing it now would be a form of coercion. He deserves to know everything beforehand.”

  “Agreed,” Char said, “so how do you want to do this?”

  “I want you to leave us alone,” Mom answered easily. “All of you out.”

  Char, Tristan, and I exchanged a look. We weren’t budging.

  “Out,” Mom repeated.

  “Sophia—” Char and Tristan both began.

  “That’s an order.”

  “Mom,” I started.

  “I will be fine. He won’t hurt me. Will you, Oliver?”

  He cocked his head, but his nostrils flared, and he surely inhaled the Amadis scent all over us. “I’m confused, but I will never hurt you, Sophia. Never again.”

  We still didn’t move, but eventually Mom forced us out. Tristan, Charlotte, and Vanessa took turns guarding the door, and I stayed at the top of the stairs, trying to listen to their minds. Mom yelled at me every time I entered hers. Then she mentally yelled at me some more when I wasn’t in her head, because she knew it meant I’d moved to Winston’s. Eventually I gave up the fight, pulled out of their minds, and waited.

  Hours passed. Charlotte released the muffle on the room every so often, long enough so we could be sure Mom hadn’t started screaming for help or anything, and then she’d replace it to give them privacy. Finally, after the sun had risen the next morning, Mom came out of the room, pulling Winston with her by the hand.

  “He needs faith healing,” she said, “but the Daemoni energy has been eliminated.”

  Char and I rose from our seats on the stairs in surprise.

  Mom shrugged. “Love can conquer anything. It was fairly easy, even on my own. In fact, we talked through much of it. Right now, though, he could use a shower and some clothes.”

  While Winston cleaned up, Mom told us his story. When she’d thought he had died, he’d actually been turned, and his master had taken him away. He hadn’t known about Mom being an Amadis daughter, so he thought he could never tell her about what he had become. But he couldn’t stand to be away from her. He followed her to the States, but always talked himself out of approaching her, afraid he wouldn’t be able to overcome the desire to drink her dry. He’d decided to convert to Amadis, knowing he could never live like a Daemoni, and hoping he might be able to be around Mom then. But before he could take the necessary steps, the Daemoni staked him and buried him alive.

  I’d never seen Mom so happy. So in love. For a long time when I was younger, I’d believed she wasn’t capable of love, and now she practically swooned. She stayed with us as Sheree worked with Winston through his faith healing, and when they weren’t doing that, Mom and Winston spent nearly all of their time in the bedroom. I didn’t want to think about what exactly they did in there—she was my mom—but I couldn’t help but feel happy for her.

  “Their story is amazing,” Blossom said one evening as we both cleaned up the kitchen after dinner. She stared out the window where Mom and Winston huddled together on a bench in the backyard, gazing at the stars.

  “And yours?” I asked, nudging her in the ribs with my elbow.

  “It’s not nearly as romantic.” She sighed before looking at me with a shy smile. “But I do really like Jax. I mean, more than like him. There’s been this connection since the beginning, you know, and we have so many things in common, but lots more not in common, which is okay because that’s what keeps things interesting. And he’s really sweet, and his body . . . wow, his body . . .”

  She became uncharacteristically silent, and I suppressed a chuckle. I knew exactly what Jax’s body looked like. All of it. It didn’t compare to Tristan’s, but I could understand why Blossom would be impressed. The man-croc lacked nothing except for hair.

  “So,” I said, bringing her attention back to the kitchen, “is it serious?”

  She gazed out at Mom and Winston again. “Not like that. But I think I want it to be. I just don’t really know how to cross the line with Jax. He’s not like any other man I’ve ever been with.”

  I dried the last wine glass and put it away, and a thought occurred to me.

  “They say the way to a man’s heart is through his stomach, right?” I said. “How about Tristan and I make you and Jax a romantic dinner? And you bake him a cake for dessert. We’ll warm him up with a gourmet meal, but once he tastes your cake, he’ll be putty in your hands.”

  Blossom grinned excitedly. “You think?”

  “He’ll be a goner,” I promised. Not that I knew a lot about seducing a man, but I did know Blossom’s cakes. They were practically orgasmic. If Jax didn’t get the message after the meal and dessert we planned for him, then he didn’t deserve her.

  Fortunately, the meal went off without a hitch, and the two of them disappeared for their hotel right after, taking the cake with them. Mom and Winston were constantly alone, and she began to talk about bringing him to the Island. Char was happy for Mom, knowing how long she had been alone and what she had sacrificed in the area of love. But now I felt bad for the warlock, whose husband had been a farce for most of their marriage. Sheree remained single, to
o, and, of course, Vanessa, whose hope for eternal love had once again been placed in the wrong person.

  That reminder came to me every day. Not an hour went by that I didn’t think about Owen, Kali, Lucas, or Dorian. Mostly Dorian, of course. We needed to get back on the road. We’d been ready to leave before the discovery of Winston, and Sheree had made great progress with his faith healing. Someone on the Island could provide what he needed now. We had to return our focus to our missions.

  “The D.C. area,” Mom said one day in late June as we discussed our plans. “I feel something strong there. I sense that’s where you should go.”

  Blossom’s spell had begun to work again, at least enough to give us a small prod north, which confirmed Mom’s hunch. So we finally packed up, said our goodbyes, and gave our well wishes to Mom and Winston before we headed north as they headed for the airport. The smile on Mom’s face and the love I felt radiating between the two of them would forever be imprinted on my soul. I hoped this was the beginning of better times to come.

  After we crossed the Virginia state line, we stopped in the Shenandoah Mountains and spent the night in the woods, where Blossom and I could let our minds roam freely. We felt a bump to the northeast, rather than straight north. And it came stronger than usual.

  “We must be getting close,” she said quietly, but I tried not to become too excited that Mom had been right about Washington, D.C. After all, it was a big metropolitan area.

  The next day, we drove to my old stomping grounds of Northern Virginia and took up residence at the Fairfax safe house—the same one where Tristan had left me years ago. The place where I’d given birth to Dorian.

  Perhaps because of that, his presence was heavy enough for Blossom to finally zero in, and I found it.

  I.

  Found.

  It!

  His mind signature floating in a sea of others, but definitely his.

  Dorian! I silently screamed.

  “Mom?”

  Chapter 18

  Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God.

  Dorian?!

  My heart had jumped into my throat at his mental response, and now it throbbed there. I couldn’t believe after all these months I’d finally heard him. We’d found him! But then—

  The pick jabbed into my brain again.

  My vision went completely white. Then black.

  I came to screaming Dorian’s name.

  “No!” I yelled when I realized we’d lost him. I pushed myself out of Tristan’s lap and pawed at the tickle by my ear but ignored the blood on my fingers as I turned on Blossom. “Did we get his location?”

  The witch frowned, her eyes full of tears. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I was just about to, but we went blank at the last second. It was like someone shut us out.”

  “That fucking bitch!” I screamed as I slammed my fists against my thighs.

  Tristan and Blossom both looked at me with questions in their eyes.

  “I’m almost positive it was Kali pushing me out,” I said through clenched teeth. “She must have Dorian and knew I’d reached him. I had probably been close those other times, too.”

  Some part of me must have known it had been her all along jabbing into my brain, but another part had been trying to deny the theory because it meant admitting to Owen’s involvement as well. But the evidence had always been there, and my soul had always known. Because every day my hatred for the sorceress had grown. Every day I wanted to kill her more than I did the day before. Every night I dreamt of when the time would come. Probably not very Amadis of me, but the bitch’s soul had no hope. I fantasized about what the Otherworld would do with it.

  When I didn’t dream of killing Kali, I had nightmares of the only real kill I’d ever had. The Were in Hades, whom I’d stabbed in the gut and left dead in a pool of his own blood. It was self defense—either him or me—but I’d never know if his soul had any hope. If it could have ever been saved. If I had damned him to Hell without giving him the chance he might have deserved. And when I woke up from those nightmares, I couldn’t help but wonder if God’s wrath had taken Dorian away from me.

  Maybe God’s wrath would prevent us from ever finding him.

  And maybe I deserved that.

  But I hoped not. I had to believe that although God had his reason for this to happen, He didn’t intend to keep Dorian away from us permanently. I had to believe He didn’t want Dorian to become Daemoni. I had to have faith He was a forgiving God and would show us mercy.

  Otherwise, what was the point to any of this? To us, the Amadis? Why fight for these souls if they wouldn’t be given mercy and forgiveness? There had to be a point to it all!

  So I would hold on to my faith and beliefs. I would hold on to the hope that we would find Dorian. I would keep fighting for my son, until the end.

  “We’ll keep trying,” Blossom said.

  “Damn straight,” I said through clenched teeth before stomping off for the bathroom to clean the blood off my face and neck.

  We did keep trying, but the trail had grown cold. We tried for days, then weeks. We knew we were close—the prods were so minutely to the east of us, we knew he had to be in the D.C. area, as Mom had sensed, probably here in Northern Virginia. We rode out under cloaks so I could mentally search, and every time we went after potential converts, I reached out with my mind, probing for the familiar mind signatures we sought. They continued to elude me, though, and the potential converts kept slipping through our fingers. The hope of Mom and Winston’s reunion and Jax and Blossom’s budding relationship had lifted all of our spirits, but our moods quickly spiraled downward.

  “Here’s something to cheer you up,” Blossom said one afternoon as she placed a mug on the patio table in front of me, steam rising from its contents. My stomach lurched at the smell. “I’ve finally been able to gather all the herbs we’d lost in the plane crash.”

  “This is supposed to cheer me up?” I asked, making a face at the atrocious smell of the fertility tea. It was a hot summer day, and sweat already trickled down my back in the humidity. The last thing I wanted was a steaming cup of gasoline-flavored nastiness.

  “A baby would lift the spirits of the entire Amadis. Can you imagine what such good news would do for everyone?”

  Yeah, actually, I could imagine it. Such news would incite the Council to insist on my return to the safety of the Amadis Island, which I wouldn’t do until we found Dorian. And that put me in a bit of a conundrum. I wanted a baby girl as much as everyone else, although maybe not for the same reasons. Drinking the tea and doing everything we could to become pregnant was the right thing to do. But what if I did conceive this very night? What if I became pregnant before we found Dorian?

  Blossom noticed something was wrong—more than my problem with the taste. She sat down beside me and stroked a hand over my hair.

  “What is it?” she asked.

  Tears stung my eyes. I tapped my finger on my temple to give her warning then spoke via mind-talk.

  If I get pregnant now, they’ll make me abandon the search.

  “Ah.” She considered this for a moment. “We don’t know how long it’ll take. I don’t think the potion is a one-hit wonder. It takes several doses to prepare your body. Maybe by then, we’ll have found him. We are getting close. I can feel it.”

  But what if we don’t? We have Tristan’s stone, so this could be the one last thing we need for me to conceive. It would be my luck to get pregnant right away, before we find Dorian.

  “Well,” she said as she gave me a squeeze, “it’s not like you’ll show right away. Nobody will have to know. I can keep a secret. Can you?”

  I sighed. Mom will know.

  “Not if you’re not around her, and I think she’s pretty tied up with other things right now. She doesn’t even have to know I’ve found all the herbs. Nobody has to know you’re drinking the tea yet.”

  I knew the ploy wouldn’t last for long. At some point, Tristan and Vanessa and eventually the Weres, too,
would be able to hear a heartbeat. But my conscience wouldn’t allow me to not drink the tea and do what I needed to do for the next daughter. If I became pregnant and the news spread to the Council before we found Dorian, I’d have to make one of the hardest decisions of my life. But for now, that remained a fear unrealized.

  I lifted the mug to my lips, grimaced as the gasoline smell engulfed me, and then chugged the entire contents. I clamped my mouth shut tight until I knew it would stay in my stomach.

  “Let’s hope it works,” I muttered half-heartedly.

  “Yes. But maybe not right away,” Blossom said with a small smile as she picked up the mug and went back inside.

  I sat on the deck of the safe house, studying the beautifully landscaped lawn and the woods beyond. If I hadn’t witnessed the battle myself, I’d never know this scene hadn’t always been so peaceful. This was the exact lawn where Tristan had gone out to fight, leaving me behind, not to return for seven years.

  My mood deteriorated more.

  And the sudden urge to run overcame me. I didn’t know if the tea had begun to do anything to prime my ovaries, but it certainly gave me a big burst of energy. A workout would help expend some of the built-up tension, too, which I desperately needed. I hurried inside and found a sports bra, running shorts, and shoes in the wardrobe of our suite. I loved having mages on staff who could anticipate our every need.

  “I was just coming to find you,” Tristan said when I ran into him in the foyer. His gaze traveled up and down my body, and he gave me a sexy smile. “You want to work out?”

  “Yeah, but not Aikido. I’m going for a run.”

  He nodded. “I’ll go with you.”

  “Um, actually, I’d rather go alone.” I needed some time by myself. We were always together, and usually not only the two of us, except in bed, which hadn’t been the most pleasant of places between the nightmares and the lack of mental privacy. Tristan grimaced. “I won’t leave the safe house property, so I’ll stay in the shield.”

  His eyes narrowed, but he gave me a small nod. “Take Sasha, at least.”