Matt brought his hands up to Aaron’s face, cupping his cheeks gently in his hands as he brought their lips together. Their mouths opened and tongues found each other’s instantly. Their bodies pressed close together as Matt reached around and palmed the globes of Aaron’s ass. The gentle massage was such a welcome relief to his lonely body.
Moans of lust and desire filled the room as they fed off one another’s passion. Aaron still had more questions than answers about the two years Matt spent living a life without him. He had no idea if there had been anyone else. He didn’t even know what had changed with them, if anything had at all.
All he knew was that he loved this man with his whole heart. They had this. They had now. The rest they would figure out later.
Chapter Eight
Matt pulled away from their kiss. He stared at Aaron for a long while before finally whispering the only words he could manage to speak, “I want you.”
“I want you, too, baby.”
“It’s been so long. I never thought…it’s just been too long. I need you,” Matt admitted, not caring how it sounded. His heart was nearly beating out of his chest and felt like it was going to burst.
“We don’t have to wait any longer. I’m sorry I was gone for so long, but I’m here now.” Aaron smiled. “Thank you, baby.”
Matt eyed him curiously. “Thank you? For what?”
“For loving me enough to not give up on me even when the doctors told you to. For waiting for me and not walking away.”
Matt felt a lump of guilt fill up and clog his throat. “Babe, I…”
He hesitated before saying anything more. For days, he’d struggled with the knowledge that he hadn’t been the loyal and faithful partner who had stood by his side without ever straying.
For three months he had embarked on a romance with Steve that left part of his heart broken. He still thought of him every day. He still felt sadness for the fact that it was now over.
How could he ever explain something like that to Aaron? How could he hurt him after everything he’d been through?
The answer was simple. He knew that he couldn’t. He owed it to Aaron to leave Steve in the past and concentrate on their future. Even if a piece of him might always be lost and with another man he had fallen in love with, he would not allow it to hurt what he had with Aaron. He just couldn’t.
“What is it? What’s the matter?” Aaron asked.
“It’s nothing.” Matt gave him a reassuring smile. “It’s just so hard to believe that you’re back here after being gone for so long.”
“And that’s a good thing, right? You’re glad that I’m back, aren’t you?”
“Oh, Aaron. Yes, baby. Of course I am. How could you even think otherwise?”
Aaron shrugged. “I don’t know. This is just all too surreal. I mean, for me…It seems like it’s only been a few days. But for you…” He shook his head. “I can only imagine how strange it must be for you. I mean…what did you do? With your life, I mean?”
“What do you mean what did I do? I went to work and visited you every day.” He answered, not entirely sure he liked the direction the questions seemed to be headed in.
“At first, yeah. But, I talked to Nurse Nguyen. She told me that after a while it just got to be too much for you. I understand, please don’t think that I don’t. I just…well, I don’t know exactly how to say this. But, when it got to be too much for you, what did you do with yourself? To occupy your time and such? How did you go on without me?”
Matt held Aaron’s face firmly in his hands and looked into his eyes. “Now you listen to me, okay? There was no going on without you. Waking up every day, going to bed every night, doing so many things that we used to together suddenly alone…it was the hardest and darkest days of my life.”
“But eventually you stopped coming as often. And I understand why you had to. I am just curious what you did with yourself. I can’t help but feel like an outsider to your life.”
Matt heard the lack of confidence in Aaron’s voice and hated himself for it. He wished he didn’t have to lie to him, but he didn’t see any other way. He’d already been through so much, that he’d be damned if he would be the reason why Aaron felt more pain.
“Listen to me, Aaron. I always thought about you. Even when we weren’t together. Over those weeks, months, and years we were apart I never stopped thinking about you. You were always on my mind. Even at work, you’d be lurking somewhere in the back of my thoughts. You and I are soul mates. You are my true love and we’re meant to be together. Forever. Do you understand me?”
“Yes, I understand. I just can’t help but wonder. I have so many questions. I hate that I just left you to live your life, our life, all alone.”
“Babe, I did a lot of soul searching those first few weeks you were in the coma. I realized how much we had to be grateful for and took for granted. Like my obsessive need for cleanliness. How many times did I used to nag you about not eating in the living room?”
Aaron laughed. “I’d say pretty much all the time.”
“Exactly. And how about the times I would get annoyed at you for not putting the cap on the toothpaste? I mean, it’s all just so trivial and those things, they just don’t matter. I hate that it took a car accident to make me realize just how foolish I had been behaving.”
“You weren’t that bad. I mean hell, half the time I did those things just to piss you off because you get so damn cute when you’re all riled up.”
“Yeah, I know.” Matt smirked. “And that annoyed me, too. But, it took you being in that damn coma for me to realize that everything you did to annoy me, I actually loved. I loved those obnoxious qualities because they were a part of you. Good or bad, we are each other’s other half. Whether you leave crumbs, or I nag you to death, none of it matters because you and I just don’t work without the other. As cheesy as it may sound, we complete one another.”
“It’s not cheesy, babe. Not at all.” Aaron’s eyes began watering and he blinked several times. “I just can’t believe that we’re getting this second chance. They told me at the hospital how great you were with me. How you would sit there with me, hold my hand, read to me, talk about sports and the news. They said you did so many amazing things for me.”
“And I’d do them all again. Although…it would be nice if you stopped taking those long naps. They can really be a mood killer when I’m missing you.”
“Hey, you know me and how I like my sleep. Besides, you always said I was a giant pain in the ass. I’m just trying to live up to my reputation.” Aaron smiled.
Matt rolled his eyes and laughed. “Yes, you are, but I can be a bigger one.”
“Oh yeah? Is that a threat or a promise?” Aaron asked with a mischievous grin.
Matt brought his hands down and around to Aaron’s ass and squeezed his cheeks firmly. “Maybe a little bit from column A and a little bit from column B.”
“Ohh, spreadsheet naughty talk. That’s the naughty banker I remember,” Aaron teased.
“That’s me.” Matt grinned and waggled his brows suggestively.
“Maybe you should put your money where your mouth is?” Aaron countered.
“Is that a challenge I hear?”
“You bet your ass it is.”
Matt took the challenge willingly. He’d ached for Aaron for far too long to not selfishly take what he’d been longing for.
With his hands still on Aaron’s ass, he slid down to the floor. Aaron’s cock stood at attention right before his eyes and looked better than he remembered.
He drew in a breath, inhaling deeply as he allowed Aaron’s scent to envelop him. He may have just washed with soap, but that wasn’t what Matt smelled. It was Aaron, all man, all hard and ready, and Matt could swear that it smelled better than he could have ever recalled.
Matt couldn’t wait any more. It had already been two long years. It was finally time to find relief for the emptiness he felt for too long.
In an instant, Matt fisted Aaron
’s cock in the palm of his hand and leaned forward. He opened wide and slid Aaron’s cock into his mouth. It hung thick and heavy in his mouth at first as Matt worked him to the back of his throat.
The thick veins protruding through the stretched skin of his dick only added to Matt’s excitement. He loved how rough and torturous they felt against his tongue as he worked himself up and down along each and every one. Like a road map, they wound and curved along his length promising Matt one hell of a ride.
Breathless, he pulled back and looked up at Aaron. His body looked so beautiful. He knew Aaron was disappointed with how much muscle mass he had lost, but Matt didn’t see any of that. All he saw was the man that he loved. The man that he had thought he’d lost.
“I want you so bad,” Matt mumbled with Aaron’s cock still in his mouth.
Aaron’s hands clutched the back of Matt’s head and pushed him further down on his cock. Matt opened wider, allowing Aaron to set the pace. He was now hungrier for Aaron than ever before.
Matt closed his lips tightly around his cock and nearly swallowed Aaron into the back of his throat. His thick head poked at his windpipe, almost gagging him with how much he filled Matt’s mouth.
He opened his nostrils wide and sucked in as much oxygen as he could, trying his best to keep his lips tightly clamped around Aaron’s cock.
“Oh, fuck yeah, baby.” Aaron thrust his hips forward. “Suck me.”
Matt remained still, allowing Aaron to hold and keep the pace as he fucked Matt’s mouth with every rock of his hips. Drops of pre-cum hit his tongue and only enticed Matt all the more as Aaron continued to fuck his face.
Matt opened his eyes and watched while Aaron put his whole body into it. He reached around with both hands and kneaded his fingers into the plump flesh of Aaron’s ass. A primal urge was working through his body. It was something stronger than the mere urge to fuck. He wanted to claim Aaron and make sure the Gods of fate who had dared to try to keep them apart would never think to try it again.
Abruptly, Matt stood up and turned Aaron around. He wrapped him in a tight embrace and pressed his cock along the seam of Aaron’s ass. Then he thrust and ground his hips forward, pressing his dick against the opening that he wanted so desperately to invade.
Matt leaned forward and began lavishing long and hot kisses along the column of Aaron’s neck. He heard Aaron muttering something, but whatever it was, Matt couldn’t understand. He couldn’t make heads or tails of anything in that moment. All he heard was his own moans and the thundering beat of his heart.
He was too caught up in how good it felt to be back with Aaron again. To be in his arms, with their naked bodies pressed close together, it was almost disorienting and so completely overwhelming that he could barely see straight.
Aaron tried to turn around, but Matt held him in position. He only moved them slightly, just enough to where their bodies were pressed flushed against the bathroom counter. Matt looked up at the steam-filled mirror before them as drops of moisture caused steaks of their reflection to shine back at them.
Aaron’s thick cock glistened in the sunlight from the wetness of Matt sucking him off. He reached down in between their bodies and played with the round globes of Aaron’s ass. Kneading and massaging them in his palms, he couldn’t get enough of how good it felt to have him like this again.
Matt needed to lose himself completely with Aaron. He needed that reminder that despite the accident, despite the coma or their time apart, that nothing could break their bond. He needed to know that Aaron belonged to him and this was real.
He wanted the pain he felt all those months erased from his memory. He wanted to fuck him until he knew without a shadow of a doubt that this was really happening. That his mind wasn’t playing some sort of mind fuck on him and he really had Aaron back.
“I want you so fucking bad, baby.” He whispered his need into Aaron’s ear.
Aaron stared back at him through the mirror’s reflection. “I want you, too. I want you to fuck me…I want you to love me.”
Matt dropped his forehead against the back of Aaron’s head. “God, I do. I love you so damn much that it hurts sometimes.”
“Then show me. Please. Fuck me,” Aaron begged.
Matt lifted his head and stared back at Aaron’s reflection. He looked so needy, so utterly beautiful that he couldn’t refuse either of them a second longer.
Matt knew he had lubricant in the top drawer of his bathroom. He reached around and quickly pulled it out, hoping to hell that Aaron didn’t question why he had it at all. Memories of Steve flashed through his mind and threatened to kill the mood. With a heavy guilt, he pushed Steve aside and far away from the present. He couldn’t think of him now, not while he was with Aaron.
Quickly and with purpose, Matt flipped open the cap and squirted a liberal amount onto his fingers. He then worked it into the crease of Aaron’s ass. Then pushing forward, he slid his cock into the crack and nudged at Aaron’s tight hole.
With one hand he continued to slather the slippery substance into the crack of Aaron’s ass. Slowly at first, he slid one and then two fingers inside, getting Aaron ready for the stretch he would soon be feeling.
His cock flinched when Aaron moaned and demanded more from him. Not wanting to disappoint and loving how desperate for him that Aaron was, he added a third and finally a fourth finger to the tight opening. Matt did his best to stretch the tight muscles and relax his body, which contracted against his fingers with every thrust.
“Are you ready, babe?” He waited for Aaron to answer, but was only given moan of pleasure and a nod of agreement.
Matt bent his knees just enough to position his cock at Aaron’s puckered hole. He knew he wouldn’t be able to last long. He’d been waiting for this for two damn years and he could already sense his impending orgasm building from the heat that radiated from Aaron’s ass.
He took a moment to calm his nerves and then pushed forward. Thrusting just the tip through the tight hole, Matt clenched his jaw as he tried to restrain himself. With only the inch he was inside, it was already the sweetest and most unrelenting form of torture.
Aaron pushed his ass back against Matt and braced his hands on the top of the counter. Matt’s body jolted into action and met Aaron in the middle. With their hips rocking back and forth with one another, it wasn’t long before Matt’s cock was buried tightly in the deepest part of Aaron’s ass.
Fuck, but he felt so damn good. A million pulsating nerve endings worked around Matt’s cock in a constant vibration, massaging him with expert skill.
Pleasure rippled through his body and worked its way through every part of him. After a few minutes of this, Matt was no longer sure who was fucking who. Aaron’s ass pumped and pounded against his crotch while he tried to keep up with his eager pace.
His climax was close. He could feel it calling to him, clawing at him and ripping at him along his spine. There was a fire blazing inside of him, hot and raging, it spread through him like an inferno.
Speed was no longer a factor in what they were doing. Whether he moved slow or fast with Aaron, he was going to fall one way or another. And, chances were, it was going to be sooner rather than later. Aaron was literally possessing his soul, taking control just like he used to.
This was more than sex. With Aaron it was raw, it was primal, it was essential, and the most passionate type of love he’d ever known.
Matt wanted to remain still, holding himself tight and close against Aaron’s body, but he was at the mercy of the man who had taken charge. He would take it all and enjoy the exhilarating ride that Aaron was taking him on.
Moans and sounds of skin slapping against skin filled the room. It mingled with their heavy breaths only adding to the most intoxicating feeling as the scent of sex permeated his senses.
“Fuck me, baby! Harder!” Aaron demanded.
Matt did as asked and met the request. How he didn’t know, but he gave it all that he had. With only adrenaline fueling him, he slammed i
nto Aaron’s ass. Over and over again, he relentlessly continued his pace, fucking him, pounding him and screaming when he felt his orgasm win the battle.
“Fuck! Yesss!” Matt shouted as soon as he felt the first wave of his release.
He refused to fall selfishly and leaned over to reach around Aaron. He then grasped Aaron’s cock in his hand. It was swollen and hard as pre-cum leaked down the side of his shaft and added a slick moisture to his throbbing dick.
Matt’s body continued to jolt as his climax worked through him. He stroked Aaron, jerking him off as he stared at the glistening treat coating his cock and fantasized about licking it clean until they both fell over the edge.
“Come for me, baby.” Matt muttered his request between exhausted and ragged breaths.
Matt’s body was tiring from his orgasm. It was all he could do to remain standing as he feverishly stroked Aaron’s cock. Finally he could feel the heavy cock swell even larger in his hands. Thick and hot cum squirted into the air, covering the counter, the sink and their steam-streaked mirror.
Matt was spent, and had nothing left. Giving into exhaustion, he allowed his hand to go limp and leaned his body forward. Resting his chin on Aaron’s back, he desperately tried to draw in breath.
Somehow his mind wandered to the place it shouldn’t have. Steve flooded his mind once again and he tried desperately to push it away. So much had happen to change his life. The past two years without Aaron had been hard enough. It was filled with sleepless nights and an almost never-ending depression. Then Steve came along and changed all that. He hadn’t changed his love for Aaron, but he’d given him something more to live for. The way their lives intertwined and the way they connected had been a gift to Matt. A gift that he was sure he never deserved in the first place and had no business of taking.
Matt looked up at Aaron and the warm smile that was spread across his face in the reflection of the mirror. He couldn’t do this to Aaron. He couldn’t allow memories of Steve to continually enter his mind.
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