Twisted
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Feeling more refreshed, but his body still aching, he went to his camper van to take out his washbag, then used the small cracked mirror in the kitchen while he shaved. He had lit the gas ring to heat up the remains of the coffee in the pot. There was no fridge, only an ancient cold box as there was no electricity. He opened the back door and noticed potted geranium plants with brilliant red flowers and, beyond, rows of fig trees and cactus plants.
Shaved and showered, he still did not attempt to wake her, but went to the hen hutch and found three freshly laid eggs. He returned to the kitchen and searched for the frying pan to make breakfast. She had left it in a bucket of water, and he wiped it dry and placed it on the Calor gas stove. The coffee was soon hot and he dried off the plates from the same bucket of water and wanted to fry the eggs, but couldn’t find oil or butter. He opened a green-painted cupboard with a worn mesh door and found a small jar of honey and the remains of the loaf of bread.
He knocked on the bedroom door and, getting no response, pushed it open, but the room was empty. In panic he ran to the front door and opening it he saw her standing naked under the makeshift shower. She had the most perfect body, an all-over tan, a neat muscular frame and pert breasts with heavy dark large nipples, and he had to catch his breath because he was so aroused. He stepped back into the cottage and with embarrassment called out to her that he had made breakfast.
She came in with just a cheap threadbare towel wrapped around her body, her hair wet and her shoulders glistening as she had not bothered to dry herself.
‘Well, isn’t this a treat?’ she said and smiled, and did her little dance steps around the table before she went into the bedroom. She re-emerged after only a few moments wearing a white cotton shift dress with embroidered flowers around the neck, barefoot and her hair still damp. She carried a large sketchpad, and placed it down on the table.
‘I was looking through this last night and must have fallen asleep, but I wanted to show you something – they’re some of Amy’s sketches, she is becoming very adept, really quite talented.’
She hesitated and bit down on her lip, then shook her head, not wanting to cry. Instead she smiled and poured herself the very stewed coffee, and prodded the rather over-cooked egg. He found her utterly endearing as she complimented him on his culinary endeavours.
‘I went into the hen house,’ he said boyishly.
‘Well clever you, and perhaps you’d like to feed them as I didn’t get around to it yesterday.’
She was trying so hard not to show how deeply unhappy she was, and he couldn’t think of anything to say that would make it any easier. She constantly made him feel awkward and inadequate at small talk, so he ate his eggs and reached for the sketchpad.
‘I remembered something last night,’ Jo said, ‘something Amy told me about a holiday she had been on with her parents to Antigua. She said that Simon Boatly had turned up in a speedboat and wanted her to go water-skiing. Her mother had got into a terrible rage and it was hideous as she had spoiled the entire holiday. Amy had overheard her parents arguing. I am not sure if she knew then about her father’s relationship with Boatly, but she was forbidden to ever see him again, or go to his home in Henley, although her father used to take her sometimes on the condition she never told her mother.’
He wiped the remainder of his eggs with the bread, which was now somewhat stale.
‘I saw some pictures and video of the Antigua holiday.’
Jo began to flick through the sketchpad; he leaned over and put his hand out to stop her.
‘What’s that one?’
‘Oh that’s one of mine, a sketch from the amazing desert in Sonora – it’s always desolate and the sky and sand make it feel as if you are on the edge of the world. Sonora was used as a location for the movie Catch-22.’
He looked at a couple more of the same sketches; they were as she described, as if depicting the edge of the world.
‘You get the most indescribable feeling of peace,’ she went on. ‘I went there when my first partner left me; it felt as if I was on the brink of despair, but then after walking mile upon mile on the incredible soft sand, and with the brilliant blue sky touching the horizon, I knew I would be able to forgive, not forget . . . just forgive.’
Again he wanted to say something, but was silenced by the same inadequacy, as if his brain would not function or allow him to say what he felt.
‘I loved her as I love Amy, and I still can’t believe she won’t be a part of my life. Have you ever loved . . . ?’ She stopped and laughed and leaned forward. ‘I don’t even know your Christian name.’
He flushed and said that his name was Victor, although no one ever really called him that, but mostly Vic for short.
‘Victor, have you ever loved someone with a wild unexplainable passion?’ she said softly and gave him the sweetest of smiles.
He had never loved anyone in the way she had described, but not wanting to answer her question, he said he would like to go to the desert while he was in Mexico.
‘You should, it will open your heart.’
She sifted through the many sketches and then withdrew two and placed them side by side in front of him.
‘I never met him, but that is Simon Boatly.’ She tapped with her index finger.
Reid nodded and remembered meeting him, being aware of his handsomeness, his suntan, his blond bleached hair, and even recalled his ankles and feet with the soft Moroccan slippers.
‘Yes, it’s a very good likeness.’
She nodded and tapped the second sketch. It was a self-portrait of Amy, with a sad expression and downcast eyes. He cocked his head to one side.
‘Keep looking at it, and you tell me if what I think is true.’
He looked from one sketch to the other, and then moved them closer together.
‘Her mother hated him, was incandescent with rage when he turned up in Antigua, she forbade her to see him, and counted him as an enemy. I think he was Amy’s father, and if she can prove she is Simon Boatly’s illegitimate daughter, surely she would also be his heir. How much did you say he was worth?’
Reid was curious about the manner and tone in which she asked about Boatly’s wealth. ‘I don’t recall mentioning an exact amount. Why do you ask, is it important?’
‘Oh I see, we are back to being the detective now, are we? But what if I am right?’
He stood up and went to pick up his shoes, the good feelings he had had towards Jo now spoiled by her interest in the inheritance. She was becoming angry as she held up the sketch.
‘Look at their faces, they are identical, the same eyes.’
He sat down to pull on his shoes. ‘Then it would make sense for you to find her and give her the good news, maybe also fill her in on the repercussions of her actions that I spent half the night telling you about. Maybe she’d even like to apologize to Harry Dunn’s grieving widow.’
‘You can’t blame her, for God’s sake, she was driven to the brink by her mother, and if you had been a good enough detective you would have discovered at the outset Lena Fulford was insane.’
He turned on her and his face twisted with anger. ‘You want to slap me again? The reason I am here is to trace that tiara, because I will be in line for a big finder’s fee, which would set me up nicely and get me out of feeling that I am on the brink of fucking madness like Lena Fulford. I ate and slept months of, as you rightly say, incompetent detective work, but right now I don’t give a shit if Amy is ever found – all I care about is my own self-preservation, and it seems to me that all you care about is getting your hands on your precious girlfriend’s inheritance.’
It was like a red rag to a bull. Jo grabbed at one of the knives still left on the table and came at him with the blade raised to stab him in the chest. He was able to not only twist the knife from her grasp but at the same time draw her arm up behind her back, almost pulling it out of the socket. She screamed and he relaxed his hold, turning her round to face him, and pulling her close, he kissed her.
She struggled and he loosened his grip to drag her head by the hair to kiss her again. She stopped attempting to get away, her body deflated, but she did not respond to his kiss, and he released her and watched as she wiped her mouth with the sleeve of her dress. She looked disgusted, yet still ferociously angry, and he felt if he even attempted to move closer she would spit in his face.
Flushed with impotent frustration, he strode past her into the kitchen, picked up his washbag and tossed his razor into it. She was still standing in the same position and he had to brush past her to collect his keys before he walked out. He was throwing his things into the camper van when she came to the front door.
‘Where are you going?’ she shouted.
He paid no attention and got in the van; she ran down the path and gripped hold of the van door.
‘Where are you going?’ she demanded.
He said nothing as he fumbled to insert the ignition key.
‘You can’t leave me here.’ She repeatedly hit the door of the vehicle with the flat of her hand as the engine ticked over. She started crying as he put the gearshift into reverse.
‘Move away,’ he said angrily, and she ran to stand behind the camper van. If he reversed he would knock her over, and he turned off the engine. She came further round as he wound down the window.
‘Where are you going?’ she begged and started crying.
‘I am sorry for what I did in there, but you should not have tried to stab me.’ He was struggling to get the words out. ‘And if you really want to know, I have wanted to do exactly what I did from almost the first time I met you, so I apologize, but now I just want to leave.’
‘Are you going back to England?’
He shrugged, and was astonished when she asked if she could come with him.
‘No, find your own way, Jo; maybe even more importantly, find Amy, then it’ll be up to the pair of you to decide what’s the right thing to do.’
‘But what if I can’t find her?’
‘Not my problem.’
‘But will you report back to your boss that she is alive?’
He sighed and shook his head. In reality he was uncertain what he was going to do, and even if he did report his findings he had no idea of what the outcome would be.
‘I don’t have any money to buy a ticket.’
‘Sell your paintings, or the Land Rover,’ he suggested.
‘What about the tiara – you said you were hoping to get a finder’s fee if you found it.’
‘According to you, Amy has it and is the rightful heir to it. Anyway, as far as I am concerned it’s over and she’s probably sold it by now. Did she take your sister’s passport when she left?’
‘Yes, but can’t you trace her now you know what name she is using?’ she persisted.
‘It’s possible, but that will mean reporting it to the US border police as well as Interpol and London, which will also implicate you as assisting her in the possession of a false identity document and using it to travel.’
‘But will you report it when you get back? I mean, will I be under arrest?’
He looked at her; yet again he found her concern for her own welfare irritating.
‘Like I said, I’m not here working for the Met, and I seriously doubt I will consider returning to work for them. I just needed answers for my own peace of mind.’
She stepped back as he turned on the engine again, and stood watching him as he reversed slowly down the track, turned at the gates and drove off. Going back to the cottage, she picked up the sketches, stacked them together and placed them into the folder. She sat and counted out what money she had left, and calculated how much she might make from selling the Land Rover. She alternated between crying and feeling rejected and angry, but with most of her possessions already packed she decided she would leave – maybe she’d get a few dollars if she sold the hens. Just as Reid had said, it was over.
Reid drove for hours, aimlessly at first, but gradually he began to enjoy the freedom of having no pressure and no deadline. He decided that he would make his way to the desert and take in the atmosphere – if nothing else it was a place to go before he returned to London. He stopped by a roadside market and bought some hand-made leather sandals with thick black soles made of discarded tyres, a pair of loose white drawsting trousers and a white cheesecloth shirt. He even bought a wide-brimmed straw hat and laughed at his reflection in a parked car’s window.
He headed through Culiacán, on to Guasave, and then parked alongside the roadside in Los Mochis, sleeping in the camper van for the night. He kept on driving the following day, in no kind of a hurry and not worried about the passing hours. Every now and again he consulted a map and ate from roadside food stalls as he passed through Navojoa and Obregon until finally he saw the signpost to Guaymas. Stopping only for gas, he drove onto the toll road 15D and then headed onto route 15N. The whole journey had taken ages, but at last he was close to his destination, the Sonoran Desert.
He parked the camper van in what appeared to be a makeshift car park, where wooden boards warned about the lack of any cover, to not to go walking in the heat of the day and to carry plenty of water. There was no other vehicle around and it was as Jo had described, desolate. The one landmark was the sign pointing to the original location of where Catch-22 was filmed, and it was covered in windblown sand. Taking out a rolled-up straw mat and a bottle of water, he began to head towards the massive stretch of desert sand. The heat of the day was fading, but the sand even through his rubber-soled sandals was hot and made him walk with a high step. He paused frequently to take a few deep breaths. Closing his eyes he could feel the most extraordinary emotional release and a satisfying sense of calm and peace enveloped him. He continued for about an hour, hardly able to believe that there was not one other person visible and gradually, as Jo had predicted, the sand and the sky became perfectly divided as if there was a crystal ocean beyond and he belonged there.
Something sparkled as if caught by the sunlight. He blinked in uncertainty but drew his hat lower, kept up his high-step walk and then paused to drink some water. He had never experienced such an expansive feeling, every muscle seemed to relax and his eyes slowly became accustomed to the brilliance ahead, and then he saw the figure nearly a mile away in the distance.
As he got a little closer he could just about make out that there was someone under a black umbrella with their back to him. He watched as the umbrella was raised then lowered slightly, and suddenly a shaft of light appeared to reflect on something that sparkled and created a glistening white streak that shot across the horizon in front of him.
The distance was distorted like in a mirage and he was closer than he had realized, and as he moved silently nearer he felt an incredible excitement. Unable to see who was sitting beneath the umbrella, he continued, the black silk shifted sideways and again there was that shard of light, and he was within a few feet before he came to a halt, standing directly behind the umbrella. A delicate suntanned hand and arm moved out from beneath the shade and then pulled back in. He leaned forward until he could see who was beneath the umbrella.
The white-blonde hair was short and silky, the tiara was worn low and the sunlight hit the central diamond, making it appear as if an electrical current had lit it. She was wearing a white smock, her sandals lying side by side on the bright rainbow cotton rug. He was shaking and unable to speak, as she turned without any sign of surprise, rather child-like and inquisitive. Her eyes were thick-lashed and a vibrant blue, and she stared up towards him.
All the months, all the searching and wretched consequences faded into a quiet acceptance. He had found Amy Fulford, and the sense of relief was overpowering, because he knew now that it really was over.
Table of Contents
Half-title page
Also by Lynda La Plante
Title page
Copyright page
Dedication page
Acknowledgements
Contents
Chapter 1
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bsp; Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43