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Reviving Kendall

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by Brandy Slaven




  Reviving Kendall

  By Brandy Slaven

  Kindle Edition Copyright 2017 Brandy Slaven

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  Black Trash Bags

  My breath puffs out in tiny plumes in front of my face. It's colder than a witch’s tit outside, but it's better to take my time on the walk home. I know what awaits me there, the same thing that waits every other night.

  Shifting the leftover bag of Mexican food in my hand, I adjust my scarf around my face. The last thing I need is to get sick right now. Got to have money for bills and got to have a job for money. Waitressing requires a clean bill of health. I can’t be sneezing in someone's plate of tamales, can I?

  HONK!

  My palm slaps my chest as I jump back falling into a damp pile of leaves.

  "Stay down in the dirt where you belong trailer trash!" Derrik, the school jock and womanizer, screams while hanging halfway out his window. He then finishes it off with a howl at the sky like a freaking looney tune.

  "Idiots," I mumble standing up and dusting myself off. Damn it, now I've got to sit up tonight and wash my clothes. This is the only uniform I have for work and I won't have time for it to dry between school and my shift tomorrow. "Ugh, fucking dicks," I flip them off for good measure, even though they are long gone. I smooshed the leftovers in the bag and they spilt out into the ground. I dump the rest knowing some animal will thank me for that, but I carry the container and bag with me to throw away. The wetness from the leaves soaked into my pants and makes the last bit of this walk absolute torture. So much for being warm.

  I stomp into the Sleepy Pines Mobile Home Community, in a foul mood. Fingers crossed that no one will stop me between here and my Gramps’ trailer. It's close to midnight, but you never can tell with these folks.

  Trying my best to be quiet, it doesn't stop the creak of rusty hinges when I open the door and catch it just in time for it not to slam against the side of the trailer. The smell that rolls out the door makes me gag. I can't stand the smell of cigarette smoke, especially if I'm trapped in a room with it. I take my last breath of fresh air before walking inside.

  I don't bother locking the door behind me. There's nothing here for anyone to take and if it happens to be a serial killer, please come put me out of my misery. Choking down the bile trying to rise up, I go into the kitchen and clean up the mess Gramps left on the counter and sink. I swear to god. Sometimes the man forgets to eat and other times it's like an aftermath of letting a three-year-old cook. Tonight, was one of those nights. I sigh and take off my jacket. I hate bringing it inside. It always smells like smoke when I leave, but if I leave it outside someone is bound to take it. A real leather jacket sitting out in the open around here, yeah, I might as well say, 'Here what's mine is yours.'

  I wouldn't give half a shit if it was mine. No, it used to be Brian's. He let me wear it one night and his mom let me keep it after...nope. Not going there tonight.

  Washing the dishes in and around the sink, I wipe the flour and milk off the counters. There's no telling what he was trying to make today. One of these days he's going to burn this place to the ground. I wish he would, I think, but then feel immediately guilty because Gramps wouldn't likely make it out.

  After drying my hands on the dish towel and sweeping up the mess on the floor, I make a bee line for my room. Gramps is up here by the kitchen and he's got his own bath. The only one good thing about this trailer, my own room and bathroom. I knew kids before who had neither and didn't even have a bed so yeah, I'm one lucky B.

  I don't bother with the light switch in my room. Instead I walk straight to the window. Sleeping with it open isn't ideal for me not to get sick, but the stench is over powering tonight. It's a risk I'm willing to take. Not like the trailer gets all that warm anyways. I've got plenty of blankets piled on my bed to keep me toasty.

  Stripping down, I find my favorite sleep shirt tucked in my top drawer. It's the only one I own and will probably try to ever own. Though, it doesn't look like those odds are going to be in my favor considering the holes all in it. Another piece of clothing that wasn't originally mine. But, I did win it fair and square literally off Will's back in a rowdy game of strip poker.

  My brain is driving me insane tonight. I don't want to think of them right now. Especially after Derrik and his stupid buddies. That's probably what started the trip down memory lane anyways. If my guys were still around, Derrik would have been too chicken shit to pull something like that. He knows the VanPelt brothers would have stomped him a new asshole for it. Unfortunately, not just for me, the world will never know just what those guys were capable of if they put their minds to it. And I'll never know what could have actually been.

  I shake my head and let out a silent scream for letting my brain go there. Taking my uniform into the bathroom, I give it a good scrub down in the sink. A washer and dryer are a luxury around here. Once I'm satisfied with my work, I wring it out in the sink and hang in on the coat hanger to take outside. Not the most brilliant of ideas, what with it being cold, but there's a slight breeze that I hope will help dry it faster.

  I make quick work of running it out to the porch and then back inside to crawl underneath my covers. I'm exhausted and I get to get up and do it all over again in the morning.

  A few hours later when my alarm goes off, I want to throw it through the still open window. I don't have the money to buy another though, so I settle for hitting the off button and getting up.

  My sock clad feet drag as I make my way into the living room. I'm up way before Gramps, but that's no surprise. I normally am. There's a strange ticking noise coming from the porch. Ok, I'm awake. Grabbing the broom, I'm thinking of that raccoon in our garbage last week. It took me over an hour to clean that wreck up. There's no way that I'm doing that again.

  Cracking the door, what I find is much worse. The ticking noise is coming from my hangers that I put out last night and the reason they are making so much noise is because they are empty. A note hangs from one of them. I yank it off to get a closer look, 'Even these Salvation Army rags are too good for you. We left you something suitable.'

  Looking down I see one of our black trash bags at my feet with a hole in the side. Mother trucker, they better not have...walking around the side of the house I see that they did. Trash from the bag surrounds the trailer almost like they walked a full circle around it emptying it out of the bag. I just want to sit in the trash pile and cry right now, but I can't. This has to be cleaned before the park super wakes up. Gramps would catch hell for this. That's ok because my day can only look up from here, right? Turns out I am wrong.

  One Sip at a Time

  Standing at the entrance with the other kids of Sleepy Pines, we wait for the bus to roll up and take us all to school. Most teenagers would be ashamed to be riding the bus as a senior, but not me. I'm grateful as shit that I'm not having to walk to school in the cold. This used to be amusing when we were younger. Getting to stand here without parental supervision and joke around. Those days are long gone, though. And to think it all changed because Brian decided to work for a roofing company everyday two summers ago. Will, Casey and I all tried to talk him out of it. We weren't complaining by the time he bought Old Jennings' Camaro. Know how they say hind sight is 20/20? Yeah, I would
have protested a little harder if I had known that in less than a year all three of them would die in that car.

  I try to clear my mind. They've been stuck there lately, because I miss them more than breathing most days. Right after was the worst. I spiraled out of control and even have the scars on my wrists to prove it. My every intention was to die the day that I found out. Some would call our relationship unorthodox or even disgusting, but I didn't care. Still don't. Most people whispered about a melodramatic teenager from the trailer park trying to kill herself over some twisted version of puppy love. Those same people didn't know that Brian, Will and Casey were the only people to ever give two shits about me in my entire life. It actually mattered to them if I had food in my belly or if I came home at night. They were my world and I loved them with everything that's inside of me. I've wished a million times over that it could have been me. My therapist used to say that things happen for a reason, but I don't believe in that bullshit. People make decisions. That's why shit happens, not because the universe decides for them. Brian let Casey drive that day. Even though he was already seventeen, he'd only had his permit for a week. It was late on a Monday night and they were coming to pick me up from work. For whatever reason, they left late and they never could stand to leave me waiting on them. So, Casey was speeding and tried to beat the train. They say that he was only inches away from making it and what's worse is that they probably still would have if it hadn't been for that leak in the Camaro's gas tank. I didn't even get to go to the funerals. They considered me too much of a risk to myself to let me out of the hospital. So, my boyfriends...my best friends were put into the ground without even a goodbye from me.

  The pain on days like today is excruciating. Those little white pills from my therapist help some, even though I think I should have doubled up this morning. This day already has a suck factor off the charts.

  By the time the bus makes it to school, I've decided that I need all the coffee to make it through the day. I didn't get my cup this morning and had to skip breakfast too since I was too busy picking up trash. Too bad the cafeteria doesn't offer us coffee. Some bullshit about stunting our growth or something. Thankfully, this isn't my first rodeo. I've always got my travel mug and a box of those single serve instant coffee packs in my backpack. Now I've just got to find some hot water.

  Walking around the side of the building, I tighten my coat around me. Late fall has always been my favorite. All of the leaves have changed colors and their tiny corpses litter the ground, crunching underneath your feet. The bite in the air is just enough to warrant a jacket and scarf, but you won't freeze to death if you don't.

  Looks like one thing is on my side today, the side door has been left propped open. Probably to cool off the cafeteria without having to switch the air conditioning on. One of the best things is the fact that there's no one around here on this side. The less people I have to deal with today, the better.

  Walking in, I see they're still serving breakfast. My stomach rumbles as I smell the biscuits and fruit. I shove my hand down the side pocket of my backpack in hopes that there might be some change in it. It's a hopeless venture, but it's worth a shot. Nada.

  Shrugging internally, I weave my way through the tables. If my stomach hadn't distracted me, I would have already seen the group of jocks sitting at the table to my left. A foot juts out and catches around my ankle. Tumbling forward, I manage to get myself straight before smacking my face on the table next to them.

  Their rambunctious laughter echoes around the now silent room.

  "Stop trying to bring attention to yourself, trailer trash," Derrik says while his buddies snicker. I ignore them the best that I can, even when the derogatory comments and laughs follow me behind the counter.

  "You can't be back here, dear," Jane, the lunch lady, tells me as she tries to shoo me back around the corner.

  I put on the saddest face I can muster, "But I'm not feeling well, and I was hoping to get some hot water in my thermos to make some tea and soothe my throat." I realize that I'm rambling, and I'm not surprised. That's what normally happens when I lie.

  Something in my face has her taking pity on me, "Ok. Give me your cup and go stand on the other side of the counter."

  I dig it out and quickly move to do as she says. This woman is my savior of the day. Of course, I'm going to obey with no questions asked. The sneers start up again behind me, but I ignore them. Until I feel someone behind me that is.

  Derrik's voice makes chill bumps break out over my skin and not the good kind, "Need money, trailer trash? I know you do. I've got five bucks for you if you'll meet me after school."

  I assume my best approach is to act like I don't hear him, however, it only makes it worse.

  "What do you say, baby?" He says and then a little louder, "Stop begging, trailer park." At the last he thrusts his hips into my ass and I jerk forward bumping my hipbone into the metal counter.

  "Young man, that will not be tolerated in this school," Jane says fiercely, coming back around the counter. "You just stay right there. Are you ok?" She asks turning to me.

  Know that old saying, snitches get stitches? Yeah, I may not end up with stitches but the pod squad will make my life even more hell.

  "I'm fine," I tell Jane. "It's ok. He didn't hurt me or anything."

  She looks at me like I'm crazy, "Sweetheart that was harassment and it needs to be reported."

  I shake my head, "It's ok really. He was just kidding."

  Derrik nods at us and holds up his palms, "Just playing around."

  Shaking her finger at him, she warns, "Don't let me see that again or we will be talking to the principal and you'll be lucky if you're not suspended."

  He does his best to look contrite until Jane turns back around to me. Then he puts his fingers to his mouth and licks between them. I fight the urge to vomit as I look back to her.

  She hands me back my thermos full of water this time and also a few packs of honey, "The honey is soothing for the throat. Just mix it in with your tea and it should take out the ache. Oh, and wait just a minute." Hurrying around the corner she busies herself gathering a few things.

  When she comes back, I'm handed a paper sack like our elementary field trip lunches used to come in.

  "There's an orange, yogurt and peanut butter and jelly sandwich in there," she says. The confusion must show on my face because she quickly adds, "You could use some extra meat on your bones."

  My jaw drops, and I suck in my pride long enough to tell her thank you. She just waves me off as she walks away, "It's no big deal, but you're welcome. Come back and see me if you need more water for your tea today."

  Her kindness makes me feel bad about lying. Especially when I make my coffee and slide the little packets of honey in my bag. I won't do that again.

  With coffee refueling my system, I walk the halls to my locker. As I open the lock, my work clothes come tumbling out. They are shredded almost into pieces and someone has written the words trailer park across what's left of them in some chicken scratch handwriting.

  "Too bad about your clothes, trailer park," Derrik says walking by with his goons right on his heels. "Guess you should have taken me up on that offer." Their laughs make me want to punch things. I work hard for everything that I have and that isn't much. Then to have someone do something like this over a stupid grudge that should have been destroyed with that train, it only makes me that much angrier.

  I slam the locker door, take a deep breath and sip on my coffee. That's how I'm going to make it today. One sip at a time.

  Weirdos

  Compared to the morning, the rest of my day is boring and uneventful. Even with the snide remarks from Derrik in the one class that we share together.

  I even pat myself on the back for managing to make it to work on time. Sans uniform of course. Luck is on my side for once today. Charles isn’t pissed at me for not having my uniform. I think he’s just glad that I showed up. Friday nights at the only Mexican restaurant in town can get
busy. Add that to the live music that only plays on Friday and our crowd is pretty incredible. So, yeah, any callouts have the potential for disaster.

  One of the best things about being busy is I don’t have time to stop and think about all of the bad shit in my life. Plus, that means more people and more people equal more tips.

  After several hours, I’m sweating enough to miss my lighter uniform. Thankfully, we’re only an hour out from closing and I’ve got a wad of cash from tips in my pocket.

  “You’ve got a table full over on seven,” Theresa, our hostess tonight, says as she walks past.

  “They’ll probably be here awhile, and they always leave good tip.” At that last, she winks at me.

  If it had come from anyone else, my pride would have been highly offended. Coming from her, though, I don’t feel like it’s as much of a handout as it is an understanding. I told her what had happened to my uniform earlier. She threatened to go kick their punk asses, but I reasoned that it wouldn’t look good on her if a thirty-something year woman beat up on a couple of teenagers. No matter how justified. Instead, she’s hooked me up with bomb ass tables all night. I’ve made enough in one night to cover the cost of two uniforms.

  Pulling myself out of my head, I make my way over to the table with a smile on my face. It drops as I see two heads of hair that look similar to Derrik and his dick friends. Once I realize that it’s not them, I snap my smile back into place.

  “What can I get you guys to drink?” I ask making eye contact with the tallest guy in the group. The other three raise their heads. Holy bananas, they are hot. The one I made eye contact with has short blonde hair on the sides while the long top part waves in front of his green eyes. He’s built like some of the men in the NFL. His blue-eyed friend sitting next to him is the one who answers me, “We’ll all have water. We’re trying to watch our figures.” He pats his washboard abs, drawing my attention there and they all laugh.

  His eyes crinkle around the edges when he laughs, and I admire the shaggy dark brown hair that frames his face. As I take in the other two, I notice that they are all similarly built in variations of tallness. The only one that is smaller in muscle mass is the one with glasses. He’s just as hot as the others though with a strong angled face, dark blue eyes and black hair laid back against his head. Last but not least, is his buddy sitting next to him. With long blonde hair hanging past his shoulders, a smallish nose, and chocolate colored eyes, he looks like he just stepped out of a surfing magazine.

 

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