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Cocky Quarterback: Eric Cocker (Cocker Brothers of Atlanta Book 12)

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by Faleena Hopkins

Dad’s eyes flicker, eyebrows flying up before they relax and he hooks thumbs in his jeans pockets. “Well shit, I never expected this was gonna be over a woman. At least not with you.”

  Reacting I ask, “You think I’m gay?”

  Dad laughs, “No, Eric, I don’t think you’re gay. I think you’re obsessed with football and fucking anonymously, that’s what I think.”

  Frowning I stare at the asphalt. “Fair assessment.”

  “Yep.”

  “But not anymore.”

  “Tell me about her.”

  Biting my lip I squint at him. “At first I thought she was a badass, and I’ll admit it—I just wanted to nail her. She’s hot, like real hot. Has a few tats. Wears black a lot. No makeup except for this bright lipstick. Not trashy, just cool, you know? She’s got these copper eyes, Dad, and they always look like they’re laughing, you know what I mean?”

  “Yeah.”

  I grumble, “Until she met me. I don’t know, guess it’s not all my fault she stopped smiling. She was dating this drummer when I met her, real punk, cheated on her, so I beat him up and outed the affair. That’s when things got serious between us. For about two seconds. But I felt like it was going to last!”

  Concentrating he jogs his chin up. “What changed?”

  “Her. Me. Both? That’s what I’ve been trying to figure out. I don’t think she took me seriously, at first. And she shouldn’t have. I was just after sex. She knew it—I didn’t make it a secret. But then we had this moment after Mott knocked her tray and drenched us…it’s a long story. But we were in the bathroom cleaning up, laughing our asses off. And it felt good. Real good. I know that’s when I started thinking about her for real. Then we ran into each other outside of O’Neal’s—that’s where she worked at the time. Ethan was with me, one of ‘em. Ask him! He’ll tell you he liked her, too. For months I went in and hung out on weekend nights drinking cranberry juice and hoping to make her laugh. I did, too, all the time! But as soon as we slept together she shut down. Told me she didn’t want to see me again. I’ve been trying to get her outta my mind. You’d think I could since she quit the bar—she’s not in there when we go, so it should be easy, right? It’s not. I miss her. I want to know what happened. But she won’t answer my texts, calls go through to voicemail like her phone is off. I think she blocked me!” Shaking my head at the ground I mutter, “Can you believe this shit? I’m in love and she hates my guts. Fucking hilarious, right?”

  Dad frowns at the clouds, the sheen of grey in his hair making him look older, wiser. “Right after sex this happened?”

  “Almost right after, yeah.”

  “What’s her name?”

  “Wren.”

  “This the girl with the poison ivy?”

  “Yeah, you were watching that game?”

  He eyes me. “I watch all your games, Eric. You fuckin’ kiddin’ me?”

  I switch the helmet to my other hip. “Sorry.”

  “After we saw that, your mom and I were expecting you to call a family BBQ so we could meet her. It was a pretty big deal for you to do that on live television.”

  “You’re telling me.”

  Sucking on his teeth Dad cautiously asks, “Was the sex bad?”

  “Best of my life! Hers, too, she said.”

  “You believe her?”

  Glaring at him I bark, “We were in bed for two days! I only left because I had a game! That one, with my hand fucked up!”

  “Calm down! I’m just askin’!”

  “I’m very good in bed, Dad.”

  A grin spreads on his lips. “Good to know.” Settling down, he stares into the brewing storm again, like there he’ll find answers for all problems women-related. “Your mom gave me a run for my money, I pined after her every night until we worked it out. Most fuckin’ miserable time in my life.” He claps a hand on my shoulder, “Eric, if you think she’s the one, ask yourself how to get through to her. Because if she’s your girl, she’s hurting right now, where she is. Trust me on that, I know from experience. So what’s it gonna take?”

  “I’ve been asking…”

  “The answer will come.”

  “It sure doesn’t feel like it,” I rasp, getting emotional. “I’m giving up…on everything.”

  Dad grabs me and pulls me into his arms, squeezing me tight. “Heart ache is the worst. I’m not going to lie and tell you it’s easy. But you’re stronger.” Clapping my back he releases me. “You a quitter?”

  “Fuck no!”

  “You just let Coach bench you.” Speechless I flick a glance to the door. Dad eggs me on, “You want to let your team down?”

  “No!”

  “What are ya gonna do about it?”

  “Dad…”

  “You think Wren’s attracted to a guy who’d give up, especially this close to the playoffs?”

  I sprint to the door, with him right behind me.

  It’s like I’m waking up from a dream, fire plunging into my bloodstream. It never occurred to me for a minute that she’d be watching. I guess I was thinking if she blocked my calls and quit her job then she wouldn’t watch the game, but what if she has been? Makes me disgusted at myself just thinking about it! I’ve been phoning it in, what the fuck was I doing?!

  Exploding through the double doors with Dad shouting, “Wait up!” I pause for him, and spot a swarm of reporters at the far end of the corridor, perking up and readying their microphones for me.

  Under my breath I say, “You manipulated me a little bit, didn’t you?”

  “Yep.”

  “It worked.”

  “I know.”

  “You’re pretty sly, Dad.”

  “I can be a real prick.”

  Chapter 36

  WREN

  A pretty woman, maybe in her sixties, takes a seat by herself at the mahogany bar, deep red wallpaper on the high-ceilinged walls behind her enhancing the rich tones in her dark brown hair and blue eyes. Like everyone who comes to St. Regis’ hotel bar she’s dressed well, a black pencil skirt and lavender blouse. I can’t see the heels from here but I’m sure they’re three inches or lower. A diamond winks at me from her ring finger as she absently adjusts the hair.

  Setting a cocktail napkin down, I smile, “Good evening, can I get you a wine list and a menu?”

  “I’d love the wine list but I’ve already eaten,” she explains, voice a smooth southern drawl.

  I reach for one, black button-up shirt pulling at my forearm since I rolled the sleeves. Didn’t want them getting wet while I work. “Please let me know if you have any questions.”

  “I will,” she quietly says, opening the leather-bound list. “Slow night?”

  “Yes, but we have a birthday party coming in soon, so it’ll pick up.”

  “You want it busy?”

  I pick up a wine glass and place its dainty stem on the napkin between us. “Definitely! Much rather be making drinks than standing around. I’m not the lazy type. Resting makes me anxious. Although…” I trail off, not sure how much I should say.

  It’s so different bartending at a fancy place like this over an Irish sports bar like O’Neal’s. There’s a greater distance between the customers and I, figuratively speaking. So many come here on business trips with important meetings, with people they hope to impress, or already do.

  I’ve been warned not to be too chatty.

  I’m just the help.

  But the woman’s smile is welcoming as she angles her head and pries, “Although?”

  Biting my lips a moment I reach for the stack of napkins hidden under the counter, covered in my cursive scrawl. “When it’s slow I’m not bored, because I’m writing my songs.”

  Her eyebrows lift with interest. “You’re a musician?”

  “Yep, but I don’t perform. I’m more behind the scenes.”

  “You don’t like the stage?”

  “Hate it,” I sheepishly smile. “Much to my mother’s chagrin.”

  “Chagrin! I love that word,” she
laughs, clapping her hands. “Been so long since I’ve used it.” Holding my look a moment she glances to the list and chooses. “Pinot Gris, please.”

  Dipping down gracefully I snatch it from the cooler and remove the cork. “I just opened this earlier tonight.”

  “Oh good.”

  “They said it was delicious, but I haven’t tried it yet so I’ll give you a taste and see what you think. I’m new here.”

  Folding her hands on the counter she waits while I pour into the spotless crystal. Taking a sip her lips curve with an approving nod. “Delicious.” I fill her glass to the dignified standard of half full while she explains, “I always find artists fascinating. I’m not one, nor is my husband. His talents are all with his hands.” Gently touching her forehead she smiles and nearly blushes. “That came out wrong. He’s in construction.”

  Laughing I grin, “I assumed as much.”

  “You’re just being polite.”

  “I was raised in the South, like you.”

  Her eyes narrow a little as she takes this in. “Atlanta, though, right? Since I don’t hear an accent.”

  “Yes, I was raised near Midtown. You?”

  “Dublin, Georgia, hence the drawl I can’t get rid of despite my moving here just over thirty years ago.”

  “Don’t get rid of it! I like it,” I reassure her, genuinely. Returning the bottle to its home I admit, “I always wished I had one, so please keep talking.”

  She laughs, a happy sound that brightens her eyes. They’re keen though, alert to everything I’m doing. If she weren’t so nice I’d feel self-conscious. Instead I’m just glad for the company.

  “So you’re new you say?”

  “Month and a half.”

  “Do you like it?”

  “Sure,” I smile.

  An eyebrow lifts slightly and she sets the glass on the counter, twisting on the barstool to scan the empty bar before returning to me with a sneaky smile. “Nobody’s here. You can tell me the truth.”

  I wag an amused finger at her. “How do you know I’m not?”

  “Because I have three very tricky children,” she winks.

  Sighing I concede, shoulders releasing the professional tension they’d held. “I miss the noise of my old job, if I’m honest. And…the people,” I murmur with Eric’s smile on my mind. Taking a deep breath I try to forget him, telling her with a wistful smile, “Also the jeans and tank tops. I really miss those. I’m not used to slacks and a tie. Should a woman wear ties? Maybe, but not by force, you know? Then again, I’m a rebel at my core so maybe I need this structure. But I’d fight anyone who says so. I don’t like being forced to do anything.”

  “Mmm,” she hums from behind her glass before sipping. “How interesting.”

  My eyebrows rise. “Makes life harder to be like me. I don’t know how ‘interesting’ it is.” A frown settles into me. “Oh no, don’t tell me you’re a spy for the Regis. Are they spying on me? I shouldn’t have told you that. Please don’t report it back to them. I thought we were just being honest. I do like it here, I just miss my old place—my friends worked there. It’s totally normal to miss it!”

  She sets the glass down, eyes somber. “Why did you leave your old job?”

  “I…uh…”

  “Were you fired?”

  “What? No! I’ve never been fired from anywhere! I’m a hard worker. I never do anything half way. And I’m very honest, which is why I was just telling you the truth.” Walking to the register and feeling helpless I groan, “Why didn’t I just keep my mouth shut?”

  “You and my son have that in common, leading with your emotions, trusting easily.”

  Flicking a look over my shoulder I mutter a confused, “What?”

  “I’m Drew Cocker, Wren.” My hand flies to my mouth, my right hand. “See that’s how I knew it was you, the tattoo of birds on a slender branch. Mike told me that’s how I’d recognize you from the other bartenders. It’s just pure luck that I caught you alone.” My heart is thundering against my ribs as we stare at each other. “I always secretly wanted a tattoo of my own. My husband has one I love, but I never found the nerve. So brave to make that kind of a lifetime commitment.”

  “You’re Eric’s mom?” I gasp, struggling to understand why and how. “You came here looking for me? Is he okay? He’s not hurt is he? Please say he’s not hurt!”

  Her eyes flicker with interest and warm instantly. “So you do care about him.”

  My jaw sets, and despite my stubbornness I nod. I can’t lie to her, I don’t want to lie to anyone, it’s why I’ve had to stay away from him. It was the only way I could avoid his questions and keep my dignity.

  “Oh good,” she sighs, “I figured as much, when my husband told me you’d quit the bar Eric goes to without telling him, and with such little notice. As you said, you’re a hard worker. I verified that with Mike, because I knew my son wouldn’t fall for a woman who didn’t have strong character. I didn’t raise my children for anything less. And as such you’d have given two weeks, maybe even a month. But you left hastily with only one. I bet that final week was torture, wasn’t it?” She tilts her head, eyes warmed by empathy, “Wondering if he’d come in and there you were, terrified you’d not be able to push him away if he were right in front of you.”

  Shocked I whisper, “Yes! It was awful.”

  She glances to her diamond ring, twisting it in thought. “I had a similar reaction to his father when we met. I wanted to run away or into his arms and the latter decision didn’t seem wise considering what kind of man I thought he was.” Meeting my eyes she asks, “Were you afraid my Eric couldn’t be truly serious with anyone, especially since his career brings all those women into his life?”

  Pain twists as I nod, “Yes.”

  “Do you miss him?”

  “I can’t stop missing him, Mrs. Cocker.”

  Sweetness and compassion glows from her as she reaches over and lifts my hand off the bar, holding it while she gazes at me. “Wren, you’re the first woman my son has ever loved, did you know that?”

  Tears rush to my eyes as I shake my head. “But he…”

  “Tut tut, I don’t need to know how he messed this up. I came here to meet you for myself, to determine whether or not I should tell you that he hasn’t been able to play since you vanished.” She lets me go, sighs, “And while I care about football for his sake, I’m much more interested in seeing his smile return to him again. Eric is my baby. My Emma is her father’s daughter, they share a special bond. Ethan has always been able to take care of himself—his mind is far above mine or Jake’s. I never worried about him. But Eric followed them around like a puppy, and then his team became his siblings, a whole group of rowdy ones. He went where they went, loyal as the day is long. The partying, the girls, they came with that package.” Pausing she fixes her determined gaze on me. “But you don’t know my son the way I do, and maybe he doesn’t know himself just yet. He needs someone to love and he’s fallen for you. The team isn’t enough anymore now that you’ve come into his life. His siblings, not enough. If you love him, and I think you might, consider the possibility that he is likely to take all that loyalty in his heart and pour it into you.” She straightens up. “Or let him go. He’ll heal but he won’t be the same. And I’m afraid a life of boozing and women will take the place of true love, and a mother can’t let that happen without a fight, can she? Do I have to worry about my boy?”

  Wiping my eyes and laughing with happiness I tell her, “Not anymore.”

  “Good,” she smiles, inhaling deeply and reaching for her purse. “Now I have to go listen to my husband yell at me for butting in. But it’s worth every cuss word he’ll invent. I like to rile him up.” Giving me a wink she adds, “It keeps him happy. Word of advice, woman to woman.”

  I wave away her money. “It’s on me.”

  “Oh bullshit!” she objects in a whisper, making me laugh on purpose as she pushes the cash toward me. Glancing over as happy people file into the bar
, she asks, “The birthday party?”

  “I think so, yeah.”

  “I like to believe God has good timing. Wren, I hope to see you again soon.”

  “Me too, Mrs. Cocker…me too.”

  Chapter 37

  WREN

  The Falcons against the Saints was a massacre, black and red telling black and gold who was boss. I watched the game on the edge of my barstool on the wrong side of the counter at O’Neal’s, in my estimation anyway. Sure felt weird when Mike poured me a beer and I just sat here and accepted it.

  Eleanor manages to push her way through bodies to get to me, the weight of what’s about to happen in her dark brown eyes. “You ready? They should be here any minute.”

  My heart kicks in my chest as I shake my head to ask, “Dion texted you?”

  “Just now, yeah. I told him not to tell Eric but to make sure he was here.” She and I hold an anxious look before she grabs my arm, her other hand balancing a tray of empty glasses. “It’s gonna be okay.”

  “Then why am I am so terrified?”

  “Like stage fright scared or excited?”

  Thinking about it I confirm, “Stage fright. I might run.”

  “I’ll stop you.”

  “You won’t know.”

  “Then don’t run.” She angles her head.

  “What if he doesn’t want to see me after all this time?”

  “Eleanor, the ice is melting in these drinks!” Mike shouts, jogging his chin to the service station. “How is that possible when it’s forty-four degrees outside? Oh yeah, because you’re not doing your job!”

  She rolls her eyes at him, “Maybe if Carla hired more staff I could tell you where to shove that attitude!,” then returns to quietly tell me, “You’re about to find out,” disappearing into the throng. It’s a grueling shift but I wish I was on it. Turns out I like the drama, and my new bar is gorgeous but quiet, subdued and much too classy for my taste.

  “I need a shot!” I call to my friend.

  Mike’s eyebrows lift. “Of?”

  “You pick. No, a kamikaze!” Under my breath I say to myself, “Suits the occasion doesn’t it?” while pulling out my compact. I never carry these but today I’ve been checking my face every ten seconds. Maybe a little too much mascara. Just enough blush though, even though the icy weather outside would turn even the most jaded man’s cheeks pure crimson.

 

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