Collected Fiction

by Irwin Shaw

  “Repent, ye sinners,” Vic said, “because everybody’s doing it this year at all the best parties. You make me feel sorry for you. Because you’re trying so hard to make yourself believe I’m a villain, and you can’t manage it. Because, deep down, you have to ask yourself—what’s he doing it for? What’s in it for Vic Herres? Am I getting rich out of it? No. I’m losing everything, and you know it, and I don’t give a damn. Do I expect medals, honors, prizes from it?” Vic laughed sardonically. “I’ll be lucky if I stay out of jail six more months. What do I want? Power?” Vic grinned. “How much power do you think the Communists’re going to have in this country in the next ten, twenty years? Is it revenge I’m after? For what? Ever since I was a kid America’s flopped on the bed for me and spread its legs and said, ‘Do it again, baby, do it just the same way to me again.’ Do you think I want revenge for that?” He chuckled harshly. “So you’re down to the bedrock horror about me. The one thing you can’t bear to believe. That I’m doing all this not for myself, because I got mine, but for the hundred million poor, tortured, screaming, beat-up, shot-up, scared, bomb-happy slobs out there …” He made a stiff, awkward flinging gesture toward the city, toward the dark, stretching country outside the hospital. “I despise them, but I feel responsible for them and I want them to live a little happier and die a little later. And that’s my villainy, and maybe they’ll hang me for it in the end, but you’ll never get it out of your craw. And finally, it’ll poison you, because you’ll never be able to digest it.”

  Archer looked at him hazily, as though Vic was far away, obscured in mist. Virtue, he thought thickly, everyone is so certain of his virtue. Vic, Hutt, Sandler, Motherwell. The torturers of the Inquisition were also sure of their virtue, applying the fire, smelling the searing flesh, tearing the breasts and testicles, their vision of the ultimate good always there beyond the screams and the devoured bone, breaking how many bodies for the soul’s salvation, enlisting recruits for heaven at the stake, confident, serene, impervious, unmoved by agony, confident in their bloodstained dungeons that they were in the service of the angels. Only the angels change. The inquisitors are always present. Always grinning, their certain, dedicated, fanged grin, always pitiless, always inhuman, always armed, always to be fought. Sometimes to be beaten, sometimes to be lost to, but always to be fought. …

  “All right,” Archer said. “We’re not through with each other. Because I’m going to fight you. From now on, everything you do, every word you say, I’m going to challenge. Me. Personally. Privately, publicly. I don’t know how I’m going to do it, but I’m going go do it. Maybe it took me a long time to wake up, but I’m awake now, and watch out for me. I’m going to be dangerous to you and every one like you, at home and abroad. You educated me and the process hurt, but I thank you for it. You’ve made me real useful and I’m going to use myself to destroy you. Every disguise you put on, I’m going to rip off, because you finally took me backstage and showed me how you did it. Every time you open your mouth I’m joining to pin the lie on your lips. And in the end, if it comes to it, I swear to God I’ll pick up a gun and kill you. Remember. Now get out of here.” He walked around Vic and rang for the elevator. Down below, in the shaft, there was an iron clanking.

  Vic turned and they faced each other. There was no grin now and he seemed weary and regretful, no longer like a young man, not quite so impervious. “I never thought you’d say anything like that,” Vic aid.

  “I said it.” Archer stared at Vic, far away in the distant mist.

  “Look me up,” Vic said. “Twenty years from now.”

  Archer said nothing.

  They were silent for a moment, listening to the low whine of the mounting elevator. They stood there, not quite looking at each other, with nothing to say to each other.

  “Well,” Vic said, and Archer could see that he was trying to smile, “good-bye, dear boy.”

  “Good-bye, Vic,” Archer said. They didn’t shake hands and Archer watched Vic walk slowly across the lobby toward the door. He had his hands in his pockets and his head was bent and his shoulders seemed tired. Then, half-way across the lobby he suddenly straightened up, throwing his shoulders back, and crossed the rest the distance quickly, with the easy, jaunty, pleasantly arrogant air that Archer remembered so well. Then he threw open the door a went out into the darkness.

  Behind Archer, the door of the elevator slid open and he went and said, “Fourth floor, please.”

  The soft-faced nurse was at the desk, with the green lights winking on and off above her head. “Mr. Archer,” she said, as he passed her, and he stopped. She stood up and came out from behind the desk. “We were trying to find you,” she said softly, and Archer knew what she was going to say. “The little boy died,” she said. “At one thirty-two.”

  “At one thirty-two?” Archer repeated insanely.

  “I’m terribly sorry,” the girl whispered.

  Archer nodded and walked down the dark corridor toward Kitty’s room.

  There was no light on in the room, but there was a glow from the street lamps that filtered through the window. The window was open a little and Archer could hear the river-wind going softly by the building.

  “Clement?” It was a low whisper out of the deeper darkness the bed.

  “Yes, Kitty.” Archer worked carefully at keeping his voice ordinary and cheerful. He took off his hat and went over to the bed and sat down on it without taking his coat off. He could see the pale shape of Kitty’s face on the pillow and ghostly tiny reflections of light in her wide-open eyes. He didn’t put out his hand to touch her because his hands were still cold. “How are you, darling?” he asked.

  “I heard,” Kitty said, but her voice was even. “I called the nurse and they told me.”

  “Yes, Kitty.”

  “I’m not going to cry. I’m all done crying,” Kitty said.

  “You ought to try to sleep.”

  “Later. Did you have a drink?”

  “No. I. … I just took a little walk.”

  “It’s cold out. isn’t it?”

  “Yes.”

  “I can’t tell from the way your coat feels. It’s windy out, too, isn’t it?”

  “Not too bad.” Archer said.

  “The wind sounds funny in this room,” Kitty said. “It sounds like nurses walking outside the window.” She lay silent for a moment. “Clement,” she said, her voice sounding childish and tired in the darkness, “Clement, are we all right?”

  “Yes, Kitty,” Archer said gravely.

  “You’re not just saying it—because this is a bad night.”

  “I’m not just saying it.”

  “If you’re disappointed in me, if you feel you can’t go on with me after what I’ve done, you can tell me,” Kitty whispered. “You don’t lave to pamper me any more.”

  Archer put his arms around her and pulled her toward him, holding her tight, kissing her throat, in a tangle of blankets and hospital nightgown.

  “I’m so glad,” Kitty whispered. “I’m so glad.”

  Holding her, feeling dry, helpless tears somewhere deep in his throat, feeling the frail, drained, exhausted, loved body through the clumsy material of his coat, Archer was filled with a bursting sense of relief, of reunion, of unreasonable hope. This has survived, he thought confusedly, this good, precious, battered, necessary thing has survived, so I shall survive.

  “I’m going to be better from now on,” Kitty said softly into his hair, and she put up her hand to stroke the back of his head. “Now I know what I have to guard against in myself. Before this I was so proud, I thought I was so strong, I thought that I would always do the right thing automatically. Now I know—nothing’s automatic. There are horrible places in me, horrible streaks, and I have to fight them, fight them, every minute. Darling, we’re going to try again,” he whispered, “aren’t we? We’re going to try everything again?”

  He kissed her. “Yes, Kitty,” he said. “Everything again.” He let her down gently to the pillow.
Her eyes were shining in the darkness.

  “Clement,” she said drowsily, “will you watch me fall asleep?”

  “Yes, Kitty.”

  “Good night,” she said, almost inaudibly.

  “Good night, dearest.”

  Archer moved silently over to the window. In a moment, he heard Kitty’s even breathing. He looked out the window. The city fell away from him in the darkness, waiting for the first and final siren. Softly, Archer closed the window and pulled down the shade. Then he sat down and watched his wife, deep in her healing sleep in the quiet room.

  A Biography of Irwin Shaw

  Irwin Shaw (1913–1984) was an award-winning American novelist, playwright, screenwriter, and short story writer. His novel The Young Lions (1948) is considered a classic of World War II fiction. From the early pages of the New Yorker to the bestseller lists, Shaw earned a reputation as a leading literary voice of his generation.

  Shaw was born Irwin Shamforoff in the Bronx, New York, on February 27, 1913. His parents, Will and Rose, were Russian Jewish immigrants and his father struggled as a haberdasher. The family moved to Brooklyn and barely survived the Depression. After graduating from high school at the age of sixteen, Shaw worked his way through Brooklyn College, where he started as quarterback on the school’s scrappy football team.

  “Discovered” by a college teacher (who later got him his first assignment, writing for the Dick Tracy radio serials), Shaw became a household name at the age of twenty-two thanks to his first produced play, Bury the Dead. This 1935 Broadway hit—still regularly produced around the world—is a bugle call against profit-driven barbarity. Offered a job as a Hollywood staff scriptwriter, Shaw then contributed to numerous Golden Era films such as The Big Game (1936) and The Talk of the Town (1942). While continuing to write memorable stories for the New Yorker, he also penned The Gentle People (1939), a play that was adapted for film four different times.

  World War II altered the course of Shaw’s career. Refusing a commission, he enlisted in the army, and was shipped off to North Africa as a private in a photography unit in 1943. After the North African campaign, he served in London during the preparations for the invasion of Normandy. After D-Day, Shaw and his unit followed the front lines and documented many of the most important moments of the war, including the liberations of Paris and the Dachau concentration camp.

  The Young Lions (1948), his epic novel, follows three soldiers—two Americans and one German—across North Africa, Europe, and into Germany. Along with James Jones’s From Here to Eternity, Joseph Heller’s Catch-22, Norman Mailer’s The Naked and the Dead, and The Caine Mutiny by Herman Wouk, The Young Lions stands as one of the great American novels of World War II. In 1958, it was made into a film starring Marlon Brando and Montgomery Clift.

  In 1951, wrongly suspected of Communist sympathies, Shaw moved to Europe with his wife and six-month-old son. In Paris, he was neighbors with journalist Art Buchwald and friends with the great French writers, photographers, actors, and moviemakers of his generation, including Joseph Kessel, Robert Capa, Simone Signoret, and Louis Malle. In Rome, Shaw gave author William Styron his wedding lunch, doctored screenplays, walked with director Federico Fellini on the Via Veneto, and got the idea for his novel Two Weeks in Another Town (1960).

  Finally, he settled in the small Swiss village of Klosters and continued writing screenplays, stage plays, and novels. Rich Man, Poor Man (1970) and Beggerman, Thief (1977) were made into the first famous television miniseries. Nightwork (1975) will soon be a major motion picture. Shaw died in the shadow of the Swiss peaks that had inspired Thomas Mann’s great novel The Magic Mountain.

  Shaw as a young soldier crossing North Africa from Algiers to Cairo in 1943.

  Shaw’s US Army record.

  Shaw just after D-Day in Normandy, France, in 1944.

  A few weeks after D-Day, Shaw and his Signal Corps film crew liberate Mont Saint-Michel.

  A 1944 letter from Shaw to his wife, Marian, describing the “taking” of Mont Saint Michel, as well as a nerve-wracking night under a cathedral when he almost shot a group of monks, believing them to be Germans.

  Shaw as a warrant-officer in Austria in 1945, with Signal Corps Captain Josh Logan (left) and Colonel Anatole Litvak (center), who became his lifelong friends.

  Shaw, Marian, and their son, Adam, on the terrace of the newly built Chalet Mia in Klosters, Switzerland, in 1957.

  Shaw at home with Marian at Chalet Mia, Klosters, in 1958.

  Shaw (center) skiing in Klosters in 1960 with (left to right) Noel Howard (an actor), an unidentified Hollywood producer, Marian Shaw, Jacques Charmoz (a French World War II pilot, cartoonist, and painter), and Jacqueline Tesseron.

  Shaw in Klosters in 1960 with (from left to right) Kathy Parrish, her husband Robert Parrish (an Academy Award–winning film editor and director), and Peter Viertel (a screenwriter, novelist, and Shaw’s coauthor for the play The Survivors). Shaw’s friendship with Viertel started before the war, when they both lived in Malibu.

  Shaw with Irving P. “Swifty” Lazar, the legendary talent agent who represented him, in Evian, France, in 1963.

  Shaw playing tennis in Klosters in 1964.

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  These are works of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  The Young Lions copyright © 1948, 1976 by Irwin Shaw

  Bread Upon the Waters copyright © 1981 by Irwin Shaw

  Short Stories: Five Decades copyright © 1937, 1938, 1939, 1940, 1941, 1942, 1943, 1944, 1945, 1946, 1947, 1949, 1950, 1952, 1953, 1954, 1955, 1956, 1957, 1958, 1961, 1962, 1963, 1964, 1967, 1968, 1969, 1971, 1973, 1977, 1978 by Irwin Shaw

  The Troubled Air copyright © 1951 by Irwin Shaw

  Cover design by Amanda Shaffer

  ISBN: 978-1-5040-4720-3

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