A Beautiful Mess b-2

by Emily Mckee

  Winking at Sarah, Maddox turned his attention to Gabe, “To you Gabe, you are my best friend and I was thrilled the day you walked up to Sarah and asked for her to cheer you on. I knew that you guys would last forever and I can tell you that if Sarah’s dad were here he would be saying those words to you as well. Finally, to the both of you: May your life together be filled with lots of love and zero regrets. Cheers everybody!”

  The look on Sarah and Gabe’s faces were priceless. You could tell that the friendships that Sarah and Maddox, as well as Gabe and Maddox shared were extremely special.

  As soon as dinner was over I thought Jason would drag me out of the restaurant but he wrapped my hand in his and smiled down at me and said, “I love you Ashlynn.”

  I’m not sure if the tears in my eyes were still from the speeches but when I closed my eyes a tear fell down my face. When I opened my eyes I saw Jason looking at me and the look wasn’t of desire and passion but one of sincerity and almost like he was seeing me for the first time. I couldn’t take it any longer and needed his lips on mine so I wrapped my arms around his neck and stood on my tiptoes.

  Before I said, “I love you too,” I kissed him and showed him just much I did love him.

  The car ride back to the hotel was filled with complete silence, sexual silence. It was mainly silent because Jade said she would get a ride home later after she rode our waiter for the evening. Once we let ourselves into the room Jason and I were on one another. I was ripping his shirt off him and he was pulling my dress up and over my head. With clothes falling to the floor all I had on were my wedges, bra, and thong.

  I started to step towards Jason but while unbuckling the belt on his pants he said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

  I nodded because I could feel the wetness on my upper thighs so I nodded my head.

  Jason shook his head and said, “Are you wet, Ash?”

  Not taking my eyes off his I said, “Yes Jason, I’m wet.”

  He shook his head again and said, “How do you know you’re wet?”

  Again not taking my eyes away from him I placed my hand in my panties and started making circles around my clit and said, “I can feel how wet I am.”

  I saw Jason’s Adam’s apple move up and down and while he took his pants off he said, “Touch yourself, baby.”

  I thought doing this would be a little weird but when Jason stood up he started stroking himself and my mouth fell open. I never realized how sexual and hot it would be watching a guy stroke himself looking at you. I saw some pre-cum gather at the tip of his cock and I knew he wouldn’t last long which was totally fine with me because I knew with maybe a stroke or two and I would fall over the edge.

  Releasing his grip on his cock in a husky voice Jason said, “I want you to bend over the bed and move your legs apart.”

  I couldn’t do something as simple as nod my head so I took my hand out of my panties and walked over to the bed but heard Jason say from behind me, “Keep touching yourself, Ash.”

  Reluctantly I placed my hand in my thong and rubbed slow circles again. I just couldn’t take it any longer and needed Jason to be inside of me.

  Bending over the bed I heard Jason’s footsteps coming up from behind me and my heart was beating so fast. I couldn’t wait for him to be inside of me. He stopped right behind me and I could feel his hard cock up against my ass. He gave my ass a little slap and then said, “Spread your legs wider Ash, and lift your hips.”

  I did so willingly and before I knew it Jason was ripping my thong from me and slamming right into me.

  He moved all the way out and said, “Does that feel good Ash?”

  I just moaned my answer and heard Jason chuckle behind me and then he said, “What about this?” He pushed all the way inside of me and had this steady rhythm going where he swayed his hips. The first was amazing but the second was …

  Fucking alarming,

  Fucking breathing,

  Motherfucking astounding!

  I couldn’t even warn him before I was coming and Jason thrust into me over and over again and rode my orgasm out. Somewhere along the way he had unclasped my bra and started pulling and rolling my nipples in his hands. My legs started to shake from just how powerful the orgasm was and Jason instantly wrapped an arm around my middle to hold me up. When I was able to gather myself I pushed back against him and met him thrust for thrust.

  Between grunts Jason said, “Ash, I’m gonna fucking come,” and I felt an orgasm quickly building.

  There was something about Jason telling me he was going to come inside me that was overwhelming. I pushed back against him two more times and when I screamed, “JASON,” he roared, “ASHLYNN!”

  Catching our breath we both fell onto the bed on our backs looking up at the ceiling. I was about to turn over and look at Jason when the telephone rang.

  The phone was right next to Jason and without taking his eyes off the ceiling he grabbed the phone and breathlessly said, “Hello?”

  I wondered who was calling us but then I heard Jason say, “I apologize. We’ll keep it down,” and then he hung up.

  I already knew what it was and just started laughing when Jason turned on his side and said, “The manager called and said they were getting noise complaints about this room.”

  Shaking his head he said, “Fuck Ashlynn, what are you doing to me?”

  I slowly sat up and unclasped the wedges I was still wearing and dropped them onto the floor. I was thinking about just lying back down on the bed but decided to seductively turn around and with a twinkle in my eye I reached a hand out to touch Jason’s cock. I knew he wasn’t prepared because his eyes were still closed and I heard him take a deep breath in. I placed a leg on either side of him and slowly moved my hand up and down him waiting for him to get hard in my hand.

  I tortured him just like he’d tortured me only minutes ago. Jason started playing with my nipples which only made me more aroused than I already was. He started thrusting into my hand and I let out a little giggle.

  He looked up at me and said, “Something funny?”

  I just cocked my head to the side and said, “Payback’s a bitch, don’t you think?”

  His eyes got wide and said, “You little sneak.”

  As soon as those words left his mouth I leaned and whispered against his ear, “Let’s really give ‘em something to complain about Jason,” and lifting my hips I slammed right down onto him.

  He made this groaning, guttural sound and yelled, “FUCK,” at the top of his lungs. Placing my hands on the headboard I moved up and down him quickly.

  I never took my eyes off Jason the whole time I bounced up and down on him. I was moving up and down so fast that the bed began to creak and the headboard was slamming against the wall. Four strokes in and I could feel I was going to burst.

  Gasping for air I wailed, “I’m coming Jason,” and he started moving his hips up and down and then came inside me and growled, “I love you Ashlynn!”

  I fell onto his sweaty chest while Jason rubbed up and down my back soothing me. My eyes were beginning to close when the phone rang again and this time I picked it up.

  “Hello?”

  “Um, yes, this is management aga-”

  I just cut them off and said, “I know. I’m sorry about the noise complaints. We’re done now,” and hung up.

  Jason’s chest was vibrating from laughing so hard and he said, “Really?” I couldn’t do anything but laugh at us receiving noise complaints because of our phenomenal sex.

  After catching my breath I slid off him and laid down on my side looking at how beautiful he was. Jason sat up in bed and pulled the covers over us and laid down on his side staring at me. No words needed to be said in that moment because with just a look we could tell one another that we both loved each other.

  I only closed my eyes for a minute but next thing I knew my alarm was going off the following morning.

  Rolling over in bed I saw Jason staring back at me and I giggled. He nudged me onto my back a
nd said, “How are you feeling today?” I started to move around and realized I was actually pretty sore from last night. He must have seen from the way I moved my body because he said, “I’m sorry; I just kind of lost control last night with you.”

  I just laughed and said, “Jason, I’m not made of glass. You’re not going to break me. Yes, I’m sore but I enjoyed last night if you couldn’t tell. Plus every time I move my body today images of last night will be coming across in my mind and I’ll have a smile plastered to my face because of it.”

  With that explanation Jason kissed me on the lips and then carried me into the bathroom where he washed me as I sat on the built in seat. I told him it wasn’t necessary but he just shook it off and said he wanted to take care of me.

  Being a girl I couldn’t help but think because we were going to a wedding today and the way he looked at me and said, “I want to take care of you Ashlynn,” had me thinking that not only did he want to take care of me in the shower but maybe in life as well. But while I wanted to believe him I knew that he wasn’t telling me everything and I wanted to know why.

  He must have sensed the hesitation on my face because he said, “I’ll tell you later Ashlynn but right now I want to enjoy our time together.”

  His words scared me and I didn’t know what to think and I hated that this had to happen on a day where our friends were getting married.

  While Sarah and Gabe were standing before God and their friends and family announcing their love for one another my heart was sinking because I was petrified at what Jason would have to tell me. I had a feeling it would be something to do with his dad or mom. Maybe even the both of them.

  I just wasn’t sure and I was scared to death because I didn’t want what happened last time when we were in Florida to happen this time after everything that had happened between us. I didn’t want him to close off from me and ignore me because so much had changed between the two of us.

  Chapter 11

  Jason

  Everything was going exceptionally between Ashlynn and me. I felt like this could be the real deal which is why I asked her dad for his permission for me to marry her. I knew we wouldn’t get married anytime soon but I knew with all of my heart someday I was going to make her mine. While talking to my dad did some good I was nowhere near ready for thinking about having children and I wasn’t sure I ever would be. I just hoped that Ashlynn would be okay with that when we did get married someday, because I knew that when I looked into my future without a shadow of a doubt Ashlynn was in mine forever.

  While I knew I made my own choices in life on what I wanted and who I wanted there was still a small part of me that questioned whether or not I would become just like my dad later in life. Like our time in Florida everything was perfect up until the day of Sarah and Gabe’s wedding. I could see it in Ashlynn’s eyes that she wanted to know just why exactly I had ignored her for a while after Spring Break ended but I didn’t want it to be the day of the wedding so I said, “I’ll tell you later Ashlynn but right now I want to enjoy our time together.”

  I thought saying that would put her mind at ease but she flinched back from me and mentally guarded herself as well. I could see it in her eyes and in her demeanor the entire wedding. While she was showing emotion with laughing and crying I could tell that her mind was somewhere else and by somewhere else I mean thinking about what I was going to tell her. It wasn’t a huge secret it was just something I had to deal with before I started a relationship with Ashlynn. I didn’t want to bring in extra baggage to the relationship. That’s the important part and really what she needed to understand.

  During the reception Jade walked up to me and asked, “Alright, spill Jason. What’s up with you and Ashlynn?”

  I just shrugged my shoulders and said, “Not now Jade. I’m really not in the mood to talk at the moment.”

  It really made her concerned and she pulled me into a corner and in a serious tone said, “Seriously, what’s going on Jason? You’re kind of scaring me.”

  Taking a long gulp of my beer I said, “I still haven’t explained everything that happened with dad to Ashlynn yet. I mean I told her about our childhood and everything but not about the phone call and what happened when we met up with him at the end of the school year.”

  Jade’s mouth dropped open at my confession and she was speechless; probably for the first time in her life. Tilting her head to the side in a low voice she said, “You told her about what happened to you?”

  Shaking my head I said, “Correction Jade, I told her about what happened to the both of us.” She flinched back and I thought she was going to cry so I pulled her into my arms. She wrapped her arms around my middle and then I felt wetness on my shirt and knew my sister was crying.

  I put her at arm’s length and asked, “Why are you crying Jade?”

  My question just made her cry even more so I pulled her back to me and held onto her so she could calm down and explain to me what was going on. Getting herself under control she said, “I’m sorry Jason.” I didn’t understand where her apology was coming from so I questioned her on it.

  Shrugging her shoulders she said, “I’m crying for what happened to you. I’m crying because I didn’t a damn thing to help you when we were little. I’m crying because Ashlynn is my best friend and I never told her. I was just so ashamed of what went on in our household. I was also ashamed that I never did anything to help you and sometimes I feel like our mom. She knew what was going on and she never did anything. Our father beat you and I just stood there and watched, just like her.”

  Her lip started to quiver and before I knew it she was crying again.

  I quickly pulled her against me and started murmuring reassurance into her ear. “Jade, you are nothing like mom, do you hear me? None of what happened to us is your fault. We were both kids and I don’t blame you for, in your own words, ‘not doing anything.’ I love you Jade and I would do anything for you, I hope you know that. I am positive with every bone in my body that Ashlynn doesn’t hate you. She might be hurt but I know she could never hate you for not telling her what happened to us. You hear me ‘lil sis?”

  My question made her giggle and she nodded her head up and down against my chest. She then squeezed me to her and said, “Only by four minutes but I love you big brother.”

  Giving Jade one last hug I noticed out of the corner of my eye that Ashlynn was looking at us and I knew that I had to tell her as soon as possible what all happened to Jade and I a month and a half ago.

  Later that night when we got back to the hotel from the reception we both got undressed and snuggled up in bed. We were both lying on our sides and her back was to my front. My arm was draped over her middle and I knew she could feel my heart beating extremely fast. I was just about to say her name when I heard these little purring sounds and knew that my Ashlynn was asleep. Kissing the back of her head I said, “Goodnight babe,” and drifted off to sleep in the comfort of holding Ashlynn to me.

  Upon checking out the next morning we made the drive back to our apartments. I dropped Jade off at the apartment but when Ashlynn was getting ready to get out I placed a hand over hers.

  She looked at me with sadness in her eyes and I asked, “Could you come over to my apartment for a little while? I just wanted to talk to you about everything.”

  I wanted to take the look in her eyes away so badly because she looked like she was just going to burst into tears any second now but she put on a brave face and nodded her head. As soon as I saw Jade walk into their apartment I drove off to mine. The car ride was silent and it gave me time to collect my bearings to inform Ashlynn on what all exactly happened.

  Parking the car I left my bags in the trunk and Ashlynn and I walked into my apartment. I was relieved that Neil wasn’t there because I wanted to do this in private. Ashlynn sat down on the sofa and I went to the fridge to get a bottle of water.

  I looked over in Ash’s direction and asked, “Ashlynn, do you want a drink?”

  In this
timid voice she said, “No, Jason.”

  Closing the fridge I walked over to the sofa and sat down next to her. Taking a deep breath I explained everything. “That last night in Florida I received a call from my dad. He asked if we could talk and as much as I didn’t want to I figured I might as well just listen to what he had to say. From what I told you before about mine and Jade’s childhood you know it was pretty difficult having to hear his voice and I was emotionally drained after that short conversation. Truthfully, I just didn’t know how to tell you. I wanted to get the future conversation over with before you and I ever started anything because you are extremely important to me, Ashlynn Miller.”

  Anyway when we got back to school I called him and he informed that he was dying of cancer. I didn’t know what to say so I just listened to him tell me about how he apologized for everything that he did. How I was nothing like him. He said that I was so much more. He said I was such a better person than him.”

  I was still explaining when I felt Ashlynn place her hand on top of mine for comfort and I looked over at her and saw tears falling from her face. I put my other hand to her cheek and used my thumb to wipe away the tears and she gave me a small smile.

  Clearing my throat I continued.

  “While it was difficult to hear that I knew I had to tell Jade. When I did she pretty much lost it and then informed me that she wanted to see him. She needed to talk to him and come to her own form of closure so that’s what she did. I went with her back to our hometown and was there for her when she talked to our father. I didn’t think seeing him would be all that hard on me but I was wrong. He just looked so fragile and weak and now his outer appearance matched his inner. He apologized profusely to the both of us and asked if we could find it in our hearts to forgive him. He also wanted to be a part of our lives now and be given at attempt to make up for what he did to our childhoods.”