WineBar: The Complete Story
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Wow so like I know that WineBar and I weren’t exclusive...BitchFace was still a slap in the face as far as being shocking goes at least.
I mean we have had some kinda upsetting moments of hey guess what I sleep with other people..
Cancun anyone?
But the Louboutin was on my foot this time seeing he just fucked me liplocking right in my face like that. Still ya know that I didn’t attack WineBar or anything but like I needed time to process. Makes sense right?
I'm starting that process like a woman should. Focusing on me, myself, and I!
I'm making sure I get the right SPF, all my sexiest swimsuits, and figuring out what fruity drinks I want to have too much of while I enjoy the sun!
Loading up my Kindle with all the hottest reads I’m taking to the beach.
Lana and I have been super busy with new books and that’s what’s been most on my mind. We’re always working on something fab for the Angels and I think you’re gonna love what’s coming up soon.
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
So I've been reading...and writing!!
So I've been reading...and writing!!
I've been getting sun, hanging out at the beach, getting a little tipsy and reading.
After I read all the way to that HEA, you know it!! Then I went through my emails and read a bunch before I got back to this book I’m writing now...I am loving this one and I know you will too!!
So I’ll just say that billionaires and virgins are about to be playing a whole new game!
Here are some emails I wanted to share with you!
The first email:
Hey Alexis, So, I took a time out after yesterday's NL before adding my 2 cents. As disappointed as I was with WineBar, after letting it swirl around in my head for awhile I realized he hasn't gotten over having the wind knocked out of his sails with the after-Cancun train wreck and has been carrying it around with him ever since. There was no exclusivity then and, he was right, ya'll were only talking about it, but it affected him like you were exclusive. Never the fact he hadn't gotten in touch with you the entirety of you vacay.
That being said, I think you handled the BitchFace situation way better than I would, that's for sure, by not flying off the handle and going all bat shit on not only him, but yanking out all the hair on her head and her fake eyelashes on way out of the bar. So, when.....,yes, I said when, you guys have that discussion on exclusivity, you both will know that if one of you screws up the other WILL. FIND. OUT. ABOUT. IT!!! Not because you're looking for it, or spying on each other, but because shit happens just like him showing up and seeing you with Mr. Cancun and you showing up in time to see The Kiss.
I hope he gets in touch with you soon and ya'll get back on track. In the meantime, trust your instincts, have fun with your friends and keep popping out those books. Don't know when you have the time, but I'm sure glad you find it. <3 H&Ks, --Toni Toni, yeah, I’m fitting in writing between spending time with friends. They understand that when I reach for the laptop, it means I am going to vanish into a story for a while but I always come back!!
Second email I wanted to share!!
WOW!!! WOW...WOW...WOW!!!!
I couldn't even respond yesterday because I was in complete utter SHOCK!! My mouth dropped open to the floor and I had no words!! Just speechless!!! My heart went out to you immediately because as all your angels know, you share what you're going thru...the battle in your mind and heart for love. And now this!! I can't believe he threw the Mexico card at you!! He's the prick that never responded to any of your messages after the bbq!!!! WTF???!!! GRRRR I'm so fired up!! Oh, and let's not forget he came out first wanting to be "exclusive"! For someone that want's to be exclusive with someone should not be kissing another someone!!! I'm so sorry boo! I hope you're still doing okay. Hanging with the girls is absolutely the best thing for you to do!! Wishing you the best vibes ever!!! And keep on believing in the power of Love! It's out there waiting for you :)
Hugs & Kisses!!! Angela, thanks for writing me!! I think that past week/weekend was wild for everyone! Hope you’re enjoying your summer!
If I shared your story in the NL you get a free Naughty Angel book of your choice - Alexis, Abby, or Dark Angel, or any Mona Cox book! Reply with your choice loves!
I've got to get back to writing - and the beach!!
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
So I think someone should get something out of this.
So I think someone should get something out of this.
That's right. Because it's apparent that I'm not getting what I want from WineBar and he's obviously not getting it from me. So someone should win, ya know? That's you guys? As usual, if I picked your letter to share, you get a free book from the Naughty Angel Publishing catalog! And we're gonna be able to give more away! Yay!!!
Oh, and I decided to text WineBar. I'm gonna send him a text that just says, "Hey. We should talk. Let's see if we can't put something together before you go to Miami."
Time to take the high road, or at least see if he wants to take it with me!
My first letter:
This is killing me. Wine bar neglected your safety by not taking you home after the BBQ and then he flat out ignored you. So what he saw you with Cancun. Clearly he had Bitchface then as well, but he got upset and ignored you again. He may be a good catch, but he runs and hides when shit gets tough instead of stepping up and owning his mistakes. Its childish. If/when the two of you have the talk, he needs to own his shit just like you have. Otherwise, what's the point of. Ring exclusive.
Maybe we shoulda stuck it out with Freeway a little longer...might've gotten some MMF action out of that one ☺☺☺
Smile babe, you're awesome all on your own! Lashanta Kisses, Lashanta, OMG you know what’s up!! Another email I picked:
RE: WineBar I'm still on the fence. Yup you weren't exclusive.I still worry about the prolonged radio silence (And BTW he never msged, phd, for a week after the BBQ, as far as you knew he was out of your life, so hands down pants, though an embarrassing situation, well he sure wasn't sending the signals saying "I really like you, lets have a relationship") Now having a talk with some one about wanting more and it will be LDR then having dates with past GF's who think they can still kiss him, well that makes you wonder if he's serious.
So questions to ask yourself: 1. Would you wonder if he was seeing others when out of town and all time he spends at the bar? 2. Will radio silence happen still with the travelling even when you're a couple? And are you ok if it does (and I mean response within 24 hours is def. a realistic exception, not 5 min ;) ) 3. If he called the other girl BitchFace..... is he also talking about you that way? Makes you wonder if he talks smack about all the girls he sleeps with. 4. Are you ready for a more serious relationship and the work that goes into it? Not making any judgments, just from personal experience know that you need to be in the write (yes its the wrong word, but it was amusing mind fart and I'm keeping it there) mind frame and be in an emotional space that is willing for the work and the emotional rollercoaster that can happen :)
Delacey
Hey babe!! BitchFace was my name for that girl LOL but you make some excellent points!!
One more!
Hey Alexis, Apparently, he felt like it had not been clear yet your relationship status so Winebar acted like he was still single. Guys are stupid. It makes it hard because you were already trying get change your behavior, but you sent him mixed messages with Cancun. Plus, it seems like maybe he was hurt by that? ThWhy don't you talk it out with him before you totally walk away.
Thanks Sue!! I am definitely gonna try and talk to him and see where we stand.
So if I shared your story today reply back with your choice of any of the Alexis, Abby, or Dark Angel or Mona Cox books you’d like as your prize. Keep sending me your stories and you could be the next winner!
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And don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
Dunno If It’s Just Me
So...question.
When you get a text message, if you've had like sex with this person repeatedly, you would think to answer right?
I mean, I only ask this because like I sent WineBar a text yesterday after like you know the majority of my 30,000 person NL was like dood go talk to WineBar and give him a chance. They were even like listen girlfriend you were fucking around with DoctorDick and you even went to the Elephant Bar to get some new strange and you gotta be okay if he wasn't exclusive with you too. I mean some ppl were like screw this walk away but you know I always say that if God is gonna shut a door at least make sure that there aren't any shoes in the way so that you don't have to go back to Barney's to spend like $500 on Manolo Blahniks bc God was shutting the door.
Which is a long way to say I texted the guy. "Hey, let's talk before I go to Monterey?" I sent him. Then nothing. So I texted later, "I'm leaving on Sunday." and nothing and one final text, "I just think it makes sense for everything we've been through to talk once before we go our separate ways."
Nothing.
So I guess I'm just going to Monterey. I still need to write. I still need to think. I have great plans ahead for you guys. I might have a bit of a bloody nose, but I'm not outta this game yet, chica!
Watch out world! Alexis is back on the prowl (unless WineBar texts)!
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
Sniff Sniff! That's my thong! Doesn't it smell nice?
LMAO! Ok ok just kidding!
But imagine if Cinderella had a lace black thong and she was a stripper and she gave it to a prince after they fucked and then realized he was her lobster and soulmate but they got lost from each other so he had to go around smelling crotches of strippers to find his one true love.
Ya, I went there.
It's the most romantic love story ever told.
You will either cum real hard or die of laughter. I guarantee it.
'Nuff said
Hugs and kisses and lots of love!
Alexis!
Is The World Ready For Alexis Angel?
By the time you get this, I'll probably be on the way to Monterey. I wanna drop pics of the room I'm staying at because I got a great deal with my Chase Ink card at the Intercontinental in Monterey. It's right on the Cannery and that means its facing the water. I'm basically staying 7 nights on credit card miles and I'm gonna use it to the maximum! lol. No seriously, I'm so gonna indulge like nothing else.
After what I've been through, which isn't really that much when you think about like how other ppl in the world are like fighting and dying and starving, but to me it's a lot I guess. I mean I was gonna write and get massages (real ones not the ones where the dude flips you over and starts stroking ur clit) and eat lots and lots of chocolate and drink wine and vodka. Mmmm. I'm so looking forward to it. Sex?
Well, ya know....I'm wondering if I can go like a few days without sex. Like indulge in other stuff but sex. Like chocolate. And booze. And I dunno anything else. I mean, if I get some then sure. But what I wanna do is go for a run next to the Pacific Ocean and then with those endorphins kicking in go work out and then get a massage and then eat chocolate and write Lust Muscle.
That's my plan. Let's hope it happens. But in the meantime, here is what I plan to have an orgasm to in Monterey. Hey, I said maybe do without the sex. But a girl's gotta cum at least once a day, ya know? ;)
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
So WineBar is in Miami
Right I forgot to tell you that yesterday evening WineBar sent me a text. It was pretty short and to the point. It said:
"Hey I just got your message, sorry. I'm actually headed to Miami. I'll be back in a few weeks."
Right. So I guess there is that.
After what? Like 48 hours? So, no big deal. Really. I'm cool. I'm just gonna go out. I already made some friends. I know, it's crazy, but meetup.com is amazing. So they do this pub crawl get together where people meet at a local place and then go through a variety of pubs so I'm signed up to do that tonight! It's gonna be pretty crazy drinking on a weeknight but then again, I'm on vaca so whatevs.
I'm just gonna spend the day before that relaxing. I have 8,000 words I'm gonna write (4,000 done already) and I'm gonna sit on on my balcony and read.
But ya know, I feel really more than anything just a ton of relief. So yay to freedom! If I was ever tied down. Sorry, Team WineBar, but I think this ship has fucking sailed.
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
The doctor is in you now!!
So Dark Angel is the name that Lana Angel & I use to write dark, twisty, angsty smutty stories...and then we landed on a single dad romance??
Okay first off ya know and love Lana like I do, you know she can barely touch a story without making it kinda angsty. She thrives on that whole dark and twisty thing and she's definitely brought that to this book. I brought the fun and flirty to it, too, but there's something about a single dad story that already like comes with some weight ya know?
So this story is like one sooper alpha doctor laying down his manwhore ways for a cute little bookstore virgin with a filthy mind!! There's heat...and some really cute AWW moments ya just gotta read!!
Sexy alpha billionaire doctor? Check.
Dirty little virgin? Check.
Sweet, adorable daughter that you will love!! Check
So if you're ready to get your eyes and your panties wet, check out Dr. Single Dad from Dark Angel and let us know if ya like this slight turn in our "dark" stories. Pretty sure you'll love it whether or not you like darker stories. This daddy's bad, no doubt, but but he's not a bad daddy LOL you know what I mean.
Yummm
So yesterday I was so hungover I'm like the total opposite today.
OMG I ate like such greasy food yesterday that I had to make up for it today and I went on this long jog and like pumped myself up with endorphins till I was like oooh just by breathing heavily and I was like ok this is such a good feeling with the ocean right there and these cute yoga pants I bought that I brought specifically for working out to Monterey. Yes, I planned to go for a run and brought pants for that purpose. I know it's a lil weird. But I'm sure y'all have weird things too. In fact, today's free book draw is gonna be about weird things you do. Hit me back with a weird thing you do and I will pick someone and share their story and they will be the proud owner of a new book from the Naughty Angel library!
Anyways, so I just got back from a run a while ago and I'm sitting outside on the Cannery and it's cold but I'm all hot from running so I'm okay and I'm just people watching and this guy who must be staying there too just sits down across from me and is like "Have a good run?"
I'm sorry, a bit forward right? I thought so.
Anyways, it's such a good story as to what he said afterwards, but also the dilemma, that I'm saving it for later because it's delicious and I LOVE to tease and you know that and no it's not mean if you do it from a place of love so there ;)
Don't forget the Freebie!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love,
Alexis
Uhm, Ok, Sorry For the cliffy
So I'm calling the guy WorkoutPartner.
There's a reason. I left you on a cliffhanger yesterday because I was seriously like thinking omg did this really happen or what. Well, no I also left you on a cliffy because I like to tease and you love me for it. Don't shake your head you totes know you do. Like what other author does that to their readers? I mean the high point of my day every day is when I send newsletters out. I've never had as much fun as now and it's because I get to send newsletters out. I love interacting with all y'all.
In fact, I go
t this story that I'm gonna share from a reader. And whoever I share in here going forward gets a free book from the Naughty Angel catalog!
Anyways, so this guy just plops down across from me as I'm stitting at the table catching my breath from my run.
"Have a good run?" he asks me or something like that and I'm like uhmm kinda surprised
"No, you don't know me, but I was watching as you finished your run and you looked good in those pants." OMG Did he just really say that?
What the hell?
This is even crazier than the guy in Cancun who showed us his dick during breakfast when all the girls were like show us your cock and chanting. Did he just say I looked good in the pants?
Oh, by the way, compliments and flattery? Will get you EVERYWHERE!
"Really?" I manage to squeak. "What about them did you like?" Sure I'll play the game ya know?
"I work out at 6 pm every day while I'm staying here," he said just completely ignoring me. "You should come and try out the gym."
"Uhm, I just got done with my run and I'm totally gonna be drunk or writing at 6 pm," I tried to say. But it's useless because he's already getting up and leaving.
That was yesterday. I'm still here in Monterey for like 7 days or so. I dunno what I should do. What do you guys think?
Survey: Should I accept random WorkoutPartner's invitation to go work out? I'm not going today. But I'm thinking about tomorrow.
Go for it! What's the worst that can happen?
No. Don't fall onto a dick just yet