WineBar: The Complete Story
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So after that we went to a nice little coffee shop off Columbus Circle next to the Time Warner Center to sip lattes and look into each others eyes lol. There was totally a live musician as we made our way back to the East Side walking along Central Park South.
Ya know I love WineBae.
Ya know I love New York.
Like having the two together is my own little naughty heaven.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
It almost ruined everything!
I'm completely lost when it comes to this being in an exclusive relationship thing. SO since WineBar has been so sweet to me lately I decided to try to return the favor.
Like I totally tried to make him some chocolate ganache cupcakes. Well I am pretty much amazing at everything lol except for baking so they turned out to be lumpy little carbon rocks. Like WTF?
So first I felt really shitty that I couldn't do something nice for him too but then I remembered one of WineBar's most favorite things ever!! ANAL!!! Obviously, I put on my black Agent Provocateur corset and pounced on him as soon as he came in the door!!
Later he saw the burnt cupcakes in the trash can and told me he was glad I burnt them hahahaha
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
Not the best news
So this morning I decided I had to get some more writing done. I've been having so much fun with WineBar but like these books won't write themselves lol.
So I was wrist deep in a sooper hot cum swapping scene when I got a text from WineBar.
He just booked his flight to Miami.
His trip is going to be even longer now.
Ya. I couldn't write anything after that. I rushed back home because like I've only got a couple days left before he's gone and I can't waste any time with WineBar this weekend.
I'll talk to you Angels later!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
I love hearing from you Angels!
So that's why I'm sharing some of your caring responses. They really mean a lot to me and have def made me feel better.
And ya, if your email got picked ya get a free copy of any Naughty Angel Book.
From h******t@yahoo.com
You spend every minute you can with Winebar. And get every "ounce of him" that you can. Both inside and out!!!!
Lol ya know I will babe!
From m*******d@gmail.com
Get Winebar time while you can...and remember...absense makes the heart grow fonder. (I should know- I live/work in IL and my hubby lives/works in GA!)
Like how do you do it?
From z***********a@gmail.com
ya know you and winebar can skpe each other and show him what he has to come home to lol
Def part of the plan!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
I guess the guys get to say bye too...
WineBar had a guys night out tonight because it’s Week 2 of the NFL.
So what did I do? I went out with some girls. And we had cosmos. And I am soooo hung over.
Like…kill me now. Which wouldn’t be bad because you know, take a coupla Alka Seltzer and some Advil and I’m usually good to go but I think I just overdid it on the cosmo’s yesterday. And I woke up this morning (WineBar was at his apartment and I ended up at mine) and apparently I came home like I dunno when but I have a broken heel on my Manolo Blahnik. My phone is like in the fridge. Half of a Double Double from In-N-Out is in the microwave and it looks like I was mixing Coca Cola and some white zinfandel? So ya, I haven’t told Lana anything yet but if u see her on FB or whatever just tell her I’m writing while I go just veg out with the rest of that burger and read lol
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
So WineBar left this morning and I feel sooper bummed
So last night I took all those dumb sad emotions and turned them into raw fuck energy.
I made him miss me so hard. Like I was a fucking animal. I ripped his clothes off and made sure I rode his cock the best I ever have. I wanted the image of me bouncing up and down on his cock to be seared into his memory forever.
Ya I already miss him.
UGH!!...This is going to be rough and not in the sexy way.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
It hasn't even been two days
UGH...
Can I just bathe in cosmos the whole time he's gone? Cuz this sucks...
WTF am I doing?! I'm amazing and I don’t need WineBar to have a good time. But like my mouth is totally craving his thick cock...
Like I can do my own thing and still be happy though. Right?
Hell ya!! Imma go out to my coffee spot and write for a bit. Love all you bitches, I’m so glad I can vent at you all!!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
So I'm just browsing Amazon
Ya I'm going back and forth between sexy new books and vibrators. Like toys are great but we all know nothing is good as the real thing.
I used to just go to the gym or whatevs and find some hot guy to fuck but now I'm left to my own devices. And I'm a little bored with the devices on hand lol.
Like I'm good with this. I know that I'm with WineBar. Being with WineBar means being exclusive. But damn it I need to cum sooper bad!!
Like I miss the way he smells. How his hands feel when they slid all over my body. How hard his cock gets when I wear my La Perla lingerie.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
But my WineBar is gone
Clubbing with my bitches always gets me wet.
Like there is just something about all those hot bodied strangers rubbing all over each other. But seeing all these hot bodies that I can't touch is just mean!!
But I love WineBar.
So all these tasty nudes of him in my iphone should keep me busy until he gets back lol.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
And sooper horny!!
Ya know me, when I am lonely I usually go sit at a bar with a cosmo in the hottest black dress that I own wearing my Louboutins, looking like a million dollars, just waiting for the next piece of worthy eye candy to come my way.
Well now that I am exclusive (ugh...and yay!) I have no way to fix these feelings.
Like I can only masturbate so much!! I’m pretty sure my vibe was smoking this morning.
Help me!!
I wanna hear from you Angels. What should I do?!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
We'll see how it goes
So a buncha u Angels been like omg babe get on FaceTime or Skype and have some nasty video phone sex with WineBar if u miss him so much and u know me I’m like this super duper empowered person who totally thinks that like women should embrace their sexuality and be like proud of it. Remember, this is Alexis fucking Angel ur talking about lol. The one who proudly said if ur gonna call me a slut and ur a dude I’m totally gonna make fun of ur cock. But she has a secret that I haven’t told you before. I suck – like am terrible – at phone sex. Or video sex. Or any kind of remote sex. I’m the absolute worst. Don’t believe me? I’m gonna do it tonight and I’ll let u know how it goes…
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
Angels!! Do I have something tasty for you?!
Have ya ever wondered if those hot couples in T.V. romances actually get sparks for each other and fuck like bunnies off screen? Wonder no more!!
In my latest filthy masterpiece the hard bodied heart throb Kane plays a single dad in a totes popular tv drama.
Well he gets this hot young co worker, Sasha and obviously u can see the sex sparks in the air as soon as they lay eyes on each other
There's one sooper important rule though!!
NO SEX WITH YOUR CO-WORKERS!!
Pfft who cares about rules?!
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Certainly not these sex fiends!!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
OMG Dark Angel is getting dangerous!!
So I don't know how much u know about Lana but that girl has dark side. Like deep dark and dirty. She really brought it out for this steamy romp. The sex is like sooo hot and the characters are sooper twisted.
And like the danger just makes the whole thing that much more exciting. Ya don't know if he's gonna bend her over a table and fuck her or kill her. It's def got an HEA but OMG I might break a vibe with this story.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
Hahaha ok so ya I left you with an Alexis Angel cliffy
I was like ok I’m gonna skype sex and/or phone sex winebar even tho I suck at it and then I forgot to tell you. Well, it wasn’t really forgot. More like tried to forget. So here’s how it went.
Alexis: I miss u so much baby!
WineBar: Yeah. Me too. But I’ll be home soon.
Alexis: Uhm, do u see what I’m wearing? (black lace bra that’s extra trashy)
WineBar: (Gulp) Yes.
Alexis: Ya, does it totally get ur dick hard?
WineBar: Yes.
Alexis: ooooh. Take it out and show me? I wanna see u stroke ur cock for me babe
WineBar: I can’t. I’m at the wine bar. Since you know, my name is WineBar
Alexis: Ooooh! Wine! I want some!
WineBar: Right but show me some more of you first.
Alexis: No! First I wanna get some wine! Like some pinot! OMG and some chocolate!
WineBar: At least move the camera lower….
Alexis: And some of those chocolate covered strawberries you know?? I loooove those!
WineBar: Sigh.
Alexis: Oh, there’s a groupon for wine from Trader Joes. You get the $2 Charles Shaw for $1 up to 5!
WineBar: Fuck. I gotta go.
Alexis: Sounds good! And I gotta go run to the store! Love you! WineBar: Love you too.
And then I realized halfway to Trader Joes that I was horny. And I realized why. FML
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
OMG! So no, I totally believe that u guys all think I have ADHD after my disastrous phone sex story yesterday.
So I was feeling kinda low and then WineBar called again. This time he was by himself. But I was still sorta sad bc I messed up the chance to talk to him and have phone sex, ya know? So it went sorta like this:
WineBar: What are you wearing?
Alexis: Fluffy PJs. So not sexy.
WineBar: It’s sexy to me. Anything you wear is sexy to me.
Alexis: But these are fluffy and comfy.
WineBar: Turn on FaceTime. Let me see.
Alexis: Okay (turns on FaceTime).
WineBar: You’re fucking gorgeous just the way you are. Never change.
Alexis: Awww. I love you.
WineBar: I love you too. Now take off those PJs.
And we actually had a convo that ended in him cumming really hard and I got to see it and it was amazing like wow! I mean it’s one thing when he’s there but to see across a screen is a whole diff thing. And then he got me off. And all is good today lol!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
The sexiest thing on your lips might be someone else's...
So like what if their gilded tongue has nothing to do with talking? LOL
Lana and I were talking about what a very gifted man on TV could do for a very lucky woman and we developed this whole fun idea for this book.
I emailed her every chapter as I finished it bc it was just so hot!
Cum see this sexy Cunning Linguist in action...
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
OMG so four days will make a girl lose her mind
She has to get out and go all out.
Givenchy black dress that fits all the right places.
The makeup? Has to be Kim Kardashian.
Black La Perla underneath bc that’s like our armor u know!!
I mean this was almost dressing for man chasing bc like I needed to go dancing with my girlfriends.
I put on some shoes that would have me ready to go home soon but I needed to look hot of course!
And I did.
So hot that I found myself turning down drinks at first sure but I got thirsty...and then I did dance with a guy I let buy me like 3 cosmos.
Like I stopped texting Lana (I wrote my chapter before I went out!!) and I kinda ended up dancing with this guy like…really dancing. Grinding on him and really feeling the next cosmo too much...
I love WineBar!!! OMG I just need to touch him but I kinda touched that guy??? I said bye to my girlfriends and left the club. My phone was already in my hand.
I clicked WineBar in my phone and was about to text him and then I was like umm.
I didn’t do anything right?? but like idk.
What should I do angels? Do I tell him? Was that cheating? We're exclusive now and I just don't know, let me know what u think.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
Omg so I know that my last email was rough to read
Like it was tough to write and I was so glad to be able to ask u all for advice!!
Really I know that what happened was like sooper bad bc I feel guilty and so I do need to tell WineBar Angels u are all so right.
Like really I am so anxious now!! Bc I have to. I do.
I can't tell him this on the phone.
I def can't text it.
I am going to FaceTime him...and like he'll already know bc Skype is always for being naughty...like he might be thinking oh shit bc she wants to talk and not have LDR sex...but I guess I need to tell him. I mean I do.
If he is coming back in a few days then maybe I could wait to tell him in person. What do u think?
FaceTime?
Wait till he is back?
I am reading until then to keep myself from losing my mind!!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
I have been reading ur emails and like IDK what to do right now.
I need more advice, keep it coming, I am reading everything...emails and distracting myself with this fab book -- btw are there any problems that can't be solved with just 99 pennies and a new book boyfriend? This new read is FAB!!
Oh, and just so you know, Lana and I are taking a little vacay from writing and we want everyone to have time to catch up on our books! We'll still be sending newsletters. In fact, we're going to take this time to read up on authors that are up and coming and like need our help. Just like my BFF Lana and I were able to help each other grow and like how fun this will be for us to give back to the author community! So send us your emails about authors you think deserve to get a helping hand, like newer or not as discovered authors and we are gonna read them all and reach out the authors and find some fab authors we can help out!!
Don't forget to vote for what you think I should do:
FaceTime and tell WineBar ASAP
Wait till WineBar comes back to tell him in person!
Shut ur mouth woman and say nothing!!
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
So I am reading today
Reading books (99 cents is like my weakness...can a kindle be overweight? LOL) and reading emails. I have so much to think on and like here's what some of you said.
Decision time is coming like really I don't think I can wait much longer so like...keep ur emails coming. And recommend me more authors to check out bc that's sooper as a thing to focus on other then what Lana says is me spinning my wheels.
first email:
When I first read your email, I thought to myself that you aren't really in love or not ready to be exclusive, but I don't think that's the case. I'm having a hard time understanding why you went out in the first place? I get wanting to go out with frien
ds. I don't get wanting to flirt and dirty dance with another dude? Yet, you seem really upset about it. You didn't make out with the dude, but I don't think WineBar wants his women to be humping some wanker! Either tell him to face or don't tell him at all because there is nothing to tell. Just remember that if you don't want WineBar to be pulling that sh*t with some ho, then...
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
Oops. Got so excited yesterday that I ended up reading all night!
I found some great reads and I have one to share with you today. I was about to get ready for bed when I realized it was time for yoga!! I debated taking a nap and skipping yoga but you know I don't turn down opportunities to look cute.
Lana and I have been reading up on fab authors to discover and it has kept me sorta distracted from everything else bc there is so much to read!!
Did I mention that Secrets & Silk is out? LOL so read that and this fab book I just finished.
Hugs and kisses and lots of love
Alexis
WineBar surprised me!!
Okay so I'm so so so sorry that so many ARCs went out so fast for Vivien's awesome book. Thank you all for helping her out.