The Goodbye Look

by Ross Macdonald

  “An old man and a blind woman? It’s ridiculous!”

  “That still doesn’t rule it out. People are always doing ridiculous things. Anyway, Rawlinson wasn’t so very old in 1945. He was about the age that you are now.”

  Truttwell flushed. He was self-conscious about his age. “You’d better not mention this wild idea of yours to anyone else. He’d slap a libel suit on you.” He turned and gave me another curious look. “You don’t think much of bankers, do you?”

  “They’re no different from anyone else. But you can’t help noticing that a high proportion of embezzlers are bankers.”

  “That’s a simple matter of opportunity.”

  “Exactly.”

  The phone in Mrs. Swain’s house began to ring again. I counted fourteen rings before it stopped. At the moment my sensibility was pretty highly keyed, and I felt as if the house had been trying to say something to me.

  It was one o’clock. Truttwell climbed out of the car and began to pace the broken sidewalk. A clownish youngster walked behind him, aping his movements, until Truttwell shooed him away. I got the envelope of letters out of the front seat and locked them in a metal evidence case in the trunk of my car.

  When I looked up, Mrs. Swain’s old black Volkswagen had entered the little street. It turned onto the strips of concrete that formed her driveway. Some of the children lifted their hands to her and said: “Hi.”

  Mrs. Swain got out and walked toward us across the brown January grass. She moved awkwardly in her high heels and tight black dress. I introduced her to Truttwell and they shook hands stiffly.

  “I’m awfully sorry to keep you waiting,” she said. “A policeman came to my son-in-law’s house just as I was about to leave. He asked me questions for over an hour.”

  “What about?” I asked her.

  “Several matters. He wanted a full history of Randy Shepherd from the time he was our gardener in San Marino. He seemed to think that Randy might come after me next. But I’m not afraid of Randy, and I don’t believe he killed Jean.”

  “Who do you suspect?” I said.

  “My husband is capable of it, if he’s alive.”

  “It’s pretty definite that he’s dead, Mrs. Swain.”

  “What happened to the money, if he’s dead?” She leaned toward me, both hands out, like a starving beggar.

  “Nobody knows.”

  She shook my arm. “We’ve got to find the money. I’ll give you half if you find it for me.”

  There was a high shrieking in my head. I thought I was having a bad reaction to poor old Mrs. Swain. Then I realized that the shrieking wasn’t in me.

  It came from a siren whirling its whip of sound over the city. The sound grew louder but it was still far away and irrelevant.

  On the boulevard there was another, nearer, sound of tires shuddering and squealing. An open black Mercury convertible turned into the little street. It skidded wide on the turn and scattered the children like confetti, nearly running some of them down.

  The man at the wheel had a beardless face and bright red synthetic-looking hair. In spite of it I recognized Randy Shepherd. And he recognized me. He kept on going past us to the end of the block, and turned north out of sight. At the other end of the block a police car appeared for an instant. Without turning or pausing, it fled on up the boulevard.

  I followed Shepherd, but it was a hopeless chase. He was on home territory, and his stolen convertible had more speed than my almost-paid-for car. Once I caught a glimpse of it crossing a bridge far ahead, with Shepherd’s bright red hair like artificial fire in the front seat.

  chapter 29

  I found myself in a blind street ending in a barricade. Beyond it a deep ravine opened. I turned off my engine and sat getting my bearings.

  At just about my level, a red-tailed hawk was circling over the treetops in the ravine. There were scrub oak and sycamores along the hidden watercourse. I realized after a while that this was the same ravine that cut across Locust Street, where Rawlinson lived. But I was on the other side of it, facing west.

  I drove the long way around to Locust Street. The first thing I saw when I entered it was an open black Mercury convertible standing at the curb half a block from Rawlinson’s house. The keys were in the ignition. I put them in my pocket.

  I left my own car in front of Rawlinson’s house and mounted the veranda uneasily, tripping on the broken step. Mrs. Shepherd opened the door with her finger to her lips. Her eyes were deeply troubled.

  “Be quiet,” she whispered. “Mr. Rawlinson is taking his nap.”

  “Can I talk to you for a minute?”

  “Not right now. I’m busy.”

  “I’ve come all the way from Pacific Point.”

  This information seemed to fascinate her. Without removing her gaze from my face, she closed the front door quietly behind her and stepped out onto the veranda.

  “What’s going on in Pacific Point?”

  It sounded like a routine question, but it probably stood for questions she was afraid to ask in detail. She gave the impression that in her age she had stumbled back into all the desperate uncertainties of youth.

  “More of the same,” I said. “Trouble for everybody. I think it all started with this.”

  I showed her the copy of Nick’s graduation picture that I’d taken from Sidney Harrow. She shook her head over it:

  “I don’t know who it would be.”

  “Are you sure?”

  “I’m sure.” She added solemnly: “I never saw that young man in my life.”

  I almost believed her. But she had neglected to ask me who he was.

  “His name is Nick Chalmers. This was supposed to be his graduation picture. But Nick won’t be graduating.”

  She didn’t say, “Why not?” But her eyes said it.

  “Nick’s in the hospital recovering from a suicide attempt. The trouble started, as I said, when a man named Sidney Harrow came to town and began hounding Nick. He brought this picture with him.”

  “Where did he get it?”

  “From Randy Shepherd,” I said.

  Her face had taken on an underlying pallor which made it almost gray. “Why are you telling me these things?”

  “You’re obviously interested.” I went on in the same quiet tone: “Is Randy in the house now?”

  Her uncontrolled upward glance probably meant that Shepherd was upstairs. She didn’t speak.

  “I’m pretty sure he’s in there, Mrs. Shepherd. If I were you I wouldn’t try to hide him. The police are after him, and they’ll be arriving any time now.”

  “What do they want him for this time?”

  “Murder. The murder of Jean Trask.”

  She moaned. “He didn’t tell me.”

  “Is he armed?”

  “He has a knife.”

  “No gun?”

  “I didn’t see one.” She reached out and touched my chest. “Are you certain Randy gave that picture to the other man—the man who went to the Point?”

  “I’m sure now, Mrs. Shepherd.”

  “Then he can burn in hell.” She started down the steps.

  “Where are you going?”

  “The neighbors’ to phone the police.”

  “I wouldn’t do that, Mrs. Shepherd.”

  “Maybe you wouldn’t. But I’ve suffered enough in my life on his account. I’m not going to jail for him.”

  “Let me go in and talk to him.”

  “No. It’s my neck. And I’m calling the police.” She turned away again.

  “Don’t be in such a hurry. We have to get Mr. Rawlinson out of there first. Where is Randy?”

  “In the attic. Mr. Rawlinson’s in the front parlor.”

  She went in and helped the old man to walk out. He was limping and yawning, and blinking against the sun. I put him in the front seat of my car and drove him to the barricade at the end of the street. The police used a lot of firepower nowadays.

  The old man turned to me impatiently. “I’m afraid
I don’t understand what we’re doing here.”

  “It would take a long time to explain. Briefly, we’re wrapping up the case that started in July 1945.”

  “When Eldon Swain robbed me blind?”

  “If it was Eldon.”

  Rawlinson turned his head to look at me, the flesh of his neck twisting in stringy folds. “Is there some doubt that Eldon was responsible?”

  “The question has been raised.”

  “Nonsense. He was the cashier. Who else could have embezzled all that money?”

  “You could have, Mr. Rawlinson.”

  His eyes grew small and bright in their nests of wrinkles. “You must be joking.”

  “No. I admit the question is partly hypothetical.”

  “And pretty damn insulting,” he said without much real heat. “Do I look like the kind of man who would ruin his own bank?”

  “Not unless you had a powerful reason.”

  “What possible reason could I have?”

  “A woman.”

  “What woman?”

  “Estelle Chalmers. She died rich.”

  He manufactured a quick small rage. “You’re throwing dirt on the memory of a fine woman.”

  “I don’t think so.”

  “I do. If you persist in following this line, I refuse to talk with you.” He made a move to get out of my car.

  “You better stay here, Mr. Rawlinson. Your house isn’t safe. Randy Shepherd’s in the attic, and the police will be here soon.”

  “Is this Mrs. Shepherd’s doing? Did she let him in?”

  “He probably didn’t give her any choice.” I brought out my picture of Nick again, and showed it to Rawlinson. “Do you know who this is?”

  He took the picture in his swollen arthritic fingers. “I’m afraid I don’t know his name. I could guess who the boy is, but you don’t want that.”

  “Go ahead and guess.”

  “It’s someone near and dear to Mrs. Shepherd. I saw this in her room early last week. Then it disappeared, and she blamed me for it.”

  “She should have blamed Randy Shepherd. He was the one who took it.” I lifted the picture out of his hands and replaced it in the inside pocket of my jacket.

  “That’s what she gets for letting him into my house!” His eyes were moist, leaking away his old-man’s anger. “The police are coming, you say. What’s Randy been up to now?”

  “He’s wanted for murder, Mr. Rawlinson. The murder of your granddaughter Jean.”

  He made no response, except that he sank a little lower in the seat. I felt sorry for the man. He had had everything and bit by bit lost nearly all of it. Now he had outlived his own granddaughter.

  I looked out over the ravine, hoping to lose my borrowed pain in its deep green spaces. The red-tailed hawk I had seen from the other side was visible from this side, too. He turned, and his ruddy wedge of tail flashed in the sun.

  “You knew about Jean, Mr. Rawlinson?”

  “Yes. My daughter Louise phoned me yesterday. But she didn’t say that Shepherd was responsible.”

  “I don’t think he is.”

  “Then what is this all about?”

  “The police think he is.”

  Almost as if he could hear us talking about him, Randy Shepherd appeared at the side of Rawlinson’s house and looked in our direction. He was wearing a wide-brimmed Panama hat with a striped band, and a moth-eaten tan polo coat.

  “Hold on there, that’s my hat!” Rawlinson cried. “By God, that’s my coat, too!”

  He started to get out of the car. I told him to stay where he was, in a tone which he obeyed.

  Shepherd sauntered up the street like a gentleman out for a stroll. Then he scampered across to the black convertible, holding the loose hat on his head with one hand. He sat in the car for a frantic minute, looking for the keys, then got out and headed for the parkway.

  By this time the sirens were rising in the distance, curdling the daylight at the edges. Shepherd stopped dead and stood perfectly still in a listening attitude. He turned and started back in our direction, pausing for an instant at the Rawlinson house as if he was thinking of going back in.

  Mrs. Shepherd came out on the front porch. By this time two patrol cars were in the street and rolling toward Shepherd. He looked at them over his shoulder, and all around at the long Victorian faces of the houses. Then he ran in my direction. His Panama hat flew off. His coat billowed out behind.

  I got out of the car to head him off. It was an unconsidered reflex. The patrol cars stopped abruptly, ejecting four policemen who began to fire their revolvers at Shepherd.

  He went down flat on his face and slid a little. Then splashes on the back of his neck and down the back of his light coat were darker and realer than his slipping red wig.

  A bullet ripped into my shoulder. I fell sideways against the open door of my car. Then I lay down and pretended to be as dead as Shepherd was.

  chapter 30

  I ended up high on pentothal in a Pasadena hospital room. A surgeon had had to dig for the slug, and my arm and shoulder would be immobilized for some time.

  Fortunately, it was the left shoulder. This was pointed out more than once by the police and D.A.’s men who came to visit me late that afternoon. The police apologized for the incident, while managing to suggest at the same time that I had collided with the bullet, not it with me. They offered to do what they could for me, and agreed at my suggestion to have my car brought to the hospital parking lot.

  Still, their visit made me angry and concerned. I felt as if my case had run away and left me lying. I had a bedside phone, and I used it to make a call to Truttwell’s house. The housekeeper said he wasn’t at home, and neither was Betty. I put in a call to Truttwell’s office and left my name and number with his answering service.

  Later, as night was coming on, I got out of bed and opened the door of the closet. I was feeling a little lightheaded but I was worried about my black notebook. My jacket was hanging in the closet with my other clothes and in spite of the blood and the bullet hole the notebook was in the pocket where I’d put it. So was Nick’s picture.

  As I was on my way back to bed the floor tilted up and smacked me on the right side of the face. I blacked out for a while. Then I sat up with my back against a leg of the bed.

  The night nurse looked in. She was pretty and dedicated and wore a Los Angeles General cap. Her name was Miss Cowan.

  “What in the world are you doing?”

  “Sitting on the floor.”

  “You can’t do that.” She helped me to get to my feet and into bed. “I hope you weren’t trying to get out of here.”

  “No, but it’s a good idea. When do you think I’ll be sprung?”

  “It’s up to the doctor. He may be able to tell you in the morning. Now do you feel up to a visitor?”

  “It depends on who it is.”

  “She’s an elderly woman. Her name is Shepherd. Is that the same Shepherd—?” Delicately, she left the question unfinished.

  “Same Shepherd.” My pentothal high had changed to a pentothal low, but I told the nurse to send the woman in. “You’re not afraid she’ll try to pull something on you?”

  “No. She’s not the type.”

  Miss Cowan went away. Shortly afterwards, Mrs. Shepherd came in. Gray pallor seemed to have become her permanent color. Her dark eyes were very large, as if they had been distended by the events they’d witnessed.

  “I’m sorry you were injured, Mr. Archer.”

  “I’ll survive. It’s too bad about Randy.”

  “Shepherd was no loss to anybody,” she said. “I just finished telling that to the police and now I’m telling you. He was a bad husband and a bad father, and he came to a bad end.”

  “That’s a lot of badness.”

  “I know whereof I speak.” Her voice was solemn. “Whether he killed Miss Jean or not, I know what Shepherd did to his own daughter. He ruined her life and drove her to her death.”

  “Is Rita
dead?”

  My use of the name stopped her. “How do you know my daughter’s name?”

  “Somebody mentioned it. Mrs. Swain, I think.”

  “Mrs. Swain was no friend of Rita’s. She blamed my daughter for everything that happened. It wasn’t fair. Rita was beneath the age of consent when Mr. Swain got interested in her. And her own father pandered to Mr. Swain and took money from him for her.”

  The words came pouring out of her under pressure, as if Shepherd’s death had opened a deep volcanic fissure in her life.

  “Did Rita go to Mexico with Swain?”

  “Yes.”

  “And died there?”

  “Yes. She died there.”

  “How do you know that, Mrs. Shepherd?”

  “Mr. Swain told me himself. Shepherd brought him to see me when he came back from Mexico. He said she died and was buried in Guadalajara.”

  “Did she leave any children?”

  Her dark eyes wavered and then held firm, meeting mine. “No. I have no grandchildren of any kind.”

  “Who’s the boy in the picture?”

  “The picture?” she said with a show of puzzlement.

  “If you want to refresh your memory, it’s in my jacket in the closet.”

  She glanced at the closet door. I said:

  “I mean the one Randy Shepherd stole from your room.”

  Her puzzlement became real. “How do you know that? How come you’re digging so deep in my family affairs?”

  “You know why, Mrs. Shepherd. I’m trying to wrap up a case that started nearly a quarter of a century ago. On July 1, 1945.”

  She blinked. Apart from this tiny movement of her eyelids, her face had recovered its immobility. “That was the date that Mr. Swain robbed Mr. Rawlinson’s bank.”

  “Is that what really happened?”

  “What other story did you hear?”

  “I’ve found a few bits and pieces of evidence pointing another way. And I’m beginning to wonder if Eldon Swain ever got the money.”

  “Who else could have taken it?”

  “Your daughter Rita, for one.”

  She reacted angrily, but not as angrily as she should have. “Rita was sixteen years old in 1945. Children don’t plan bank robberies. You know it had to be somebody in the bank.”