Somewhere My Lass (Somewhere In Time)

by Beth Trissel

  Cold eyes regarded Neil with all the brotherly love of a venomous snake. “He appears in the guise of Niall. That is all.”

  Mora flung up her hands. “’Tis no wee matter!”

  Ignoring her, Calum addressed Neil. “I thank ye fer the good service ye rendered us. That is all I am obliged to gie ye. Dine wie us and rest yerself, then be on yer way. Mora Campbell is no belonging to ye.”

  Neil fought the impulse to hurl himself at Calum and pummel him. Instead, he strove to think how to gain what they badly needed. Attacking this infuriating relative would not further that end.

  Mora drew herself up. “Ye will not tell me whom to wed, Calum MacKenzie.”

  Neil laid a cautioning hand on her arm. “Fergus and I will do as our host has requested and dine, then be on our journey first thing tomorrow. If the laird will kindly provide us with fresh mounts and provisions,” he said pointedly.

  The deep crevice between Calum’s eyes eased, and he seemed somewhat mollified. “Fer yer service in the safe return of this woman, I shall honor yer request, though there’s no accounting for her temper. Must be the blow to her head.”

  A familiar charge against her. “Perhaps,” Neil agreed in a conciliatory manner, slanting his eyes at Mora in warning. He sensed her bursting to announce her intent to accompany them, but that must be done in secret.

  A cleft between his narrow gaze, Calum added, “We were to be wed on the morrow.”

  The words cut into Neil like a knife twisting in his gut. Impossible. That he absolutely would not allow, even if it meant fighting this brother who refused to acknowledge him and anyone else who stood in his way. They would escape from Donhowel in a clatter of stolen horses, without provisions, or a guide—the angry clan on their tail.

  Mora crossed both arms over her chest and glared up at their incensed host. “I’ll not be wedding ye on the morrow.”

  She’d as good as thrown the gauntlet in Calum’s face, so much for any hope of beneficent aid to speed them on their way. The two stood scowling at each other, the irate Scotsman and infuriated young woman. Seemingly immovable.

  Then again, maybe Neil could make the journey to MacDonald land unescorted as his memory further returned. And who needed provisions? He’d been a mighty hunter four hundred years ago. That skill might also return. Surely, he could fare as well as Kiln out in these hills, though the dog’s skills were likely superior. Not to forget Fergus, who invariably carried a reserve of chocolate covered coffee beans in one of his many pockets and other snacks.

  Calum backed down first in the standoff. Curling his mouth as if in extreme distaste, he bit out, “Given yer addled wits, lass, mayhap we should put the wedding off a bit. Gie ye time to recover yer good sense.”

  Neil seized the offering. “That might be best.”

  Mora was not to be placated. “Niver, Calum.”

  The fury that was Mora threatened to erupt. Once she flew at Calum, Neil would have to back her up. All hell would break loose.

  He heard Fergus rummage in his pockets. If it was for that screwdriver set, they’d need a superior weapon. Calum had a sword and several more displayed on the wall. Nor had Neil any desire to pull a Cain and Able and kill his brother. Not that this was the likely outcome of a clash between them.

  “Niall!” A woman’s tremulous cry intruded into his scheming. “Have ye come back to us from the dead?”

  Neil looked around to discover his mother poised, staring, in the doorway. His heart lurched.

  Dear Lord, she was still alive. Then he remembered it was 1602 and she hadn’t yet died. Would she take his side, or angrily conclude as Calum had done that he was an imposter?

  To have his own brother deny him was bad enough, but his mother…that would cut deep.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Her white face revealed in the wavering light of an iron sconce, Anna MacKenzie stood transfixed in the timbered doorway. Widened eyes, circled with dark smudges, riveted on Neil as if he were a ghost, and so she might well regard him. Clutching her red, green, and blue plaid arisaid to herself, she shook as if racked with cold.

  So stunned she looked, vulnerable, even frail. She needed rest, consolation, and nourishment, not further distressing. Should he step toward her and offer such reassurance as he could muster under the bizarre circumstances, or remain where he was and allow her a moment to collect her wits?

  “Hello Mother,” he said softly.

  She blanched whiter and clapped one trembling hand to her mouth then slowly eased her palm from her lips. “’Tis a voice my ears know, yet the accent is sae strange.” She fluttered her fingers at him. “And yer face is as known to me as m’ ain reflection, but the hair and clothes are peculiar. Niall, me darling lad, is it you in truth?”

  He nodded. “In the flesh.”

  Calum snorted. “Nae, ’tis but a traveler who appears as Niall,” he scorned, as though this were a common occurrence.

  She eyed Calum in bewilderment. “How can this be? The likes of our Niall is nae sae common.”

  “Cannot the divil himself walk among us disguised as an angel of light?” Calum answered, lest any doubt remain regarding his opinion of Neil.

  A rosy flush stained Mora’s cheeks. Up went her chin. “He’s no divil. Come and see, Anna.”

  His mother started to move forward, but Calum waved her back. “’Tis naught to do with ye, Mothyre. Return to yer chamber. I will attend to our guests and see them off MacKenzie land.”

  She sagged in the doorway, shifting her head from one son to the other. Brow drawn, eyes searching, she seemed fearful to oppose her youngest offspring and not at all certain of her eldest. Poor lady.

  Had Calum become something of a tyrant? Hotheaded, yes, but he’d never been a bully. Before now.

  Mora fired daggers at him with her eyes. “Can she not enter her own hall without yer leave? What would yer father say to this?”

  Calum glowered at her. “Do I not have me mothyre’s keeping now he’s gone? ’Tis for me to say.”

  Mora appeared on the brink of going for Calum’s throat. And it occurred to Neil that in addition to his vehement objection to a union between them, these two were poorly suited. Both their temperaments were forged in the flames, while his took form from the more solid earth. Though even the ground could shake given enough pressure.

  She pointed a finger at Calum. “For shame.” Snatching up her skirts, she rushed toward the distraught woman.

  Calum didn’t try to bar Mora’s way. Wise choice, for if he had, she’d have flown at him like a falcon with its talons extended. Not only that, but Neil was prepared to tackle Calum if he came between them. This frightened mother was his only remaining parent from either lifetime.

  Fergus glared at Calum from behind black rimmed glasses in the assurance of swift retribution. “Just try it.” He’d spoken under his breath, though what he’d do to this armed man, Neil had no idea. Still, he admired his friend’s ongoing courage.

  “Do not be fooled by this ruse, Mothyre,” Calum said gruffly.

  She seemed to come to a decision and straightened her slight shoulders. “Thair is but one foolish action, to turn away from m’ son if this be him.”

  “I say it is no Niall who stands before ye.”

  Hell couldn’t burn hotter than the look Mora fired at Calum. “And I say, come and see.”

  Taking his mother’s arm, Mora drew her into the Great Hall. The two women most dear to Neil in the world, past, present, or future, stopped before him and Fergus. Anna MacKenzie regarded Fergus with momentary shock, like one who’d spotted a space alien, then lifted blue gray eyes to Neil’s.

  The dark circles spoke of sleepless nights and tears glistened in her penetrating gaze. The kerchief covering her head framed a still beautiful face, mature but not yet lined with age. The gray streaking her hair at the temples reminded him of the wings of a soft dove. Her slender figure seemed weighted. Grief at his father’s passing and his disappearance must have nearly broken her spirit.
But not fully, or she’d have retreated to her bedchamber as Calum had ordered.

  She gazed up at Neil, the corners of her moist eyes creased in baffled absorption. “They told me ye were dead.”

  “He is,” Calum insisted.

  “Was,” Neil corrected. “But I have returned.”

  Calum threw his hands up puffing with indignation. “Ye declare yerself risen like our Lord?”

  “No.” How could Neil explain that he was from the past and the future, meeting at this pivotal point in time and space?

  Anna firmed her quivering jaw and waved a silencing hand at Calum. “Does a mother not know her ain son? I will determine the truth.”

  Only the wind whistling down the chimney and the crackle of the fire made any sound in the room dancing with shadows. No one stirred. Even Calum waited in seething silence.

  The centuries fell away. Neil remembered her face, her touch, her scent. She was a gentle soul, but as strong as a warm south breeze, and he’d loved her with a special bond between them. What might he recall that only Niall could know?

  Reaching deep inside, he curled his thoughts around a cherished memory. “Do you still have the carving of the wee dog I made for you?” He’d labored hours to fashion the clumsy image of her beloved pet, a small spaniel whose loss she’d grieved.

  A smile touched her pale lips and warmed her brimming eyes. She lifted one hand to his cheek. “The holy Virgin be praised. ’Tis my ain Niall. How came ye to be here and in this guise?”

  He covered her smaller hand with his. “How stretches all boundaries of the imagination, as would any explanation regarding my appearance or manner of speech. But I am Niall MacKenzie, your eldest son, though much remains to be done before I am fully restored to you.”

  ****

  The tenderness between Neil and his mother moved Mora beyond imagining. But she doubted Calum shared her sentiments or was persuaded his lost brother had been found. Nor was she certain what would convince him, except the return of the old Niall in irrefutable glory. The two Nialls grew closer together the longer Neil was in the Hielans, but he had not yet completely embraced that self.

  As she feared, from the corners of eyes swimming with tears, she saw Calum take hold of the claymore slung in the back scabbard at his shoulder. He drew the wicked blade. Face hard, he brandished it aloft.

  “If this be Niall, let him prove himself with more than honeyed words. Do we not all ken his skill with a blade?”

  Mora flinched. Everyone knew of Niall’s skill. There was only one swordsman whom Calum had ever been second to, Niall. The old Niall.

  Unless this Neil’s memory returned in a surge, he could in no way defeat Calum now. That didn’t make him any less who he was. This test wasn’t right. She wanted to shout, No!

  Choking back the outcry, she shifted her focus to Neil. His steady gaze passed from the challenge in Calum’s flinty stare to the claymore in his hand, and then to her. His expression was unreadable, but the light in his eyes told her he would accept.

  Protest tumbled from her open mouth. “He’s injured and only just come! Surely a wee rest and some refreshment first?”

  His mother echoed her plea. “Can ye not sit and take bread together before ye come to blows?”

  Neil brushed aside their protest. “Pass me a blade, Calum MacKenzie. I no longer bear my own sword.”

  Calum shot back, “What man loses his ain sword?”

  “One rendered senseless by the MacDonalds,” Mora interjected.

  Aunt Margaret entered the hall with two servants bearing trays piled with steaming roast pheasant, fish, bannock, small cakes, pitchers of ale, and silver tankards. She took in the scene before her. “Food and drink will await their match, She calmly gestured for the repast to be spread on the table. Sending the maids scurrying, she took a seat by the fire. “Begin when ye like. Only, do not murder each other.”

  The same plea rose in Mora’s throat, but she quelled it knowing neither man would heed her.

  Fergus held up a hand. She’d wondered how long he would keep still. “Hold on,” he intruded. “As Neil’s faithful friend and second, I am within my rights to take a moment and prepare him. Let me better bind his wound. Give him a swallow to moisten his throat.”

  Calum shrugged, but waited, shifting from foot to foot in evidence of his impatience. “As ye like.”

  The old Niall had best swiftly return.

  ****

  “Are you insane?” Fergus hissed in Neil’s ear.

  “Quite possibly,” he whispered, “but there’s nothing for it other than to fight him. He’s bent on having his way and will hound us until he succeeds.”

  “Fine time to go all fatalistic on me. What we need is enterprising.”

  “Not courageous?”

  “Foolhardy comes to mind.”

  “And here I thought I was being brave.”

  “Oh, sit down.” Fergus motioned Neil to a high-backed chair at the opposite end of the long table. As far out of earshot from Calum as they could get.

  He sagged onto the crimson upholstery, anticipating his sound defeat. Whether now, or a few minutes hence, what difference did it make? He had no great plan, only a faint hope that memories from the past, particularly those imbedded with fencing, might come back to him in a flash.

  Open the floodgates, he was ready, but recollections came in fits and starts, unpredictable and not at his will. His gaze returned to Mora. The paleness of her face contrasted with Calum’s heightened color. Doubtless, he’d relish exposing this imposter and meting out Highland justice with his blade. His mother’s expressive features revealed a blend of confusion and dismay.

  Aunt Margaret, on the other hand, seemed unperturbed, but her countenance tended toward the inscrutable. She regarded them with the apparent nonchalance of a disinterested cat. If she knew Neil was about to be cut to ribbons would she speak out to prevent the contest, or assume his demise was inevitable?

  Fergus thrust a frothy tankard of ale in Neil’s hand. He washed the cold brew over his dry throat while Fergus fished in the many pockets of his specialty windbreaker.

  “Here.” He produced a bright orange tape for wrapping sports injuries. “Left over from the time I sprained my wrist.”

  Neil swallowed. “After a marathon stint of Game Boy.”

  “But I won every level of The Legend of Zelda.” Even with their dire circumstances, Fergus couldn’t suppress a smug smile.

  “Hats off to the mighty victor. You should be the one dueling.”

  “Doubt I could even lift one of those swords without several weeks of weight training.”

  “Told you to work out.”

  “Maybe I should have, and taken fencing,” Fergus conceded. “Appears you could use a wing man. I’ll wrap your knee. You can’t move lightly on your feet with that limp.”

  “I must’ve twisted it along with the gash.”

  After tugging up Neil’s torn pants leg, Fergus crouched down and wrapped the flexible tape snugly around his afflicted knee like a trainer preparing a player to go back out on the court. Only this was for a potentially far more deadly purpose than a basketball game.

  Eyes squinty, Fergus glanced up at him. “This’ll give you some support.”

  Neil doubted it would give him much of an edge. Even so, every little bit counted. “Thanks.”

  “Too bad I can’t shoot you up with Red Bull. That would get you moving.”

  “No steroids, uppers, speed?” Neil quipped.

  “Fresh out. Wait a sec.” Fergus straightened and reached back into the recesses of his windbreaker, returning with a small red packet of melt in your mouth energy strips. “Three of these have as much caffeine as a power drink, loaded with vitamin C and ginseng, instantly delivered to your system.”

  Neil made no objection to the energy boost but wondered if Fergus truly thought he’d live to benefit from the extra vitamins. “Calum should’ve challenged me to a foot race. I’d run circles around him even with this bum kne
e.”

  “Oh, stop muttering and just swallow them.”

  He slipped the strips into his mouth. They tasted tartly of cranberry. “Not bad.” Not that it mattered if they were the flavor of the month, considering. Still, he appreciated his friend’s efforts.

  Fergus nudged him, and Neil glanced around to see a mini laser pointer concealed in his hand. “What are you up to?”

  He bent nearer and spoke in Neil’s ear. “I’ll aim for Calum’s eyes, distract him.

  “Take care no one sees you,” Neil cautioned in the barest whisper.

  “It’s the violet laser, less conspicuous than the green one. Besides, no one even knows what this is.”

  “They’ll conclude it’s magic and you’re some kind of wizard.”

  Fergus chuckled under his breath. “Maybe I am one here. Like Harry Potter.”

  Neil wiped the foam from his lips with the back of his hand. “Until you run out of tricks.”

  “Not nearly. I imagine these guys are easily impressed.”

  “And pissed.”

  Fergus waved aside his qualms. “Good news. I found the pepper spray in one of my pockets. Didn’t lose it in the grass after all.”

  “Great. We’re saved.” Neil knocked back another gulp of the restorative brew.

  That mulish look came into Fergus’s eyes. “It’s better than nothing. Saved us before.”

  “With a portal to leap through. We’ll have to run like hell if you use it now.”

  “I won’t,” Fergus said, “unless we’re desperate.”

  “We are.” Neil slid his scrutiny at Calum, fast losing what minute patience he possessed, then back to Fergus. “Pity you don’t have a light saber on you.”

  Fergus glanced in Calum’s direction. “Don’t have time to train you to be a Jedi.”

  “We don’t have time for anything. Should I remove my coat for this duel?” Neil could hardly believe he’d uttered those words aloud.

  Fergus’s glasses partly obscured his calculating expression. “That’s the closest thing you’ve got to armor. Otherwise, you’re down to your dress shirt. Besides, Neo did all sorts of stunts in his Matrix coat. And not all of that was computer graphics.”