Delphi Complete Works of Elizabeth Gaskell

by Elizabeth Gaskell

  In lower, weaker art.

  XII.

  And now, when he is dying,

  The last words she could hear

  Must not be hers, but given

  The bride of one short year.

  The last care is another’s;

  The last prayer must not be

  The one they learnt together

  Beside their mother’s knee.

  XIII.

  Summon’d at last: she kisses

  The clay-cold stiffening hand;

  And, reading pleading efforts

  To make her understand,

  Answers, with solemn promise,

  In clear but trembling tone,

  To Dora’s life henceforward

  She will devote her own.

  XIV.

  Now all is over. Bertha

  Dares not remain to weep,

  But soothes the frightened Dora

  Into a sobbing sleep.

  The poor weak child will need her:

  O, who can dare complain,

  When God sends a new Duty

  To comfort each new Pain!

  NUMBER THREE.

  I.

  The House is all deserted

  In the dim evening gloom,

  Only one figure passes

  Slowly from room to room;

  And, pausing at each doorway,

  Seems gathering up again

  Within her heart the relics

  Of bygone joy and pain.

  II.

  There is an earnest longing

  In those who onward gaze,

  Looking with weary patience

  Towards the coming days.

  There is a deeper longing,

  More sad, more strong, more keen:

  Those know it who look backward,

  And yearn for what has been.

  III.

  At every hearth she pauses,

  Touches each well-known chair;

  Gazes from every window,

  Lingers on every stair.

  What have these months brought Bertha

  Now one more year is past?

  This Christmas Eve shall tell us,

  The third one and the last.

  IV.

  The wilful, wayward Dora,

  In those first weeks of grief,

  Could seek and find in Bertha

  Strength, soothing, and relief.

  And Bertha--last sad comfort

  True woman-heart can take -

  Had something still to suffer

  And do for Herbert’s sake.

  V.

  Spring, with her western breezes,

  From Indian islands bore

  To Bertha news that Leonard

  Would seek his home once more.

  What was it--joy, or sorrow?

  What were they--hopes, or fears?

  That flush’d her cheeks with crimson,

  And fill’d her eyes with tears?

  VI.

  He came. And who so kindly

  Could ask and hear her tell

  Herbert’s last hours; for Leonard

  Had known and loved him well.

  Daily he came; and Bertha,

  Poor wear heart, at length,

  Weigh’d down by other’s weakness,

  Could rest upon his strength.

  VII.

  Yet not the voice of Leonard

  Could her true care beguile,

  That turn’d to watch, rejoicing,

  Dora’s reviving smile.

  So, from that little household

  The worst gloom pass’d away,

  The one bright hour of evening

  Lit up the livelong day.

  VIII.

  Days passed. The golden summer

  In sudden heat bore down

  Its blue, bright, glowing sweetness

  Upon the scorching town.

  And sights and sounds of country

  Came in the warm soft tune

  Sung by the honey’d breezes

  Borne on the wings of June.

  IX.

  One twilight hour, but earlier

  Than usual, Bertha thought

  She knew the fresh sweet fragrance

  Of flowers that Leonard brought;

  Through open’d doors and windows

  It stole up through the gloom,

  And with appealing sweetness

  Drew Bertha from her room.

  X.

  Yes, he was there; and pausing

  Just near the open’d door,

  To check her heart’s quick beating,

  She heard--and paused still more -

  His low voice Dora’s answers -

  His pleading--Yes, she knew

  The tone--the words--the accents:

  She once had heard them too.

  XI.

  “Would Bertha blame her?” Leonard’s

  Low, tender answer came:

  “Bertha was far too noble

  To think or dream of blame.”

  “And was he sure he loved her?”

  “Yes, with the one love given

  Once in a lifetime only,

  With one soul and one heaven!”

  XII.

  Then came a plaintive murmur, -

  “Dora had once been told

  That he and Bertha--” “Dearest,

  Bertha is far too cold

  To love; and I, my Dora,

  If once I fancied so,

  It was a brief delusion,

  And over,--long ago.”

  XIII.

  Between the Past and Present,

  On that bleak moment’s height,

  She stood. As some lost traveller

  By a quick flash of light

  Seeing a gulf before him,

  With dizzy, sick despair,

  Reels to clutch backward, but to find

  A deeper chasm there.

  XIV.

  The twilight grew still darker,

  The fragrant flowers more sweet,

  The stars shone out in heaven,

  The lamps gleam’d down the street;

  And hours pass’d in dreaming

  Over their new-found fate,

  Ere they could think of wondering

  Why Bertha was so late.

  XV.

  She came, and calmly listen’d;

  In vain they strove to trace

  If Herbert’s memory shadow’d

  In grief upon her face.

  No blame, no wonder show’d there,

  No feeling could be told;

  Her voice was not less steady,

  Her manner not more cold.

  XVI.

  They could not hear the anguish

  That broke in words of pain

  Through that calm summer midnight, -

  “My Herbert--mine again!”

  Yes, they have once been parted,

  But this day shall restore

  The long lost one: she claims him:

  “My Herbert--mine once more!”

  XVII.

  Now Christmas Eve returning,

  Saw Bertha stand beside

  The altar, greeting Dora,

  Again a smiling bride;

  And now the gloomy evening

  Sees Bertha pale and worn,

  Leaving the house for ever,

  To wander out forlorn.

  XVIII.

  Forlorn--nay, not so. Anguish

  Shall do its work at length;

  Her soul, pass’d through the fire,

  Shall gain still purer strength.

  Somewhere there waits for Bertha

  An earnest noble part;

  And, meanwhile, God is with her, -

  God, and her own true heart!

  I could warmly and sincerely praise the little poem, when Jarber had done reading it; but I could not say that it tended in any degree towards clearing up the mystery of the empty House.

  Whether it was the absence of the irritating influ
ence of Trottle, or whether it was simply fatigue, I cannot say, but Jarber did not strike me, that evening, as being in his usual spirits. And though he declared that he was not in the least daunted by his want of success thus far, and that he was resolutely determined to make more discoveries, he spoke in a languid absent manner, and shortly afterwards took his leave at rather an early hour.

  When Trottle came back, and when I indignantly taxed him with Philandering, he not only denied the imputation, but asserted that he had been employed on my service, and, in consideration of that, boldly asked for leave of absence for two days, and for a morning to himself afterwards, to complete the business, in which he solemnly declared that I was interested. In remembrance of his long and faithful service to me, I did violence to myself, and granted his request. And he, on his side, engaged to explain himself to my satisfaction, in a week’s time, on Monday evening the twentieth.

  A day or two before, I sent to Jarber’s lodgings to ask him to drop in to tea. His landlady sent back an apology for him that made my hair stand on end. His feet were in hot water; his head was in a flannel petticoat; a green shade was over his eyes; the rheumatism was in his legs; and a mustard-poultice was on his chest. He was also a little feverish, and rather distracted in his mind about Manchester Marriages, a Dwarf, and Three Evenings, or Evening Parties--his landlady was not sure which--in an empty House, with the Water Rate unpaid.

  Under these distressing circumstances, I was necessarily left alone with Trottle. His promised explanation began, like Jarber’s discoveries, with the reading of a written paper. The only difference was that Trottle introduced his manuscript under the name of a Report.

  TROTTLE’S REPORT – by Wilkie Collins

  The curious events related in these pages would, many of them, most likely never have happened, if a person named Trottle had not presumed, contrary to his usual custom, to think for himself.

  The subject on which the person in question had ventured, for the first time in his life, to form an opinion purely and entirely his own, was one which had already excited the interest of his respected mistress in a very extraordinary degree. Or, to put it in plainer terms still, the subject was no other than the mystery of the empty House.

  Feeling no sort of objection to set a success of his own, if possible, side by side with a failure of Mr. Jarber’s, Trottle made up his mind, one Monday evening, to try what he could do, on his own account, towards clearing up the mystery of the empty House. Carefully dismissing from his mind all nonsensical notions of former tenants and their histories, and keeping the one point in view steadily before him, he started to reach it in the shortest way, by walking straight up to the House, and bringing himself face to face with the first person in it who opened the door to him.

  It was getting towards dark, on Monday evening, the thirteenth of the month, when Trottle first set foot on the steps of the House. When he knocked at the door, he knew nothing of the matter which he was about to investigate, except that the landlord was an elderly widower of good fortune, and that his name was Forley. A small beginning enough for a man to start from, certainly!

  On dropping the knocker, his first proceeding was to look down cautiously out of the corner of his right eye, for any results which might show themselves at the kitchen-window. There appeared at it immediately the figure of a woman, who looked up inquisitively at the stranger on the steps, left the window in a hurry, and came back to it with an open letter in her hand, which she held up to the fading light. After looking over the letter hastily for a moment or so, the woman disappeared once more.

  Trottle next heard footsteps shuffling and scraping along the bare hall of the house. On a sudden they ceased, and the sound of two voices--a shrill persuading voice and a gruff resisting voice-- confusedly reached his ears. After a while, the voices left off speaking--a chain was undone, a bolt drawn back--the door opened-- and Trottle stood face to face with two persons, a woman in advance, and a man behind her, leaning back flat against the wall.

  “Wish you good evening, sir,” says the woman, in such a sudden way, and in such a cracked voice, that it was quite startling to hear her. “Chilly weather, ain’t it, sir? Please to walk in. You come from good Mr. Forley, don’t you, sir?”

  “Don’t you, sir?” chimes in the man hoarsely, making a sort of gruff echo of himself, and chuckling after it, as if he thought he had made a joke.

  If Trottle had said, “No,” the door would have been probably closed in his face. Therefore, he took circumstances as he found them, and boldly ran all the risk, whatever it might be, of saying, “Yes.”

  “Quite right sir,” says the woman. “Good Mr. Forley’s letter told us his particular friend would be here to represent him, at dusk, on Monday the thirteenth--or, if not on Monday the thirteenth, then on Monday the twentieth, at the same time, without fail. And here you are on Monday the thirteenth, ain’t you, sir? Mr. Forley’s particular friend, and dressed all in black--quite right, sir! Please to step into the dining-room--it’s always kep scoured and clean against Mr. Forley comes here--and I’ll fetch a candle in half a minute. It gets so dark in the evenings, now, you hardly know where you are, do you, sir? And how is good Mr. Forley in his health? We trust he is better, Benjamin, don’t we? We are so sorry not to see him as usual, Benjamin, ain’t we? In half a minute, sir, if you don’t mind waiting, I’ll be back with the candle. Come along, Benjamin.”

  “Come along, Benjamin,” chimes in the echo, and chuckles again as if he thought he had made another joke.

  Left alone in the empty front-parlour, Trottle wondered what was coming next, as he heard the shuffling, scraping footsteps go slowly down the kitchen-stairs. The front-door had been carefully chained up and bolted behind him on his entrance; and there was not the least chance of his being able to open it to effect his escape, without betraying himself by making a noise.

  Not being of the Jarber sort, luckily for himself, he took his situation quietly, as he found it, and turned his time, while alone, to account, by summing up in his own mind the few particulars which he had discovered thus far. He had found out, first, that Mr. Forley was in the habit of visiting the house regularly. Second, that Mr. Forley being prevented by illness from seeing the people put in charge as usual, had appointed a friend to represent him; and had written to say so. Third, that the friend had a choice of two Mondays, at a particular time in the evening, for doing his errand; and that Trottle had accidentally hit on this time, and on the first of the Mondays, for beginning his own investigations. Fourth, that the similarity between Trottle’s black dress, as servant out of livery, and the dress of the messenger (whoever he might be), had helped the error by which Trottle was profiting. So far, so good. But what was the messenger’s errand? and what chance was there that he might not come up and knock at the door himself, from minute to minute, on that very evening?

  While Trottle was turning over this last consideration in his mind, he heard the shuffling footsteps come up the stairs again, with a flash of candle-light going before them. He waited for the woman’s coming in with some little anxiety; for the twilight had been too dim on his getting into the house to allow him to see either her face or the man’s face at all clearly.

  The woman came in first, with the man she called Benjamin at her heels, and set the candle on the mantel-piece. Trottle takes leave to describe her as an offensively-cheerful old woman, awfully lean and wiry, and sharp all over, at eyes, nose, and chin--devilishly brisk, smiling, and restless, with a dirty false front and a dirty black cap, and short fidgetty arms, and long hooked finger-nails--an unnaturally lusty old woman, who walked with a spring in her wicked old feet, and spoke with a smirk on her wicked old face--the sort of old woman (as Trottle thinks) who ought to have lived in the dark ages, and been ducked in a horse-pond, instead of flourishing in the nineteenth century, and taking charge of a Christian house.

  “You’ll please to excuse my son, Benjamin, won’t you, sir?” says this witch without a broomstick, pointing to the
man behind her, propped against the bare wall of the dining-room, exactly as he had been propped against the bare wall of the passage. “He’s got his inside dreadful bad again, has my son Benjamin. And he won’t go to bed, and he will follow me about the house, up-stairs and downstairs, and in my lady’s chamber, as the song says, you know. It’s his indisgestion, poor dear, that sours his temper and makes him so agravating--and indisgestion is a wearing thing to the best of us, ain’t it, sir?”

  “Ain’t it, sir?” chimes in agravating Benjamin, winking at the candle-light like an owl at the sunshine.

  Trottle examined the man curiously, while his horrid old mother was speaking of him. He found “My son Benjamin” to be little and lean, and buttoned-up slovenly in a frowsy old great-coat that fell down to his ragged carpet-slippers. His eyes were very watery, his cheeks very pale, and his lips very red. His breathing was so uncommonly loud, that it sounded almost like a snore. His head rolled helplessly in the monstrous big collar of his great-coat; and his limp, lazy hands pottered about the wall on either side of him, as if they were groping for a imaginary bottle. In plain English, the complaint of “My son Benjamin” was drunkenness, of the stupid, pig-headed, sottish kind. Drawing this conclusion easily enough, after a moment’s observation of the man, Trottle found himself, nevertheless, keeping his eyes fixed much longer than was necessary on the ugly drunken face rolling about in the monstrous big coat collar, and looking at it with a curiosity that he could hardly account for at first. Was there something familiar to him in the man’s features? He turned away from them for an instant, and then turned back to him again. After that second look, the notion forced itself into his mind, that he had certainly seen a face somewhere, of which that sot’s face appeared like a kind of slovenly copy. “Where?” thinks he to himself, “where did I last see the man whom this agravating Benjamin, here, so very strongly reminds me of?”

  It was no time, just then--with the cheerful old woman’s eye searching him all over, and the cheerful old woman’s tongue talking at him, nineteen to the dozen--for Trottle to be ransacking his memory for small matters that had got into wrong corners of it. He put by in his mind that very curious circumstance respecting Benjamin’s face, to be taken up again when a fit opportunity offered itself; and kept his wits about him in prime order for present necessities.

  “You wouldn’t like to go down into the kitchen, would you?” says the witch without the broomstick, as familiar as if she had been Trottle’s mother, instead of Benjamin’s. “There’s a bit of fire in the grate, and the sink in the back kitchen don’t smell to matter much to-day, and it’s uncommon chilly up here when a person’s flesh don’t hardly cover a person’s bones. But you don’t look cold, sir, do you? And then, why, Lord bless my soul, our little bit of business is so very, very little, it’s hardly worth while to go downstairs about it, after all. Quite a game at business, ain’t it, sir? Give-and-take that’s what I call it--give-and-take!”