Her Baby Donor

by Chance Carter

  Because, by owning my pleasure, by controlling my orgasm, by making this exquisite thing happen right in your mouth, you know you own me too.

  As you swallow me, you’re not just swallowing my juices. You’re making me yours. You’re making my body and soul belong to you.

  And just like that, my cock is pouring it’s cum, pouring every drop, into your sweet mouth. Before I’m finished, I pull out. It’s not enough for me to feel my cum pouring into your mouth, I have to see it on your face too. I’m bad. I know it. But you knew it when you got mixed up with me.

  I pull out and I cum on your pretty lips. You form the shape of a kiss with your lips and I cum right on them. The white contrasts perfectly with the red. The white of innocence, even though you’re anything but innocent, and the red of naughtiness, which is a perfect color on you.

  I’m yours now. You lick my cum off your lips and swallow it, and with that simple motion, that simple swallow, I’m all yours. And you’re all mine.

  CHAPTER 6

  KANE

  The guys were rowdier than usual. I shut the diary I was scribbling in and looked around.

  They were all happy because we’d had a perfect day riding waves. The fact that we’d been at the brewery since we got off the water and were six beers in probably helped.

  I sat quietly and watched them joke and laugh.

  “What are you writing there, Kane?”

  I didn’t answer.

  I kept to myself and for the most part they respected my space. I didn’t want to be there and they all knew it.

  A year earlier they’d had an intervention. They were worried about me. I was depressed, keeping to myself too much, staying in the house alone too much, drinking alone too much. They were more comfortable with me drinking with them so I agreed. It was easier than trying to argue.

  Hell, as long as I got to drink, it didn’t make much difference to me where I did it.

  I appreciated their concern. They were solid friends and I could count on them. I knew the value of that.

  I wasn’t thrilled with the idea of going out each night, but I did it for them.

  They were having such a good time they didn’t notice I was four beers ahead of them. It’s easier to drink when you’re not busy talking and laughing.

  I watched them laugh with an empty blankness.

  Truth be told, I couldn’t remember the last time I laughed. There were times that I’d smile, I’m not completely dead inside, but it had been a long time since I really laughed.

  I could tell Paul, the bartender, was avoiding making eye contact with me. He was a buddy too, and I guess he was getting concerned about how many beers I’d had.

  I was fine. I didn’t need him babysitting me. I’m a grown man and I know my own limits.

  I kept my eye on him until we made eye contact and gestured that I was ready for another beer.

  I took one last sip and as I put the glass down, I felt as though I was being watched.

  I glanced up and noticed a beautiful woman sitting at the other end of the bar. She was like something out of a fantasy, curvy with ample breasts, beautiful shiny hair, and a face that made me want to walk right over and make out with her. I’d never seen her before, which was odd because usually the place is nothing but locals. I shrugged it off and pulled out my phone to check for texts.

  “You know that’s number eleven, right Kane?” Paul said as he put another pint in front of me.

  “Glad to see you can count higher than ten,” I said without looking up.

  I was annoyed he was keeping track. I mean, I know it’s his job and all, but I just wished he’d mind his own business. It’s not like I was causing a scene.

  “Do you see that city babe at the end of the bar?” Paul said with a sly grin on his face. “She’s pretty hot.”

  I glanced up to look at him, then looked to the girl at the end of the bar.

  “I guess,” I said with a shrug and looked back at my phone.

  “You like her?” he said.

  “You take her,” I said. “We both know you’re the one she wants.”

  Paul sighed. I knew what he was doing but I wasn’t in the mood.

  “Kane?”

  “What is it, Paul?”

  “It’s been two years.”

  “What’s been two years?” I said, knowing full well what he was talking about.

  “Jesus, Kane. I’m just saying, maybe you should consider dating again. That girl’s been looking your way all night.”

  Now he was annoying me. It was one thing to watch my drinking, but he had no right to tell me how to live my life. Sure, the chick was hot, but it didn’t matter.

  I ignored him and looked up the forecast for tomorrow’s waves.

  He got the hint and walked away to take the woman’s food order.

  My phone beeped and I looked at the text. It was Steph. Reliable, dependable Steph. We’d known each other since we were kids, practically grew up together, and had started fucking when I was in the depths of my depression. She was a good girl, but always fell for the wrong guy. It was late but Steph was offering to come over when I was done at the brewery. She was the one person I still let into my place. She was the one person I let my guard down around.

  I sighed and looked around. The woman at the end of the bar was placing her order with Paul and I watched as she spoke to him. She really was stunning. The kind of girl who could make your cock twitch with a single glance.

  At that moment she glanced my way, and sure enough, the second our eyes locked, my cock twitched and stiffened. God, how good would it feel to sink it into her and let her have it.

  She looked back at Paul and started telling him what she wanted. My eyes grew wide as she kept ordering more and more food. Her order was never ending! I think she actually ordered one of everything on the menu!

  She looked at me again as she finished her order and I got the impression Paul was going to try and set her up with me. A feeling of anger rushed through. How dare Paul interfere in my personal life?

  “Jesus,” I said loudly across the bar. “Why don’t you just tell him what you’re not ordering. Would save you both a lot of time.”

  “Excuse me?” she said, and immediately I felt bad for being so nasty.

  It wasn’t her fault Paul had pissed me off. Hell, it wasn’t even Paul’s fault I was so touchy. It was me, I was the problem, and I knew it.

  “Ignore him,” Paul said to her, shooting me an exasperated look.

  I looked away.

  As she finished placing her order, I could feel her eyes coming back to me. I tried to act like I wasn’t paying attention, but I was. I wanted to see if she could eat even half the food she’d just ordered. If she even came close, I’d be impressed.

  I looked up at her.

  “Seriously, sweetheart. No way a little thing like you could eat all that.”

  She shot me dagger eyes and held my gaze as she slowly reopened the menu. She had attitude, I had to give her that much.

  She turned to Paul.

  “And for dessert I’ll have the apple crumble and a piece of the chocolate strawberry cheesecake”.

  She glanced at me triumphantly as she slammed the menu shut and handed it to Paul.

  I shrugged but I couldn’t help letting out a little laugh. This girl really had balls, for a chick at least.

  CHAPTER 7

  MEADOW

  “Oh, go ahead, laugh, moron. At least I’m not a drunk. You better drink up. You don’t want beer number eleven getting warm,” I shot back.

  I startled myself, but he pissed me off and I snapped.

  I couldn’t believe the nerve of him. What an asshole for judging me. What did he even care anyways? He should just stay down there and mind his own sad, drunken business.

  I took a sip from my beer and got even angrier when I noticed he kind of had a point. I did order a lot, without even noticing, at least not until Hottie McJerk-Off brought it to my attention. I knew I was hungry, bu
t I wasn’t planning on ordering that much.

  My husband Matt was always so quick to call me ‘fat’ or ‘porky’ whenever I’d order anything other than salad. It’s no wonder it stung so quick and deep when that jerk made his comment. There I was thinking I could finally order whatever I wanted without judgement, but clearly not. Turns out all men are judgmental assholes, even the sexy surfer ones.

  The three appetizers I ordered came out and I started to shovel them in my mouth. My emotional eating habits had taken over in full force.

  My drinking comment clearly struck a nerve with that guy because he was back on his phone and leaving me alone. It wasn’t like me to be mean, but he started it and I was glad to be the one who finished it. I was done letting men boss me around.

  If a woman wanted to order three appetizers, why couldn’t she? Men can order whatever the hell they like.

  I scooped spinach and artichoke dip onto a chip and closed my eyes, enjoying the flavor. I couldn’t remember the last time I’d had it. It was delicious. Before I was done chewing, I reached for a deep fried pickle. It was like each mouthful covered up the negative feelings left over from Matt.

  As I polished off the dip, the bartender came around the corner from the kitchen with my fried chicken entree. My face lit up like a kid in a candy store. I felt like a bottomless pit. He placed the food in front of me.

  “Looks great. Could I also get another beer?” I said.

  He looked at me in disbelief, surprised I was actually making a serious dent on all this food and still had room for another beer. As he stepped away, I shouted to get his attention.

  “Actually, make it two beers,” I said with my mouth full of chicken. “One for the judgmental asshole at the end of the bar. He clearly could use it.”

  I had no idea why I said that, especially since he was leaving me alone. I hated the guy for suggesting I was a fat pig, but for some reason I didn’t want to stop getting his attention. Call me crazy, I’ll gladly take attention from a hot guy, even if he’s insulting me!

  “I’m not sure that’s a good idea,” the bartender said, clearly not impressed with me. I was being rude, but it was that guy who started it.

  For some reason, I kept going.

  “Why not? It’s not like he wasn’t about to order one anyway. I want to buy him beer number twelve.”

  “Fine,” the bartender said, leaning in closer, “but I won’t tell him what you said. I know he was rude, but you don’t have to stoop to his level. You have no idea what people have been through.”

  What the hell did that mean? Been through? He had no idea what I’d been through either.

  It was like he lost his charm and sense of humor in a matter of seconds. I watched as he poured the beer for the guy and I quickly fixed my hair and casually adjusted my breasts to make sure they looked their perkiest.

  “Now you’re bringing me beer number twelve before I even ask for it?”

  I couldn’t hear what the bartender said back, but I saw him point to me. I sat up straight and smiled, ready for the babe to look up. It was a rush, never in my life had I bought a man a drink. This guy was being a jerk, but there was something about him. Maybe he was just having a bad day. I didn’t know what it was, but he was sexy as hell, and intriguing, and I didn’t want him to stop paying attention to me.

  He looked at the beer and then at me. My stomach got tense and my nervous smile grew. There was an empty seat next to me and I secretly hoped he would come over to thank me for the beer and have a seat so we could talk. I tucked my hair behind my ear and winked at him.

  Oh God. A wink? Who winks?

  I got flustered and quickly realized I had no game. I saw him raise a curious eyebrow at me, but then he just looked back at his phone.

  What was so interesting on that phone? A woman just bought him a beer and he doesn’t so much as flinch? I know I’m new to the scene but surely things haven’t changed that much. When I was single, if a girl made a move, a guy was supposed to be a gentleman and at least acknowledge it.

  I took a mouth full of fried chicken and washed it down with a huge gulp of beer.

  I was mortified.

  He just flat out ignored my gesture.

  I was wrong about him, there wasn’t more to him. He really was just a drunk asshole sitting alone in a bar. The only guy in the place who refused to join in the fun.

  I shoveled mouthful after mouthful of food in, hardly taking a moment to breath. I couldn’t even look at him anymore. I just wanted to finish my food and get the hell out of there.

  As I finished the last few bites, I saw the bartender coming towards me with the apple crumble and cheesecake I ordered. After the day I was having, I was so ready for it.

  And then I noticed that I wasn’t even close to feeling full. I’d eaten enough for three people and was still going. This was the kind of behavior I’d had therapy for as a teenager. I’d gone through a difficult couple of years after my parents divorced and put on a hundred pounds in six months. I got it under control, but the way I was eating tonight reminded me of what an emotionally traumatizing day I was having.

  All I wanted was to coat it in sugar and get to bed so it could officially be over.

  CHAPTER 8

  KANE

  I grabbed the beer that crazy chick sent over, glanced her way for a split second, then put my head back, downed the whole thing in a single gulp, and slammed the empty on the bar. Paul watched the whole time.

  “See what I mean?” he said. “Women come on to you, even when you’re a complete asshole.”

  He was wiping down the bar, getting ready to finish up for the night. He took my empty and looked me in the eye.

  “I caught that girl checking me out when she got here, but as soon as she laid eyes on you, it was like I didn’t exist anymore.”

  “Whatever dude, she’s all yours. I’m not interested.”

  “I know you’re not interested. That’s the freaking problem. You’re not interested in any women since you lost Carolyn. Well anyone but Steph, but we all know you’re not really interested in her. You just string that poor girl along so that she’ll be there when you’re feeling horny.”

  “Leave Steph out of this. She knows what it is between us and she’s fine with it.”

  Paul was always sticking up for Steph. Probably because he dated her years ago.

  I stood up from my seat.

  “I’m going to the bathroom. Get me another beer for when I get back … and a shot of whisky.”

  I didn’t look back to see if he heard me. I knew he did and I didn’t want to give him the chance to say no.

  The men’s room was on the other side of the bar. As I passed the chick from out of town, I stole a glance in her direction. She didn’t notice me, she was basically face down in apple crumble, but I sure as hell noticed her. Her shirt was slightly lifted, exposing a small peak of the smooth, creamy white skin of her lower back. I felt an instant rush of blood to my dick. My cock stiffened and a throb of desire pulsed through it.

  Suddenly I was very interested.

  My eyes ran over every inch of her delicious body. I couldn’t resist. I gazed down along her curves and landed on her perfectly round ass.

  Fuck.

  My dick jumped from a semi to a full blown hard-on.

  I slowed as I passed, picturing myself grabbing her from behind, forcing her against the bar, bending her over, and sliding my rock hard cock deep inside her.

  I wanted to show her what she did to me. I wanted her to feel it.

  I wanted to hold her down by the back of her neck, even if she struggled, and slide my cock between the cheeks of her ass, making sure she could tell just how big and hard I was for her.

  I gave my head a shake, clearing my sex crazed mind. My lust caught me off guard. It had been a long time since I’d felt completely entranced by a woman like that.

  I realized I was standing in the middle of the brewery with a raging boner pressing against my jeans, so I quickly ma
de my way to the men’s room before anyone noticed.

  Thankfully, it was a single use washroom. I locked the door behind me to give myself a few minutes to cool off. I splashed cold water on my face and looked in the mirror.

  The man staring back at me was a mess. I was clearly drunk, hammered even. There was a time when I would have shook my head in disgust at a guy like this.

  But one thing I knew for sure. The fantasy I’d just had about the woman at the bar wasn’t from the booze. I drank every night and never felt this way. I pulled my cock out of my pants and it was still rock hard.

  I was attracted to that woman in a way I hadn’t felt in a very long time. Despite my resistance, despite every part of my mind fighting it, my cock wanted to be deep inside of her.

  I splashed more cold water on my face.

  Fuck this.

  The last thing I needed was to get messed up with a broad. No good could come of it. Plus, I knew Steph was just waiting for me to give her the word. I leaned against the wall to text her, my hard cock still sticking out of my pants like a weapon.

  Me: I’ve got one more drink coming. Meet me at my place in thirty minutes. Wear that backless top you have.

  Steph: K :)

  Now that I knew Steph was waiting, it would make me quickly finish my beer and avoid getting mixed up in any trouble I didn’t want. And by trouble, I meant that woman.

  I finished up in the washroom, gave my face one more splash, and looked in the mirror. I hated what I saw. I hated the man I’d become. A mean, useless drunk.

  Fuck, that girl at the bar at least had a right to know just what an asshole she’d been flirting with all night. She deserved better than a prick like me and I knew it.

  I left the washroom and stepped around the corner. The first thing I saw was that perfect, round ass. I felt myself instantly get hard again and knew I had to shut it down. I walked over to a table and grabbed one of the heavy chairs, dragging it over to where she was sitting at the bar.