Finding Fate (Playing it Safe Series Book 1)

by Lisa Gerkey

  “What’s wrong, sweetheart? You just tensed up. You look like you’re about to have a panic attack. What happened?”

  I see the concern that’s written all over his face. When my eyes meet his, it only takes a few minutes until I start to relax and feel the uneasiness start to disappear. Jensen is so easy to be around. It doesn’t hurt he’s so freaking good looking either.

  I’m used to spending time around guys who are around my age. There are a few that hang around with the same group I do, who are a few years older, but none of them seem as grown up, or as mature as Jensen. I’m sure it’s because he was in the military. Even though he has a dirty mouth sometimes, and probably an even dirtier mind, he’s still polite and seems very respectful.

  “I’m fine. I just don’t…I’m not used to taking off with strangers, you know? I’m a little nervous, I guess.”

  “Hang on a second.” He reaches into the console of his car and pulls out a wallet. “Here.”

  I look down at the piece of plastic he’s handed to me.

  “That’s my license, darling. You can take down every bit of my information, and text it to anyone you want. If you go missing they’ll know who to look for.” I catch his smirk before I look down at what I have in my hand.

  I commit everything to memory. Jensen William Beck. He’s twenty-two years old, and his birthday isn’t for another few months. I feel a small bit of relief because he isn’t too much older. “I don’t need to do that. I trust you.”

  Satisfied with my answer, he puts his wallet back and begins to drive.

  The sun has been hot, so I’m glad he decides to drive with the windows down. I’m really enjoying the feel of the wind blowing against my sun kissed skin.

  He reaches over and picks up my hand to thread our fingers together. He doesn’t move them from resting against the side of my leg. Since all I have on is a thin cover up, which really doesn’t cover much, and the bikini, when his hands are this close to me, it causes my body to heat up from head to toe.

  Chapter Six

  “Jensen”

  I don’t miss Madison’s reaction when my hand touches her. A nice pink flush works its way across her creamy skin. The swim suit cover up does nothing to hide her body’s reaction to me.

  Her tits have been threatening to fall out all day. I was constantly tempted to find a bathroom where I could find some relief for my aching cock. I desperately need to get inside of her.

  Since traffic is kind of heavy right now, and we’re just barely moving, I decide to take advantage of the time. I want to tease and play with her a little bit. Maybe I can use the time we’re locked up inside of the car together to start a little foreplay, so she’ll be ready for me when we get to my place.

  “Do you like that, Maddy? Do you like having my hands on you, pretty girl?” I expect her to pull away, but she surprises me when she drags my hand with hers, so I’m almost touching her pussy. “Are you wet, baby?” I let go of her hand so I can trail one finger down between her legs, right over her seam.

  She lets out a soft gasp and moves her legs further apart. Fuck, she’s as turned on as I am. She’s so fucking beautiful with her head resting against the back of the seat, her eyes closed. When I don’t make another move, she spreads her legs more, inviting me to play.

  Damn, I wish we were alone somewhere, so I could take advantage of everything she’s offering. I check all my mirrors, just to be sure no one will get close enough to see what’s going on inside of the car. I intend to keep it between just the two of us.

  “Is everything okay?” I see her nod in agreement when I glance over at her. “Are you okay with me touching you like this, sweetheart?”

  “Yes Jensen, every time I’m close to you, my body reacts like this. I like feeling your hands on me. I don’t want to talk right now. I just want to feel.”

  It’s not every day you find a woman who wants the same things you do. That makes me want Madison even more. It also makes me wonder what else we might have in common.

  I’ve been paying attention to everything. Her bikini bottom has a tie on each side. I reach to the side further away from me, and gently tug the string, until it comes untied. With my eyes on the road, I move ahead with the traffic, until everything stops again. I run my hand across her smooth, warm skin, to feel my way to the other side. When I find the other string, I pull, until I feel the tiny bit of material fall from her body.

  I take a second or two to look down at the gift I just opened. Her sweet pussy is right there, bared to me. She could pull the cover up down to hide herself, but right now I’m greeted with the most fantastic view.

  “Are you going to drip all over my leather seats, Baby?”

  She lays her head back further into the seat and makes a sexy little mewling sound. I have half a mind to see if I can make her moan a little louder before we reach our destination.

  I reach down with my finger and tease her clit with tiny circles, before slipping through her wet folds. She’s so fucking tight when I slide my finger inside. I know her pussy is going to suffocate my cock, and fuck, I can’t wait to feel it happen.

  Once we’re stopped in traffic again, I look over and see her looking at me with those heated green eyes. Keeping my eyes on hers, I remove my glistening finger from her pussy, and bring it to my lips. I groan when I lick her juices away. I can’t help the small chuckle that escapes when I hear her whimper.

  “You’re making me crazy, Jensen.” She rolls her head from side to side, like she’s trying to shake away the effect I’m having on her.

  “You taste so fucking sweet, baby. You want to try it? I use the same finger to trace across her lips. She surprises me when she parts her pretty lips. She takes my finger into her mouth and starts to suck. Fuck, I’m going to come in my pants if we don’t get somewhere soon. I need those lips wrapped around my cock.

  Maddy is beautiful with her long blonde hair all messy on top of her head, a few stray hairs falling around her face, and those gorgeous green fuck-me eyes. She has a few freckles that dot her face. I want to kiss and lick every fucking freckle on her body. Madison has worked her way deep into my system, and one way or another, I need to get her worked out. I think she feels the same way.

  She can’t be much past twenty-one. Sometimes, when I look at her, she looks so young. Other times she seems older, like right now, with her legs all spread out here on the seat of my car. I don’t want to ask her because I know women sometimes get pissed when someone mentions their age. I know I won’t see her once this vacation is over, so I don’t want to risk spoiling our time together by asking questions now.

  Traffic has finally cleared out, so I concentrate on driving faster to get us to the house. I take Madison’s hand and guide it over the rock-hard bulge that’s straining against the front of my shorts. Fuck, when I hear her taking her seat belt off, I know I should tell her it isn’t a good idea.

  I’m going to be a cop for fuck’s sake, yet, I can’t bring myself to stop her when I feel her tugging at the waist of my shorts. After a couple of clumsy attempts, I fall free into her waiting hands. She doesn’t waste any time, she wraps her fingers around me and starts moving them up and down. Fuck, she’s a pro at handling my cock.

  “Holy fucking shit, Maddy, what are you trying to do to me?” I’m finally pulling into the driveway beside the beach house. It’s a good thing too, because I swear, Madison just fucking swallowed my cock.

  I slam the car into park and look down.

  Fuck, she’s so fucking sexy. She looks up at me, and then she takes me all the way in again. The way she’s leaning over me, her bare ass is exposed behind her.

  “Fuck Maddy, take it deep, baby. God, it feels so fucking good. You do this so well, sweetheart.” She gags a little and has to back off.

  I reach across her body. My fingers encounter her warm wet center. I lightly trace her lips a few times before I hook two fingers just inside her dripping pussy. “Ahh.” She vibrates against my pulsing cock when she moa
ns her own pleasure. She is bobbing her head up and down, keeping the suction just right. I look down to watch her, and it doesn’t take long for the sight to cause a familiar spasm to start at the bottom of my spine.

  “Fuck, baby. I can’t hold out any longer. Gahh… I’m going to come down your fucking throat, baby. If you don’t want me to do that, you need to stop.”

  She doesn’t stop. She fucking swallows my cock again. I grip her head and hold her in place, while I come and come in waves down her throat. After swallowing every last drop, she licks me clean, and then she sits up, licking her lips. I’ve never wanted to kiss a woman this badly, and especially when I know she’s going to taste like me, but I can’t help it. I can’t get enough of her. I kiss her hard.

  “We need to get inside. It’s your turn, baby.”

  I feel like such an ass because I’ve always had a rule that the lady should have hers first, but when she all but swallowed my dick, doing the right thing didn’t even cross my mind.

  “Jensen, stop. Remember last night? I think I had my turn then. I wanted to do that. I wanted to make you feel good, the way you did for me.”

  Her eyes are still red and watery from the blow job, and her skin is flushed. If I don’t concentrate on getting us in the house, I’ll have her on the hood of the car. After I straighten my clothes, I look over and see that she’s put her bikini back in place. I’m a little disappointed. I could look at her pussy all the time and be a happy man.

  “Let’s go in and see if we can find something to drink.”

  Chapter Seven

  “Madison”

  We have a few drinks and make small talk while we share a large pepperoni pizza Jensen had delivered. When we’re finished eating, he grabs a blanket from the back of the couch and suggests we go sit on the beach for a while.

  He sits down on the blanket and pulls me right into his lap.

  “Tell me something about yourself, Madison.”

  It’s an innocent enough question. There isn’t any harm in us getting to know small details, is there?

  “I’m going to be a nurse. What about you?”

  “I’m going to be starting my new job when this little vacation is over, actually. I’m a police officer.”

  Red warning flags immediately shoot up. What if he discovers the secret I’ve been hiding from… everyone? Then again, I shouldn’t have anything to worry about. I haven’t even told him my last name. I know his because he showed me his driver’s license earlier. At least I know now, I shouldn’t need to worry about my safety while I’m with him.

  “Madison, I like spending time with you.”

  Our eyes meet. I don’t know what it is, but it’s like something passes between us. I can feel the sexual tension, but that’s not all this is. I’m sure of it.

  He lightly traces his fingers so slowly, down each arm, causing my whole body to come to life. When he reaches my hands, he laces our fingers together.

  “Are you cold, baby?”

  His voice has gone all husky and seductive. I still don’t understand the effect he has on me. I don’t mean to, but I can’t keep from letting a little moaning sound escape.

  “No, I’m not cold, Jensen. What are you doing to me? Every time you touch me, it’s like you start a fire I don’t know how to put out.”

  I try to push my body further into has warmth. I wish I hadn’t changed out of the bikini and cover up, so I could feel more of him. While he was taking care of our dinner, I took a quick shower to rinse off the nasty feeling from being out in the hot sun all day, and then I threw on a tank top and some shorts.

  He kisses the side of my neck and slowly runs his hand across my body until he reaches the waist of my shorts. He flips the button open and slides the zipper down.

  “There you are, bitch!”

  Shit, my best friend has terrible timing. I work quickly to get my shorts situated. I start to move from Jensen’s lap, but he’s not having that. He wraps his arms around me and holds me in place.

  Drew and Michelle both plop their asses down right beside us. When I look at Michelle, she’s giving me a knowing look.

  “Your timing sucks, Michelle.”

  I figure I need to beat her to it. I want her to know I’m not one bit ashamed about what was going on when they interrupted us.

  “Yeah, well, I need my best friend for a while, Maddy. I was hoping you’d be ready to go back to the house. We should probably check in with everyone at home.”

  Jensen cuts in. “Hey, it sucks, I know, but go hang out with Michelle. We can meet up tomorrow. I can walk you ladies home, if you’d like.” He places the sweetest kiss right on the tip of my nose.

  “Aw, how sweet, come on Mads, let’s go.”

  Michelle seems a little jealous when she sees how Jensen is acting with me.

  I’ll admit I’m confused and worried, because we don’t have enough time to let our hearts get involved with whatever this is between us. The last thing I want to take home as a souvenir from this vacation is a broken heart.

  I remove myself from Jensen’s hold and stand up.

  “We’d better go. This week was supposed to be for me and Michelle. I don’t want her too upset with me.”

  “I’m disappointed our time together has to end, but I understand. Do you want to exchange numbers so we can work out a time to get together tomorrow?”

  Jensen stands up, taking his phone from his pocket.

  I would love to have Jensen’s contact information, but I’m not sure that’s a good idea.

  “How about I just come by here tomorrow?”

  “Sure, yeah, I doubt the guys and I will be doing anything.” He shrugs his shoulders and has a neutral expression on his face.

  “We’ll probably just kick back and enjoy some quiet time tomorrow, so you can come by anytime.” He pulls me to him and brings his lips to mine for a quick kiss.

  “That’s enough, Madison! Let’s go.”

  Michelle seems to be having a hard time seeing me and Jensen together. I know it’s new for me, but with as many hook ups as she’s had, I don’t know why it’s bothering her to witness my first one.

  Chapter Eight

  “Jensen”

  I can’t figure out why the fuck I got so torn up when Madison didn’t show up yesterday. Hell, we didn’t exchange numbers or anything, and neither of us made any promises. That hasn’t kept me from lying around on my ass and feeling half way pissed off because she didn’t show.

  I’m grateful I could find a gym close by this morning. It helped me blow off steam and get rid of some of the frustration I was feeling. Plus, I need to stay in shape.

  Declan and Marty came in earlier and told Drew and me we needed to get our asses over to the party the beach babes from a few houses over are throwing tonight. What the hell have I got to lose? Madison isn’t going to show up, so I’ll be damned if I’m going to spend the rest of my vacation thinking about her. It’s not like there isn’t other pussy to pick from here in South Carolina.

  I was surprised when Drew said he’d been texting with Michelle. Apparently, he’s invited her to go to the party with him tonight. I refuse to ask him if Madison is coming too. The last thing I want is for my best friend to think I’ve gone and fallen for some chick I barely even know. Although, he does seem to have it pretty bad for Michelle.

  I know Drew though. When this vacation is over he won’t have a problem with leaving her behind and getting on with his life. Drew isn’t a man who attaches himself to anyone easily.

  “Hey, fucker, let’s head out to the party where the pussies are all waiting. Drew’s already left to pick his woman up.”

  Marty doesn’t have a filter, nor does he have a problem with letting everyone know the only interests he has while we’re here, are getting wasted and getting fucked.

  “Yeah man, we’ll introduce you to Shelley and Monica. Trust me, dude, if a good time is what you need, those two gals know how to give it to you. You can either have them one at a time, or ta
ke them as a package deal.”

  Declan might be worse than Marty when it comes to women. It’s no secret among everyone who knows these two, they enjoy sex a lot. The raunchier and dirtier it is, the better it is for them. They don’t mind sharing either. They can’t seem to get it through their heads, no matter how many times I tell them, that shit isn’t for me.

  The party is in the opposite direction from us from where Madison is staying. It only takes a few minutes until we get there, where everything is happening. And when I say everything is happening, I mean it literally. I see a group of people playing a game of volleyball. It looks like its guys versus girls. There are a handful of people swimming around and goofing off in the water. Music is blasting. I didn’t expect to hear country music blaring through the speakers, but I think its Body Like a Backroad by Sam Hunt that’s playing.

  I follow Marty and Declan into the kitchen, where every kind of alcohol is lined up on the counters.

  “Here, dude, you look like you could use something to take the edge off, help you relax a little.” Marty hands me two shot glasses filled with Fireball, and then he hands two off to Declan before picking up the last two he’s saved for himself.

  “Here’s to getting laid tonight, multiple times.” Marty chuckles before throwing both shots back. Declan and I quickly down ours too.

  “Declan, I’m so glad you’re here. Who is your sexy friend?”

  I almost lose my balance when a redheaded chick decides to throw herself at me. She practically climbs me like a tree.

  “Shelley, this is mine and Marty’s friend, Jensen.”

  “Jensen.”

  It seems like she might have to roll my name around on her tongue to see how it tastes before she can say anything else.

  “I’ve heard a lot about you. I’d really like to get to know Declan and Marty’s friend a lot better. They tell me you three studs are looking to make this summer one to remember. Is that true, Jensen?”