Finding Fate (Playing it Safe Series Book 1)

by Lisa Gerkey

  I reach back with one foot to drag the abandoned chair a little closer. I sit down, and then I pull her other leg up so both feet sit on the table. Our eyes watch each other as I reach forward and embrace her ass with my hands to drag her a few inches forward, so her pussy is right in front of my face.

  I push her knees as far apart as I can, and at the same time, I lean forward and lick a sloppy wet path from her asshole all the way up through her wet folds. When I reach her clit, I flick my tongue against the sensitive little bud a few times.

  That’s all it takes to put her back on the edge. It’s not going to take much to have my girl soaring high. Her body is already shaking and trembling from the pleasure. She rolls her head from side to side while she mewls and whimpers. She’s making the sexiest sounds I’ve ever heard.

  I don’t have time right now to question if I’ve ever taken this much time with a woman before I met Madison.

  “Your pussy tastes so fucking sweet, baby. I could have you for dessert every night.”

  It’s not going to be easy to watch her walk away.

  “Please, Jensen. Please. Please.”

  She’s begging without shame. She’s no longer feels shy or embarrassed. She’s hot, and needy for relief that only I can give her.

  I push two fingers into her drenched pussy. I remember right where the magic spot is. When I find it, I rub my fingers back and forth a few times and watch. I listen to Madison as she begs for her release, and claws at nothing but air, looking for something to hold onto.

  Then I stand up. I lay one hand splayed flat on her stomach. I apply gentle pressure against her lower belly, and at the same time, I start thrusting my two fingers, hard and fast, in and out, hitting her g-spot over and over.

  My cock is hard as a fucking rock again, but this one is for Madison. I was dead fucking serious when I said I was going to make sure she remembers me for a long damn time after she leaves here.

  “Stop, stop, I can’t, Jensen.”

  “It’s okay, just go with it. Come for me, baby. Come all over my face.”

  I don’t stop thrusting against her g spot with my fingers when I lean down. I pull her clit between my lips and suck hard.

  “Oh god… Fuck, Fuck. Jensen.”

  I love the sound of her screaming my name.

  She clutches her tits tight enough in each hand to leave her fingerprints behind. She’s wild now. Her beautiful long blonde mane of hair is waving over the side of the table. Her pussy is clenched so fucking tight around my fingers as her release gushes all over us both. I rub her clit lightly with the pad of my thumb until she rides it out.

  I’ve never witnessed a woman have an orgasm so intense. I’m almost certain she blacked out for a few seconds. I can’t help the pride I feel knowing I just did this to her.

  “What was that, Jensen?”

  Her eyes are closed. I wish I could stare down at this beautiful mess all night long. She looks so sated and content I hate to bother her, but my cock isn’t going to wait much longer.

  “That was me paying you back for the toe curling blowjob. Do you think you can handle more of me?”

  To prove my point, I slide the tip of my cock over her pussy, and then I circle it around her over-sensitive little nub a few times.

  She lets out a surprised giggle when I pick her up and throw her over my shoulder.

  “Eek…put me down.” She slaps my ass. I didn’t see that coming, but it’s kind of hot to have her with her guard completely down like this.

  “What are you going to do with me, Jensen?”

  “Oh, baby. I’m going to fuck this tight little pussy until you are so sore, and raw you can still feel me a week from now.”

  I can’t stop the chuckle when I hear Madison’s sharp intake of breath. Either she can’t wait for me to make good on my promise, or I just scared her to death.

  Chapter Twelve

  “Jensen”

  I ignore the pain that runs through my leg as I jog up the stairs. When I get to the bedroom, I toss her lovely naked ass right down in the center of the king size bed.

  She looks so fucking hot all spread out in the middle of my bed.

  Then and there, I decide if I had a wife who looked like this, to wake up to and go to sleep with every night, marriage wouldn’t be the worst thing that could ever happen to a man.

  Her long hair is splayed out all around her. I don’t think any adult magazine has ever had a model as hot as Madison. She is so fucking sexy. Her middle name should be Sin.

  “Can we leave the lights off? I mean since this is a one-time thing, maybe…”

  “Okay…yeah, no lights.”

  Instead of dwelling on the disappointment I feel because Madison wants us to stay hidden in the dark, I flip the switch on the lamp before I get on the bed, and I crawl until my body hovers over hers.

  “I want you, so damn bad, Madison.”

  I pick up each of her hands and place them over her head.

  “You might want to hold on tight to your pillow, because I’m going to fuck you hard, doll. Do you want to feel my cock now?”

  To prove my point, I thrust against her.

  “I want to have sex with you, Jensen. Please.”

  Now that I have her consent, I take her lips with mine. I’m aching so damn bad, I can’t hold out much longer before I take everything I need. I find her with my fingers and slide a couple through her wet folds before pushing inside. She’s so fucking tight. It’s going to be a snug fit.

  It’s killing me not to ask her how many cocks she’s had in her, but that would make shit personal. I’ve never asked a woman that question before, so there’s no sense in doing it now.

  I lay a path of kisses down her neck and across her collarbone. I keep working her pussy with my fingers while I kiss and nip around her tits. I show her tight nipples the same attention. I alternate between each one as I suck and roll the hard buds around with my tongue and lips, then I take one between my teeth and lightly bite down.

  “Oh, fuck, Jensen.”

  I feel the warm wet burst of her arousal against my fingers. Even though she just came all over me a few minutes ago, she’s more than ready to go again.

  She slides her hand down between us and grips my cock tight. I let her have her fun with me for a few seconds, and then I pull her hand away and place it, along with the other one, back over her head.

  “Hang on a second, babe.”

  I reach over to the nightstand to find a condom I laid out earlier. It only takes a few seconds to rip the foil and roll it into place and settle myself between her legs.

  “Are you ready for me, Madison? I’m going to fuck you hard, sweetheart. If we only get one shot at it, I want to make it one we both remember.”

  I bring my lips down to hers while I reach a hand down to feel her one more time.

  “You’re so fucking ready for me, baby.”

  I hear Madison take a deep breath and then hold it when she feels me settle against her opening.

  “Relax… Breathe, angel.”

  I place soft kisses over her face, and down her neck until I feel her relax. When she raises her lower body against me, I know she’s ready.

  She’s so fucking tight I have to nudge her a time or two before she lets me slide in.

  “Jensen. Please.”

  She raises her ass up off the bed, ready for me to give her more. She’s so tight. I push in just an inch or two more before I pull back out to the tip. There’s not much light coming through the window, but there’s enough I can see she has a pained look on her face.

  “You’ve never had a big cock like mine before, have you, baby? We’ll take it slow. Just relax, and let me inside you. I promise I’ll make it feel good.”

  I concentrate on her sensitive nipples. I lick and swirl my tongue around the hard peaks until she begins to moan and starts to wiggle around. I take that as a sign she’s ready for more, and push the rest of the way in. Hard. I don’t waste any time. She feels so fucking
good. I give it to her hard and fast just like I promised. I pull out and thrust back in again, burying myself to the hilt over and over.

  “More. Please, fuck me, harder. It feels so good, Jensen.”

  My girl isn’t worried, or tense now. I intend to give her what she wants.

  “Grab the headboard and hold on.”

  More.

  Harder.

  Harder.

  More.

  I pump in and out as hard as I can until I feel her walls start to clench tight around me. I know she’s about to come. I can feel a familiar sensation, starting at my spine. I’m going to be right with her. I reach between us, to find her clit with my thumb, and press down as I fuck her hard and fast. She suffocates my cock when she screams my name.

  “Fucking hell, Madison.”

  I answer her screams with my own frantic shout as I unload stream after stream inside of the condom.

  We’re both weak and spent from the detonation. I’m almost certain there were harps playing, and angels singing.

  “Fuck, baby. I’ve never…god. It’s never felt like this before. I’ve never come so fucking hard.”

  With a heavy feeling deep inside of my chest I don’t understand, I slip out of her. Instantly, I miss the heat, and the feeling of being surrounded by Madison’s body.

  I don’t bother turning the light on as I make my way to the bathroom. I know where everything is. I dispose of the condom, and then I get a warm, wet washcloth for Madison.

  Chapter Thirteen

  “Madison”

  “Spread your legs, sweetheart.”

  His husky voice brings me brings me back to reality, or maybe I drifted off to sleep after the wild sex we just had. I feel the bed dip down and he gently parts my legs with his big hands.

  “What are you…?”

  I can’t believe after everything we’ve done he’s ready to get started all over again. He’s right. I feel the soreness from where he’s been between my legs when he rubs over me lightly a few times with something warm and wet.

  “I want to clean you up, baby, just relax.”

  He gently moves the wet cloth between my legs and erases any hint of the sex we just had. I watch his silhouette when he tosses the cloth across the room. Jensen settles into the bed beside me and pulls my body close, to fit snug, perfectly against his.

  “I don’t like that we’re only going to have one night together, Madison.”

  There’s no sign of the dirty talking Alpha who was just here a little while ago. He sounds sincere, maybe even sad.

  I roll over, so we’re face to face.

  “I’ll never forget this summer for as long as I live.”

  I press my lips to his. I’m surprised when the quick peck I meant to give him turns into more. This kiss feels different. It feels like so much more than any of the times before. There can’t be anything more.

  I have to leave here in a little while.

  Jensen takes my body along with his and rolls over to his back. I’m lying stretched out on top of him. I end the kiss so I can sit up. Looking down at his dark shadow, I feel bold, unashamed, and no longer embarrassed, maybe even a little sexy, when I straddle his waist.

  I don’t miss that my bare pussy is resting on top of his cock. I feel him grow hard underneath me. I make another bold move when I reach up and start massaging and playing with my breasts. I know it’s dark and he can’t see much, but he can see enough he’s aware of what I’m doing. I make myself moan softly when I roll my nipples between my fingers and pinch them the way he does it. Jensen lets out a deep hungry growl.

  “Damn, baby, you’re going to make me have to have your pussy again.”

  He pushes his lower body up against mine. I can feel my wetness that’s trickled down onto him when I slide back and forth over his length.

  I lean down and place light kisses along Jensen’s jawline. When I reach his lips, I kiss and lick lightly until I feel him open. I splay my hands across his wide chest. I like the feel of the dusting of hair underneath my fingertips. I kiss down over his chest until I find one of his nipples, then I dart my tongue out to tease him. The sensations stirring low in my body are intense and uncomfortable, as my arousal deepens.

  “Baby, I need inside you.”

  I kiss his lips once more, then sit up.

  Reaching under me, I grip his hard cock, marveling at the feel of his soft warm skin. His cock is big and heavy, yet he feels like soft velvet. I slide my hand up and down him a few times, and then I place him at my opening.

  I remember the pain I felt the first time. I know I’m likely to be sore from the way he fucked me before, so to get it over with, I sink all the way down.

  “Agg, fucking hell, Madison…Your pussy is strangling my cock. I need a second, or I’m going to come, baby.”

  The pain is almost worse than the first time, when he ripped past my barrier, but my body soon returns to its heated and aroused state when Jensen rubs his hands up and down over my back and then down to clutch each of my ass cheeks in his large hands. He begins to slowly rock me back and forth. Feeling the discomfort is gone, I take over and start to move up and down.

  “You’re silhouette looks like a sexy angel riding my cock, sweetheart.”

  He grips my hips tightly and slams into me. Hard. Even lying under me, he proves he’s still the one in control. Over and over, I submit my body to him. He fucks me deep and hard at a fast and staggering pace.

  Out of nowhere, I feel his hand come down on my ass… smack…smack…smack. It should probably hurt when he slaps my ass, but all it does is cause these feelings to intensify.

  “Harder, Jensen. Please, fuck me harder.”

  “Your pussy is so fucking tight. I’m not going to last much longer, baby.”

  I feel him place a finger at my other opening.

  I move up and down, meeting him with every stroke, and then I feel his finger press into the puckered hole, just barely. At the same time, he reaches down with his other hand and takes my clit between two fingers and squeezes.

  I explode.

  Everything goes black, but I hear myself keening loudly, and calling his name. I feel like I’m suspended somewhere over the two wrecked bodies lying on the bed. I know Jensen finds his too when I hear him shout out a string of curses.

  Then I hear what sounds like him freaking out. I feel the sudden loss of him as he pulls from my body.

  “Goddamn, Madison, we didn’t use a condom. I’ve never been inside anyone without a condom before. I am so fucking sorry.”

  I feel his warm, sticky essence coating my pussy and thighs when I lay back on the bed.

  “Don’t worry. I’m clean. And, I’m on birth control. Everything’s going to be fine.”

  “I’m still sorry. I don’t usually do shit like that. I’ve never been so careless before.”

  He pauses for a beat or two.

  “I’ve also never felt like this before. I’m not ready to say goodbye to you, Madison.”

  “We don’t have any other choice, Jensen. We have two separate lives.”

  I haven’t told him after another year of school, there’s a chance I’ll be living in North Carolina to attend college. Maybe if that happens, I’ll decide to look him up one day.

  “Who knows? Maybe fate will find us again.”

  I’m trying to keep things positive, but my voice cracks a little, and I feel the tears that are threatening to fall. Before I break down completely in front of him, I get up from the bed to look for my clothes.

  I go downstairs to the kitchen to find my dress and shoes. Once I’m dressed and have everything ready, I go back to the bedroom to say goodbye.

  “Come here.” He pulls me to him, wrapping me tightly in his arms, and finds my lips with his. It’s bittersweet because we pour everything into this one last kiss.

  I pull myself from his hold. “Goodbye, Jensen.”

  I don’t know if it’s the forever kind of love, or if it’s the kind that will fizzle out as ti
me goes on, but I know, somehow, I’ve fallen for Jensen.

  When I get back to the house, I finally read the messages on my phone.

  X: The boss isn’t happy.

  Me: I told you, I’m on vacation. I can’t do those things here.

  X: I know where you are.

  Me: Please. Stop. I’m going to find out who you are. I’m going to the police with the texts and the emails. I’m going to tell them everything.

  X: Everything? Are you going to tell them that your hot cop, Jensen Beck, got all down and dirty with a minor? His life will be ruined forever. He’ll lose his job faster than he popped that cherry, princess.

  “X” proves he or she knows everything. My phone won’t stop dinging, as picture after picture shows up on my screen. There are at least twenty pictures of Jensen and me while we were together… the club, the beach, the party, and even one with me standing at his door tonight, with him there in nothing but his boxers. The last picture is of me leaving his house tonight.

  Chapter Fourteen

  “Jensen”

  FOUR YEARS LATER

  “We got a new case handed to us this morning.”

  Jonathon Masters throws a thick folder down on my desk.

  “What the hell, Masters? I’ve already got a shitload of work piled up on my desk. You need to hire some help around here.”

  I rub my temples for a few minutes, trying to bring relief to my aching head. I’m tired, and in a shitty mood. I don’t have any help here most of the time, but that doesn’t stop Jonathon from piling more work on my desk.

  Instead of another case to work on, what I really need is a vacation.

  “Trouble in paradise?”

  Jon is sitting on the opposite side of me, with his legs propped up on the corner of the desk and his feet crossed at the ankles. He’s watching me closely to see how I react to his question. He has a gift for reading people, like a fortune teller, or something. He can read all the shit he wants to though, I’m not in the mood to talk about it.

  “Mind your own business, Jon. There’s nothing going on that concerns you, or my work. I’m going to head out in a little bit. I haven’t had much sleep lately.”