The Girl.

  Placing his big hand against her face softly brushing her cheek with his fingers replied, “I sure did fall, for you Ella”.

  Staring at him, staring back and hearts beat fast, she asked, “You did?” “Oh yeah”.

  Instantly, Sebastian snatched her down next to him and tickled her, she was laughing with him smiling and said, “I want you to be happy girl”.

  Lying next to Sebastian that stared, she said, “Long as you’re always around I will be happy”. He lay there staring at her and she added, “Just to see your face each day takes the heartache away Sebastian”.

  Turned over, rising up slightly, leaning down on his elbow staring at Ella that said, “I could never live a day without you”.

  Jumping up fast, Ella looks at him asking, “What’s wrong?”

  “Aw getting to mushy here girl”, she now laughs saying, “Sorry it’s how I feel”. “Yeah, I know Ella”, that smiled when he held his hand out pulling her up swiftly and snug against him, felt the pounding of his heart, Ella asked, “Anything you have to say after what I just told you?”

  “Ah, nope”.

  “Sebastian!”

  Smirking, and she said, “You must have something to say”.

  “Aw maybe I do”.

  “Well tell me?”

  Placing both hands against her face staring poker-faced and said, “I will never go one day without you”.

  Tears rolled down Ella’s face and he softly wiped them off saying, “No tears”. “Oh Sebastian”, that led her back to the motorcycle and before getting on, he said, “Sit close to me, pretty baby”, she smiled, as they got on.

  Ella scooted up behind Sebastian very snug and his heart was pounding, as he drove them quite a distance out into the country with her almost upon him and he pulled down a side road, which appeared to be very secluded.

  Suddenly, Sebastian stopped the bike, buried behind many trees and she asked, “Sebastian?” Breathing heavily he said, “Get off Ella”, she did quickly just looking at him. Who was now wiping tears and she asked, “Sebastian what’s wrong?” don’t be sad this was awesome”.

  Upset, “Yeah to awesome Ella having you against me”, breathing heavy.

  “Oh I understand”, said Ella hanging her head.

  He grabbed her hand and placed it onto his lap and said, “You might know why, but do you feel why Ella”, that felt his hardness.

  She becomes silent, as he gently removed her hand, and said, “Maybe this wasn’t a wise move huh?”

  “Sebastian you know you can touch me at any moment, I will melt in your arms”. “No Ella, I cannot, you know that”, said Sebastian getting off the motorcycle and Ella looked at him asking, “I do not understand how it doesn’t bother you, we made a child?”

  Tears filled Sebastian’s eyes and he moved close upon Ella, her eyes got big, he said, “How can you spit those words out to me, damn woman you have no idea the daily anguish I go through watching my asshole brother play daddy to my kid”.

  Sebastian banged on his chest saying, “My heart aches everyday”, Ella shivers and he walked away throwing his hands up saying, “You know nothing woman, I live daily torment knowing that the only woman I will ever love can never be mine or my child”. Sebastian went up to Ella, putting his hands against his chest saying, “Do you understand, do you”, she just nodded and he continued, “I want you, but I have no choice, because you already made yours, I must except it and deal with the pain the best way I can”.

  Staring at him Ella asked, “You love me?”

  Throwing his arm up, “Heck Ella, what’s it matter, you’ll never be mine, just wipe it out of that fantasy world, never gonna happen”, and Sebastian went leaning against a tree, Ella stood there and he said, “I hate living with this constant pain that’s never ending”.

  “You don’t have to Sebastian”.

  “Aw come on stop already, because us having sex will take the pain away for only a short period, afterward we are right back where we started dealing with the fact that you’ll never be mine” “A splendid memory though”.

  “Heck Ella, listen to yourself, me fucking you is not going to help this situation”.

  “Fucking me huh”. Frowning.

  “Aw that’s not what I meant okay, wrong choice in words, I’m upset”.

  “I can tell Sebastian”, walked over grabbing Ella who looked up saying, “I’m scared”, and he let his firm hold go and said, “I’d love nothing more than to lay you down right now and make sweetest love to you ,but it will make things worse for us both, understand”. “Yes”, shaking her head, he said, “I don’t think you do actually”.

  “Oh I do Sebastian”, walking away went sitting by the tree and she went over to him, kneels down and asked, “What can we do?”

  “Live with it”, hanging his head, “What?” Upset.

  “We must, no other choice”.

  “Oh just wasp it away like it never happen, sorry, I cannot do that, because I look at Ashley everyday I’m reminded, she looks just like you surprised no one noticed”.

  “Yep forget about it like I have”.

  Ella hung her head and he added, “Aw how will anyone notice I have blonde hair, blue eyes, lucky me to resemble my creep brother”.

  “You are wrong Sebastian, you probably think of that magical moment more than me”.

  Swiftly, grabs hold of Ella again rather roughly, “Stop your hurting me Sebastian ”, face-to-face, he replied, “Yes hurt, what I always feel deeply, because of that magical moment, sorry I don’t want any more moments with you Ella”, and let his firm grip loose, stood up and said, “Time to get home,” walking away.

  In tears, Ella sat there saying, “What happen to I love you” and Sebastian just kept walking. Ella heard the roar of the motorcycle and saw him getting on, when she got up hurrying over and went to put her leg over, he took hold of her leg and said, “Try not to sit so snug”. “Why Sebastian, might I melt that coldness?”

  “Honestly Ella it would just be a nail and bail”, she gasped jerking her leg away saying, “Think I’ll walk home”.

  “Suit yourself, its miles and dark out, in the middle of nowhere, heck heard stories about some chainsaw killer lived near here”.

  In a flash, Ella was on the back of the motorcycle and Sebastian drove away smirking. Making it back home.

  Soon as Sebastian stopped the motorcycle, Ella jumped off and went running into the house, going right to her bedroom and paused by the door as she saw Saul on the bed and thought, round two with brother two, what an awful night.

  Saul rose up on the bed asking, “Where have you been?”

  Undressing, “Out obviously”, replied, Ella hunting through the drawer for her pajamas. “Yeah I noticed”.

  “To bad Saul, where have you been for days on end?”

  “Out of course”.

  “Well guess we are even”, walked out of the room going into Ashley’s bedroom and went over to the bed looking down Ella smiled saying, “You and Cody are the best thing in my life precious girl”, and Ella lay on the bed where she actually slept all night.

  Later that night as Sebastian lay in his bed thinking of many things

  He started dozing off and had an erotic dream.

  Sebastian woke and sat up breathing heavy as he rubbed his eyes.

  Then jumped off the bed fast and opened his door quietly as he walked out into the hall.

  Chapter 9. He comes up to Ella’s closed door quietly opened it, as he saw her sleeping sound. He touched his throbbing hardness and stepped into her room just an inch. Ella stretched in the bed as he now rubbed his hand onto his pulsating erection, as he went closer.

  Opens her eyes and he said, “Ella draw the covers and pull your panties down, I want to see that beautiful strawberry bush”.

  Not responding a word Ella had done exactly what he told her to, as he took hold of his straining masculinity that ached.

  Breathing heavy and working his hand in motion he said, “Touch yourself El
la” Once again she done just what he said and within a few seconds they were breathing heavily and masturbating with the other watching in excitement.

  “Spread that pretty pussy wide open for me baby”, and working his hand faster, he added, “Slide your finger deep inside Ella”, that did moaning out, rolling her head all back into the pillows and Sebastian quietly said, “Aw sweet baby I have to feel the real thing”.

  She was gasping erotically when he comes down onto her, as she cried softly, “Oh god I want to feel your big firm ridged flesh pounding hard deep inside me”.

  He dug his knees into the bed with her restlessly gasping.

  Suddenly, Sebastian sat up on his bed breathing heavy he said, “Woe what a dream, I want to come true!” The next morning, was a Sunday, and Sebastian comes walking into the kitchen, saw Ella feeding Cody sitting in the highchair, Ashley sat on her booster seat eating cereal and Ella noticed him now, but was still upset at Sebastian from last night.

  He smiled at Ashley saying, “Morning princess”, as she giggles, Sebastian leaned, lowing his head close to Ella and said, “Morning”.

  Quietly, replied, “Not in front of the kids”, puts the filled spoon into Cody’s mouth.

  Made a face, as Sebastian smirks saying, “Don’t like it huh little buddy”, standing behind Ella that turned around looking up at him, smiling and she huffed mumbling, “Another jerk”. “What, I told you good morning”.

  “Well it’s not okay”. Putting his hands up he said, “Woe, easy”, and Ashley said, “Mama mad at me daddy again”.

  Sebastian nodded and Ella got up walking over to the sink, rinsing off the baby spoon, Sebastian walked up next to her, she asked, “What do you want?” Glanced back at Ashley that was talking to her baby brother and Sebastian slants his head real close to Ella and said, “I’m sorry about last night, I was harsh, way out of line”. Ella stood there silently washing the spoon continuously, he took it saying, “Shoot, it’s clean”, turned looking at him, “I am real sorry baby”. Eyes large, “Baby?”

  Ella looked at him winking at her, “Whatever”, replied Ella walking back by the table.

  Smirked leaning against the counter mumbling, “Fine, I see how it is, wanting me to kiss your ass”.

  “Sebastian the kids”.

  The back door opened, Brenda walked in holding bags and said, “Aw hey Sebastian perfect timing, go help your paw with the groceries”.

  “Sure maw”, and walked out, standing by the counter Brenda said, “The farmers market was packed this early, and Ashley asked, “Nana, you get fruit?”

  “I sure did sugar”.

  “Need some help?” Waving her hand Brenda replied, “No I got it just feed my grandson”.

  Sebastian walked in holding four bags, Brenda giggled saying, “Muscle man”, and Paul Gene walked in holding two and Sebastian reached in the bag grabbing a peach took a big bite saying, “Delicious”, looking at Ella that got nervous, and Ashley asked, “Me please have one uncle Sebastian”.

  “Aw sure little girl”, and Brenda said, “You need to wash hers”.

  “I know maw”, as he washed the peach off then took it over to Ashley that said, “Thank you”, he winked, then looking at Ella saying, “Sweetest and juiciest peach I ever ate”. She literally gasped and he was smirking.

  Quickly, Ella took Cody out of the highchair hurrying out of the kitchen fast and standing by the counter unloading the bags, Brenda asked, “Wonder what’s wrong with Ella?” Sebastian shrugs saying, “Beats me”, and walked away laughing.

  Later the evening the family sat down to dinner, as Brenda’s beef stew was a hit, everyone sat eating, one Wiley was missing and Ella fed Cody that fussed she got upset.

  Brenda said, “Aw someone don’t like my stew”, Cody cried and Ella put her hands against her head frustrated when Seth got up lifting screaming Cody up from the highchair, Ella said, “Thanks”.

  “Sure”, replied Seth walking away trying to calm his son down.

  Buttering her biscuit, Brenda said, “That’s Saul’s job, but nowhere to be found again”. Ella had tears and Tara felt bad, as she ate, Brenda said, “Oh Ella, me and Tara are going to play bingo care to join?”

  “Ah, Saul’s gone, I can’t”, and Sebastian said, “I’ll watch the kids, Seth will help I’m sure”. “No I couldn’t expect you to”.

  “I want to Ella”.

  Tara said, “Go you need a break”, Shane smiled and Paul Gene added, “Why sure go, you may win, us fellows can handle the kids”, and Ella looked across the table at Sebastian nodding, he said, “Go, have fun”.

  Giving a smile, “Fine I will go”, replied Ella looking at Sebastian that winked. “Good sugar”, said Brenda finishing dinner.

  Therefore, that evening, Ella had a night out going to play bingo with Brenda and Tara. No trouble watching the children and Seth had his son to sleep after he was fussing most of the evening when Seth told his paw, think he is teething, as Samantha was sitting on the sofa watching television when her daddy sat down next to her.

  Samantha giggles scooting up closer against daddy that put his arm around her. Sebastian was in Ashley’s bedroom and they sat on the thick shag carpeting building blocks when Saul walked in asking, “What’s going on?”

  “We building blocks daddy”.

  “Yeah daddy, something you should be doing”, said Sebastian and snarled.

  “Don’t have time, I’m late”.

  “Really for what?” Scowl Sebastian.

  Waving his hand Saul said, “Not your business”.

  “I’d rather not know”, and continued building blocks with his daughter.

  Fixing his belt then fluffing his long pale bangs, Saul asked, “Where’s Ella?”

  “Out”, replied Sebastian connecting blocks together.

  “Where is she?” Sebastian did not answer, “Whatever”, said Saul and Ashley answered, “Bingos daddy”.

  “Cool, I got two hours yet”.

  Lifting his head up, Sebastian asked, “Gosh what’s wrong with you?”

  “Nothing came home for this”, said Saul pulling a condom packet out of his shirt pocket and eyes big Sebastian said, “Seriously”, Ashley asked, “What is it daddy?”

  “Nothing play daddy is late”, and Saul rushed out of the room, Sebastian sat there mumbling, “Creep!”

  Putting blocks together, Ashley asked, “Uncle Sebastian what was my daddy holding?’ “Aw, a Band-Aid”, and she shook her long golden curls saying, “Okay”. Two hours later, Ella walked into Ashley’s bedroom and saw Sebastian sitting on the rocking chair, as Ashley slept, saw Ella that waved her hand and Sebastian got up walking over to her. Pointing, Ella asked, “Have any trouble?”

  “Of course not, piece of cake”, Ella giggled and he asked, “Hey win anything?”

  Putting her hand against her chest, she replied, “Oh my god, I actually won two hundred dollars”.

  “Really”. Tucking hands into jean pockets.

  “Yes, on an instant bingo”. Delighted

  “Aw that’s awesome Ella”. Smiling. “Yes, I know”, and staring at each other, he said, “I’m pretty tired”. “I bet” and Sebastian said, “Goodnight Ella”, and went to walk away, as she grabs his arm,

  Sebastian turned around and Ella said, “Thank you, it meant a lot, I enjoyed myself”. “You should always Ella”, smiled brightly and Sebastian went to walk away, she said, “I forgive you”, and Sebastian froze dead in his tracks.

  Standing there looking at him, when he turned around and blew Ella a kiss, she gasped and he went into his bedroom, as she stood there with her heart pounding, “Oh god I’m crazy about that one!”

  For a moment Ella was happy, but later that night was in screaming tears and the whole family woke up from her and Saul arguing badly.

  Seth lay on his bed upset, hearing Ella and was not the only one, as Sebastian was angry over it. Suddenly, Ella scream’s and the whole family hurried out of their room including children and Paul Gene got i
n Saul’s face saying, “Better not have hit her boy!”

  Tara had tears feeling bad for her friend and Saul replied, “No, I did not, ask her”.

  Wiping tears Ella said, “No he just ripped my heart out again, he’s been cheating”. Sebastian growled and Seth heard him stepping aside.

  “Saul why, you have a family”, said Brenda upset.

  “Aw he don’t care maw about anybody but himself”.

  “Shut up”, said Saul moving closer to Sebastian that said, “Make me”, and now those two start arguing face-to-face, as Brenda had her hands against her face watching angry words roar and forbidden even she had tears rolling, as Shane with Seth try to stop their brothers that are furious when the pushing started, Brenda with Ella scream, “NO!”

  “STOP”

  Samantha and little Ashley stood crying when Seth was slug down to the floor and Paul Gene was yelling, “ENOUGH”,

  “STOP NOW!”

  Tara stood shocked watching Shane take hold of Sebastian and that Saul still kept it going. Sebastian struggled to get free from Shane’s firm hold saying, “Aw let me at that asshole”. Brenda hung her head saying, “Lord the foul words in my home”.

  Shane held Sebastian with all his might and Seth pulled at Saul that got in Sebastian’s face and said, “You are the real asshole”, stormed away, the family stood shocked and heard the door slam.

  Highly upset Brenda hurried to her room in tears and Paul Gene pointed at Sebastian and said, “No more, if your brother comes back, hear me boy it’s done you’ve upset your maw”. Sebastian was quiet and Paul Gene looked at him saying, “Hear me talking to you?”

  “Yeah paw”, said Sebastian that walked away going into his bedroom slamming the door hard walls shook and Brenda jumped in her bedroom.

  Ella went picking up Ashley carrying her to the bedroom, as Ashley pulled the covers up asking, “Why mama?”

  “Why what sweetie?”

  “Why daddy be mad at uncle Sebastian, him so nice, best mama”, as Ella had tears saying, “Oh brothers have spats go to sleep”.

  Sitting on the bed brushing her daughters curls back, as she fell asleep, Ella felt torn when she got up walking over to the door going out into the hallway where she bumped into Sebastian coming out of the bathroom.