Men of Men b-2

by Wilbur Smith

  Robyn's interest quickened; she would never have admitted even to herself how often the isolation palled.

  A white traveller would mean news, perhaps letters, stores and supplies, or even the most precious of all, books. Failing those treasures there would be the mere mental stimulation of a strange face and of conversation and ideas.

  She was tempted to leave the patient on the table, it was not a serious burn, but she checked herself.

  "Tell Papa I shall come directly," she said, and the twins fled, jammed in the doorway for a moment, and then popped through like a cork from a champagne bottle.

  By the time Robyn had finished dressing the burn, dismissed the patient, washed her hands and hurried out onto the porch of the church, the stranger was coming up the hill.

  Clinton was leading the mule on which he was mounted. It was a big strong-looking grey animal, so the rider looked small and slim upon the broad back. He was a lad, dressed in an old tweed jacket and a boy's cloth cap.

  The twins danced on each side of the mule, and Clinton at its head was looking back over his shoulder, listening to something that the stranger was saying.

  "Who is it, Mama?" Salina came out of the kitchen and called across the yard.

  "We shall find out in a moment."

  Clinton led the mule to the porch, and the rider's head was on a level with Robyn's.

  "Doctor Ballantyne, your grandfather, Doctor Moffat, sent me to you, I have letters and gifts from him for you."

  With a start Robyn realized that under the patched tweed coat and cap was a woman, and even in that moment of surprise she was aware that it was an extraordinarily handsome woman, younger than Robyn herself, not much over thirty years of age, with steady, dark eyes and almost Mongolian cheekbones.

  She jumped down from the mule with the agility of an expert horsewoman, and came up the steps of the porch to seize Robyn's hands. Her grip was firm as a man's, and her expression was intense.

  "My husband is ill and suffering. Doctor Moffat says you are the only one who can help him. Will you do it? Oh please, will you?"

  "I am a doctor." Robyn gently twisted her fingers out of the other woman's painful grip, but it was not that which troubled her, there was something too intense, too passionate about her. "I am a doctor, and I could never refuse to help anyone who is suffering. Of course, I shall do whatever I can."

  "Do you promise that?" the woman insisted, and Robyn nodded slightly.

  "I have said I will help, there is no need to promise."

  "Oh, thank you." The woman smiled with relief.

  "Where is your husband?"

  "Not far behind. I rode ahead to warn you, and to make sure that you would help us."

  "What is it that ails your husband?"

  "Doctor Moffat has explained it all in a letter. He sent gifts for you also." The woman was evasive, turning away from Robyn's scrutiny and running back to the mule.

  From the saddle-bags she lifted down two packages, wrapped in oilskin to protect them against the elements and bound up with rawhide thongs. They were so heavy and bulky that Clinton took them from her and carried them into the church.

  "You are tired," Robyn said. "I am sorry I cannot offer you coffee, we used the last a month ago, but a glass of lemonade?"

  "No." The woman shook her head decidedly. "I shall go back immediately, to be with my husband, but we shall arrive before nightfall."

  She ran back, and vaulted lightly to the mule's back.

  None of them had ever seen a woman do that.

  "Thank you," she repeated, and then trotted out of the yard, back down the hill.

  Clinton came out of the church and put one arm around Robyn's shoulders.

  "What a very beautiful and unusual woman," he said, and Robyn nodded. That was one of the things that had troubled her. Robyn mistrusted beautiful women.

  "What is her name. she asked.

  "I didn't have a chance to ask."

  "You-were too busy looking, perhaps," Robyn suggested tartly, and wriggled out from under his arm and went back into the church, while Clinton stared after her with a rueful expression.

  After a moment he made a move as if to follow her but then sighed and shook his head. It was always as well to let Robyn come round on her own, coaxing only angered her even more unreasonably.

  In the quiet of the church Robyn untied the first package, and unpacked the contents onto the table.

  There were five heavy bottles with glass stoppers, and she read the labels as she lifted out each one.

  "Carbolic Acid."

  Alum."

  $Quicksilver."

  "Iodine."

  And then the fifth bottle was labelled: "Trichloromethane."

  "Bless you, Grandfather." She smiled delightedly, but still she unstoppered the last bottle and sniffed cautiously at the mouth to confirm her good fortune.

  The pungent sweet odour was unmistakable. Chloroform was to her more precious than her own life's blood; she would gladly have exchanged drop for drop.

  Her own last supply had been exhausted months before and the London Missionary Society was as parsimonious as ever with its stores. She wished she had retained just a few hundred guineas of her enormous book royalties to enable her to purchase her own medicines rather than having to plead for them with the secretary in London by a correspondence which often took twelve months each way.

  sometimes, in a flagrantly unchristian manner, she wished she could have that bloodless myopic little man at her side when she removed an eye damaged by a blow with a knobkerrie and hanging out of its socket onto a black cheek, or when she went for a Caesarian section all without anaesthetic.

  She hugged the bottle to her chest for a moment.

  "Darling Grandfather," she repeated, then as reverently as if it were the fabulous Kohinoor diamond, she set the bottle of colourless but precious fluid aside, and turned to the second package.

  A roll of newspapers, The Cape Times and The Diamond Fields Advertiser. In the weeks ahead every column would be read and re-read, down to the announcements of auction sales and the legal notices; then the newsprint itself would be used for a dozen domestic chores. Under the newspaper, books, wonderful fat leather-bound books.

  "Bless you, Robert Moffat."

  She lifted out a translation of Ibsen's An Enemy of the People. She admired the Norwegian for his insight into the human mind, and the muted poetry of his prose.

  Robert Louis Stevenson's Virginibus Puerisque'; the title made her pause. She had four virgins in her household, and she intended maintaining that happy condition without allowing any inflammatory literature to thwart her.

  She flipped through the book. Despite the dubious title, it was merely a collection of essays, and the man was a good Calvinistic Scot.

  It might just do to let the girls read it, but she would read it first.

  Then there was Mark Twain's Tom Sawyer. Here she was less sanguine. She had heard of this American's frivolous and irreverent attitude towards adolescence, industry and filial duty. She would read it carefully before letting it anywhere near Salina or Catherine. Reluctantly she left the other books for future study and turned to her grandfather's letter.

  There were many pages, written with sooty homemade ink, and the script was shaky and wavering. She skimmed swiftly through the salutations and the personal news until she reached the middle of the second page: Robyn, they say a doctor buries his mistakes: blatantly untrue. I send mine to you. The patient who delivers this letter should long ago have sought the sanctuary of a modern hospital, such as that at Kimberley.

  This he has steadfastly refused to do. His reasons are his own, and I have not pried. However, the fact that for over a year now he has had a pistol ball lodged in his body may point to his motives.

  Twice I have cut for this foreign body, but at 87 years of age my eyes are not as bright nor my hand as steady as yours. Each time I have failed and I fear that I have done more harm than good.

  I know that you ha
ve interest and skill in treatment of this type of injury, as so you should, for you have been provided by young Lobengula's warriors with endless opportunity to practise your technique. I recall with admiration your inspired reintroduction of the spoon of Diokles, after nearly 2,000 years, which you designed from the contemporary description by Ceisus , and your successful removal of barbed arrowheads with it.

  Thus I send you one more subject on which to demonstrate your art, and with him my last bottle of Chloroform; for the poor fellow, whatever his sins has suffered enough under my knife.

  The letter left her with a sense of foreboding, as did the woman who had delivered it. She folded the letter and thrust it into the pocket of her skirt as she left the church and hurried across the yard.

  "Cathy," she called. "Where is that girl! She must set the guesthouse to rights."

  "She's gone to it already, Mama." Salina looked up as she stormed into the kitchen.

  Then where is your father?"

  Within an hour the mission station was prepared to receive guests, and buzzing with anticipation; but they had to wait until midafternoon before a two-wheeled cart of unusually high and heavy construction appeared over the rise before the river. It was drawn by a pair of mules.

  The entire family assembled on the front porch of the main building, and all of them had changed their clothing, while the girls had also brushed and dressed their hair with ribbons. A dozen times the twins had to be cautioned for improper comments and unrestrained behaviour, but finally the cart wheeled into the yard.

  The woman had put her mule into the traces and now she walked beside the wheel of the cart, which reached almost as high as her head.

  There was a coloured servant in ragged cast-off clothes leading the mules, and over the body of the cart was rigged a makeshift sunshade of saplings and stained canvas.

  Below the porch the cart stopped, and all of them craned forward as a man's head and upper body appeared above its side. He was laid on a straw mattress on the floor of the cart, and now he lifted himself on one elbow.

  He was a gaunt wasted figure; the flesh seemed to have melted from the big bones of his shoulders. His cheeks had fallen in and turned a muddy yellow, the hand on the side of the cart was bony, and the veins were roped under the skin like blue serpents. His hair bushed wildly about his head, coarse dark hair that was shot through with strands of dead white. He had not shaved in days; thick stubble covered his jaws and was salted with the same white as his hair. One eye was sunk into a bruised cavity, and it had that feverish glitter that Robyn recognized instantly. It was the look of mortal illness.

  The other eye was covered by a black piratical patch.

  There was something dreadfully familiar about the big aquiline nose and the wide mouth, yet it was only when he smiled that old mocking yet somehow tender smile that she had never forgotten that Robyn reeled backwards, one hand flying to her mouth too late to stop her cry.

  She caught for support at one of the mopani poles that held the roof.

  "Mama, are you all right?" But Robyn pushed Salina's hands away and went on staring at the man in the cart.

  Only one memory out of so many rose up like a freak wave out of a storm-swept sea to overwhelm her. She saw again that dark bush of curls, devoid only of its silver lacing, bowing to her naked bosom. She saw above her the beamed roof of the great cabin in the sternquarters of the slave ship Huron, and she remembered as she had a thousand times in the twenty years since then that pain. The deep splitting incursion that rocked her.

  Four childbirths since then had not eradicated the memory of it, the agony of passing from maiden to woman.

  Her senses wavered, there was a rushing in her ears, she was going to fall, but then Clinton's voice steadied her. The hard fierce tone of it which she had not heard in years.

  "You!" he said.

  As Clinton drew himself erect, the years seemed to fall away from him. He was once again tall and lithe, stiff with anger as the young Royal Naval officer who had come up onto the slaver's quarter-deck with pistols and a naval cutlass on his hip to confront this same man.

  Still clinging to the verandah pole, Robyn remembered the words he had spoken then in that same fierce tone: "Captain Mungo Sint John, your reputation precedes you, sir. The first trader ever to transport more than three thousand souls across the middle passage in a single twelve-month period, I'd give five years" pay to have the hatches off your holds, sir."

  Robyn remembered then how it had taken another year for Clinton to get his wish, when off Good Hope he had come back onto Huron's decks, boarding her over the stern in the cannon smoke with his fighting seamen at his back, and how this action had cost him more than a mere five years" pay. He had been court-martialled and cashiered from the Royal Navy and imprisoned for it.

  "You dare to come here, to us." Clinton was pale with rage; his blue eyes, so gentle for so long, were bleak and hating. "You, you cruel and bloody slaver, you dare to come here."

  Mungo Sint John was still smiling taunting him with that smile and the glitter in his single eye, but his voice was low and rough with his suffering.

  "And you, you kind and sainted Christian gentleman, do you dare to turn me away?"

  Clinton flinched as though he had been struck across the face, and he took a step backwards. Slowly the litheness and youth went out of his stance, his shoulders slumped into their habitual stoop. He shook his bald head uncertainly, and then instinctively he turned towards Robyn.

  With a huge effort Robyn gathered herself, pushed away from the supporting pole. Despite the turmoil of her emotions she managed to keep her expression neutral.

  "Doctor Ballantyne," Louise Sint John came to the steps of the verandah.

  She took the cap from her head, and the thick black plait tumbled out from under it.

  "I find it difficult to beg," she said. "But I am begging now."

  "That is not necessary, madam. I gave you my word."

  Robyn turned away. "Clinton, please help missis Sint John to put this patient into the bed in the guest-house."

  "Yes, dear."

  "I shall be there directly to make an examination."

  "Thank you, Doctor, oh thank you." Robyn ignored Louise, but when she had followed the mule cart across the yard to the guest-hut, she turned to face her daughters.

  "None of you, not even you, Salina, will go near the guest-house while that man is here. You will not speak to him or the woman, you will not answer if they speak to you. You will do your best to avoid seeing either of them, and if you do by error find yourself in their presence, you will leave immediately."

  The twins were quivering with excitement, their eyes shone, and even their ears seemed to be pink and pricked like those of a pair of young bunny rabbits. They could not remember a day so wildly exciting.

  "Why?" gasped Vicky, forgetting herself sufficiently in this incredible series of events to question her mother's order. For a moment it seemed that she would have to pay for the impertinence with a box on one pink ear, but Robyn's hand dropped back to her side.

  "Because-" Robyn said softly, "-because he is the devil the very devil."

  He was propped on the iron cot, with a bolster under his shoulders, and Louise rose from the other cot as Robyn entered the guest-hut carrying her bag.

  "Madam, will you kindly wait outside," Robyn ordered brusquely and, not deigning to see if she would obey, Robyn placed her bag on the chair beside his cot. Behind her the latch on the door clicked.

  Mungo Sint John wore only a pair of baggy white trousers from which one leg had been hacked off high in the thigh. Like his face, his body was wasted by sickness, but there was still the width of shoulder and the solidness of bone that she remembered so well. His belly had sunk in like that of a greyhound, and his ribs stood out in a rack above it, but his skin retained the texture and silkiness of a far younger man, while the body hair that was crimped into curls upon his chest was not marred with silver as was his beard and the hair upon his he
ad.

  "Hello, Robyn,"he said.

  "I will speak to you only when it is absolutely necessary for your treatment, and you will do the same," she said, without looking at his face.

  She started with the wounds in his flank and back bullet wounds, she realized, but through and through and completely healed. Then with a little start she noticed the other old, long-healed scar just, below the bullet wound.

  She recognized the little white pricks of the suture which had closed the knife-cut. Her own work was distinctive, there was nobody who could throw down those even and precise knotted sutures as she could, and before she realized what she was doing she touched the old hardened cicatrices "Yes," Mungo nodded. "Camacho made that."

  She jerked her hand away. Mungo had taken that knife-cut when he had intervened to protect her from the Portuguese slaver. He had saved her life that night.

  "Do you remember this also?" Mungo asked, and showed her the pock mark on his forearm. That was where she had inoculated him when smallpox had swept through Huron.

  "Do you remember?" Mungo insisted softly, but she kept her face averted and her lips compressed in a thin hard line as she lifted the dressing from his upper leg.

  Then the horror showed on her face. Her grandfather's uneven knife strokes had lacerated the leg from knee to groin, where he had probed and searched for the ball, and his crude stitches had cobbled it all back together like a man repacking a valise in haste.

  "Bad?" Mungo asked.

  "It's a mess," she said, and then hated herself for unbending that far, and by inference criticizing her grandfather's work.

  The flesh of the leg had that unhealthy putty colour, and there was ulceration in the wounds, that awful sloughing of tissue that hinted at the corruption beneath.

  Her grandfather had left drains in the wounds, thick black horse hairs that stuck stiffly out between the stitches. She drew one now, and Mungo gasped but did not flinch. A weak little trickle of watery pus followed the hair Out. She stooped and sniffed it and grimaced. This was not the rich creamy pus that the ancients had called "pus bonum et laudabile". From the stink of it, gangrene was not far off. She felt a little icy splinter of dread, and immediately wondered at it, surely there were no feelings left in her for this man.