Pizza My Heart 1

by Glenna Sinclair

  Pizza My Heart

  A Billionaire Romance, Part 1 of 3

  Glenna Sinclair

  Copyright © 2015

  All Rights Reserved. This book or any portion thereof may not be reproduced or used in any manner whatsoever without the express written permission of the publisher except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead is purely coincidental.

  Table of Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 1

  You’d be surprised by the kinds of things a delivery person sees in a day’s work. All manners of naked people, for example, thought it was perfectly acceptable to open the door and wedge their bodies around it, greeting me like it was the most normal thing in the world. Chief among these offenders were couples who thought they could beat the delivery time having sex. I wasn’t certain this was their main motivation. Maybe they thought there wasn’t anything else to do for thirty to forty minutes, but sometimes I would ring the doorbell for whole minutes while I heard scrambling and cursing inside, until finally someone would give up and open the door, pizza more important than dignity.

  So I saw a lot. Most times, much more than I wanted to.

  None of that could’ve prepared me for the surprise I had the day I knocked on a door and it opened to Devon Ray.

  It wasn’t even a particularly auspicious day. I would’ve thought that the sun would be suddenly eclipsed by the moon, sending the early afternoon into a dusky red twilight. Instead, the weather was fair, the world was normal, and I was standing in front of a major celebrity, one who wasn’t even staying at the nicest hotel in the city.

  There he was, Devon Ray, all six-foot-whatever of him, a shining star of the silver screen—in Dallas, of all places—ordering a pepperoni pizza from my place of employment, of all things.

  “Hello,” he said, smiling, his row of white, shining teeth just as bright and as perfect as they’d been at the theater when smiling at the heroine in his last romantic comedy. His chin was just as chiseled as it appeared in his promotional materials, in the tabloids, online. And those brown eyes…they just made me want to melt into a puddle and slither away somewhere, away from that gaze.

  I opened my mouth to say something—anything—related to pizza, but my brain had other ideas.

  “What are you doing here?” I demanded almost aggressively.

  He guffawed, his eyes sparkling. “Am I not allowed to be here?”

  My face went hot and my head went light. “No—I mean, I don’t know. I meant to say…” I’d meant to say “your pizza’s here,” but that hadn’t quite worked out.

  “What’d you mean to say?” he asked, sounding both curious and kind. He probably got this a lot—blathering from idiot fangirls who couldn’t perform even the most basic functions around him. I mean, I wasn’t entirely a fangirl. Nana was much more of a fangirl than I was. I knew who he was, at least. There probably wasn’t a person in this country who didn’t. But, faced with my very first celebrity encounter, I found myself completely useless. I opened my mouth to give it another try.

  “I saw your movie,” I blurted out, blushing heavily as he laughed.

  “Which one?”

  God, why was he so nice, and how had I been reduced to a moron in a matter of seconds? I stood on the threshold of his hotel room, shifting from foot to foot, wondering what I was doing, what he was doing. Didn’t he have assistants to take care of something as mundane as ordering pizza? Was he alone in there?

  “Um. I don’t…could I have your autograph?” This wasn’t getting any better. I became acutely aware that it might very well be possible to die of embarrassment. It would be a mercy killing.

  Devon laughed again, but the tone was good natured.

  “Do you want to step inside for a minute and collect yourself?” he asked.

  He stepped aside, and my feet shuffled forward of their own accord, leading me inside the hotel room. Devon turned and shut the door behind me, and suddenly, I was alone in a room with one of Hollywood’s biggest movie stars. I wasn’t the fainting type, but now seemed like a pretty good time to do so. The tension was electric and palpable.

  “Can I take that from you?” He held his arms out and I realized it was for the pizza box I was still clutching.

  “Your pizza’s here,” I said, too late to be regarded as anything but stupid.

  Devon Ray didn’t seem put off by my sudden inability to do anything correctly. He was so gently amused that it was beguiling. Celebrities—they’re just like us. Charming, patient, as beautiful as some fallen angel.

  Well, that last part wasn’t ordinary.

  “I’m not who you expected to open the door, am I?” he said, smiling and cocking his head at me.

  I finally relinquished the pizza box to him, watching as he set it on a side table.

  “This isn’t even the nicest hotel in Dallas,” I said, repeating an observation I’d had the moment he’d opened the door. It were as if I’d lost the filter between my brain and my mouth somewhere between knocking on the door and him opening it.

  “Well, if you expect me to be staying at the nicest hotel in Dallas, guess who else would?” he asked, raising his eyebrows. “The paparazzi. And guess what they’d be writing about if they see me ordering pizza?”

  I stood, dumbfounded and still unable to believe I was in Devon’s presence.

  “They’d say I was sloppy and single,” he said, laughing at himself. “That I was letting myself go. That my career was plateauing.”

  He grabbed a glass on the table that I hadn’t noticed before—really, it was hard to notice anything other than Devon Ray, standing in front of me. But the way he carefully swirled the liquid that remained in it, making the mostly melted ice cubes clink together, made me realize that the actor was drinking—no, he was drunk. Well before five o’clock. Alone. Ordering pizza. In not even the nicest hotel in the city.

  Celebrities—they’re just like us. Day drinkers, miserable, insecure.

  His apparent imperfections made me a little more comfortable to be in his presence.

  “I think they only say that about actresses,” I offered. “If someone got a photo of you with a pizza, they’d say how your workout requires lots of calories to be consumed, or that you were carb loading for your next musclebound role.”

  Devon studied me for a moment before throwing his head back and laughing, the sound probably echoing down the entire floor. For someone drinking in the middle of the day, he sure seemed chipper.

  “The drinking alone thing, though, you’d have to work hard to spin,” I said, crossing my arms over my chest and eyeing him critically. “You’d have to say you’re immersing yourself in an unsavory character for an upcoming project. That you’re method acting. And even then, there’ll probably be backlash. But you probably have a good publicist.”

  “Maybe I’ll just hire you,” he suggested. “You seem to know a lot about Hollywood.”

  I shrugged. “I read a lot.”

  “And you watch my movies.”

  I thought I’d been able to move past the embarrassed stage, but there I was, flushing all over again.

  “I watched the latest one. The one where you’re an idiot for half the movie, but you get the girl in the end.”

  Devon snorted. “You’re going to have to be more specific. That’s about half my lexicon.”

  “It sounds like you’re not very excited about being one of the biggest actors in the game right now,” I observed. Celebrities—they’re just like us. Disenfranchised.

  “Just tired right now. That’s
all.”

  He didn’t look tired to me. Devon Ray was probably incapable of looking anything except for hot and hotter. The skin beneath his eyes had probably never bruised into circles after a sleepless night, never bagged after having too much to drink.

  “Why are you in Dallas?” I asked him again. “And why are you hiding from the paparazzi?”

  “I’m not hiding,” he said, grimacing as he sipped again from the glass, moving across the room to a tray with an ice bucket and bottle of vodka. I took the moment, away from his beauty and fame, to breathe again. Looking around the room for the first time, I noted the piles of clothes, the sheaves of paper spread out across one of the beds. This wasn’t even one of the nicer rooms in this hotel.

  “It looks like you’re hiding,” I told him.

  His drink refreshed, he turned back to me. “I’m just going through some stupid shit right now. Can’t a guy lie low?”

  “So you are hiding.”

  “I’m going through a breakup,” he said, shrugging. “There it is. Breaking news. Post it online, if you want.”

  “I don’t have social media,” I said, peering at him. “Nobody knows yet?”

  “Just her and me.”

  I racked my brain, wondering if Nana had talked about it, but couldn’t come up with a face or name of an actress last seen attached to Devon Ray.

  “Well, sorry if you’re having a rough time of it,” I said. “I didn’t know Dallas was a place you come when you get your heart broken.”

  He laughed at me again, rubbing his face. “I had some business to take care of here. A couple of appearances. I’m not hiding.”

  He kept saying that like he was trying to convince himself it was truth. I decided not to call him out on it.

  “Where are your appearances?” I asked him, out of politeness.

  “Why? Are you going to come?” He stepped closer to me, and I suddenly found myself considering all of the possible definitions of the word come. From what I could tell, Devon Ray definitely wasn’t letting himself go. I could see the faint outline of washboard abs beneath his thin cotton T-shirt. My eyes traveled downward, drawn to the zipper of his jeans, the way the pants clung to him, the value of having a tailor apparent.

  “See something you like?” he crooned, and I jumped, ashamed of myself.

  “Uh…sorry,” I stuttered. “I…you’re my first celebrity sighting. That’s stupid. I mean, I’ve seen Cowboys players downtown before, but I only knew because other people around me were freaking out. I’m…not myself right now.”

  “That’s okay,” Devon said. “I’d like to be someone else right now, too. Can you help me do that?”

  He’d set his drink down on the table, beside the pizza box, and before my brain could even process it, I was in his arms.

  “Um, Devon?” I was afraid to move. I was afraid to even speak—I’d squeaked out his name. I didn’t know what I was more afraid of: staying in his arms or him letting go of me. “What are you doing?”

  “What does it look like I’m doing?” His face was very close to me, and I could smell the vodka now. His breath was probably flammable.

  “It looks like you’re trying to kiss me.”

  “Mm-hm.” He leaned even closer.

  “Devon.”

  “Yeah.” His lips were mere inches from mine, his strong hands on my back, searing. I…I wanted him. I didn’t want him. I was attracted to him. He repulsed me. I was so damn confused in this moment, filled with conflicting feelings, warring desires. I wanted him to get away from me. I wanted him even closer.

  “You don’t even know my name,” I said, our lips perilously close even as I arched my back, trying to get away from him, unsure of what I wanted, what my next words would be.

  “All you have to do is tell me.” It was apparently as simple as that.

  “June,” I said. “June Clark.”

  “I’m Devon Ray,” he replied.

  “I know who you are.”

  “Well, now that we’re properly introduced, I think we can get on with it.” He puckered up again, leaning closer, but something about that turn of phrase turned me right off. It was almost as if he expected this to happen. As if he’d called delivery places until someone fuckable turned up. I didn’t want to be that girl. I wasn’t going to be.

  “You can have anyone you want,” I said, slipping my hand between our mouths just in time to make contact with his tongue. “Why me?”

  “Because I want you.”

  “No.” I shook my head exaggeratedly, making sure he understood just what that no meant. “You want something that I’m not so sure I want to give you.”

  “June, I’m probably the most famous person you would ever be with,” he said, his eyes glittering with something much less charming now. “Just think of the stories you could tell…if you just let this happen.”

  “I’m never going to just ‘let’ anything happen to me unless I want it to happen,” I said, shoving him away. “And I definitely don’t want this.” Even as hot as he was. Even if my body still thrummed from where he’d been holding me. Even if the air continued to crackle between us in spite of my rejection.

  “You know, most fans would pay me just to kiss them, even,” he said, alternating a scowl with pursed lips. He looked like an idiot, and I realized that I was an idiot to tolerate this as long as I had.

  “Well, I’m not a fan,” I said.

  “Don’t lie,” he scoffed. “You’re the one who wanted an autograph.”

  “I only asked for it for my grandmother,” I spat at him. “She’s your biggest fan. But now I don’t even think I want to get your autograph for her. I think she’d be disappointed by the person you really are. I’d like to keep her in love with the characters you play in your stupid movies.”

  I elbowed my way around Devon, stumbling and nearly falling over a pile of clothes on the carpet as I fumbled in my jeans pocket for my keys and phone.

  “Careful,” he warned, catching my elbow, but I flailed out of his grasp.

  “You’re a slob!” I exclaimed. “How can you even live like this?”

  “You think I choose to?” he demanded.

  “I think you’re rich enough and famous enough and entitled enough to choose whatever the hell you want to choose,” I said. “Enjoy your pizza.”

  “June, wait.”

  It was a shock to hear my name on his lips—my name uttered straight from Devon Ray’s mouth—even though I knew what an ass he was in real life. It stopped me in my tracks just long enough to allow him to take me by the shoulder and turn me around, to make him think he had a chance with me after all.

  “Fuck off, Devon.” I snapped a quick photo of his face with my phone as I whirled around.

  “What the hell was that?” he said, blinking at the flash and staggering backward. I hadn’t realized just how drunk he was, which made the entire encounter even worse. A drunken Devon Ray had made a pass at me. He’d probably try to bang anything that moved at this point.

  “Evidence,” I said briskly. “So my nana believes me when I tell her what a jerk you are in real life.”

  “Delete that photo,” he barked.

  “Don’t tell me what to do,” I snapped, charging out the door. He recoiled from the afternoon sunlight like a vampire might’ve, retreating into the clutter and darkness of his hotel room. I slammed the door shut behind me and charged down the stairwell, seething, my mind playing one thought on loop.

  Celebrities—they’re just like us. Fucking assholes.

  Chapter 2

  My shift was nowhere near over, and now I had a cold pizza in my car that wouldn’t get delivered to the location I was supposed to go to next, but I wasn’t in the mood anymore. Paycheck and tips be damned. What had just transpired between Devon Ray and me was the only thing I could think of.

  I let out a string of profanities, beating my fist against the steering wheel, when I realized the jerk hadn’t even paid for the pizza I’d left there. I was going to have to
play dumb to get out of this, and I wasn’t dumb. I was underemployed, sure, but I wasn’t stupid. This was going to come out of my paycheck.

  I sighed and dialed my work number before peeling out of the hotel parking lot.

  “This is June,” I said. “I’m sick. I’m not coming back in today.”

  I hung up before the manager could argue with me. There was no arguing with this. Reality had just shifted. I’d just delivered pizza to Devon Ray, and argued with him about his charmed life, topping the entire experience with refusing his drunken come-on.

  Was I an idiot? He was probably right—it was the closest I’d ever get to a celebrity hookup. I’d squandered it, but I wasn’t so sure I was upset about that fact.

  I didn’t care how famous the guy was. I wasn’t going to give my body to an asshole to do as he pleased with it. It was a story that I knew no one would ever believe—until I remembered that I’d snapped a photo of him.

  I wheeled into a shopping center immediately, earning a horn blast from the truck behind me when I failed to signal my sudden desire, and pulled into a parking spot. Peering at my phone’s screen, I sucked in a lungful of air and burst out laughing.

  This was priceless. I was in possession of probably the one and only shitty picture of Devon Ray, Hollywood heartthrob. It was probably worth my weight in gold.

  He was scowling and flinching at the same time, giving him a double chin I would’ve never believed to be possible. I briefly considered downloading a social media app for the sole purpose of sharing it, though I doubted anyone would think it was genuine.

  In this photo, Devon Ray looked like an ordinary, angry man. It evaporated nearly all of the sexual tension I’d had with him, the helpless attraction that had trapped me in that messy hotel room for so long.

  I tossed my phone onto the passenger seat and pulled out of my parking spot.

  Driving aimlessly was one of my favorite ways to digest things. I’d done it so often when I first got my driver’s license that I’d become intimately acquainted with the sprawling metropolis. I was an ideal pizza delivery person, really. I knew all the best shortcuts, the streets and intersections to avoid at certain points of the day. If only I hadn’t gotten my college education, I would’ve been perfectly satisfied with my current job.