Comfortable Distance

by Kenna White

  “She has to get through it, you twit. Not you.” Bev gave Christy a smirk. “She could get through a porthole with room to spare.”

  “It’s a shame you have to break a window,” Ruth Ann said, rubbing Dana’s arm.

  Dana checked her watch.

  “Maybe I won’t have to,” she said, digging her cell phone from her pocket.

  “Are you calling a locksmith?” Bev asked.

  “She’ll have trouble finding one to come out tonight because of Lakefair,” Ruth Ann said.

  “My landlady.” Dana pushed in the numbers. “She’ll have a key.”

  The call went straight to voice mail.

  “This is Morgan Faylor. Thanks for calling and with a name and number, I’ll call you back. Ta-ta!”

  “Morgan, this is Dana Robbins. It’s eight-forty-five Saturday evening. I’m sorry to bother you but I’ve locked myself out of the houseboat. Could you please meet me on the dock? I’d really appreciate it.I’ll wait for your call.Thanks.”She closed the phone and put it back in her pocket. “I better go. Thank you for inviting me, Ruth Ann. It was fun.”

  Dana said her goodbyes to Ruth Ann, Connie, Bev, Kathy and Christy, saving Jamie for last. She didn’t want to be impolite but it was going to be hard to say it was nice talking with her without choking on the words. “Good night, Dr. Hughes. It was interesting.”

  “It was nice to meet you, Miss Robbins,” Jamie acknowledged, offering a handshake. Dana felt her press something into the palm of her hand.

  “What’s this?” It was a fifty-dollar bill carefully folded into a neat square.

  “I insist.”

  “I don’t want this.” Dana tried to push it back into her hand but Jamie slipped them into the pockets.

  “It won’t cover the keychain but at least you can get a new mailbox key.”

  “Dr. Hughes, I don’t need your money. I’m perfectly capable of paying for my own keys.”

  “I know you are.”

  “Take this back, please.”

  “Good night, Miss Robbins.” Jamie climbed down the ladder and disappeared below deck.

  “But.” Dana was left standing at the railing holding a fifty-dollar bill in her hand. She didn’t have time to argue. Morgan could be on her way to the marina at that very moment. She was known for showing up without warning. Dana stepped back into her sandals and headed for the houseboat.

  Chapter 3

  It was after nine o’clock as Dana rushed around the boardwalk and let herself in the security gate. She trotted down the gangplank in hopes Morgan was already at the houseboat with a spare key. But no one was there. Dana sat down on the storage locker to wait. She had only been there a few minutes when her cell phone rang.

  “Hello, Morgan,” she said, reading the caller ID.

  “Dana, how is life on the houseboat, honey?”

  “Did you get my message?”

  “No. I saw you called but I haven’t listened to the message yet. Oh, wow,” she gasped. “Did you see that one?”

  “See what?” Dana said.

  “The fireworks. Isn’t that spectacular? There isn’t a better slip in the marina than the one that houseboat is in. Great view. Privacy. Convenient to town. I love it. If I weren’t a confirmed princess, I’d live on it myself.” Morgan laughed. Whether it was laughing, crying, drinking or having sex, Morgan never did anything halfway. It just wasn’t in her nature and she was the first one to admit it. She had life by the gonads and was holding on for all she was worth. An unabashed lesbian, she was outspoken, flamboyant and sincere. Dana’s first impression of Morgan Faylor was that she was larger than life and she continued to think so.

  “Morgan, I have a little problem.”

  “What?” Morgan made it sound like no problem was worth the worry.

  “I hate to ask but I’ve lost my houseboat key. It accidentally got dropped overboard. I planned on making spares but dumb me never got around to it. I’m so sorry. I’ll be glad to pay for another one and I can come pick it up whenever it’s convenient for you.” Dana had already decided she would be calling her brother for a place to spend the night.

  “I’ll be right over.” Morgan hung up without waiting for Dana’s reply.

  “I didn’t mean it had to be this very second,” Dana muttered, slipping the phone back in her pocket. “But thanks.”

  Morgan must have driven like a maniac. In six minutes flat her candy apple red Mercedes convertible was pulling into the parking lot above the marina. From the dock Dana could see Morgan’s hat bobbing between the sailboat masts. Her posture was perfect. She was dressed in white linen pants and a black v-neck sweater with the sleeves pushed back to the elbow, revealing freckle-covered arms. Her figure was youthfully round and firm and her age was somewhere between fifty and none-ofyour-business. She had a girlish wiggle in her walk. Dana could hear Morgan’s platform sandals slapping the dock in a quick, determined pace.

  “You really didn’t have to come right away. I could have waited.” Dana opened the gate onto the front deck for her.

  “There is no merit in delay,” Morgan said, holding up a key suspended from a red and white fishing bobber.

  Dana couldn’t help but laugh at the inference.

  “Why didn’t I think of that?”

  “You have to be a boat person to understand the little nuances of marine life. Or is it marina life?”

  “Both I think,” Dana said, unlocking the door. “Come in. I’ll put the kettle on. You’re a tea drinker, right?”

  “Tea? I’d love some.” Morgan stepped inside and followed Dana to the galley. “This is so cozy. I like what you did with the furniture. Is that a new sofa?”

  “Yes. It’s a sofa bed.”

  “That’s a good idea.” Morgan sat down on it, leaning back and settling in as if she planned on a long visit. She crossed her legs, removed her hat and fluffed her hair. “Now, what’s this crap I hear about you and Shannon Verick?”

  Dana snapped a look at her. That was exactly the last thing she thought Morgan would ask. Yes, Morgan knew who Shannon was. Dana had mentioned she needed a place to live since she was moving out of her girlfriend’s apartment. But that was all she knew. Of course Dana suspected Morgan had the balls to ask almost anything.

  “Well?” Morgan leaned her elbow on the back of the sofa and fiddled with a lock of hair at the back of her neck.

  “What do you mean?” Dana was trying to formulate an answer.

  “I received a telephone call from Ms. Verick last week.” She hesitated a moment, waiting for Dana’s reaction.

  “Shannon?”

  “Yes. She wanted to know if my houseboat was for rent. I told her no. It had been rented. She asked for how long.”

  “What did you tell her?”

  “I told her none of her damn business.” Morgan smiled regally.

  Dana handed her a cup of tea. Experience had told her she took it plain and strong.

  “So?” Morgan came to the galley and looked in the far back corner of the lower corner cupboard. “Aha,” She smiled and took out a bottle of brandy. She splashed a little into her tea then held the bottle up to Dana. Dana shook her head. Morgan returned the bottle to the cupboard.

  “I wondered who that belonged to,” Dana said.

  Morgan winked.

  “Help yourself, any time.”

  “I’m sorry Shannon bothered you.”

  “Why are you sorry? You didn’t do anything. And she didn’t bother me.” Morgan took a sip as if testing her drink. “Very nice tea.” She returned to the sofa. “So who is this Shannon person and why is she in or out of your life?”

  Morgan asked the question with such kindness and concern Dana couldn’t help but answer.

  “She’s my ex.”

  “Ex as in girlfriend or ex as in partner slash spouse?”

  “Ex as in we lived together for four years but now don’t.” Dana hoped that was enough information to soothe Morgan’s curiosity.

  “From the t
one of Shannon’s questions, I think she already knew someone was living on the houseboat, and I’d bet my new Coach purse she knew it was you. She was just calling to have me confirm it. Is that pretty much the picture?”

  “I don’t know.” Dana sipped her tea. She wished she had made herself coffee. This conversation needed coffee and lots of it. Or maybe a shot of Morgan’s brandy.

  Morgan smiled coyly and held her cup to her lips, watching Dana’s face as she drank. Dana felt her eyes boring inquisitively through her.

  “Okay, yes. Shannon probably heard I was staying on the houseboat and just wanted to know for sure. My guess is now that she knows, she won’t bother you again.”

  “Sure, she will. She told me she would.”

  “She did?”

  “She said she’d check every now and then to see if it was still occupied. And if I heard you were moving out, she asked if I’d let her know. She tried to make it sound like she was interested in the houseboat but I could tell she was only interested in who was renting it. Is that a fair judgment of good old Shannon?”

  “Probably, yes.” Dana took her cup to the sink. She wasn’t in the mood for tea anymore. “Morgan, may I ask you to do me a favor?”

  “What’s that?” She sipped slowly, her eyes still on Dana.

  “Don’t tell her. If I move out, don’t tell Shannon. Please. You’re right. I’m sure she doesn’t want to rent the houseboat. She just wants to know where I’m living. And I’d rather she hear it from me when I’m ready to tell her.”

  “Honey, I wouldn’t think of telling her. That’s your business.”

  “Thank you.”

  “Is Shannon stalking you?”

  “No,” Dana quickly replied. “It isn’t like that. Shannon’s motives aren’t sinister.”

  “If you are at all concerned, I’d be glad to make a call or two. We can certainly have it stopped.”

  “I’m not afraid of Shannon. She’s actually quite a gentle person. She and I were together for four years. Four years and two days to be exact.”

  “That’s long enough to make a dent in the mattress.”

  “I was the one making the dent. We lived in her apartment in Lacey. I had an apartment in the Capital district but it was too small. It was a great location, cozy, convenient. Sort of like the houseboat. But Shannon’s place was bigger.”

  “So you moved out of your cozy, convenient apartment into her bigger one in BFE.”

  “Lacey isn’t exactly BFE.”

  “It is if you like living in Olympia.” Morgan held up her cup as if toasting those who like city living. “Give me a small apartment in a great location over a barn size place in the sticks any day.”

  “More tea?” Dana offered.

  “Sure.” Morgan grinned and came to the galley to doctor it. “I’m going to play detective, if you’ll forgive me.” She stood leaning against the sink, stirring the brandy into her tea.

  “Help yourself,” Dana said, knowing she was going to anyway.

  “The facts as I see them are as follows. You and Shannon lived together for four years, correction, four years and two days. You moved into my houseboat three weeks ago and live a rather celibate life.” Morgan gave a crooked grin. “Don’t ask. I have my sources. The marina is a small community.”

  Dana opened her mouth to object but thought better of it.

  “You haven’t had contact with your ex, or if you have, it hasn’t been very substantial or she would already know where you live and wouldn’t be asking me if the rumors she heard are true. Maybe she has followed you or knows someone who has seen you coming onto the dock. Either way, she knows where you are but doesn’t want you to know she knows. That can only mean one thing. You haven’t told her where you are living and don’t plan on it, at least for the foreseeable future. I have to ask myself why. Why would you not want Shannon to know where you live if you aren’t afraid of her?” Morgan took a slow sip while she thought. “How am I doing so far?”

  Dana sat on one of the stools at the nook table, leaned on her elbow, and smiled.

  “I’m listening.”

  “Okay. She doesn’t argue so I’m on the right track. From my experience as a crack detective,” Morgan chuckled, “I’d have to conclude the present situation was not Shannon’s decision. It was yours. If she was the one who called it quits, you wouldn’t mind her knowing where you live. You’d still be yearning for some kind of contact. But if you are the one who walked out and slammed the door, it would be Shannon who is still seeking contact. And my guess is it has something to do with your anniversary. Four years and two days. Too close not to be significant. And it must be more than just a spur-of-the-moment spat. Whatever the reason, you were willing to put four years of living together on the line. You are holed up here in my houseboat, licking your wounds, and waiting for dear old Shannon’s memory to fade, something that isn’t happening nearly fast enough.”

  Dana raised her eyebrows as if waiting for more.

  “And you want to know how I have been able to make that observation with limited information, right?”

  Dana nodded curiously.

  “Easy. If you were successful in putting Shannon out of your mind, you wouldn’t care if she knew where you lived. It wouldn’t matter to you. You’d be steeled to her. Obviously Shannon can still twang your heartstrings.Why else would you be asking me to help conceal your whereabouts? You still love her and she knows it. What’s more she still loves you. Loves you enough to follow you to the ends of the earth to beg forgiveness for her sins.”

  With that, Morgan drank the last of her tea, a confident smile on her face.

  Dana continued to lean on her elbow, supporting her chin in her hand.

  “That’s it?” she said. “That’s the end of your detective work?”

  “How did I do? Pretty close, wasn’t I?”

  Dana smiled behind her hand.

  “Well?” Morgan looked up expectantly.

  “Don’t quit your day job,” Dana said, patting Morgan’s cheek.

  “Where was I wrong? About the anniversary being significant? You walking out had nothing to do with that.”

  “Actually, that’s about the only thing you did have right.”

  “What was it? A big fight over the other woman? You caught Shannon with someone else?”

  Dana scowled, ready to reply just as the telephone rang.

  “She wouldn’t do that,” she said as she raised the receiver to her ear. “Hello.”

  “Dana?”

  “Shannon?” Dana said with surprise.

  “Hello, baby.”

  Dana’s eyes rolled up to Morgan. She was watching with an interested little smile on her face.

  “Hello,” Dana said and moved the receiver to her other ear, away from Morgan, who raised her eyebrows curiously.

  “How did you get this number, Shannon?”

  “I don’t remember. Probably looked it up. What difference does it make?”

  “The difference is I don’t want it public knowledge.”

  “I won’t tell anyone. Your secret is safe with me, babe.”

  “I swear,” Morgan said, holding up her hand. “She did not hear it from me.”

  “What do you want, Shannon?” Dana didn’t want to have this conversation in front of Morgan.

  “You know what I want. I want my girl to say this arrangement is ridiculous and she’s coming home. That’s what I want.” Shannon’s voice was sweet and sultry. When she wanted to, Shannon could make the skin on the back of Dana’s neck stand on end by just saying her name.

  “I’m sure you do, but that isn’t what we agreed to,” Dana said stiffly.

  “I didn’t agree to anything. You’re the one who thinks a separation would be good for us. I don’t. I think you should come home and we can talk it over. There’s nothing so wrong we can’t work it out. I miss your sweet body next to me in the middle of the night.” Shannon’s voice had become a husky whisper. “I miss the taste of you, baby. Don’t t
ell me you don’t miss my hot tongue on you.”

  “Shannon, please,” Dana interrupted, hoping the blush she felt growing wouldn’t give away their conversation.

  “I bet you’re blushing, aren’t you?” Shannon cackled.

  “I have to go.”

  “Wait. Don’t go.”

  “I have company.”

  “Who is it?”

  “My landlady,” Dana said, wishing she didn’t sound so defensive. She should have said it was none of her business but that would only create another sore subject. Shannon was naturally inquisitive and the less said the better.

  “Watch out for her, Dana. She’ll be after your ass.”

  “I doubt that.” Dana tried to keep the conversation benign, but she knew Morgan was lapping up every word and expression. “I have to go. I’ll talk with you later.” Dana wished she hadn’t said that. Now Shannon would be calling her every day, several times a day.

  Morgan dug in her pocket and pulled out her jingling cell phone. She read the number on the screen, smiled, and stepped out onto the deck to answer it.

  “Shannon, you promised you wouldn’t interfere,” Dana said after Morgan closed the door. “You said I could have three months to think things over.”

  “I don’t understand why you need three months. Why can’t you think things over here at home?”

  “A separation means we are separated. I can’t think with you there, looking over my shoulder every minute.”

  “What better place to think about our future than right here with the person who loves you. Let me help, Dana. Let me give support. The day you left, Christ, it broke my heart to see you crying, Dana. I know you’re upset. I just think we need to spend some time together to work this out. I love you, baby.”

  “I know you do, Shannon.” Dana swallowed back the lump in her throat. “That’s why I’m giving us the benefit of the doubt and trying a separation instead of just calling it quits.”

  There was a long silence.

  “Is that what you want, Dana?” Shannon’s voice quivered. “Is that where this is heading?”

  “I don’t know.” Dana leaned her shoulder against the refrigerator and closed her eyes. “I just don’t know.”