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by Stories, Natasha


  “It’s just funny how much we argued over such a small thing. It’s just an email after all.” I said with a grin. Standing up and stretching, I leaned over Sarah’s shoulder and read the email one last time.

  Hi Amanda,

  It’s James.

  How is everything working out for you at home? Are you back at work now or looking to do further traveling? I ended up coming back to Australia and I’m thinking of leaving again to resume my travels, and I thought of what you said to me, about being able to come and visit you. Would that offer still be on the table?

  I’m very happy to report my sister Sarah is out of her coma and healthy again. I ended up going home to Australia to be here when she woke up and everything is turning out well.

  Sorry I haven’t been in touch since we parted ways!

  I hope this email finds you well. Take care and I look forward to hearing from you soon.

  James

  Sarah hovered over the send button for a moment as she looked up at me. I nodded my agreement and she sent the email. Sighing in what might have been relief, I looked at Sarah who had an amused expression on her face. “What is it?” I asked curtly.

  “Nothing, I just thought it might help if we sent the email with her email address in it.” She said, trying to keep a straight face while holding back her laughter.

  “Damn it.” I said, frustration edging into my voice. Re-sending the email correctly I shook my head and smiled. “Thanks for the heads up. I would have been waiting for a response wondering what was taking so long.” I said and laughed.

  “I have to look after you more than you know sometimes Jam.” She replied.

  We bantered together for the remainder of the day. It was great to spend time with Sarah one on one, as inevitably I would be leaving overseas again, sooner rather than later. Who knew how long it would be before I would see her again. Everything was turning out better than I had ever expected. Throwing negative thoughts to the wind, we happily enjoyed each other’s company.

  Chapter Seven

  Days passed by, and each morning I would check my inbox with anticipation. So far I had heard nothing back. I tried putting it out of my mind, but it didn’t help much. After the fourth day I finally found a response from Amanda waiting for me.

  Hi James!

  It’s great to hear from you again! I was beginning to wonder if I would at all. I’m so happy that your sister is better. That’s such great news you must be so relieved. You’re a great brother for heading home to be there when she woke up. Your sister is very lucky to have you.

  I’ve been great thanks, and yes I’ve gotten back into work (unfortunately!!) but it had to happen. Now I just need to get back to saving some money so I can fund my next adventure!

  You should definitely come and visit me. That would be fantastic. When were you thinking of heading back overseas? I hope a futon would be alright? It’s super comfortable! I promise!

  Keep in touch. I’m looking forward to hearing from you.

  Amanda.

  Smiling at her reply, I scolded myself for taking so long to get in touch with her. I focused my attention on writing a reply, assuring her that a futon would be more than suitable. I also added I didn’t have a solid date in which I would be heading overseas again, but finished with a promise I would be keeping in touch.

  Mum was sitting on the couch with Dad as I walked into the lounge room. They were quietly watching TV as I joined them. “So I think I will head back overseas.” I said as I sat down.

  “That’s fantastic dear! Where are you thinking this time?” My mother replied, turning her attention to me. Dad kept watching TV but grunted to show he was listening.

  “I’m thinking LA. Did I mention before Amanda had invited me to visit her?” I started. Mum nodded.

  “Yes, you definitely told us about that. Probably a thousand times.” She said, smiling as she nudged Dad in the ribs.

  “Yes, heard that one before.” He said, turning to look at me with a hint of a grin.

  “Well I just got an email from her saying she would like me to come over.” I said, with a broad smile on my face.

  “Good for you son. You should get back out there and do what you enjoy while you get the chance. Just remember, you can’t be globetrotting your whole life, you’ll have to settle down one day!” He said in his gruff voice.

  “Thanks Dad. I know, but for now I haven’t finished my adventures. There’s so much more for me to find. And I’d really like to spend more time with Amanda. You never know what will happen!” I said, with the cheesiest grin I could muster.

  Dad nodded once and turned his head, but not before I saw a glimmer of a smile flicker across his lips. He never said much but he always meant well. Mum watched the exchange and smiled softly.

  “Whatever you end up doing, we’re proud of you James. Never give up on your dreams.” She said. I smiled my warmest smile.

  “Thanks Mum! That means a lot to me.” I replied.

  My mind was made up and a path was laid out in front of me. I would have to say my farewells to Sarah, which was going to be difficult. Planning the trip was easy enough, and after emailing back and forward with Amanda we agreed on a time and date. Everything was set in motion. My next adventure was about to begin.

  Standing in the airport terminal with my mother, father, sister and brother-in-law I looked up at the flights board. My flight was on time and would be boarding very soon. Looking at each person in turn, I noticed the mixture of emotions playing across each face.

  My mother was proud as punch to see her little boy exploring the world once again, yet she also showed her sadness of me leaving.

  My father’s stony face betrayed nothing at all, apart from a softening around the edges of his eyes. Not something many people would be able to notice. He nodded as I looked at him and we shared an unspoken exchange. I understood what he meant.

  My sister was smiling, Alex’s hand was on her shoulder. She dabbed at tears forming in her eyes, yet she was clearly happy for me. Alex stood next to his wife hardly letting her have any space. He had been like that since she had come out of her coma and Sarah didn’t seem to mind one little bit. Alex smiled at me and winked and I returned the gesture. We shook hands firmly.

  “Well. I guess it’s about time for me to head off.” I said to the group.

  “It’s hard to say goodbye but I know this is for your own good. Traveling has already changed you for the better James.” Mum said, as she reached up to give me a kiss and hug, “I’ll miss you darling. Take care of yourself.” She added.

  “I’ll miss you too Mum.” I replied, releasing her embrace. Surprisingly Dad took her place and held me for a moment.

  “Be safe Son.” He said in his gruff voice, and he let go to place his arm around his wife.

  “Keep in touch Jam and don’t do anything stupid. If you need any advice just let me know and I’ll obviously help you out.” Sarah said. We hugged for a few moments until she released her arms and returned to her husband’s side.

  “Have fun James” He said with a smile.

  “I’ll do just that Alex. Thanks! Look after her will you?” I said, gesturing toward Sarah.

  “Obviously.” He replied still smiling, and held her closer.

  Turning away from my family was one of the harder things I’ve ever done. A frog was in my throat as I walked towards the gate. Boarding had begun and I handed over my ticket.

  “Thank you, sir.” The attendant said, and I nodded my thanks. Slowly I walked down the ramp looking up only once to wave to my family as they watched me go.

  Chapter Eight

  My flight from Adelaide airport was not a direct flight. I landed in Sydney and changed to a plane direct to LA. As far as international flying went, I was still fairly new to it, and this particular flight was one of the longest I had ever experienced. Probably due to the fact I was so excited to be at my destination, and I didn’t manage to get any sleep. Having a child in the seat behind me, kicki
ng the back of my chair was no help to my cause.

  I managed to endure, as I thought of what was waiting for me on my arrival. I pictured Amanda standing at the gate waving at me, more beautiful than ever. I would rush over to her and give her a hug which lifted her off of the ground, and we would spin for a moment lapsing into a kiss. I shook my head trying to clear my overly ambitious thoughts. Perhaps we weren’t quite at the spinning embrace level.

  A soft chuckle left my lips and my neighbor looked over to me with a curious look on his face. “Sorry. Just something I was thinking of.” I said in quick defense.

  “That’s alright.” He responded. “You looked like you were having a good time whatever you were laughing at.”

  “Yeah. I was caught up in my own little fantasy world!” I said, smiling.

  “We’ve all done that before!” He replied, sharing my smile. He returned his attention to his book and I returned mine to my fantasy.

  Brad and Chris would never let me hear the end of it if I ever shared such thoughts with them. Grinning at the thought of the boys, and I hoped I would be seeing them again sometime soon.

  Hours passed and we made our landing at LAX. I looked out the window and it seemed to be getting late in the day. The flight had taken near enough to 15 hours to make my head felt like it was stuffed with cotton wool.

  The plane came to a stop and a hostess welcomed us to LA, giving us the local time and wishing us well. Gathering my things I stood and stretched in the isle as the doors were finally opened. A steady stream of people made their way off the plane.

  Slinging my backpack over my shoulder I joined in the progression and entered the warmth of the airport tunnel. Walking stiff legged up the ramp, I followed the others from the flight and finally found my way to the carousel.

  Amanda was due to meet me here and I looked around while waiting for my bags. She was nowhere to be seen. Collecting my bags, I walked away from the commotion, found an empty seat and sat down. As I sat, I closed my eyes.

  Something was on my shoulder shaking me. I tried to remove it, but it kept on shaking. Opening my eyes drowsily, I understood I had fallen asleep. A hand lay on my shoulder, and a familiar face was hovering over me speaking slowly.

  “I’m so sorry James! I hope you didn’t have to wait long.” Amanda started, “I got caught up due to an accident on the highway.” She said, as she removed her hand from my shoulder.

  Stretching and attempting to stifle a yawn, I looked up at her solemn face. I had no idea how long I had been sleeping, but upon a quick check, all my belongings seemed to be where I had left them. Thankfully.

  “It’s fine! Don’t worry about it!” I said, getting slowly to my feet, “It’s great to see you! Can’t believe I fell asleep though.” I added, laughing at myself, “How have you been?” I asked happily.

  Leaning towards her I extended my arms and we embraced. There was no lifting or spinning, but it was long and warm, and she smelled like a perfect spring day.

  “I’ve been great thanks!” She replied. Leaning away from me she looked me in the eyes, and a hint of concern crossed her face, “It’s such a long flight, did you manage to get any sleep on the way over?” She asked.

  “Not a wink. Probably one of the worst flights I’ve ever been on, but that doesn’t matter now. I’m here!” I said as I stretched once more and set to gathering my things.

  “You look like shit.” She said bluntly, grinning afterward. I couldn’t help but laugh.

  “Thanks. I made sure to look my best for when I saw you.” I replied.

  “Oh I can really see where you put the effort in. Messy hair is so in these days, and don't get me started on drool patches! They’re all the rage!” She said laughing, pointing out a spot on my shirt which I had clearly drooled on.

  “I’m all about setting new fashion trends.” I said, striking a pose.

  “You’re totally pulling it off!” Amanda replied with a grin, “Let’s get you out of here before the paparazzi catch on.” She added, placing her hand on my back as she ushered me along, pretending to shield me from photos.

  “What would I do without you?” I replied as we walked along, “Seriously though. Thanks for coming to get me.” I added with a smile.

  “Not a problem at all! Now let’s get you home so you can sleep before you start drooling on yourself again.” Amanda said, as she led the way. She smiled at me and her eyes were full of laughter.

  “Sleep would be great, but do you think we could grab some food on the way? I’m starving!” I said, ignoring her little barb as we walked out of the airport, and into the dusk air.

  “How about I throw something together for you when we get home?” Amanda asked.

  “That would be great. Anything is fine, I just need to fill a hole in my stomach.” I replied.

  Walking to her car, we spoke of Sarah and my family, and what we had each been up to since we last met.

  “It’s been fine, but honestly I’ve got the travel bug now it’s really hard to sit in one place.” She was saying, “I enjoy my job and my co-workers are great, but it’s just not the same as exploring somewhere new and meeting such amazing people on the road. Traveling really grabs hold of you.” She added.

  “I know exactly what you mean. I needed to go home to be with my sister, but as soon as she started to get better my mind was already on my next adventure.” I started, nodding in agreement, “I’m not quite ready to settle down just yet. There’s so much more to see and do after all.” I added.

  Looking around. I took in the surroundings. LAX was massive, and LA itself had seemed like an immense sprawling wall of concrete. Not all that different from other cities I had seen in the past. Not really my type of place, but LA was definitely not the reason I was here. Glancing over at Amanda as she walked towards her car, a smile made its way to my lips. Eyes on the prize, she was as beautiful as ever.

  Once we were in the car, sitting down had an immediate effect on me. Resting my head against the window, I semi-watched as we made our way to Amanda’s house. Everything became a blur, and after a time I fought myself to stay awake. It appeared Amanda had noticed me falling asleep, so our drive home was very quiet with only the radio interrupting the silence.

  Upon arrival I was greeted with a gentle nudge. “We’re here James.” Amanda said, as she got out of the car.

  Looking out the window I saw her house for the first time. It was a simple white house with large arched windows letting in as much light as possible. I hopped out of the car into the fresh air, and started to come awake as I unloaded the car.

  There was another car parked next to Amanda’s which I assumed belonged to her house-mate. Looking down the street, I noticed the neighborhood was filled with very similar styled houses.

  As we walked into the house I followed Amanda closely, and noted the house was kept very neatly. It had a feminine smell to it. We walked into the back of the house where the kitchen was, and I set my bags to the ground. Her house-mate was there cooking something.

  She wore denim shorts and a tank top that was far too big for her. Wavy brown hair rested against her shoulders. As I watched her I couldn’t help but appreciate the way her hips moved as she danced to music blasting in her headphones. Lifting my eyes just in time she turned around and jumped from fright.

  Taking her headphones off, she laughed nervously. “You scared the hell out of me!” She said, attempting to find her composure. With a quick movement she jabbed Amanda in the ribs.

  “We didn’t mean to Rachel!” Amanda replied, “I’m just glad you’re wearing clothes! Rachel, this is James.” She said, as she pointed over to me. Waving like an idiot I smiled at her.

  “Hi James, nice you meet you! So you’re going to be hanging out with us for a while? That’s cool. Welcome to our home!” She said, as she returned my smile.

  “Thanks! Nice to meet you too. Great dance moves by the way.” I said laughing, Amanda joined in, and finally Rachel.

  “Those are reserve
d for private moments in the kitchen and shower usually!” She said as she repeated the motions, “Are either of you hungry? I was just throwing some pasta together if you’d like some?” She asked, turning around to stir her unattended pot.

  At the thought of food, my stomach rumbled softly. “If you have any extra I would be eternally grateful! I didn’t really eat much on the flight.” I said, as I moved over to a stool at the kitchen bench.

  “I’m okay thanks.” Amanda said as she took the stool next to me.

  “Of course! There’s plenty extra.” Rachel replied, as she worked her way around the kitchen.

  While Rachel cooked, Amanda took me on a quick tour of the house pointing out the room I would be sleeping in. She pointed out the bathroom as well as her room, and Rachel’s room. It was a nice little house. Very warm and welcoming.

  It turned out Rachel was a nurse and worked odd hours. She could cook pretty well too judging only from the pasta, and had an extremely energetic personality, to say the least.

  She was extremely friendly, and after we had eaten we all jumped on the couch together. I sat in the middle, surrounded by these two beautiful women. Rachel made no attempt at moving to give me more space, so I sat nervously keeping my hands on my lap and trying to make small talk as we watched TV.

  “So how long are you staying for James?” Rachel asked, as she looked up at me.

  “As long as you’ll have me for! No, I honestly have no plans, but can’t stay forever. I have a working VISA in Canada, but not in the US. Plus, I wouldn’t want to outwear my welcome.” I said in reply, looking back at her. She was so close to me it was borderline uncomfortable, but she was obviously not concerned, so I shouldn’t be either.

 

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