The Killing Fields

by Ryan Schow

  “Oh my God,” Bailey whispers.

  People are still pouring out of the front. Now they’re running for their lives. Not from the drones but from the toppling hotel. The building continues its lean, glass breaking and showering down, concrete and plaster exploding into huge plumes of dust. The mad scramble of people disappearing into the shadow of the building is an horrifying sight. The chorus of screaming falls silent under the tumbling of the structure on top of them.

  Knowing what’s coming, I hustle around the other side of the boat not facing the hotel and started punching the smallest glass window until it cracks and breaks open.

  Tearing off my shirt, I push the broken glass out and try not to cut myself.

  Bailey is suddenly there, panic stricken, saying “Hurry up!”

  Through the yacht’s glass windows I see a massive cloud of brown dust rushing our way. I reach inside the hole, open the yacht’s door, slip inside and stuff my shirt into the open hole.

  Seconds later the filthy wave of brown engulfs the yacht, all kinds of bits peppering the glass and the side of the boat. The boat rocks back and forth in the harbor, which is saying something for the size of the boat we’re in. I can’t imagine a yacht this size rocking the way it’s now moving.

  For a long time we look out at windows covered in brown debris, Bailey and I sitting next to each other, holding on for dear life. I look at Bailey. Tears are standing in her eyes.

  “All those people—”

  She can’t finish her sentence. Her eyes are now dripping with fresh tears.

  “I know,” I say, not wanting to think about it. If I can only keep my thinking small, I can keep the bigger picture out of my head. That big picture that has thousands of dead people in it. This big picture that’s chock full of truth and a thousand unanswered questions, such as: how many are actually dead now, why are we under attack, who is doing this, and how long will this last?

  “Why is this happening, Nick?” Bailey asks. I hold her eyes with mine. There is almost nothing left of the sassy cute girl I met in the convention center. Her eyes—once so lively—are now blank slates, two orbs rattled with terror.

  “I don’t know.”

  “Who is doing this?” she asks.

  “At this point,” I answer, “your guess is as good as mine.”

  I don’t want to look at her. She has someone’s blood on her shirt and when she realizes it she’s going to starting thinking of those kids. I shake free of these thoughts, but the dead kids in the hallway won’t stop haunting me. I can’t shake them loose.

  And I can’t stop thinking of Indigo.

  Chapter Twelve

  In the boat the next slip over, Marcus and Quentin were on the yacht’s deck, buckled down under a canvas, their shirts pulled up to their mouths.

  Thinking of 9/11, they were desperately trying not to breathe in the clouds of filth washing over them. Marcus didn’t know squat about Quentin, but he wondered about him anyway as they huddled together trying to stay alive.

  A few hours ago, Quentin was just some nerdy guy sitting next to them at a seminar. Now he knew the kid could drive, wasn’t selfish and could hold his own under fire. Marcus thought of saying something. Nothing came to mind. Marcus wasn’t big on conversation. Not with his history.

  Marcus’s father was in the Marines, his mother a hardened military wife. Marcus enlisted in the Army to piss off his father, which worked, but by then he was off to boot camp. He rose to the rank of Staff Sergeant before he even bothered to contact his father. By then his mother had passed and his father was such a cold shell of a man there was nothing left but hatred for his son.

  “You broke her heart,” the old man said when Marcus showed up at the house.

  Marcus had knocked on the front door. His father answered but didn’t invite him in. Marcus was a bigger, more muscular, more worn version of his old man. He had his father’s eyes, his former disposition. He also had his father’s shitty attitude.

  When he told Marcus how he felt, Marcus’s heart was so encased in steel it hardly registered.

  “I broke her heart,” Marcus replied, his insides sharp and mean, “but you crushed her soul.”

  The two men just looked at each other until his father, now older and softened by the impossible weight of life, said, “Get the hell off my porch.”

  Marcus turned to leave, but his father’s question stopped him.

  “Where you been?”

  He looked over his shoulder and said, “Fort Irwin.”

  “You see any combat?”

  “Yes.”

  “It change you?”

  Marcus gave this a moment’s thought, then: “Killing people always changes you.”

  After that, he got into his lifted Nissan Titan and left home, not looking back, trying not to feel anything but feeling no less pain than when he first arrived.

  Now he huddled under a canvas with a stranger on someone’s boat under a haze of devastation while the world was literally burning and caving into ruin. When enough of the pulverized remains of the hotel had blown over, as they sat there a good hour after the Hilton had collapsed, Marcus started to feel it: the upsurge of food in his stomach.

  “You feeling sick?” he asked Quentin.

  “My head is cracked in half and I’ve been on the verge of puking for the last twenty minutes.”

  “Ditto.”

  He felt Quentin’s body jolt. His followed. Pretty soon Quentin was sloughing off the canvas on hands and knees, popping his head out into the dust and expelling his guts all over the deck.

  Marcus’s insides squirmed, then rolled, and then he felt the convulsions as his half-digested food rushed up his throat.

  Pushing his head out of the canvas as well, he hurled into the gray blanket of dust, breathing it in his nose and mouth every time his stomach pulled in then pushed fresh contents out. It was a disgusting affair, one he wasn’t used to, especially having spent years in combat. When he got done puking, he looked over at Quentin who was a snotty, driveling mess.

  “You look like old ass,” he said.

  Quentin wiped his eyes, spit and said, “Old ass probably tastes better. Nothing like dirty vomit and snot strings to make you feel good about life and yourself.”

  He wiped his nose, flung it on the deck then wiped his eyes as well and said, “What now?”

  “You want to try to get inside?”

  Marcus pulled off the canvas, covered his nose and mouth, then turned and saw the long heap of collapsed hotel laid out before them.

  “Good God,” Quentin said.

  Marcus was speechless.

  Inside the yacht it was almost musty, but spacious and clean. Marcus looked around, found some dried food, a water purification unit and a shotgun.

  Deeper inside, he found a .357 with a box of rounds. The gun wouldn’t stop the machines, but a gun was a gun and he felt better having one.

  “I can’t get the hotel out of my mind,” Quentin finally said. He looked like a lost kid. Like someone whose mother left him at the grocery store and he hadn’t figured out what was going on just yet.

  “I need to check on Nick and Bailey,” he said. “Stay here.”

  “Why would I leave this little slice of paradise?” Quentin replied, his eyes clearing. “For heaven’s sake, it’s nicer than my house.”

  Marcus stepped outside, into the toxic air. He pulled his shirt over his mouth and nose, hurried to the dock, then moved quickly to the boat next to them, careful not to slip on the surface slicked with dusty vestiges of the collapsed building. He started calling out to them the second he set foot on deck.

  Nick popped his head out. “Thank God, man,” he said.

  “Let’s go,” Marcus said, his eyes running, his mouth dry with the same dust floating through the air.

  “Where?” he asked. Bailey was suddenly behind him, her eyes red and wet.

  “Out to sea. It’s the only way to get away from this mess.”

  “You know your way
around a boat?”

  “Yeah,” Marcus said, raising his eyebrows as if to say, let’s go already. “You?”

  “Somewhat,” he said.

  Nick and Bailey hustled out and the three of them made their way back to the three story yacht. Through the fog of vaporized concrete, Marcus saw the lettering V68 on the side of the boat Marcus had chosen. On the second deck, along the fiberglass side, it said Horizon. He didn’t know yachts, but he knew enough about boats to figure it out. Besides, if they had to ride out an attack on the city, doing it on a sixty-eight foot yacht wasn’t a bad way to do it.

  Marcus climbed up to the fly bridge, took a seat at the helm, started the boat with the key he’d taken from the dead man with the dead hookers. His luck was never this good. He’d already decided he’d try every boat in the marina if need be to get out to sea and away from this nightmare. That he didn’t have to do that wasn’t lost on him.

  Down below, Marcus yelled at Nick to untether the ropes from the dock’s oversized cleats. Nick was competent enough to know what Marcus was talking about and went to work immediately.

  When they were clear, Nick gave the boat a shove and jumped on deck. Slowly, Marcus eased the yacht out of the slip and into the bay. He trolled slowly through the still waters of the San Diego Bay, careful not to attract the attention of the drones, which looked busy further inland.

  Downstairs, everyone was getting familiar with the accommodations. For a second he was jealous. The air quality outside was for crap, his body was cut and beaten and all he wanted was a moment to relax and breathe better air. What made him want inside even more was, from what he’d initially seen, this yacht was the absolute lap of luxury.

  Yet he was out here…

  For now, he’d have to suspend his own yacht tour and hope he could get the four of them free of the bay and out to sea alive. Once he cleared the hot zone, he told himself he’d be able to relax. Maybe.

  Hell, he might even take a nap.

  Chapter Thirteen

  As we’re ambling through the bay, I fish out my cell phone and call Indigo. At first the call doesn’t go through, but just as I’m about to hang up, it starts to ring.

  Indigo picks up right away.

  “Dad?”

  “Sweetheart,” I say, a bit frantic because I’ve missed her so badly. “Are you okay?”

  “I am.”

  “Good, good,” I say, relieved. “Something’s happening here, Indy, and it’s not looking too good.”

  “Fires?” she asks.

  “I…I think…I think we’re being bombed. The city I mean. San Diego is under attack but we’re not sure by whom or what. Have you seen it on the news? Are they saying anything about San Diego? Because none of us know what’s going on here.”

  Just then drones mount a final strike on the convention center. Nine or ten missiles from several different drones rip into the remaining structure. Multiple, concurrent explosions rattle the sky in a fiery, orange display of catastrophic violence. Half the center crumbles in on itself, oatmeal colored clouds rising up from the obliterated ruin.

  Seeing this, I can hardly breathe. I stick my finger in my ear trying to hear my daughter, whom I’m now terrified I’ll never see again.

  “It’s happening here, too, Dad,” she says, which hits me like a heatwave, squeezing my heart and pumping me full of fear.

  “What?!” I ask. “Did you say it’s happening there, too?”

  “Yeah, it is I think.”

  “Oh, God. Oh, God baby. You need to listen to me, okay? You need to listen good.”

  “Daddy?” she asks, and I can hear the tears rushing to her eyes. It’s a slight sniffling, a change in pitch, some shakiness in her voice.

  “Baby, I love you,” I say, not sure I’ll ever get to talk to her again. “Get to your mom’s house a.s.a.p., and stay inside. Take your bow and arrows with you, too. And the gun. I’m not sure if I’ll make it home when I said, or at all the way things are looking here. Whatever you do, you need to protect yourself at all costs, okay?”

  Just then the line gets really scratchy and goes dead.

  “Indigo?” I ask. Pushing my palm against my other ear to drown out the noise, I say, “Baby, can you hear me? Are you still there?”

  Nothing.

  Putting away the phone, dejected, on the verge of hysteria, I head back inside all the while trying to process this.

  “San Francisco is under attack,” I announce.

  “How do you know?” Quentin asks.

  “Just talked to my daughter,” I say, a heaviness in my heart I don’t want them seeing. “She says they city is being hit, too.”

  Looking outside at the smoke-filled skies, the smoldering ruin that is the convention center looks like hell has opened up and swallowed the building whole.

  Across the bay, Coronado is on fire, but in the bay most of the boats remain untouched. How does Marcus even know if this is safe? As the sun dips down toward the horizon the drones move on, striking other places deeper into the city.

  I head up to the flybridge where Marcus is captaining the yacht. “Once we hit the open sea,” he says, “I think we’ll be okay.”

  “If we’re hit out there, we’ll drown,” I hear myself say.

  “They’ve hit only a few boats from what I can tell,” Marcus says, calm, the fatigue finally catching up to him.

  Marcus hands me a laminated “quick reference guide” to operating the boat and says, “In case something happens to me, you’ll need to take over. I trust you a lot more than that nerd, I’ll tell you that.”

  “That nerd got us out of the convention center,” I remind him.

  He frowns, then looks up at me and says, “True.”

  Bailey comes up the tight staircase to the flybridge, looks out at the city and then finally says, “Is there anything I can do?”

  “See if there’s anything about this boat anywhere,” Marcus answers without hesitation. “I need specs, an owners manual, something to tell us what we’re dealing with here.”

  Bailey starts rifling through the cabinets, finding a hefty manual.

  “Got it.”

  “Is there a specs page?” he asks.

  “Yes.”

  “Give me the highlight reel,” he says.

  “This is the sixty eight foot long Horizon. It carries three hundred gallons of fresh water, has a twelve hundred gallon tank of diesel fuel with a one hundred and fifty gallon holding tank, three decks, and three staterooms each with its own head. What’s a head?” she asks, looking up.

  “Toilet,” Marcus replies.

  “We should choose rooms,” I say. “We’re going to be here awhile by the look of it.”

  “I’ll sleep on deck,” Marcus says. “Someone needs to keep an eye on things, just in case.”

  “We can rotate that position,” I say, not wanting Marcus to feel like he’s the only capable male here.

  “Sounds good,” he says. “But I’ll take the first shift.”

  Quentin is suddenly there, looking at everyone.

  “What are we doing?”

  “Getting ready to choose bedrooms,” Bailey says. “There are three.”

  “But there are four of us,” he says.

  “I’ll post up on deck to keep an eye on things,” Marcus tells him. “I just need a blanket and a pillow and I can make do wherever.”

  “Good,” Quentin says. “I can take watch, too. I mean, if we’re switching out and all.”

  “Can you handle a gun?” Marcus asks, his eyes dead, his dead expression saying he already knows the answer to that question.

  “On Playstation, yes.”

  “Perfect,” he says with a fair amount of sarcasm. “What about you, Nick?”

  “I can.”

  “Competently?”

  “Yes.”

  “Good. Why don’t you get below deck, sort out your accommodations, then maybe we can meet on the main deck and throw together a meal.”

  Bailey says, “We can pic
k rooms later. Let’s do food now.” The three of us return to the main deck, but instead of foraging for something to eat, we all just sit in silence as Marcus takes us out to sea.

  After navigating around Coronado and the head of what Marcus said was NAS North Island, we break into open waters, anchor off shore close enough to take advantage of the calm sea, but not so close that we’re visible to the inland drones.

  We drop anchor, hit sea bottom about two hundred feet down, then settle in for the night. As the sun sets and the temperature drops about fifteen degrees, from the distance, the city is a glowing light of destruction.

  “It almost looks beautiful,” Bailey says.

  “The same way a car wreck fascinates,” Quentin adds.

  Quentin looks like he’s uncomfortable speaking, like whatever he says, it’s going to be forced because of the company he’s keeping. Marcus is clearly intimidating. Even to me. And Bailey is entirely too hot for Quentin, but in the same league as me, if I’m being honest. That leaves Quentin as the nerdy tagalong. I hate that I’m thinking like this, but that’s how people size other people up in social situations and that’s how I’m thinking everyone is looking at him.

  “Speaking of car wrecks,” I say, changing the subject, “thanks for picking us up earlier. You saved our lives back at the convention center.”

  “Just so we’re clear, I was only stopping for her,” Quentin says with a humorless laugh. “But you’re welcome anyway.”

  And there it is…

  Bailey looks at me, then at Quentin, and then she finally says, “I’m not sure how to take you.”

  “Most people run into that same problem,” Quentin says, knowing his joke didn’t come off so hot. “It’s my dry humor, I think.”

  “It’s something,” Marcus says.

  “You know what they say,” Quentin says. “You only get one chance to make a bad first impression.”

  “Mission accomplished,” Bailey mumbles.

  “We’ve all made our bad impressions,” Marcus says, looking at Quentin. He’d popped the top off a beer from the flybridge fridge and was drinking straight from the bottle. Tipping it in Quentin’s direction, he says, “I appreciate your driving and you stopping, even if it was only for her.”