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New Collected Poems

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by David Gascoyne


  Upon ten thousand platforms to proclaim the system mad

  And urge the liquidation of a senile ruling-class.

  Years like a prison-wall, frustrating though unsound

  On which the brush of History, with quick, neurotic strokes,

  Its latest and most awe-inspiring fresco soon outlined:

  Spenglerian lowering of the Western skies, red lakes

  Of civil bloodshed, free flags flagrantly torn down

  By order of macabre puppet orators, the blind

  Leading blindfolded followers into the Devil’s den …

  III

  And so, Goodbye, grim ’Thirties. These your closing days

  Have shown a new light, motionless and far

  And clear as ice, to our sore riddled eyes;

  And we see certain truths now, which the fear

  Aroused by earlier circumstances could but compromise,

  Concerning all men’s lives. Beyond despair

  May we take wise leave of you, knowing disasters’ cause.

  Having left all false hopes behind, may we move on

  At a vertiginous unmeasured speed, beyond, beyond,

  Across this unknown Present’s bleak and rocky plain;

  Through sudden tunnels; in our ears the wind

  Echoing unintelligible guns. Mirrored within

  Each lonely consciousness, War’s world seems without end.

  Dumbly we stare up at strange skies with each day’s dawn.

  Could you but hear our final farewell call, how strained

  And hollow it would sound! We are already far

  Away, forever leaving further leagues behind

  Of this most perilous and incoherent land

  We’re in. The unseen enemy are near.

  Above the cowering capital Death’s wings impend.

  Rapidly under ink-black seas today’s doomed disappear.

  We are alone with one another, but our eyes

  Meet seldom in the dark. What a relentless roar

  Stuffs every ear, as though with wool! The winds that rise

  Out of our dereliction’s vortex, hour by hour,

  To bring us word of the incessant wordless guns,

  Tirades of the insane, thick hum of planes, the rage of fire,

  Eruptions, waves: all end in utmost silence in our brains.

  ‘The silence after the viaticum.’ So silent is the ray

  Of naked radiance that lights our actual scene,

  Leading the gaze into those nameless and unknown

  Extremes of our existence where fear’s armour falls away

  And lamentation and defeat and pain

  Are all transfigured by acceptance; where men see

  The tragic splendour of their final destiny.

  w. New Year 1940, p. 1941

  SPRING MCMXL

  London Bridge is falling down, Rome’s burnt, and Babylon

  The Great is now but dust; and still Spring must

  Swing back through Time’s continual arc to earth.

  Though every land become as a black field

  Dunged with the dead, drenched by the dying’s blood,

  Still must a punctual goddess waken and ascend

  The rocky stairs, up into earth’s chilled air,

  And pass upon her mission through those carrion ranks,

  Picking her way among a maze of broken brick

  To quicken with her footsteps the short sooty grass between;

  While now once more their futile matchwood empires flare and blaze

  And through the smoke men gaze with bloodshot eyes

  At the translucent apparition, clad in trembling nascent green,

  Of one they can still recognize, though scarcely understand.

  p. 1942

  A WARTIME DAWN

  Dulled by the slow glare of the yellow bulb;

  As far from sleep still as at any hour

  Since distant midnight; with a hollow skull

  In which white vapours seem to reel

  Among limp muddles of old thought; till eyes

  Collapse into themselves like clams in mud …

  Hand paws the wall to reach the chilly switch;

  Then nerve-shot darkness gradually shakes

  Throughout the room. Lie still … Limbs twitch;

  Relapse to immobility’s faint ache. And time

  A while relaxes; space turns wholly black.

  But deep in the velvet crater of the ear

  A chip of sound abruptly irritates.

  A second, a third chirp; and then another far

  Emphatic trill and chirrup shrills in answer; notes

  From all directions round pluck at the strings

  Of hearing with frail finely-sharpened claws.

  And in an instant, every wakened bird

  Across surrounding miles of air

  Outside, is sowing like a scintillating sand

  Its throat’s incessantly replenished store

  Of tuneless singsong, timeless, aimless, blind.

  Draw now with prickling hand the curtains back;

  Unpin the blackout-cloth; let in

  Grim crack-of-dawn’s first glimmer through the glass.

  All’s yet half sunk in Yesterday’s stale death,

  Obscurely still beneath a moist-tinged blank

  Sky like the inside of a deaf mute’s mouth …

  Nearest within the window’s sight, ash-pale

  Against a cinder coloured wall, the white

  Pear-blossom hovers like a stare; rain-wet

  The further housetops weakly shine; and there,

  Beyond, hangs flaccidly, a lone barrage-balloon.

  An incommunicable desolation weighs

  Like depths of stagnant water on this break of day. –

  Long meditation without thought. – Until a breeze

  From some pure Nowhere straying, stirs

  A pang of poignant odour from the earth, an unheard sigh

  Pregnant with sap’s sweet tang and raw soil’s fine

  Aroma, smell of stone, and acrid breath

  Of gravel puddles. While the brooding green

  Of nearby gardens’ grass and trees, and quiet flat

  Blue leaves, the distant lilac mirages, are made

  Clear by increasing daylight, and intensified.

  Now head sinks into pillows in retreat

  Before this morning’s hovering advance;

  (Behind loose lids, in sleep’s warm porch, half hears

  White hollow clink of bottles, – dragging crunch

  Of milk-cart wheels, – and presently a snatch

  Of windy whistling as the newsboy’s bike winds near,

  Distributing to neighbour’s peaceful steps

  Reports of last-night’s battles); at last sleeps.

  While early guns on Norway’s bitter coast

  Where faceless troops are landing, renew fire:

  And one more day of War starts everywhere.

  w. April 1940, p. 1941

  WALKING AT WHITSUN

  ‘La fontaine n’a pas tari

  Pas plus que l’or de la paille ne s’est terni

  Regardons l’abeille

  Et ne songeons pas à l’avenir …’

  APOLLINAIRE

  … Then let the cloth across my back grow warm

  Beneath such comforting strong rays! new leaf

  Flow everywhere, translucently profuse,

  And flagrant weed be tall, the banks of lanes

  Sprawl dazed with swarming lion-petalled suns

  As with largesse of pollen-coloured wealth

  The meadows; and across these vibrant lands

  Of Summer-afternoon through which I stroll

  Let rapidly gold glazes slide and chase

  Away such shades as chill the hillside trees

  And make remindful mind turn cold …

  The eyes

  Of thought stare elsewhere, as though skewer-fixed

  To an imagined sky’s im
mense collapse;

  Nor can, borne undistracted through this scene

  Of festive plant and basking pastorale,

  The mind find any calm or light within

  The bone walls of the skull; for at its ear

  Resound recurrent thunderings of dark

  Smoke-towered waves rearing sheer tons to strike

  Down through Today’s last dyke. Day-long

  That far thick roar of fear thuds, on-and-on,

  Beneath the floor of sense, and makes

  All carefree quodlibet of leaves and larks

  And fragile tympani of insects sound

  Like Chinese music, mindlessly remote,

  Drawing across both sight and thought like gauze

  Its unreality’s taut haze.

  But light!

  O cleanse with widespread flood of rays the brain’s

  Oppressively still sickroom, wherein brood

  Hot festering obsessions, and absolve

  My introspection’s mirror of such stains

  As blot its true reflection of the world!

  Let streams of sweetest air dissolve the blight

  And poison of the News, which every hour

  Contaminates the ether.

  I will pass

  On far beyond the village, out of sight

  Of human habitation for a while

  Grass has an everlasting pristine smell.

  On high, sublime in his bronze ark, the sun

  Goes cruising across seas of silken sky.

  In fields atop the hillside, chestnut trees

  Display the splendour of their branches piled

  With blazing candle burdens. – Such a May

  As this might never come again …

  I tread

  The white dust of a weed-bright lane; alone

  Upon Time-Present’s tranquil outmost rim,

  Seeing the sunlight through a lens of dread,

  While anguish makes the English landscape seem

  Inhuman as the jungle, and unreal

  Its peace. And meditating as I pace

  The afternoon away, upon the smile

  (Like that worn by the dead) which Nature wears

  In ignorance of our unnatural tears,

  From time to time I think: How such a sun

  Must glitter on their helmets! How bright-red

  Against this sky’s clear screen must ruins burn …

  How sharply their invading steel must shine!

  w. Marshfield, May 1940, p. 1941

  OXFORD: A SPRING DAY

  For Bill

  The air shines with a mild magnificence …

  Leaves, voices, glitterings … And there is also water

  Winding in easy ways among much green expanse,

  Or lying flat, in small floods, on the grass;

  Water which in its widespread crystal holds the whole soft song

  Of this swift tremulous instant of rebirth and peace.

  Tremulous – yet beneath, how deep its root!

  Timelessness of an afternoon! Air’s gems, the walls’ bland grey,

  Slim spires, hope-coloured fields: these belong to no date.

  w. 1941

  THE GRAVEL-PIT FIELD

  Beside the stolid opaque flow

  Of rain-gorged Thames; beneath a thin

  Layer of early evening light

  Which seems to drift, a ragged veil,

  Upon the chilly March air’s tide:

  Upwards in shallow shapeless tiers

  A stretch of scurfy pock-marked waste

  Sprawls laggardly its acres till

  They touch a raw brick-villa’d rim.

  Amidst this nondescript terrain

  Haphazardly the gravel-pits’

  Rough-hewn rust-coloured hollows yawn,

  Their steep declivities away

  From the field-surface dropping down

  Towards the depths below where rain-

  Water in turbid pools stagnates

  Like scraps of sky decaying in

  The sockets of a dead man’s stare.

  The shabby coat of coarse grass spread

  Unevenly across the ruts

  And humps of lumpy soil; the bits

  Of stick and threads of straw; loose clumps

  Of weeds with withered stalks and black

  Tatters of leaf and scorched pods: all

  These intertwined minutiae

  Of Nature’s humblest growths persist

  In their endurance here like rock.

  As with untold intensity

  On the far edge of Being, where

  Life’s last faint forms begin to lose

  Name and identity and fade

  Away into the Void, endures

  The final thin triumphant flame

  Of all that’s most despoiled and bare:

  So these least stones, in the extreme

  Of their abasement might appear

  Like rare stones such as could have formed

  A necklet worn by the dead queen

  Of a great Pharaoh, in her tomb …

  So each abandoned snail-shell strewn

  Among these blotched dock-leaves might seem

  In the pure ray shed by the loss

  Of all man-measured value, like

  Some priceless pearl-enamelled toy

  Cushioned on green silk under glass.

  And who in solitude like this

  Can say the unclean mongrel’s bones

  Which stick out, splintered, through the loose

  Side of a gravel-pit, are not

  The precious relics of some saint,

  Perhaps miraculous? Or that

  The lettering on this Woodbine-

  Packet’s remains ought not to read:

  Mene mene tekel upharsin?

  Now a breeze gently breathes across

  The wilderness’s cryptic face;

  The meagre grasses scarcely stir;

  But when some stranger gust sweeps past,

  Seeming as though an unseen swarm

  Of sea-birds had disturbed the air

  With their strong wings’ wide stroke, a gleam

  Of freshness hovers everywhere

  About the field: and tall weeds shake,

  Leaves wave their tiny flags to show

  That the wind blown about the brow

  Of this poor plot is nothing less

  Than the great constant draught the speed

  Of Earth’s gyrations makes in Space …

  As I stand musing, overhead

  The zenith’s stark light thrusts a ray

  Down through the dusk’s rolling vapours, casts

  A last lucidity of day

  Across the scene: and in a flash

  Of insight I behold the field’s

  Apotheosis: No-man’s-land

  Between this world and the beyond,

  Remote from men and yet more real

  Than any human dwelling-place:

  A tabernacle where one stands

  As though within the empty space

  Round which revolves the Sage’s Wheel.

  w. Spring 1941, p. 1941

  REQUIEM

  ‘Permets que nous te goûtions d’abord le jour de la mort

  Qui est un grand jour de calme d’épousés,

  Le monde heureux, les fils réconciliés.’

  PIERRE JEAN JOUVE

  I

  [Voice: Recitative]

  O hidden Face! O gaze fixed on us from afar

  And that we cannot meet: Grant us, who wait

  In the great park of crumbling monuments that is

  The world, that we may meet at last those eyes

  In which black fires burn back to white,

  With perfect clearness, and not blurred by fever’s heat

  Nor in the sudden spasm of disintegrating fear

  That rends the breast of beasts and blinds

  The blind and undefined: And O instruct

  Us how to ripen unto Thee.r />
  [Choir: Sotto Voce]

  Hearts are unripe

  And spirits light as straw that in Thy light

  Shall kindle like the straw, and flare away

  To nothing in an instant breath of smoke.

  [Voice]

  Thy light is like a darkness and Thy

  Joy is found through grief. And they who search

  For Thee shall find Thee not. And hidden in Thy mouth

  The blinding benediction of the final phrase

  Which shall not fall upon a listening ear.

  [Choir]

  For they who listen at the secret door

  Hear only their own heart beat out its fault.

  II

  [Voice]

  In the great park,

  A wanderer at sundown by the weeping falls

  Of pallid spume and high prismatic spray

  Once saw across the water in the last illusive light

  A figure with a gleaming chalice come …

  [Choir]

  But it was not Thy Angel!

  [Voice]

  And another heard

  A warning echo in a mountain cave,

  Reverberant with distance and the undertone of guilt …

  [Choir]

  But it was not Thy voice!

  [Voice]

  For silent and invisible

  Are all Thy works; and hidden in the depths midway between

  Desire and fear. And they who long for Thee and are afraid

  Of Life, and they who fear the clear stroke of Thy knife

  Obsessed with the pale shadows of themselves, shall lose full sight

  And understanding of that final mystery.

  III

  [Choir]

  Tenebral treasure and immortal flower

  And flower of immortal Death!

  O silent white extent

  Of skyless sky, the wingless flight

  And the long flawless cry

  Of aspiration endlessly!

  [Voice]

  The seed is buried in us like a memory; the seed

  Is hidden from us like the omnipresent Eye; it grows

  Within us through Time’s flux, both night and day.

  [Choir]

  Darkness that burns like light, black light

  And essence of all radiance!

  O depth beyond confusion sunk,

  The timeless Nadir at the heart

  Of Time, where all creative and

  Destructive forces meet!

  [Voice]

  The seed is nurtured by involuntary tears; by blood

  Shed from Love’s inmost wounds; its roots are fed

  By the concealed corruption of unknown desires.

  [Choir]

  We cannot hear or see, nor say

  The name: There is no light

  Or shade, nor place nor time,

 

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