Forever Summer (Book # 7 The Summer Series)

by C.J Duggan

  I laughed, not putting it completely past them. “No, this is a whole other kind of crazy.”

  “Should I be sitting down?”

  “I think so.”

  ***

  I didn’t know how Tess would take it, so the long, drawn-out silence on the other end of the phone wasn’t a complete shock.

  “You still there?”

  “Huh? Oh yeah, sorry. Just processing.”

  “Take your time,” I said, pacing back and forth in my bedroom, trying not to look for too long at my bed, because every single time I did a sordid flashback would appear in my vision. I didn’t have time to think about that.

  “I mean, not that it changes anything. It was just something that happened.”

  Multiple times.

  “I mean, everything is as it was: zero weirdness.”

  Kind of. Sort of.

  “So, you spoke to Adam then?”

  “Yeah, we had dinner.”

  “Oh, nice,” I said, trying not to sound like it was a big deal. “And he never alluded to …”

  “No, he never said a word, just that he had to drop you off because you missed the bus.”

  Had to? Sounded like a chore.

  “But let’s face it, Ellie, he’s not going to talk to me about it, is he?”

  “I guess not.”

  “Which brings me to my next point. You haven’t exactly shared any of the juicy details about last night.”

  I stopped in my tracks; it was like I was under a sudden spotlight and for once in my life I really didn’t want to be.

  “I don’t know.” I shrugged. “Some things are just … private.”

  Tess burst out laughing on the other end. My brows narrowed. “What’s so funny?”

  “Oh, Ellie Parker, you really are in love.”

  Hearing Tess spell out the obvious, saying it out loud, I knew she was exactly right.

  I was in love with Adam Henderson, and I was in so much trouble.

  Chapter Thirty

  I was wide awake. Curled up on the couch eating, perhaps even sulking a little over the fact Adam hadn’t called, or texted me. Maybe he was regretting last night, maybe he just had some personal stuff to take care of, maybe I should just bloody call him. Would that seem desperate? Would I usually call him at 10’clock on a Monday night? I tried to think back to all the times we had spoken lately.

  Munching on the last of the chocolate Maltesers, I had decided to re-watch The Blues Brothers. I was smiling to myself as I watched Carrie Fisher threaten John Belushi in a dark, muddy tunnel with a semi-automatic weapon; he was on his knees pleading for forgiveness.

  “You go, gurl!” I said, with a mouthful of chocolate.

  Yeah, nobody puts Princess Leia in the corner.

  After the movie was over and the Maltesers long gone, I shuffled along, dumping the bowl into the smallest sink, in the smallest kitchen in all the world, before getting ready for bed. If nothing else, I really needed to put my thoughts to bed. I tried to tell myself that he hadn’t messaged during the day because maybe he thought I was at work. I was struggling to think of other excuses for all the other unaccounted hours in the day, but at least that made me feel a little better. The thought of Adam being like any other typical boy, that he had simply used me for sex, well, that just was too much to bear. I had held him on a pedestal all my life, I couldn’t bring myself to think badly of him, not just yet. I peeled back the doona to my freshly made bed, basking in the clean sheets. One foot hadn’t even left the floor by the time I went to hop in when my phone rang, always scaring the life out of me. My main objective was to just answer it as quickly as possible, scrambling for it and juggling it to stop the ear-piercing ringing.

  “Hello?” I answered, settling into bed, adjusting the pillows for the night.

  “Tell me a story?” a familiar voice asked.

  There was no controlling the grin that spread across my face, or the way my heart skipped a beat just by simply hearing his voice.

  “So you made it home safely then, I see?” I didn’t mean to sound snarky, I didn’t want to be that girl, but I was still kind of pissed at him.

  “Chris, God bless his soul, called me up to do a grog run while I was in the city. I won’t be answering that call next time.”

  “Oh noooo.”

  It was the common theme whenever anyone did a trip to Maitland. It was usually accompanied by a list from Chris with a “Can you do me a favour?” We all caught on pretty quickly to head to the city on the down low, if we didn’t want to have to return with a boot full of slabs, and a back seat of Samboy salt and vinegar chips and bottles of tonic water; we had all been there.

  “Yep, there goes a few hours of my life I won’t get back.” Adam sighed; he sounded tired, no chance of a nap by the sounds of it.

  “How was work?” he asked. I couldn’t quite bring myself to admit that I had been so exhausted from our late-night rendezvous that I had to go home early. It really was as bad as it sounded and I couldn’t bring myself to voice it.

  “Good,” I said, trying to keep my voice neutral. “So how was dinner with Tess?”

  “Yeah, good,” he said, and then silence fell between us. Ghastly, drawn-out, awkward silence. There was never any silence between me and Adam, not in our entire lifetime had we suffered from the affliction. And if there was to be any kind of silence, it had always been a comfortable silence: this was not comfortable. This was drum-your-fingers-and-look-up-at-the-ceiling kind of uncomfortable.

  “So, you heading back to Onslow on the weekend?”

  I snapped to attention, relieved that Adam had broken the silence, excited that he asked that kind of question.

  Why, did he want me to?

  I wanted to voice that exact question, perhaps use it as a means for some harmless flirtation. That’s what came to me naturally. Instead, something else entered my mind, something infuriating and responsible.

  “Ugh, I can’t. Mum’s coming for the weekend,” I pouted, and then I felt instantly awful. I know I complained about my mum often, but in light of Adam’s situation with his mum, I kind of felt like a spoilt brat. “Which will be good, to have some girl time,” I quickly added.

  “Yeah, cool.”

  Was that the sound of disappointment in his voice? I couldn’t tell what was real or what was overthought anymore.

  Again, I kind of expected the whole “Hey, about last night” to pop up in conversation, Lord knows I had been mentally psyching myself up for it the minute I woke up. So, much like dousing myself in a self-inflicted stream of soda water, I thought I would put the ball in my court, so to speak.

  “Listen, um, about last night …”

  “Oh yeah, about that,” he interrupted. My mouth gaped, my body went rigid as I braced myself for the onslaught of “We’re friends, right?”

  So when he started with, “You know what?”

  “W-what?” I breathed, clutching my mobile with a white-knuckled intensity.

  “I’d kind of like to do it again.”

  ***

  I couldn’t wipe the smile from my face; if I could whistle properly I would be belting out Zip-a-Dee-Doo-Dah all the way to work, via the best coffee joint in the city, as my daily ritual would demand. I inhaled the strong, rich brew, basking in the fresh morning sunshine and how glorious life was right now. I couldn’t hear birdsong exactly, so I revelled in the city surrounds of the traffic, and general hustle and bustle from the manic crowd off to work. I took it all in, thinking it almost sounded like my name rolling across the wind, a very distant cry. Ha, today really was poetic, now I was hearing things, until of course I paused mid-sip, my eyes narrowing as the sound became louder, less sing-songy on the wind and just damn well annoying.

  “Hey, Ellie, wait up.”

  Oh God, please, make it not be so.

  I slowly turned, thinking maybe my mind was playing tricks on me; sure enough, as soon as I turned to the sound my eyes widened, as right before me, closing the distance a g
ood head and shoulders above the commuters, came Rory Fucking Franklin.

  Chapter Thirty-One

  I sat opposite Rory Franklin, my arms folded and a sceptical curve to my brow.

  “You’ve got five minutes.”

  “Yeah, look, mate, I’m not going to keep you long.”

  Mate? Did he honestly just call me mate?

  Long gone was the custom-made black suit and square-tipped Italian leather shoes. Instead Rory wore green baggy running shorts over his bike shorts and a grey sweat-stained singlet top. He didn’t look like an expensive, high-end athlete. He was just a boy that could have been training with the Onslow Tigers, for all anyone knew. It kind of had me not thawing, but certainly less on edge as I saw him stumble over his words.

  “Yeah, um, I just wanted to tell you that I was sorry, you know, for what I said.”

  He looked down at the tablecloth for most of his delivery, but the one time he did look up, his baby blues looking at me, damn it if he wasn’t sincere because regardless of however big of a dick he was, I know he meant what he said.

  I thought for a long moment, assessing Rory with great interest. I had often thought about what I might say to him if I had ever the chance to bump into him again. My fantasy was usually quite dramatic, where I would indeed spill another beverage on him, followed by a killer line and a hair flick, while I walked to the sound of Aretha Franklin’s ‘RESPECT’ (obviously the two were not related). But in that moment, nothing grand or abusive came to mind, no matter how many speeches I had rehearsed in my head.

  “It’s not just what you said, Rory, it’s the fact that you thought it was acceptable to objectify me to your mates like that. To make a judgment based on my looks and intelligence within, I’m guessing, two minutes of me sitting in your penis extension of a car.”

  “Well, if it makes you feel any better, I hired the car for the date,” he said sheepishly.

  I burst out laughing. “What, to impress me?”

  Rory shrugged. “Did it impress you?”

  “NO! It was hideous,” I said, continuing to laugh. “Listen, Rory, if any girl wants to be with you based on the balance of your ATM receipt or what kind of car you drive then, seriously, they’re not worth it. And just so you know, if any girl settles for anything less than being treated like she is worthy of all a man’s respect, well, I just hope those girls don’t get lured by the bad boys and fast cars.”

  “Look, just please accept my apology and know that I will never do anything stupid like that again.”

  I picked up my bag, slinging it over my shoulder.

  “I hope you’re right, I really do.”

  I left Rory at the table, sitting there, watching on and hopefully at least retaining something, and, sure, there was no hair flick, or Diva music playing in the background, but I sure as hell felt like an utter bad ass.

  ***

  If I said I didn’t want anything to change then that was kind of a lie. I welcomed change, the new normal was most certainly different. I rang Adam every night on my commute home from work, and he rang me back before bed. Our conversations were as effortless and random as they ever were throughout our lives, but there was one very obvious difference. I lived to hear his voice, for him to tell me about his day, or for him to text me random, mental things throughout the day like ‘Who would win a fight between a crocodile and a shark?’ So yeah, usual Adam stuff. And then there were the later calls, the kind of calls that had me smiling and yawning throughout the daytime as I recalled Adam telling me what he wanted to do to me the next time he saw me; yeah, those kind of calls.

  “Okay, enough; seriously, I don’t want to know,” declared Tess. I could just imagine the look of horror spread across her face.

  “What?” I laughed.

  “Look, I am all for you and Adam but I seriously don’t need to know about my two best friends having phone sex every night of the week.”

  “It’s not every night of the week; besides, don’t knock it if you haven’t tried it.”

  The line went silent, long, guilt-ridden silence.

  “Tess McGee, well, I never!”

  “I’ve gotta go, talk to you tomorrow.” The phone went dead.

  I laughed, hearing the dial tone. “Well, well, well, you think you know someone.”

  ***

  Thursday night meant many things. It was the eve of my mum’s visit so it would be my last chance to have some real privacy before the weekend and as much as it would be nice to have Mum stay, all I could think about was Adam, and how easy it would have been to head back to Onslow for the weekend and sneak up the back fire escape into his room. I might even use that as a possible storyline for our late-night phone call as I dialled Adam’s number with a goofy grin on my face.

  “Hey,” he answered. It was amazing how well you really knew someone that you could tell so much from one simple word. He sounded flat, really not Adam.

  “Is everything okay?” I asked.

  “Yeah, why wouldn’t it be?” he snapped.

  Geez, attitude much?

  “How’s your mum?”

  “Yeah, she’s good.”

  “You sound really tired, maybe our late-night phone calls are wearing you out?” I joked, trying to lighten the mood.

  “Yeah, maybe.”

  Oh God, what was with him tonight?

  Anxiety swirled in the pit of my stomach; who was I talking to? It was like I was on the phone to a stranger; this was the kind of conversation you would expect from Chris, not Adam, never Adam. What was wrong with him?

  “So, what are you up to on the weekend?”

  Was I really resorting myself to small talk? What was next? Talking about the weather?

  Adam sighed; he sounded tired, maybe that’s all it was. Maybe helping Chris at the Onslow was wearing him down, that and the added pressure of his mum’s health. I could be patient, of course I could.

  “I think I’ll head out with the boys and go camping for the weekend.”

  “Oh, yay! That sounds great. It will be good to get away for the weekend, do some male bonding, swap ghost stories, chant in the woods, hold a smoking ceremony or whatever you guys do.”

  “Yeah.”

  Oh my God, he wasn’t even laughing at my jokes; he really was rock bottom.

  “Listen, I better go. I have to get all my stuff ready for the weekend, so …”

  “Oh, okay, sure, um, you’re probably getting picked up at the crack of dawn.”

  “Yeah, pretty early.”

  “Okay, well, you get some sleep and call me when you get back.”

  There was no immediate response; perhaps he was nodding his head. “Night,” he managed.

  “Night.”

  I held the phone to my ear, listening to the sound of the dial tone for the longest moment. Worried, deeply worried.

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  “The bloody doctor clearly has no bloody idea about bloody anything.”

  I followed my mum who, despite a rather painful varicose vain problem in her right leg, still managed to storm through the hospital reception area pretty fast.

  “April! Bloody April! I have to wait till then, can you believe it?”

  “Nope, I can’t bloody believe it.”

  “Don’t mock, Ellie,” Mum, snapped.

  “I’m sorry, but can we please get something to eat, I’m starving!”

  “I thought we were going to go to that place you liked?”

  I stepped closer to Mum, accentuating the words so she clearly understood my desperation.

  “If I don’t get something to eat I am going to bloody faint.”

  “Oh, for God’s sake, Ellie, no need to be so dramatic.”

  Mum walked away, leaving me and my incredulous open mouth to follow.

  Me? The dramatic one?

  “And stop trying to catch flies,” she called over her shoulder, leading the way to the hospital cafeteria. It wasn’t exactly a flash city luncheon, but don’t be fooled: they had a mean but
ter chicken in the bain-marie.

  Mum winced in pain, taking her chair. I actually felt really sorry for her; her whole existence seemed to be waiting lists and specialist appointments. If it wasn’t her tennis elbow, it was gallstones; she really had been in the wars these past eighteen months, it was one of the greater reasons I delayed moving away from Onslow.

  I checked my phone for the millionth time, hoping that Tess would have gotten back to me by now. I had left a rather sooky message on her phone last night in a desperate bid to find out what had been wrong with Adam, if she had known anything.

  “Ellie, how many times do I have to tell you? Put it away.”

  It was one of my mum’s absolute pet hates in life, for me to be texting during our time together. It was one of her rules, among many.

  I sighed, pocketing my phone. “So, food! What do you want? I’ll get you something.”

  Mum sighed some more, like the weight of the world rested on her shoulders.

  “What’s that orange stuff?”

  “Butter chicken.”

  “Is it hot?”

  “No, not overly, you get rice with it.”

  “Oh, okay, well, I’ll have soup then, and a water, make sure it’s from the back of the fridge, it will be colder.”

  I sighed; come to think of it, perhaps Mum was one of the bigger reasons why I did move away.

  “Coming up!”

  I slid my tray along the bench. Was it wrong to feel so giddy about bain-marie food? I could feel my mouth salivating at the mere passive steam that drifted my way. Who needed five-star dining?

  “Here you go, pumpkin soup and the coldest of cold waters,” I announced, sliding the goods off my tray and setting them before Mum, who didn’t seem very interested in all the hard work I had done to shove my arm right to the back of the fridge for her. I frowned, irritated by how distracted she seemed as she stared into the distance.

  “What are you looking at?” I asked, starting to get really annoyed.

  I followed her eyeline, trying to see who she was spying on and hoping she wasn’t being rude; honestly, Mum could really be like a kid in a high chair sometimes, she just didn’t care who she stared at.