Delphi Collected Works of Marie Corelli

by Marie Corelli

  Soon after their return to England there came an excitement for Miss Letty herself in the shape of a letter from Mrs. D’Arcy-Muir. Miss Letty had written to announce her return, but had scarcely expected any reply, though she had ventured to express the hope that “dear Boy” was quite well. Mrs. D’Arcy-Muir now wrote as follows, dating from a suburban district of London.

  “MY DEAR LETITIA: —

  Your letter was quite a surprise to me, as I thought you had gone to America for good. I had a funny idea that you would perhaps get married there, after all, for one hears of so many elderly women marrying nowadays, that there really seems a chance for everybody. Boy is at his military college preparing for Sandhurst, but as he will be up in London for an exam, next week I have told him to go and see you. I thought he had quite forgotten you, but he appears to remember you fairly well. Of course, he was barely ten when you saw him last, and he is now sixteen, almost a young man, as you will find. He is very tall, and I think good-looking, though that may be only a mother’s fondness. Jim has been very ill lately, a touch of what the doctors call hemiplegia, brought on, of course, by his own recklessness. I have to nurse him, and so you must excuse me if I do not make a formal call upon you. I have had to make many sacrifices in order to keep Boy at college, but a mother never grudges what she does for her son. Hoping you will be pleased to see Boy, and that you are as well as a woman of your age can expect to be,

  “Believe me, yours very sincerely,

  “AMELIA D’ARCY-MUIR.”

  “P.S. — Boy will call and see you on Wednesday afternoon next, unless you write to say that the day is inconvenient.”

  With an inward delight which she felt was foolish, yet which she could not suppress, Miss Letty straightway wrote an answer to this, saying that she would be very pleased indeed to see Boy to luncheon on the Wednesday named, and, having despatched this missive, she called Violet and told her of the expected visit of the child, now grown to a young stripling whom she had loved so fondly. Violet listened with attentive sympathy.

  “He was such a dear, pretty little fellow,” said Miss Letty, affectionately. “He had such droll ways, and was altogether so quaint and lovable.”

  “And how old is he now?” asked Violet.

  “He is sixteen, — yes, of course, he must be getting on for seventeen!” said Miss Letty, almost wonderingly. “Dear me! How the time flies!”

  “Just two years younger than I am,” said Violet.

  “Yes. But you are quite a woman — thinking of getting married, too! Well, well!” and Miss Letty heaved a little sigh of resignation. “However, young women grow older much more quickly than young men, and I daresay Boy is quite a boy still.”

  “I hope he is, — for your sake, my own Miss Letty,” said Violet, tenderly. “I shouldn’t like you to be disappointed in him.”

  Miss Letty looked thoughtful.

  “Of course, he will be changed,” she said, “ very much changed! He was changed even when he came to stay with me in Scotland, and he was not quite ten then. He seemed to me much sadder and older than a child of his years ought to have been. But he has had a long time of study at a very excellent military college somewhere down in the country, and I daresay that the training there has made quite a little man of him. Poor Boy! Margaret will tell you all about him if you ask her.” And Violet did ask Margaret, who now, grown extremely stout and jolly, had come over from her home in Scotland to serve her beloved Miss Letty once more. The trip to America had been too much for the worthy woman’s contemplation, and when her mistress had gone there she and the respectable butler, Plimpton, had made a match of it, and were now the proprietors of a small but extremely cosy hotel on the picturesque shores of Loch Etive. But as soon as she heard that Miss Letty had returned to England for a time, nothing would serve but that she must come to London and attend upon her again, — an idea which entirely met with her husband’s approval. And so here she was, established in the hotel in a room adjoining Miss Letty’s, wearing a smart white apron, and sewing away as if she had never left her situation at all, and as if the six years of her married life that had intervened were nothing but a dream.

  “Do I remember Master Boy?” she said now, as Violet asked her the question. “I should think I do, indeed! Just the bonniest wee lad! And Miss Letty was sair fashed about him; and she would have given her best of all in the world to have got him wi’ her, and adopted him as her own. Ah, she’s a grand leddy! What a wife and mither she would ha’ made to any man gude enough for her!”

  “And she loved Boy very much then?” went on Violet, playing abstractedly with a gold chain she always wore, on which Max Nugent had hung a heart of fine rubies and diamonds.

  “Ay, that she did!” said Margaret, stitching away at the frill of one of her “leddy’s” silken gowns, “ and she loves him still just as much, I’ll be bound. You mark my words, Miss Violet; I’m pretty sure the dear woman hasna done wi’ Master Boy;” and she nodded her head and pursed up her lips mysteriously.

  “You think he will want Miss Letty to help him on in his career, perhaps?” said Violet.

  “I couldna tell — I canna say,” replied Margaret. “But if ever a lad had feckless parents, it’s this same lad; and if ever a bairnie had a bad start to begin life upon, it’s this same bairnie. You’ll tell me what you think of him, Miss Violet, after ye’ve had a bit look at him?”

  “Oh, if he knows you are here, he’ll want to see you himself, surely!” said the girl.

  Margaret looked up with a shrewd smile in her kind eyes.

  “Don’t ye be thinking of that, Miss Violet,” she said. “There is naebody like myself for kennin’ how soon we’re forgotten by the folks we have loved. I mind me when I used to put Master Boy to bed; he would throw his wee arms round me and say, ‘I’ll never forget ye, Margit,’ and it just pleased me for a while to believe it. But when I married Plimpton, I sent the laddie a bit o’ wedding-cake marked ‘from Margit,’ and never a word did I hear o’ the lad or the cake at all. And I was a fule to expect it, — for, ye see, when he was in Scotland wi’ us, we had a bit few of his old toys, and with them there was one he used to be amazing fond of —— —”

  “I know!” said Violet, quickly—” the cow!”

  Margaret laughed.

  “Yes — just the cow!” she said, “the wee, wise-looking thing you see ever on a shelf somewhere near Miss Letty, with the old shoes Master Boy left behind him when he first stayed with her. Well, when he came to Scotland, he didna care for the puir beastie any more; and that’s just how it is wi’ me, — he’s just as indifferent to me as he is to the toy he put away in his babyhood. That’s where all we women have to suffer, Miss Violet; when the bairnies we ha’ loved and tended grow up to be men and women, they never give us more thought than the playthings they have done with.”

  Violet heard, and went away, thinking gravely of many things. She was growing a little more serious and wistful in her manner; the difficulties and disappointments of life were beginning to suggest themselves to her young spirit, although vaguely as yet and dimly. She had nothing to complain of at present in her own fortunes, — except — except that Max Nugent’s letters were all very brief and scrappy. She would have liked longer and more ardent epistles from her declared lover, and she scolded herself for this wish, which she said was selfish, because, of course, with all his great responsibilities of wealth he must have a great deal to do. But despite her struggle with herself, the little shadow of disappointment hung like a faint cloud in her sky and made her particularly sensitive to the possible griefs of others.

  “It must be so hard to be disappointed in persons you love,” she thought, “ to find that they are not the good or noble beings you imagined them, — it must be so hard! I do hope Miss Letty will find Boy all that she expects him to be, — and more.”

  The anxiously expected Wednesday came at last, and Miss Letty ordered a charming little luncheon in her private sitting-room, and decorated the table herself
with the loveliest flowers to welcome Boy. Violet, with instinctive tact, arranged to go out that morning with her uncle, and not to return till it was quite the luncheon hour, in order that Miss Letty might have the first meeting with her young friend alone. The dear lady was in a great flutter; she was for once quite fastidious about her appearance, and put on her newest gown, — a soft, silver-grey silk, trimmed with an abundance of fine old Irish point lace. And when she was dressed, it was no exaggeration on the part of the faithful Margaret to say she looked “quite beautiful.” With her sweet, good face, and soft hair, now snow-white, raised from her clear, open brow, and that indefinable grace of perfect breeding which always distinguished her, Miss Letty looked much fairer than many a young woman in the pride of her earliest days. And when, as the hour grew nearer for Boy’s arrival, a little pink flush coloured the pale transparency of her cheeks, she had such a charm about her as would certainly have made fresh havoc in the good major’s warm heart had he seen her just at that moment. There was an elaborate Parisian clock in the sitting-room, the pendulum of which was an unpleasant-featured gilt nymph in a swing, and Miss Letty looked anxiously at the ugly and inflexible young lady as she jerked the minutes away with a seemingly infinite tedium. At last the hotel waiter appeared with the brief announcement, —

  “A young gentleman to see you, mum.”

  Miss Letty advanced, trembling, as a slim lad, getting on for six feet in height, stumbled over the door-mat and entered awkwardly.

  “Boy! I am so glad to see you again!”

  The strippling giggled nervously.

  “Yes — er, how d’you do?” he stammered, and he sought anxiously about for a place to put his bowler hat, and finally set it carefully down on an empty flower-pot and began to stare doubtfully at the ceiling. But Miss Letty was not disheartened by these signs of indifference.

  “What a big fellow you are!” she said, tenderly, looking at him with eyes that were almost tearful. “I really don’t think I should have known you if I had met you in the streets by chance.”

  Boy giggled again.

  “N — o! I don’t suppose you would,” he said. “Mother said you wouldn’t.”

  “Have you just come from your college?” asked Miss Letty, her heart beginning to sink a little as she noticed that his eyes wandered completely away from her and considered the wall-paper more attentively than herself.

  “Yes. Some fellows came up for the exam, with me. Two are going for the medical; I’ve done that.”

  “Oh! And have you passed?”

  “Oh, yes! I’m all right.”

  Boy smiled foolishly, scratched his chin, and sitting down on a high chair measured the toes of his boots carefully together.

  “What exam, are you going up for now?” asked Miss Letty, sitting down also, and realizing with a sudden pang that, he was not in the least moved to any affectionate outburst by seeing her.

  “Oh, just the first one for Sandhurst. I don’t expect I shall pass it.”

  “Why not?”

  “Oh, it’s pretty stiffish. I don’t care much if I don’t pass. There’ll be another.”

  Good Miss Letty was not very deeply instructed on the subject of exams., so she changed the subject.

  “I’ve been a long time away in America, you know,” she said; “I have only just come back.”

  “Yes, so I heard.”

  Miss Letty looked steadfastly at him. He was a good-looking lad, thin but well made, and delicately featured, but his eyes were shifty and avoided hers.

  “Do you remember me at all, Boy?” she asked, very tenderly. Boy coloured and hesitated.

  “I — I think I do,” he said; “I stayed with you in Scotland.”

  “Yes. And you used to play with a little boy named Alister McDonald, — do you ever think of him?”

  Boy looked puzzled for a moment.

  “Oh, yes, I know. A little, round-faced chap.”

  Miss Letty went on patiently, —

  “Do you remember Major Desmond?”

  “Yes — a little.”

  Miss Letty took up her sewing. She required that useful embroidery to steady her trembling fingers.

  “I asked you when we were in Scotland to write to me sometimes,” she said, gently, “and you said you would. Why didn’t you?”

  “I did!” burst out Boy suddenly, getting very red, and remembering the old injury which had rankled far more deeply in his soul all these years than any remembrance of affection, “and you never answered!”

  Miss Letty laid down her work with a look of surprise and indignation darkening her gentle eyes.

  “You wrote and I never answered!” she repeated. “My dear Boy, there must be some mistake. I have never heard a word from you since you said good-bye to me in Scotland.”

  Boy’s cheeks paled as suddenly as they had reddened, and he took to the re-measuring of his boot-toes.

  “Mother didn’t send the letter,” he said, slowly; “that’s how it was. It was not my fault. I wrote to you before I went to school in France.”

  Silence fell between them. Miss Letty had much ado to keep back the outward expression of her wounded feeling, and as she looked at the lad and began to notice the air of listless indifference which surrounded him, like a natural atmosphere exhaled from his own personality, she was conscious of a great bitterness and resentment in her own mind. After a little, however, she managed to control herself, and said, gently, —

  “Can you recollect what it was you wrote to me about?”

  “Oh, yes,” Boy answered readily; “I wrote to tell you that I was being sent to a school in France, and asked you to try if you could help me not to go. I was a little chap and did not like it.” He paused a moment and reddened at the recollection, then smiled sheepishly. “But it did not matter.” Miss Letty thought it did matter, but she said nothing.

  “I went to France,” continued Boy. “It was all right.”

  “Did you like the school there?”

  “Oh, it was fairly decent,” he answered, briefly.

  At that moment a diversion was created by the entrance of Major Desmond and his niece. Miss Letty looked a little wearied and wistful as she said, —

  “Violet, this is Boy. Boy, this is Major Desmond’s niece, who has been with me in America, Miss Violet Morrison.”

  Boy jerked himself up out of his chair, glanced at the young lady shyly, and smiled vaguely.

  “Won’t you shake hands?” said Violet, kindly.

  Boy went through this act of courtesy with a curiously limp ungraciousness, the major staring at him the while.

  “He has grown very tall, hasn’t he?” said Miss Letty, with a little sigh, as she rang the bell for luncheon to be served.

  “Tall! I should think so!” replied the major. “He’s grown out of all knowledge. Well, sir, how are you?”

  “Very well, thank you,” answered Boy, without raising his eyes from their study of the carpet.

  “I suppose you don’t remember me at all,” pursued the major. “Do you?”

  “Y — yes! you took me to Scotland to see Miss Letty.”

  As he uttered her name thus, “Miss Letty,” a sudden sparkle came into his eyes, and he looked at her with more interest than he had yet shown. Some little brain-cell was stirred which awakened old past associations, and a number of half-forgotten memories began to run through his mind like the notes which form the cadence of a song. “It was always like this,” he considered, “ beautiful rooms and beautiful flowers; and she — she always wore beautiful silks and lace like to-day; but then, as mother says, she’s got any amount of money.”

  Just then the waiter entered with the luncheon, and they all sat down to table, Violet glancing at Boy from time to time under the shadow of her long eyelashes, not knowing quite what to make of him.

  “Well, what are you doing with yourself now?” asked the major, “ going up for Sandhurst?”

  “Yes.”

  “Are you glad you are going to be a soldi
er?”

  Boy was engaged in fastidiously picking one or two bones out of the small piece of fish which had just been served to him, and he replied abstractedly, —

  “Oh, I don’t mind it.”

  “Don’t mind it!” exclaimed Desmond. “But — God bless my soul! — don’t you like it? Don’t you love it? Don’t you think it’s the finest thing a young chap can do, — to learn how to fight for the glory of his country?”

  Boy looked quite surprised at this outburst. Then it seemed to dawn upon him in the light of a joke, for he sniggered.

  “Oh, not so much as all that,” he said, and fell to carefully considering the fishbones again.

  The major gave a portentous cough, and swallowed his portion of fish recklessly, somewhat as if he were swallowing a big “D — n!” by way of sauce and flavour to the whole. Violet flushed and paled alternately; she was feeling worried on behalf of Miss Letty, who looked nervous and preoccupied.

  “Would you have preferred some other profession?” she asked, gently, venturing to join in the conversation.

  “I never thought about it,” said Boy, eating his fish, now that it was picked and prepared to his particular liking. “When I came back from France, father sent me just where he chose — and — that’s how it is.”