by Bianca Vix
I mix up some whiskey drinks for all of us and carry them back to the living room. Ash must’ve been talking to Sarah, since she’s looking a little more relaxed than she was before.
I hand around the drinks. “So, Sarah. Did Ash tell you he mentioned that we’ve both been dating you?”
“Yes. He told me. Cory, I was going to come clean with both of you. I’m really sorry I didn’t.” She glances between us. “I didn’t know you two even knew each other. I wouldn’t have gone out with you both if I’d known. I would never want to come between a couple of friends, not in any way.”
Sarah takes a long drink, then continues on. “But aside from that, I didn’t want to hurt either one of you. I’ve been seeing both of you, yes. And since we haven’t talked about being exclusive yet, not any of us, I didn’t think it would be a big deal. But now I feel terrible about it. I should have told you sooner.”
“Don’t feel bad, Sarah.” Ash reaches out to pat her on the arm. “It’s true. We never talked about being exclusive. And we’ve only just recently started going out.”
“Same,” I add. “Don’t torture yourself. There’s no need to waste time with that. What Ash and I have been wondering, though, is if you have strong feelings for either one of us. Or if you see either relationship going anywhere in the future.”
Her expression drops. Again Sarah glances between us before she speaks up. “I do. I do have growing feelings and I definitely want a future.”
“With who?” Ash asks.
She doesn’t meet his gaze. “I have strong feelings for both of you. I don’t know what to say. I’ve tried to choose, to shift my focus to just one of you, but I can’t do it. That’s the main reason that I’ve still been seeing you both without saying anything. This sounds awful to say, I know. But I’m falling for both of you.”
I break into a big grin and Ash does the same. Sarah frowns at us. This is clearly not the reaction she expected us to have.
So now it’s time for our confession.
“That’s great.” Ash squeezes her arm.
“How could that possibly be great?
I take a drink and then begin. “Ash and I have known each other since college, like I told you.” This could go really well. Or really badly. There’s no way to tell, so I dive in.
“He and I also used to have sex with each other. And other women too. I’m bisexual.”
Sarah’s eyes widen. She takes another drink.
Ash takes up the story. “I guess you could say I am too. I never really gave much thought to it. I haven’t been dating lately. And the last relationship I had was with a woman. As short as it was. Since college, I’ve only been with women. But lately I’ve been thinking a lot about my time with Cory.”
I swirl my drink around in my glass as Ash continues. “I was thinking that our relationship could really go somewhere, Sarah. But frankly, I miss having sex with men. And so I was thinking of starting something up with Cory again, just to get that out of my system. Before things got serious between you and I, and we decided to be exclusive. Because that’s where I saw us going, Sarah. Towards a serious, long-term relationship.”
Sarah’s looking shocked. No surprise there. This isn’t an everyday conversation to have. But she hasn’t gotten up and stormed out.
Not yet.
That’s a good sign. At least she’s hearing us out.
I speak up. “Ash hadn’t brought that up with me yet. The sex with me part. But if he had, I would’ve gone for it with him. It was a great time back in college. Like I said, I never forgot about it and I’ve been thinking about it lately too.”
“So you guys were going to hook up with each other? And then what? Be done with me?”
“No. I guess we were going to test it out. The sex part. That’s all it would have been. Not a relationship thing.”
Even I can see the torrent of emotions she’s experiencing. They’re so clear on her face. I can only imagine what that must feel like.
“I guess that’s fair enough,” Sarah says. “Since I was seeing both of you, there’s no reason for you to not be seeing other people as well. I just never expected men to be in the equation. Especially the men I’ve been seeing as well.”
“I don’t think either one of us expected that either.” Ash polishes off his drink. “And I was only going to reignite the sex thing. I’ve never thought about being in a relationship with a man. Never even crossed my mind.”
“I have.” I take a deep breath. This isn’t going to be as easy as I thought it would be. But now is the time for total honesty. “I have. I haven’t really been involved with a man that way, but I’m open to it. Especially with Ash. We’re already friends. Adding sex to that would pretty much make it a relationship by default, whether we wanted it to be or not.”
Ash leans forward, his hands on his knees. “Yeah, I was surprised when Cory talked about it like that. So I guess we all had our worlds shaken yesterday. And it got me to thinking. Just because I haven’t considered it, before doesn’t mean it’s not possibility. A relationship with a man, I mean.”
“Are you talking about having a relationship with Cory, Ash? Is this why you both wanted to see me? To break up with me at the same time, and to tell me that you two are going to be together from now on?”
“No. Just the opposite.” Is that the opposite? I don’t know. Who cares. “Ash and I spent a lot of time talking over a lot of beers last night. And everything that seemed like a great idea last night, seems like an even better idea today. But it depends on you.”
“I want to give it a shot with Cory,” Ash says. “And with you, Sarah.”
“Me too,” I add in. “We’re both on the same page about this.”
“What do you mean?” Sarah sets her empty glass down on the coffee table. I’d refill it, but I don’t want to interrupt what we’re talking about. Not now. It feels too important and we’re too close to a breakthrough now. I don’t want it to get disrupted. This is a big moment. Everything’s going to change, for better or for worse. I can’t stop it now.
“What we mean is that we want to be involved with each other. We already get along really well as friends. We always have. And I’ve opened Ash’s mind up to the possibility that things could be even better if we took them further.”
Ash snorts. But he’s smiling too. He’ll never admit it, but that’s how it happened. Truth be told, it was massive shot in the dark and huge risk. To tell him how I feel about him. Because that’s the thing. I never really admitted it to myself and definitely not him. But I’ve always had feelings for him. Even back in college, I think. When he and I were together, it was the most fun I ever had. I was never as concerned about being with someone else as I was with him.
But I figured Ash was just a straight guy fooling around. At the time, that’s what I thought about myself too. It wasn’t until much later on that I realized I was bi. And that it’s not always just about the sex with men for me. I could have a relationship with a guy just like I could with a woman.
And it wasn’t like I even had to really convince Ash. I was fully ready for him to flip out, walk out and end our friendship right then and there. But I had to take the chance. It’s like I said. You get to the point where full honesty is necessary. And I’m at the point now. So is he. We laid all our cards on the table. And here we are. About to propose something crazy to Sarah.
“And we want the same with you, Sarah.”
She looks as confused as ever. “I don’t understand. Do you want us to keep on like we are? With me dating both of you, and you guys being together as well?”
“No. Not exactly. What Ash and I want is all three of us together. In a relationship at the same time. All of us involved with each other. All of us going out together and sleeping together. A threesome.”
She blinks. I think now’s the time to refill everyone’s drinks.
“I know it’s not exactly conventional.” Ash starts to talk to Sarah as I walk out of the room.
I hurry to mix the drinks so I can get back as quickly as I can.
Sarah accepts the glass from me gratefully. I know how she feels. I down about half my whiskey all at once. At least it’s out there. However it goes down with her, at least Ash and I tried.
I swirl the ice around in my glass. The silence is slowly killing me, but I know Sarah needs time to think about this. I don’t want to rush her. But it’s not easy. I can tell that Ash is in the same place as I am. He wants to know what she thinks, but he doesn’t want to push her too hard.
She takes a thoughtful sip of her drink. “So how would that work exactly?”
“Just like with two people, I expect,” Ash says. “I mean, I’ve never done anything like this before either.” He glances over at me.
I shake my head. “I haven’t either. But yeah. Just like with two. We’d go out, have fun. And have sex too. Just like any other couple.”
It sounds simple, and I want it all. But right now, the sex part is at the top of my mind. I had a threesome once. Just after college. And it was the best sex I’ve ever had. I never really tried to make it happen again. I’m not sure why. Except maybe because it was so intense, I didn’t think I could handle it.
I won’t make that mistake again. The thought of being with Ash again, and with Sarah at the same time is all I want right now. It’s all I can think about. I know Ash wants it too.
“So what do you think, Sarah?” Ash finally asks her.
I’m leaning forward, nearly at the edge of my seat. I thought I’d be okay with it if her answer is no. That she would never do something crazy like this. But I won’t be. I want both her and Ash. I need them in my life. If Sarah walks out now, it’ll be terrible.
Chapter 15
Ash
Cory and I are on the edge of our seats, waiting for Sarah’s answer. I didn’t think I was so invested in making this happen. It’s an idea that he and I just came up with last night. Now that we’re trying to make it happen, it’s really important to me.
The thought of being with both Sarah and Cory at the same time makes so much sense. I can’t believe it never occurred to me before.
I mean, it’s unusual. Of course it is. But I want them both. There’s nothing else I want more in the world now that it’s an actual possibility.
Not that Sarah’s said yes. Or anything at all. I’m trying to wait patiently but my nerves are shot from this whole conversation.
I’m so caught up in what to do if she says no, I almost miss her answer.
“Okay.”
“Okay, what?” Cory asks her.
“I’d like to give it a try.”
“Really?” I can’t believe what she’s said. “That’s great.” Unbelievable.
“It makes sense, in a strange way. I mean, like I said. I’m really into you both. And if you want to be with each other too, then a threesome makes sense. As long as it’s not just about the sex. I want a relationship, if that’s actually possible.”
“Anything we decide to do is possible. And that’s what I want too.” I glance over at Cory, who’s nodding along with me. “Looks like we’re all on the same page.”
Sarah’s grinning. “So, what happens now?”
Cory and I get up and go to her at the same time. “Whatever you want.” I slide my hand up her arm. She turns to face me and I give her a kiss. Then Cory does the same thing.
It’s hotter than I thought it would be, watching them kiss. I trail my fingers over Sarah’s thigh and she shifts around in her chair.
“I suppose we should seal the deal,” she says. “What do you guys say?”
“Works for us.” I hold my hand out to help her up from the chair.
Somehow we make it to Cory’s bedroom. I take my turn kissing Sarah, our lips crushing together. Already this feels so different from being just Sarah and I, or Cory and I. It’s beyond intense.
And we’ve just barely gotten started.
We break our kiss and Cory turns Sarah around to face him. They kiss and I run my hands over Sarah’s hips. I reach around in front of her, between the two of them. Cory’s chest is pressed against Sarah’s but I easily work my fingers to her breasts. My cock, eager and ready, rubs against Sarah’s ass.
I can’t keep from lowering one hand down. I stroke my palm over Cory’s big, hard cock. He pushes forward and I keep rubbing. My other hand is busy with Sarah’s breast, toying with her stiffening nipple.
Yes. This is already heaven. Even better than I imagined it would be.
The three of us only break apart when they need to come up for air. I start undoing Sarah’s clothes as Cory starts stripping down. Both Sarah and I are staring at him, taking in every part of his body as it’s revealed to us. He’s the picture of strength, every muscle flexing as he moves. His leg muscles are as developed as his arms and he’s one hot sight to see.
I’m finished with Sarah at the same time as Cory gets fully naked. Both he and Sarah turn their attention to me and now I know that there’s nothing in the world like being undressed by two hot, naked people. Why I never tried this before, I’ll never know.
The moment I’m naked, Cory and I go for Sarah. He leans down, sucking one of her hard nipples into his mouth. I go for her other breast and do the same. She sets her hands on our heads, her grip tightening in our hair. If we don’t burst into flames from how hot this is, I’ll be truly surprised.
I catch my breath as Cory’s fingers curve around my cock.
The instant pleasure of his big hand hits me hard. Everything that we’re doing is enough to send me right over the edge already. And this is just the beginning. But I can’t make myself pull away from Cory’s hand. It feels too good. I put all my focus on not exploding.
I distract myself by reaching out for Cory’s cock to do the same thing to him. The angle is pretty awkward so it actually is a good distraction. Sarah’s moans aren’t helping but I’m holding on.
Not for long. Reluctantly I have to move out of Cory’s grasp. He does the same thing, so I figure he’s right there with me.
“No sense letting the bed go to waste.” Cory’s voice is thick with lust. I slap him on the ass and he grins at me. We each take hold of one of Sarah’s hands and lead her over.
We lie down and I go for Sarah’s breasts again, swirling my tongue all over her warm skin. Cory makes his way down lower, kissing over her stomach, shifting so he can settle between her legs. Out of the corner of my eye I catch her spreading her thighs open for him and I groan at the sight of it.
Sarah tugs lightly at my hair to get my attention. “Kiss me, Ash. Please.”
I do, and she grips my throbbing cock, stroking me slowly. It’s delicious agony. And I can’t keep my hands off her beautiful breasts.
Cory’s face is buried between Sarah’s thighs. She’s bucking up, close to coming as he laps at her hungrily. I can’t stop kissing her even as she climaxes, moaning into my mouth.
He’s got a huge grin on his face as he moves up the bed. “You taste great, Sarah.”
She gives him a weak smile in return. She’s still catching her breath.
“Fuck. You two. That was fucking hot.” As much as I want to taste Sarah now, I can’t wait. I have to have her. Cory is already grabbing a fistful of condoms from the nearby night table. Tossing most of them on the bed, he hands me one.
I don’t know how I get it on me, but I do. Even with Sarah and Cory doing their best to sidetrack me by being so fucking sexy. They’re kissing deeply, Cory with his hand on Sarah’s breast and her palming his cock.
Sarah opens her thighs up for me and I can’t resist. Lowering my head, I take a quick taste of her before I replace my tongue with my cock.
Her hot softness engulfs my steel-hard cock. She rocks her hips up to meet my every stroke. Once again, I can’t take my eyes off her and Cory. He’s moved up so he’s right beside her head. Her beautiful lips part and slowly he slides his hard shaft into her mouth.
“Yeah. Sarah. Take my cock. Just like that. Feels
so fucking incredible.” Cory’s words are having an effect on both of us. She starts to suck him eagerly and I can’t help but speed up, stroking faster and deeper into Sarah.
Cory’s expression shows just how good Sarah’s working his cock. I know that look. He’s close to losing it. I’m right there with him. My heart pounds in my chest as I balance right on the edge.
I drive my throbbing cock in and out of Sarah. She groans, sending vibrations through Cory’s swollen shaft. He growls in response, his hands dropping to her head.
Her body starts to shake. Sarah’s on the verge on another climax too. I call up every shred of self-control that I can to hold myself back. I want us to come at the same time.
Sarah pulls off Cory and wraps her arms around me. Her fingernails dig deep into my back as she cries out her climax. That does it. My cock pulses hard and my orgasm tears through me too. It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before. Coming with Sarah is something special.
I blink as I start to come down and back to reality. Cory’s lying there on his side, staring at us with a big smirk on his face. Slowly I pull out of Sarah.
I intend to wipe that smirk off his face.
Sarah gives me a small smile. She has the same idea that I have.
Before Cory can say a word, Sarah and I go to him. I push him onto his back and Sarah sucks his cock between her lips. He’s clutching at the sheets and groaning when she pulls off him, circling her fingers around the base of his hard cock. She offers it to me and I slide my tongue up the length of it.
Over the next few moments, Sarah and I alternate taking turns sucking Cory’s cock. We stop to kiss in between and I know we’re driving him crazy.
When his groans turn deep and guttural, I’m the one on his cock. His hips rise up and he tenses, seconds before he’s coming. His hot juice pours into my mouth and the force of his release is surprising.
I like having Cory like this, moaning incoherently as I swallow every drop he has to give.
We all collapse together on the bed. I’m halfway ready to fall into a blissful sleep, but first I prop myself up on my elbow so I can see Sarah better.