The Pregnancy Plan

by Brenda Harlen

  “We’re not exactly alone.”

  “Close enough,” he said, and edged nearer to her.

  Too close, she thought, as her heart started to pound just a little bit faster. “Cam.”

  He ignored the warning in her voice and leaned closer. “You smell much nicer than the pigs.”

  She couldn’t help but smile at that. “I should hope so.”

  “I like your perfume,” he told her. “It’s similar to what you wore in high school, but sexier.”

  “It’s the same perfume I wore in high school,” she admitted.

  “Then it must be that you’re even sexier now than you were then.”

  She swallowed and shifted away from him. “Why are you doing this, Cam?”

  “What is it that you think I’m doing?” he asked her.

  “Flirting with me.”

  He smiled. “Maybe to see if you’ll flirt back.”

  “I won’t,” she said, a reminder to herself as much as a response to him.

  “What if I took you for a ride on the Ferris wheel? Would you flirt with me then?”

  She shook her head.

  “How about a spin on the Zipper?”

  “I’d be more likely to throw up on you,” she warned.

  “You used to love the Zipper.”

  “I used to love a lot of things.”

  His eyes locked on hers. “I remember.”

  The potent sensuality in his gaze had the nerves in her belly quivering and her knees trembling. She tightened her grip on the railing, holding on to the wood as she desperately tried to hold her hormones in check.

  “And I can’t stop thinking about that kiss we shared in your kitchen,” he told her.

  “It was just a kiss.”

  “A kiss that keeps me awake at night.”

  “A kiss that never should have happened,” she said firmly, refusing to admit that the memory of that kiss had the exact same effect on her.

  “We were always good together, Ash.”

  She swallowed. “Were—past tense.”

  “That kiss proves nothing is finished between us.”

  “I’m not going to get involved with you again, Cam.”

  He stroked the back of her hand, his fingertips tracing lazy circles over the soft skin. She wanted to snatch her hand away, but to do so would be to admit how much his touch affected her, how much he affected her.

  “Because you’re still hung up on your ex?” he asked.

  “Because I have no interest in repeating the mistakes of the past.”

  “I made the mistake,” he said, “when I said goodbye to you.”

  She couldn’t stand here and listen to him sounding so sincerely contrite. She couldn’t look into the fathomless depths of his dark-green eyes and not want to believe what he was saying. Because if she let herself believe he was sorry, that he really did want another chance, well, she just might be foolish enough to give him another chance. And that was something she couldn’t let happen. She had an appointment at PARC and plans for her life now, plans that didn’t include Cam Turcotte or any other man.

  So she turned away and started walking in the direction Paige and Madeline had gone. She knew he would follow, but she also knew that he wouldn’t continue whatever game he was playing if there was any danger of his daughter overhearing them.

  “We have to run,” Paige said, as soon as Ashley caught up with her. “I’ve got a client emergency and need to head back to the office, but I can drop you at home first, unless—” she looked questioningly at Cam.

  “That’s fine,” Ashley said, wondering if her cousin had fabricated the client emergency in an attempt to drop her in Cam’s lap.

  At the same time, he said, “I can take Ashley home later.”

  She shook her head. No way was she going to spend a single moment more than was absolutely necessary with Cam Turcotte. “It’s okay. I’m ready to go now.”

  “If Cam doesn’t mind giving you a ride, that would simplify things for me,” Paige said. “Since I’m closer to the office if I leave straight from here.”

  Ashley narrowed her gaze, more convinced than ever that there was no emergency. “Well, I don’t want to inconvenience anyone, so I’ll take a cab.”

  “It’s not an inconvenience,” Cam insisted.

  “Great. Thanks,” Paige said, then kissed Ashley’s cheek, waved to Maddie, who had wandered over to look at the bunnies, and bolted from the barn.

  Ashley bit back a sigh of frustration.

  Cam smiled, as if he knew as well as she that they’d been played. The difference was, he apparently didn’t mind, but Ashley vowed that she would have a serious talk with her cousin the next time she saw her.

  “The bunnies are sleeping,” Maddie announced to her father, her disappointment obvious.

  “It must be past their bedtime,” Cam said. “As it’s also past yours.”

  “But I’m not tired,” his daughter insisted, though the statement was immediately followed by a wide yawn just as an older couple entered the barn.

  Cam’s parents, Ashley realized, and wondered if this night could get any more awkward.

  She’d spent a lot of time in their home and had grown to know Rob and Gayle Turcotte well while she and Cam were dating. But when Cam ended their relationship and went away to school, their paths had crossed much less frequently, and Ashley still felt awkward whenever they did. Maybe it was her own fault, because she’d loved them almost as much as she’d loved Cam and she’d mistakenly assumed they would be her family someday, too. Losing them, less than two years after her own father had passed away, had devastated her almost as much as being dumped by Cam.

  “Looks like we’re just on time,” Rob said, scooping his granddaughter into his arms and making her giggle.

  “I wondered where you two had wandered off to,” Cam said to his parents.

  “Your mother got waylaid by Ethel Mayer and conned into buying raffle tickets for a blanket we won’t win and don’t need even if we do,” Rob explained.

  “It’s a quilt, not a blanket,” his wife chided. “And a beautiful work of art.” Then she smiled at Ashley. “This is a pleasant surprise.”

  “It’s nice to see you again,” Ashley said, and hoped she sounded half as sincere as Cam’s mother.

  Maddie, having been set back on her feet by her grandfather, reached for her grandmother’s hand. “Come see the piggies, Grandma.”

  Gayle glanced at her watch. “Only for a quick minute, then we have to get you home to bed.”

  “But I’m not tired,” Maddie said again.

  “But Grandpa is,” Gayle replied in a staged whisper. “And you know how cranky he gets if he stays up past his bedtime.”

  Maddie sighed. “Okay. But we have to see the piggies first.”

  “We’ll see the piggies first,” her grandmother promised. Then to the others, “Enjoy the rest of your evening.”

  “Hey,” Cam called, as his daughter started to walk away with her grandparents.

  Maddie turned and ran back to him. He squatted down so she could throw her arms around his neck and give him a loud smacking kiss. “Bye, Daddy. Love you.”

  “Love you, too, baby,” he said, and something squeezed tight inside Ashley’s heart.

  Maddie raced back to her grandparents, turning to wave one last time, then Ashley was alone with Cam again.

  Cam watched his daughter until she was out of sight before turning to Ashley. “Looks like it’s just you and me now.”

  “Looks like,” she agreed.

  It was the first time they’d been alone together since their meeting at the Bean There Café, since she’d told him that his daughter was trying to find him a wife. He’d been thinking about that conversation a lot recently, and thinking that he might not object to getting married again.

  Not that he was in any hurry to find himself standing at the altar, but he was no longer adamantly opposed to the possibility. Especially when he considered the potential benefits of ma
king Ashley his bride.

  Of course, thinking about marriage—even in the most abstract sense—was a little premature when Ashley was as skittish about being alone with him as the newborn foal was about the strangers hovering around her stall. First, they had to get to know one another all over again, and he would have to thank Paige for giving him this time with her cousin.

  “So what do you want to do now?” he asked.

  “I think I’ve had enough for tonight,” Ashley said, making her way towards the doors. “So I’ll just call a cab and—”

  “I promised Paige I would take you home,” he interrupted to remind her.

  “You were conned by my cousin.”

  He shrugged. “Either way, there’s no reason for you to take a cab when I’m going in the same direction.”

  “Fine,” she relented.

  “Are you really that opposed to spending time in my company?”

  “I’m not opposed at all,” she said. “I’m just not interested.”

  “You sure didn’t kiss me like a woman who was not interested.”

  She glared at him over her shoulder; he just grinned.

  “In fact, you kissed like a woman who enjoys being kissed, and touched and—”

  “I was dizzy from the loss of blood,” she said.

  “You didn’t lose that much blood.” But he picked up her hand, turned it to the light.

  “What are you doing?”

  “It’s called a follow-up exam.”

  Ashley was tempted to make some comment about playing doctor, but decided that any kind of sexual innuendo was inherently dangerous around Cam Turcotte. Instead she said, “Dr. Alex already checked it out and said everything’s fine.”

  “It looks like it’s healing nicely,” he agreed. Then he dipped his head and feathered light kisses along the side of her palm. “How does it feel now?”

  She felt all kinds of things she shouldn’t be feeling, and none of them had anything to do with the fading scar on her hand. “Fine,” she managed.

  “No tightness? No pain?”

  “No.” Not in my hand.

  He smiled, as if he knew exactly what she was thinking, but all he said was, “Good.”

  “Eli said you did an exceptional job with the stitches,” she admitted. “That I probably won’t even have much of a scar.”

  “You’ve always had pretty hands. I wanted to make sure they stayed that way.” He lowered her hand but, instead of releasing it, linked their fingers together and led her toward the midway.

  “The parking lot is the other way.”

  “I know. The Ferris wheel is this way.”

  “Aren’t you anxious to get home to Maddie?”

  “She’s spending the night at my parents’ house,” he told her.

  “Oh.”

  “Ferris wheel?” he prompted again.

  She glanced up at the towering wheel, felt a quick jolt of excitement low in her belly, though she wasn’t sure if it was anticipation of the ride or just the excitement of being with Cam. She decided not to question but to go with her instincts.

  “The Ferris wheel sounds like fun,” she agreed.

  He must have purchased tickets earlier, because he pulled two out of his pocket and handed them to the attendant, and they joined the queue. There were only a few people ahead of them—most of the younger crowd preferred rides that offered more thrill—and it only took a few minutes before they were ushered into their car.

  As she slid across the seat to make room for Cam, she thought it seemed smaller than she remembered. Or maybe it was that Cam seemed bigger. Or maybe it was just that her entire body was sizzling with awareness. Whatever the reason, Ashley found herself thinking that she should have nixed his suggestion. But the attendant had already secured the door and the wheel had shifted to load the next car.

  They were only about halfway to the top, slowly making their way round as the cars continued to load, but Ashley felt her tummy drop as she looked down at the crowds below. “I never used to be afraid of heights.”

  “Are you now?”

  “I’m not sure,” she admitted, but thought it probably wasn’t the height so much as the possibility of falling and found herself wondering about maintenance schedules and metal fatigue and other things she’d never considered before. “Do you think this is the same Ferris wheel we used to ride as kids?”

  “It might be,” he teased. “Why—are you worried that the old wheel should be retired?”

  “Maybe.”

  He chuckled and slid his arm across the back of the seat. “Do you remember how we used to ride it over and over again?”

  She nodded.

  “The first time I ever kissed you was at the very top.”

  She remembered that, too, and how she’d thought the drop in her belly was the car moving, until she realized it hadn’t moved at all. That was the day she’d fallen in love with him.

  “I think the local high school boys still lure their girlfriends onto the ride to steal kisses,” she told him.

  “I’m sure it’s not a strategy exclusive to high school kids,” he said, curling his arm around her shoulders.

  She eyed him warily. “Don’t get any ideas.”

  “Too late,” he said, just before his lips touched hers.

  Chapter Eight

  She couldn’t pull back—there was nowhere to go. She could have pushed him away—but she didn’t want to.

  His fingers sifted through her hair, cupping the back of her head, changing the angle of the kiss.

  Her eyes drifted shut, her lips parted.

  His tongue touched hers, lightly, teasingly.

  Her stomach dropped, and this time she knew it had nothing to do with the ride and everything to do with the man.

  When she was fifteen, she’d thought Cam Turcotte was a great kisser. Of course, her experience at the time had been extremely limited and Cam’s technique had definitely been superior to that of any of the other three boys she’d kissed.

  They’d both moved on since then, and though Ashley secretly hoped to find something to criticize so she could stop wanting him so damn much, she couldn’t deny that his mastery was confirmed. Somehow he just knew how to do everything right. When to advance, when to tease, when to push, when to withdraw.

  His lips were soft but firm, his taste both familiar and different, and altogether too tempting. It would be so easy to sink back into his arms, to pretend that the past twelve years had never happened. But no—she wouldn’t let herself fall into that trap again. She wouldn’t let herself forget anything of their past or delude herself into thinking they could have a future. She was just going to enjoy the moment for what it was.

  When he finally drew back, they were both out of breath.

  “This is crazy,” she told him.

  “I know,” he agreed, and covered her mouth again.

  She met him halfway this time, as eager and desperate as he. Maybe it was crazy, but it was safe. As long as she stayed on the Ferris wheel, there was no danger of this leading anywhere she wasn’t ready to go.

  Okay, so maybe she was more ready than she wanted to admit, but she still had no intention of succumbing to the desire that raged through her system. Then his hands slid beneath the hem of her top, his wide palms skimmed up her sides, over her ribs. His thumbs brushed over the aching peaks of her breasts through the satin fabric of her bra. She moaned, and he nibbled on her bottom lip while his thumbs moved back and forth over her nipples, the rhythmic motion shooting tingles through her whole body.

  She arched against him, wanting to be closer, wanting to feel every inch of his body pressed against every inch of hers. But they were already as close as they could get in the narrow, swaying gondola of the rickety old Ferris wheel.

  Her conversation with Paige came back to haunt her. It had been a long time since anyone had made her feel this good. Too long. And when Cam eased away because the attendant had started to unload passengers, she was undeniably disappointed that t
he ride—and this exquisite stolen moment—was over so soon.

  Cam took Ashley’s hand to help her out of the car. He’d been tempted to give the Ferris wheel attendant his last two tickets so they could stay on the ride, but then he’d had a better idea.

  “Where are we going?”

  “The haunted house,” he said, thrusting the tickets at the bored attendant outside before he pulled Ashley through the strips of heavy black fabric that guarded the entrance.

  It was pitch-black inside, illuminated by black lights that made her white T-shirt glow like a beacon. He took a moment to appreciate the curve of her breasts and the tight buds of her nipples before he led her through the narrow corridors and across shifting floorboards to his destination, ignoring the eerie moans and cackling laughs and other ghostly sounds.

  “Maddie and I were in here earlier, and we took a wrong turn—” he pivoted, fervently hoping that he’d remembered correctly and was taking the right wrong turn “—and got shut in…here.”

  She moved ahead of him, and he guessed she took about three steps before bumping into the wall.

  “Is this some kind of closet?”

  “I don’t know,” he said. And he didn’t care. All that mattered was that it was dark and private and that he needed to touch her.

  He stepped up behind her, sliding his hands around to her front, under her shirt, over her breasts.

  She moaned. “Cam.”

  “I need to touch you, Ash.”

  “I’m not having sex with you,” she told him, though the tremor in her voice suggested her might be able to change her mind if he really wanted to.

  “I didn’t bring you here to have sex with you,” he told her, and bent his head to kiss her throat. “I just want to touch you.”

  “You are touching me.”

  “All of you,” he said, shifting one hand from her breast to her hips, pulling her more snugly against him. Her buttocks were nestled against his groin and there was no way she couldn’t know how hard he was for her, how much he wanted her. But for now, he just wanted to pleasure Ashley.

  His hand slipped lower, dipping beneath the waistband of her denim skirt. She sucked in a breath but didn’t push him away, so he let his fingers dip lower, into the soft curls. She gasped, but shifted her legs apart a little more. He accepted the unspoken invitation, delving deeper into the slick heat. Her breath was coming faster now, quick shallow gasps that warned him she was on the edge. Just touching her had him trembling on the precipice himself, but he gritted his teeth and concentrated on her pleasure.