Song of the Worlds Boxed Set

by Brandon Barr

“. . . He won’t stop the raids.”

  “His daughter seems oblivious to the fact. Innocent and curious. She didn’t know a thing about what’s really happening. Only the gods know if she believed anything I said.”

  “You were wasting your time with her. Even if she did believe every word you said, she couldn’t change that fool’s mind. No one can.”

  “Trigon’s only posturing. I still believe there’s hope.”

  He’ll deny the raids until he dies with his secrets. Either that or…”

  “Or what?”

  “Or he’s got a darker agenda than the King realizes. Could the Luminar be in the clutches of the Beast? What if he is working with Praelothia?”

  “Don’t be ridiculous. He’s just stubborn, like a deep rooted weed that’s tough to pull up.”

  “Perhaps someone’s feeding him lies.”

  “Speculation is useless, Chanovas.”

  “And so is hope. At the end of the day, nothing short of the Verdlands’ obeisance will satisfy Trigon. The bloodshed won’t be abetting any time soon. Not until the sunweed blight takes him to the grave. Then…then you can have your hope.”

  Dozens of other conversations stirred in her mind as they were retold by a kitchen maid or serving boy. It was these conversations that she knew reflected reality. And with the words her servants had overheard in the past year, a consistent impression of King Feaor came through.

  And that was the distinct impression that he was willing to compromise. Her father and Feaor both felt wronged. Both were stubborn. But it was her father who would not be moved.

  Meluscia felt hope stir in her as she read through her letter, her mouth whispering the words.

  I send this letter in the hope that it will be the first step toward friendship between us; between the Blue Mountain Realm and the Verdlands.

  She promised the king respect from the throne if it were hers to have, and pledged to end the aggressive posture of the Hold’s army. But she gave him warning: if he did not put pressure on her father, Trigon would likely appoint Valcere as Luminar. Without parsing words, she told King Feaor that if he did not want a successor who was the image of her father, he should request a peace delegation led by herself.

  Meluscia stared down at her last line, the ink still bleeding into the parchment. Promise my father whatever you must as long as it is I he sends, and I swear that if I am sent, we shall have peace between us, and our people.

  A tense smile edged Meluscia’s lips. She placed a thimble of hot wax on the fold of the letter and sealed it.

  Now, to have it delivered.

  _____

  MELUSCIA

  The smell of horses and hay always reminded her of Mica.

  Most of the stables lay inside a massive cavern on the lower plateau of the Hold, but she usually found Mica working outside with the horses coming and going. Many riders came to the Hold to find audience with her father, and most kept their animals at the stables.

  A heavy mist fell from the grey clouds that covered the upper plateau. It had been drizzling since last evening, and everything was thoroughly wet. Meluscia enjoyed the cool moisture on her face. It was far too easy to confine herself inside the mountain or the Scriptorium, and miss the refreshment that the outside sounds and smells brought.

  At the edge of the stables, she paused, taking hold of a wood beam. She peeked around the corner inside the large covered entrance. A handful of merchants and other riders were unpacking supplies, and a few stable hands were attending them. She went inside and walked up to the closest party. A servant spotted her. It was Augel, a blond-haired man close to thirty years.

  “My Lady,” he said, stopping what he was doing to bow. The travelers he was helping did the same, whether they recognized her or not.

  “Is Mica, the stable master, on duty today?” asked Meluscia.

  “Yes, he’s in the feed rooms,” said Augel, “I can take you there now if you’d like?”

  “Thank you, but I know my way there.”

  She left them and made her way to the feeding rooms, each had wall slits that let in the dull light from outside. Her hand fingered the outside lining of her fur coat’s pocket. Within was the sealed letter. She reprimanded herself for being so nervous. It was right what she was about to do. All would go well.

  It didn’t take long to find Mica, who was in the middle of ordering supplies with two merchants. Mica had a mess of dark brown hair that curled to his ears and, as he stood there in conversation, she noted the strong, even fearsome, posture with which he carried himself. The strength of his folded arms, his chin raised. But this was offset by kind eyes that seemed to switch from green to blueish-grey every time she encountered him.

  At the sight of her, the three men bowed.

  “May I speak with you alone, Mica?”

  “Of course, My Lady.”

  The merchants left quickly, and Mica was suddenly alone, looking at her. Something felt different. Nothing about him had changed—it was something inside her. This was the fourth time she’d gone out of her way to find him. The first time she had spoken no more than a few sentences of thanks for his help to her father on patrols, but the second time she’d come prepared with questions. It had dawned on her that Mica might know a good amount about the politics of their realm working in the stables, where travelers from every city and land came to put up horses while at the Hold. Surely he overheard many conversations and glimpsed a wide range of perspectives. The second and third visits with Mica had motivated her even more toward her political goals—the restoration of peace between the Blue Mountain Hold and the Verdlands. Not that she hadn’t relished his presence before—his eyes, his full lips, the tenor of his voice—but something now felt different. More intense.

  For one, her heart was beating much too fast. Secondly, instead of speaking, she was standing there, wondering what it would be like to be kissed by him.

  “Come to hear the talk of the realm?” asked Mica with a kind smile.

  “Yes,” she said, suddenly feeling flustered.

  She realized how awkward she was being, and wrestled her pointless imaginings aside.

  “But first, I have an urgent letter that needs delivered.” After a deep breath, she withdrew the letter from her coat. “I need this carried to King Feaor by your most trusted rider.”

  A seriousness marked Mica’s brow. “I know just the one. Tanaclast, she has run the route to the Verdlands for your father before. She can arrive in four days if you need her to go without rest.”

  “The need is there, but, if she is able, I need her to do it in three.”

  Mica nodded. “I will tell her.”

  “No, I want to tell her myself. Can you take me to her?”

  “Better, I’ll bring her here.” Mica shouted out a name, and a boy came running through the door.

  “Fetch Tanaclast,” said Mica to the boy. “She is to be ready to ride for an urgent mission. Go on now, run like a tiger!”

  The boy grinned then tore off at a sprint.

  Mica’s warm eyes found hers again. “I’ll ready Tanaclast’s horse with supplies.”

  Meluscia waited and watched. Mica left, then returned with a large black horse. He fitted a light saddle to it, and a pack of supplies. The contours of his muscular arms shone through the long shirt he wore as he tightened straps and adjusted the reins.

  It was not long before a small girl appeared wearing leathers and carrying a strung sack. She took one look at Meluscia, then hurried up to her and bowed.

  “I am Tanaclast, My Lady. What errand do you have for me?”

  Meluscia held out the letter. “No one must hear of this. If anyone asks what you carry, tell them something trivial. If possible, avoid talking to anyone altogether. No one is to know what you truly carry—and that is an urgent message for King Feaor. Speak no word of it until you arrive at the Verdlands’ castle.” Meluscia turned to Mica. “And the same goes for you, stable master. Don’t speak of this to anyone.” She looked at
him earnestly, “Only my father, me, and the two of you know of it.”

  “I understand,” said Mica.

  Tanaclast moved beside her horse. “Shall I expect King Feaor to send a reply in return?”

  “Yes,” said Meluscia. “It is my hope he will. I am told you can make the journey in four days?”

  Tanaclast nodded.

  “If you are able, try for three.”

  In one smooth motion, Tanaclast’s small frame mounted the large black horse. “I’ll give you all I have,” she said, then kicked the sides of the horse with a shout, and tore from the room.

  Meluscia watched the rider disappear, the finality of her decision falling on her. A sense of excitement brought with it an inner confidence. Boldness was what she needed. Her father’s approval would not be won by anything else.

  She looked back to Mica.

  Her mind turned to the questions she’d rehearsed.

  “Um, what have you heard of late?”

  Mica’s eyes fell to her leather shoes for a moment. “Anger. At King Feaor and the Verdlands, and at kingdom politics in general. People are hungry. They’re tired of fish.”

  Meluscia nodded. “Is any of their anger directed at the Hold? At our inability to restore our relationship with the Verdlands?”

  His eyes met hers. “I cannot tell a lie there,” he said. “Yes, some grow frustrated with the Luminar. There is so much talk on the roads and villages, people are not clear on what the Hold is doing to make things right again.”

  It had been a month since Meluscia had come to Mica. She was relieved to hear him pick up where he left off. Last time, she had had to push him to speak words as plain as these, for he had been reticent to mention any ill thoughts regarding the Hold or the Luminar. He knew whose daughter she was, so his reservations were understandable. This fourth time meeting with him, it had only taken a second question for him to share the real sentiment amongst the people.

  He was beginning to trust her.

  It was very odd, her knowing so much about who he was, and him knowing nothing of her but for these few talks.

  “I want to thank you, My Lady, for you and your father’s generosity toward your servants. I’ve heard it is mostly your doing that we are so treated with food.”

  Meluscia shrugged. “I can’t seem to keep Mairena quiet about that.”

  Mica laughed. The sound had become so familiar, but now it was her making him laugh.

  It brought her back instantly to when Mica had been curled up with Praseme, the laughter that had spilled so warmly from his lips. It wasn’t quite the same, but it was similar, and somehow her mind unhelpfully raced to other more intimate memories of him and Praseme. Memories he did not know she had. What would he do if she was Praseme now, standing before him? Would he reach out and touch her? Embrace her and kiss her?

  “Was there something else you wanted to ask me, My Lady?”

  “I’m sorry,” she said, her face flushed. “I get lost in my mind sometimes.”

  She grasped for another question.

  “What do you think about the Hold?” Meluscia finally asked. “And please, I don’t want placating answers. If I am made Luminess, I need to know how the people of the realm feel. And that includes you. What can I do to serve you, Mica?”

  His surprise at her words delighted her. He took in a deep breath, his gaze drifting up over her head.

  “Just peace in the land,” said Mica finally. “Why fight with the Verdlands when Nightmares roam our borders? If we had peace with our neighbors, we would have all that we need.”

  His words silenced her. They were the very words of her soul! Curses on Praseme! Why hadn’t Meluscia found this man before her? He’d married a peasant when he could have had a—she stopped herself.

  It wasn’t possible…not if she was to be Luminess. But then…

  Adulyyn’s words echoed in her ears.

  A secret lover.

  And yet, all that she’d learned under Katlel in the Scriptorium, the plainness of the sacred writings, these fought against her teasing desires.

  A small burn of anger stirred in her chest. It was new, for it was directed at the gods. Where was their help? Why should she sacrifice so much—her devotion, her intimacy, when they remained silent in the grand scheme of a realm suffering.

  Her people were struggling…so where were the good Makers? If they were callous to the cries of her people, what did they care about the principals of customs and the scriptures?

  Still, she had cherished these ideals for so long. It would take more than a day to tear them from her heart.

  She turned from her thoughts and looked deeply into Mica’s eyes.

  There were other ways. If she was so taken with this man, she could willingly pass her throne to him. Pass it on, and let him lead. That had been done before. The thought of it clashed within her. Truly, she wanted to be the one to lead her people.

  But even if she were willing to pass on the throne to Mica, that too was beyond her reach.

  He already had Praseme.

  CHAPTER 17

  SAVARAH

  Savarah crouched behind the last large tangle of ferns between her and the line of trees separating forest from wasteland. A group of Nightmares—four goatthroats and a razor arm—were grunting and whining as they worked to rebuild the mine entrance she and Trigon’s patrol had destroyed. Beyond the small troop of Nightmares, at the edge of ancient oak and pine, was the abrupt desolation of encroaching desert. From her vantage point, it looked like an endless sea of poxed land, the hewn stumps protruding from the dirt like boils on skin that had once been fair. The trees had been felled and carried across rocky desert wilderness to the sweet grasslands of Praelothia, the vast city of the Star Garden Realm. It was the only remaining city, the rest laid long abandoned, ruins haunted by her master’s creations. The Praelothians were safely sheltered away from the outside, their immense city surrounded by walls that grew taller and thicker as each year passed.

  For the first time in her life, she felt a small measure of pity for the Praelothian people. They were like an orchard of fruit trees, and Isolaug, her master, was their cultivator. Their blind, controlled lives created the illusion of a beautiful culture and a rich religion when they were no more than an ornamental garden covering her master’s powerful secrets.

  Deep beneath the garden lay chambers where an army of creatures grew in sunless dark, waiting for night to come. The Praelothians were food, shelter, and seed for her master and his army.

  Savarah herself was born of a Praelothian mother and father, but she had been raised a Shadowman, and she had dominated the other seedlings, maiming and killing her way to the top under the eye of her master. In a way, she was no different than the Praelothians, except that she and the other seedlings were willing tools of Isolaug, conditioned and trained to hunger for his ends.

  Her master’s desires could be as small as pushing the human kingdoms of Hearth to become enemies with each other, or as large as ruling every world in their galaxy and then turning his eye toward the other six. In the six hundred years of Isolaug’s rule over the Star Garden Realm, the portal at the center of Praelothia had returned high dividends, bringing her master’s influence far beyond their own world.

  With each competitor she slew, her master told her more secrets, gave her more power.

  More praise.

  How her soul devoured his praise. It was not love. She’d been warned about love. But praise and position, her master had taught her to yearn for them. Every silver spiked Quahi one attained unlocked more knowledge, opened more doors, and bent more knees at your feet. Envy drove one to greatness. It was the anthem of the Shadowmen. It had been her anthem until a week ago, when her meticulously deadened heart finally snapped while out on patrol, and she could no longer deny the beautiful weakness constantly assaulting her eyes and ears.

  Love.

  It was power. Seductive in its foolishness, pathetic in its sacrificial care for the other, just a
s she’d been warned under her master’s teaching. Love made its exhibitors weak and vulnerable.

  When a black tiger took Kaurkim by the arm and Jardi shot it through the eye, it was such a pithy act of extravagance, saving a foolish man’s life, but for her, it was the last breath of a girl drowning in a strange sea, her master’s teachings slipping from her outstretched fingers as she sank beneath the warm exotic waters. She’d witnessed a hundred other more loving acts that were far more stupid and vulnerable, but this simple killing of an animal to save a foolish man’s life was the slash that opened her soul. Jardi should have let Kaurkim die. The people she had been trained to betray were bleeding hearts. Weakened by sympathy. Susceptible.

  How else could she explain what happened ten years ago? She, an eleven year old girl crawling out of the forest, met by Trigon’s patrol. They drank up her story like ale. And to her amazement, the Luminar had been so moved, she’d found herself brought in as his mercy child. And Meluscia and her mother Rhissa took to her as if she were a true sister and daughter. Perhaps that monumental idiocy and openness was what pushed her so far so fast. Even three years ago, as she’d poisoned the Luminar and his wife with the sunweed blight, she’d had to fight off powerful emotions that threatened to weaken her resolve.

  As strange and petty as it was, watching the men rush to Kaurkim’s side broke her. How they had comforted him as if he deserved to live.

  He didn’t deserve life. He was weak. Unskilled.

  Even though she would never make such a shit-brained mistake to warrant such pathetic sympathy, deep down, she envied the pity shown to the man. And that envy had pressed like a dagger through her well-armored heart.

  Her eyes had stung as she clutched the reins of her patrol horse. Her chest crashed with waves of warmth. The emotion was delicious. The weakness intoxicating.

  It drove her now. This love. This weakness.

  And she was going to kill for it. Strategically, one by one, kill every key game piece that her master had in place.

  If she survived killing her fellow Shadowmen, then she could turn her eyes to Praelothia, and upon her master. In his animal form, Isolaug was mortal. At least, his body was.