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Bradbury Stories: 100 of His Most Celebrated Tales

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by Ray Bradbury


  “No. You died that September of 1938. So, you see. O God, the ironies, it’s like the title of your book. Tom, you can’t go home again.”

  “I never finished my book.”

  “It was edited for you, by others who went over it, carefully.”

  “I didn’t finish my work, I didn’t finish my work.”

  “Don’t take it so badly, Tom.”

  “How else can I take it?”

  The old man didn’t turn on the lights. He didn’t want to see Tom there. “Sit down, boy.” No reply. “Tom?” No answer. “Sit down, son; will you have something to drink?” For answer there was only a sigh and a kind of brutal mourning.

  “Good Lord,” said Tom, “it’s not fair. I had so much left to do, it’s not fair.” He began to weep quietly.

  “Don’t do that,” said the old man. “Listen. Listen to me. You’re still alive, aren’t you? Here? Now? You still feel, don’t you?”

  Thomas Wolfe waited for a minute and then he said, “Yes.”

  “All right, then.” The old man pressed forward on the dark air. “I’ve brought you here, I’ve given you another chance, Tom. An extra month or so. Do you think I haven’t grieved for you? When I read your books and saw your gravestone there, three centuries worn by rains and wind, boy, don’t you imagine how it killed me to think of your talent gone away? Well, it did! It killed me, Tom. And I spent my money to find a way to you. You’ve got a respite, not long, not long at all. Professor Bolton says that, with luck, he can hold the channels open through time for eight weeks. He can keep you here that long, and only that long. In that interval, Tom, you must write the book you’ve wanted to write—no, not the book you were working on for them, son, no, for they’re dead and gone and it can’t be changed. No, this time it’s a book for us, Tom, for us the living, that’s the book we want. A book you can leave with us, for you, a book bigger and better in every way than anything you ever wrote; say you’ll do it, Tom, say you’ll forget about that stone and that hospital for eight weeks and start to work for us, will you, Tom, will you?”

  The lights came slowly on. Tom Wolfe stood tall at the window, looking out, his face huge and tired and pale. He watched the rockets on the sky of early evening. “I imagine I don’t realize what you’ve done for me,” he said. “You’ve given me a little more time, and time is the thing I love most and need, the thing I always hated and fought against, and the only way I can show my appreciation is by doing as you say.” He hesitated. “And when I’m finished, then what?”

  “Back to your hospital in 1938, Tom.”

  “Must I?”

  “We can’t change time. We borrowed you for five minutes. We’ll return you to your hospital cot five minutes after you left it. That way, we upset nothing. It’s all been written. You can’t hurt us in the future by living here now with us, but, if you refused to go back, you could hurt the past, and resultantly, the future, make it into some sort of chaos.”

  “Eight weeks,” said Thomas Wolfe.

  “Eight weeks.”

  “And the Mars rocket leaves in an hour?”

  “Yes.”

  “I’ll need pencils and paper.”

  “Here they are.”

  “I’d better go get ready. Good-bye, Mr. Field.”

  “Good luck, Tom.”

  Six o’clock. The sun setting. The sky turning to wine. The big house quiet. The old man shivering in the heat until Professor Bolton entered. “Bolton, how is he getting on, how was he at the port; tell me?”

  Bolton smiled. “What a monster he is, so big they had to make a special uniform for him! You should’ve seen him, walking around, lifting up everything, sniffing like a great hound, talking, his eyes looking at everyone, excited as a ten-year-old!”

  “God bless him, oh, God bless him! Bolton, can you keep him here as long as you say?”

  Bolton frowned. “He doesn’t belong here, you know. If our power should falter, he’d be snapped back to his own time, like a puppet on a rubber band. We’ll try and keep him, I assure you.”

  “You’ve got to, you understand, you can’t let him go back until he’s finished with his book. You’ve—”

  “Look,” said Bolton. He pointed to the sky. On it was a silver rocket.

  “Is that him?” asked the old man.

  “That’s Tom Wolfe,” replied Bolton. “Going to Mars.”

  “Give ’em hell, Tom, give ’em hell!” shouted the old man, lifting both fists.

  They watched the rocket fire into space.

  By midnight, the story was coming through.

  Henry William Field sat in his library. On his desk was a machine that hummed. It repeated words that were being written out beyond the Moon. It scrawled them in black pencil, in facsimile of Tom Wolfe’s fevered hand a million miles away. The old man waited for a pile of them to collect and then he seized them and read them aloud to the room where Bolton and the servants stood listening. He read the words about space and time and travel, about a large man and a large journey and how it was in the long midnight and coldness of space, and how a man could be hungry enough to take all of it and ask for more. He read the words that were full of fire and thunder and mystery.

  Space was like October, wrote Thomas Wolfe. He said things about its darkness and its loneliness and man so small in it. The eternal and timeless October, was one of the things he said. And then he told of the rocket itself, the smell and the feel of the metal of the rocket, and the sense of destiny and wild exultancy to at last leave Earth behind, all problems and all sadnesses, and go seeking a bigger problem and a bigger sadness. Oh, it was fine writing, and it said what had to be said about space and man and his small rockets out there alone.

  The old man read until he was hoarse, and then Bolton read, and then the others, far into the night, when the machine stopped transcribing words and they knew that Tom Wolfe was in bed, then, on the rocket, flying to Mars, probably not asleep, no, he wouldn’t sleep for hours yet, no, lying awake, like a boy the night before a circus, not believing the big jeweled black tent is up and the circus is on, with ten billion blazing performers on the high wires and the invisible trapezes of space.

  “There,” breathed the old man, gentling aside the last pages of the first chapter. “What do you think of that, Bolton?”

  “It’s good.”

  “Good hell!” shouted Field. “It’s wonderful! Read it again, sit down, read it again, damn you!”

  It kept coming through, one day following another, for ten hours at a time. The stack of yellow papers on the floor, scribbled on, grew immense in a week, unbelievable in two weeks, absolutely impossible in a month.

  “Listen to this!” cried the old man, and read.

  “And this!” he said.

  “And this chapter here, and this little novel here, it just came through, Bolton, titled The Space War, a complete novel on how it feels to fight a space war. Tom’s been talking to people, soldiers, officers, men, veterans of space. He’s got it all here. And here’s a chapter called ‘The Long Midnight,’ and here’s one on the Negro colonization of Mars, and here’s a character sketch of a Martian, absolutely priceless!”

  Bolton cleared his throat. “Mr. Field?”

  “Yes, yes, don’t bother me.”

  “I’ve some bad news, sir.”

  Field jerked his gray head up. “What? The time element?”

  “You’d better tell Wolfe to hurry his work. The connection may break sometime this week,” said Bolton, softly.

  “I’ll give you anything, anything if you keep it going!”

  “It’s not money, Mr. Field. It’s just plain physics right now. I’ll do everything I can. But you’d better warn him.”

  The old man shriveled in his chair and was small. “But you can’t take him away from me now, not when he’s doing so well. You should see the outline he sent through an hour ago, the stories, the sketches. Here, here’s one on spatial tides, another on meteors. Here’s a short novel begun, called Thistledow
n and Fire—”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “If we lose him now, can we get him again?”

  “I’d be afraid to tamper too much.”

  The old man was frozen. “Only one thing to do then. Arrange to have Wolfe type his work, if possible, or dictate it, to save time; rather than have him use pencil and paper, he’s got to use a machine of some sort. See to it!”

  The machine ticked away by the hour into the night and into the dawn and through the day. The old man slept only in faint dozes, blinking awake when the machine stuttered to life, and all of space and travel and existence came to him through the mind of another:

  “. . . the great starred meadows of space...”

  The machine jumped.

  “Keep at it, Tom, show them!” The old man waited.

  The phone rang.

  It was Bolton.

  “We can’t keep it up, Mr. Field. The continuum device will absolute out within the hour.”

  “Do something!”

  “I can’t.”

  The teletype chattered. In a cold fascination, in a horror, the old man watched the black lines form.

  “. . . the Martian cities, immense and unbelievable, as numerous as stones thrown from some great mountain in a rushing and incredible avalanche, resting at last in shining mounds...”

  “Tom!” cried the old man.

  “Now,” said Bolton, on the phone.

  The teletype hesitated, typed a word, and fell silent.

  “Tom!” screamed the old man.

  He shook the teletype.

  “It’s no use,” said the telephone voice. “He’s gone. I’m shutting off the time machine.”

  “No! Leave it on!”

  “But—”

  “You heard me—leave it! We’re not sure he’s gone.”

  “He is. It’s no use, we’re wasting energy.”

  “Waste it, then!”

  He slammed the phone down.

  He turned to the teletype, to the unfinished sentence.

  “Come on, Tom, they can’t get rid of you that way, you won’t let them, will you, boy, come on. Tom, show them, you’re big, you’re bigger than time or space or their damned machines, you’re strong and you’ve a will like iron, Tom, show them, don’t let them send you back!”

  The teletype snapped one key.

  The old man bleated. “Tom! You are there, aren’t you? Can you still write? Write, Tom, keep it coming, as long as you keep it rolling, Tom, they can’t send you back!”

  The, typed the machine.

  “More, Tom, more!”

  Odors of, clacked the machine.

  “Yes?”

  Mars, typed the machine, and paused. A minute’s silence. The machine spaced, skipped a paragraph, and began:

  The odors of Mars, the cinnamons and cold spice winds, the winds of cloudy dust and winds of powerful bone and ancient pollen—

  “Tom, you’re still alive!”

  For answer the machine, in the next ten hours, slammed out six chapters of Flight Before Fury in a series of fevered explosions.

  “Today makes six weeks, Bolton, six whole weeks, Tom gone, on Mars, through the Asteroids. Look here, the manuscripts. Ten thousand words a day, he’s driving himself, I don’t know when he sleeps, or if he eats, I don’t care, he doesn’t either, he only wants to get it done, because he knows the time is short.”

  “I can’t understand it,” said Bolton. “The power failed because our relays wore out. It took us three days to manufacture and replace the particular channel relays necessary to keep the Time Element steady, and yet Wolfe hung on. There’s a personal factor here, Lord knows what, we didn’t take into account. Wolfe lives here, in this time, when he is here, and can’t be snapped back, after all. Time isn’t as flexible as we imagined. We used the wrong simile. It’s not like a rubber band. More like osmosis; the penetration of membranes by liquids, from Past to Present, but we’ve got to send him back, can’t keep him here, there’d be a void there, a derangement. The one thing that really keeps him here now is himself, his drive, his desire, his work. After it’s over he’ll go back as naturally as pouring water from a glass.”

  “I don’t care about reasons, all I know is Tom is finishing it. He has the old fire and description, and something else, something more, a searching of values that supersede time and space. He’s done a study of a woman left behind on Earth while the damn rocket heroes leap into space that’s beautiful, objective, and subtle; he calls it ‘Day of the Rocket,’ and it is nothing more than an afternoon of a typical suburban housewife who lives as her ancestral mothers lived, in a house, raising her children, her life not much different from a cavewoman’s, in the midst of the splendor of science and the trumpetings of space projectiles; a true and steady and subtle study of her wishes and frustrations. Here’s another manuscript, called ‘The Indians,’ in which he refers to the Martians as Cherokees and Iroquois and Blackfoots, the Indian nations of space, destroyed and driven back. Have a drink, Bolton, have a drink!”

  Tom Wolfe returned to Earth at the end of eight weeks.

  He arrived in fire as he had left in fire, and his huge steps were burned across space, and in the library of Henry William Field’s house were towers of yellow paper, with lines of black scribble and type on them, and these were to be separated out into the six sections of a masterwork that, through endurance, and a knowing that the sands were dwindling from the glass, had mushroomed day after day.

  Tom Wolfe came back to Earth and stood in the library of Henry William Field’s house and looked at the massive outpourings of his heart and his hand and when the old man said, “Do you want to read it, Tom?” he shook his great head and replied, putting back his thick mane of dark hair with his big pale hand, “No. I don’t dare start on it. If I did, I’d want to take it home with me. And I can’t do that, can I?”

  “No, Tom, you can’t.”

  “No matter how much I wanted to?”

  “No, that’s the way it is. You never wrote another novel in that year, Tom. What was written here must stay here, what was written there must stay there. There’s no touching it.”

  “I see.” Tom sank down into a chair with a great sigh. “I’m tired. I’m mightily tired. It’s been hard, but it’s been good. What day is it?”

  “This is the fifty-sixth day.”

  “The last day?”

  The old man nodded and they were both silent awhile.

  “Back to 1938 in the stone cemetery,” said Tom Wolfe, eyes shut. “I don’t like that. I wish I didn’t know about that, it’s a horrible thing to know.” His voice faded and he put his big hands over his face and held them tightly there.

  The door opened. Bolton let himself in and stood behind Tom Wolfe’s chair, a small vial in his hand.

  “What’s that?” asked the old man.

  “An extinct virus. Pneumonia. Very ancient and very evil,” said Bolton. “When Mr. Wolfe came through, I had to cure him of his illness, of course, which was immensely easy with the techniques we know today, in order to put him in working condition for his job, Mr. Field. I kept this pneumonia culture. Now that he’s going back, he’ll have to be reinoculated with the disease.”

  “Otherwise?”

  Tom Wolfe looked up.

  “Otherwise, he’d get well, in 1938.”

  Tom Wolfe arose from his chair. “You mean, get well, walk around, back there, be well, and cheat the mortician?”

  “That’s what I mean.”

  Tom Wolfe stared at the vial and one of his hands twitched. “What if I destroyed the virus and refused to let you inoculate me?”

  “You can’t do that!”

  “But—supposing?”

  “You’d ruin things.”

  “What things?”

  “The pattern, life, the way things are and were, the things that can’t be changed. You can disrupt it. There’s only one sure thing, you’re to die, and I’m to see to it.”

  Wolfe looked at the door. “I could
run off.”

  “We control the machine. You wouldn’t get out of the house. I’d have you back here, by force, and inoculated. I anticipated some such trouble when the time came; there are five men waiting down below. One shout from me—you see, it’s useless. There, that’s better. Here now.”

  Wolfe had moved back and now had turned to look at the old man and the window and this huge house. “I’m afraid I must apologize. I don’t want to die. So very much I don’t want to die.”

  The old man came to him and took his hand. “Think of it this way: you’ve had two more months than anyone could expect from life, and you’ve turned out another book, a last book, a fine book, think of that.”

  “I want to thank you for this,” said Thomas Wolfe, gravely. “I want to thank both of you. I’m ready.” He rolled up his sleeve. “The inoculation.”

  And while Bolton bent to his task, with his free hand Thomas Wolfe penciled two black lines across the top of the first manuscript and went on talking:

  “There’s a passage from one of my old books,” he said, scowling to remember it. “. . . of wandering forever and the Earth... Who owns the Earth? Did we want the Earth? That we should wander on it? Did we need the Earth that we were never still upon it? Whoever needs the Earth shall have the Earth; he shall be upon it, he shall rest within a little place, he shall dwell in one small room forever...”

  Wolfe was finished with the remembering.

  “Here’s my last book,” he said, and on the empty yellow paper facing the manuscript he blocked out vigorous huge black letters with pressures of the pencil:

  FOREVER AND THE EARTH, by Thomas Wolfe.

  He picked up a ream of it and held it tightly in his hands, against his chest, for a moment. “I wish I could take it back with me. It’s like parting with my son.” He gave it a slap and put it aside and immediately thereafter gave his quick hand into that of his employer, and strode across the room, Bolton after him, until he reached the door where he stood framed in the late-afternoon light, huge and magnificent. “Good-bye, good-bye!” he cried.

  The door slammed. Tom Wolfe was gone.

  They found him wandering in the hospital corridor.

  “Mr. Wolfe!”

 

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