Unsure (Sure Mastery)

by Ashe Barker

  Table of Contents

  Legal Page

  Title Page

  Book Description

  Dedication

  Trademarks Acknowledgement

  Prologue

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  New Excerpt

  About the Author

  Publisher Page

  A Totally Bound Publication

  Unsure

  ISBN # 9781781848333

  ©Copyright Ashe Barker 2013

  Cover Art by Posh Gosh ©Copyright October 2013

  Edited by Sarah Smeaton

  Totally Bound Publishing

  This is a work of fiction. All characters, places and events are from the author’s imagination and should not be confused with fact. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, events or places is purely coincidental.

  All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced in any material form, whether by printing, photocopying, scanning or otherwise without the written permission of the publisher, Totally Bound Publishing.

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  The author and illustrator have asserted their respective rights under the Copyright Designs and Patents Acts 1988 (as amended) to be identified as the author of this book and illustrator of the artwork.

  Published in 2013 by Totally Bound Publishing, Newland House, The Point, Weaver Road, Lincoln, LN6 3QN

  Warning:

  This book contains sexually explicit content which is only suitable for mature readers. This story has a heat rating of Totally Melting and a Sexometer of 2.

  This story contains 175 pages, additionally there is also a free excerpt at the end of the book containing 9 pages.

  Sure Mastery

  UNSURE

  Ashe Barker

  Book one in the Sure Mastery Series

  He’s hurt her once, and terrified her. He holds her future in his hands. Can she trust him with her body too?

  Desperate to escape her past and start over, Ashley McAllister cuts her ties with her old life and heads for the wild landscape of West Yorkshire, the perfect place to reinvent herself. And her carefully laid plans are working, until she encounters her nemesis—the one man she’d hoped never to see again—Tom Shore, the man she and a gang of thugs attacked and robbed, and who swore he’d make her pay. He owns the cottage she’s made her home and adores, and now he wants his pound of flesh. So he takes it.

  Intimidated and beaten by her sexy and dominant landlord, and totally confused by her intense physical response to him, Ashley needs Tom to guard her secrets. But will he and his enigmatic and terrifying friend, Nathan Darke, allow her to leave her past behind and start again? Having survived her first explosive and humiliating encounter with Tom, Ashley struggles to get her new life back on track. But Tom wants her. His demanding, persuasive, sensual charm is almost irresistible, his mastery of her assured.

  But—can she submit to Tom’s dominance? Should she? Ashley has escaped one violent and abusive relationship. Is she about to be sucked into an even darker and more dangerous liaison?

  Dedication

  As ever, this book is dedicated to my daughter Hannah, still a work in progress, and my husband John.

  Trademarks Acknowledgement

  The author acknowledges the trademarked status and trademark owners of the following wordmarks mentioned in this work of fiction:

  Clio: Renault S.A.

  Volvo Estate: AB Volvo

  Co-op: Co-operative Group Limited

  Coronation Street: ITV plc

  eBay: eBay inc.

  Aga: Aga Rangemaster Group plc

  Go-Cat: Nestlé Purina PetCare Company

  Pot Noodles: Unilever

  Land Rover Discovery: Land Rover

  Photoshop: Adobe Systems, Inc.

  Levi’s: Levi Strauss & Co.

  Windows: Microsoft Corporation

  Anadin: Pfizer, Inc.

  Currys: Currys

  Nikon: Nikon Corporation

  Porsche: Porsche Automobil Holding

  Google: Google, Inc.

  Hobnobs: McVitie’s

  Post-It: 3M Company

  Doc Martens: R. Griggs Group Ltd

  Skype: Microsoft Corporation

  Sky: British Sky Broadcasting

  Playstation: Sony Computer Entertainment, Inc.

  Bose: Bose Corporation

  Budweiser: Anheuser-Busch InBev

  Corona: Grupo Modelo

  Spar: Spar (UK) Limited

  Michelin: Compagnie Générale des Établissements Michelin SCA

  World Wildlife Fund: World Wide Fund for Nature

  Barbie: Mattel

  Love Actually: Richard Curtis

  iPhone: Apple Inc.

  iPad: Apple Inc.

  Crimestoppers: Crimestoppers Trust

  McDonald’s: McDonald’s Corporation

  Hoover: The Hoover Company

  Velcro: Velcro

  Prologue

  June 2011, Bristol

  Given his profession, he might by now have developed a greater fondness for mud. It would appear not. In fact, he was fast discovering a distinct aversion to muddy puddles. Especially when viewed from this angle.

  Spitting the filthy water from his mouth and praying that his tetanus shots were up to date, Tom pushed himself cautiously up onto his elbows and shot a murderous glance at the quartet retreating along the river towpath. The three males sauntered in the lead, laughing and play-punching each other, obviously more than satisfied with their evening’s work. The smaller female figure hurried along behind, made clumsy and slow by her only-just-obvious pregnancy—and by the heavy knapsack that none of the vicious dickheads with her seemed inclined to help carry. Tom watched them through his rapidly closing left eye and winced as he tried to move his mouth to shout something abusive. Or maybe just croak. On reflection—he knew he’d lost this round, so better to accept the outcome of the somewhat uneven struggle, for now, and live to fight another day. And fight he would, if he ever came across any of those four again.

  The silhouettes shrank into the distance as they passed under a bridge, heading for the narrow stone steps leading up onto the busy main route into Bristol city center—the steps Tom had strolled down on impulse just a few minutes earlier, intending a late-night riverside stroll before returning to his hotel. He’d just delivered his presentation to the National Farmers’ Union annual conference here in Bristol, treating them to his thoughts on the commercial potential of ‘care farming’, a new approach to agriculture that shared the finer points of the farming lifestyle with people who might appreciate it. His own several thousand acres in Yorkshire were already attracting people with physical or mental disabilities. Tom welcomed them, engaging them in woodland management, poultry farming, even letting them help him out with lambing. And any help there was always welcome. His visitors seemed to enjoy the experience, and he benefited from their involvement—from the voluntary work they did, which as often as not turned into casual labor that he could pay them for. And he found he also loved their company—resilient, creative, ins
pirational people.

  The talk had gone well—the audience of hard-nosed, profit-driven farmers had seemed to get it. Life was good in Tom’s view. And as if to prove it, he had found himself strolling back to his hotel on a beautiful summer’s evening. The night was warm, moonlit, and he had decided he fancied a walk. If it had been raining, chilly, maybe a little breezier, he’d have just zipped up his leather jacket, pulled the collar up round his neck and headed straight for his car.

  Now his bloody jacket was heading away from him, slung loosely across the skinny shoulders of the lead mugger, the one called Kenny apparently. Fuck! He loved that jacket. Paid not far off a thousand quid for it plus import duty when he’d brought it back from Egypt two years earlier. It fitted like a glove. And that thieving little scrote would be lucky to get more than the price of a couple of hits of heroin for it in some backstreet pub. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

  Cursing solidly, his trace of a Scots accent sharply accentuated as his temper spiked, Tom pushed himself painfully to his knees, his hands still splashing around in the sludgy pool of cold water left over from the earlier rain—the refreshing late spring shower that had given way to such a glorious evening, now turned distinctly inglorious by the vicious assault he’d just been subjected to. And been lucky to survive in one piece, possibly, if that knife he’d had shoved in his face was any indication.

  Tom had only managed about six paces from the bottom of the steps before the three youths had materialized out of nowhere—the fourth, the skinny girl, hovering behind them. The leader—Kenny—had planted himself directly in front of Tom, cigarette in hand, and had asked for a light. Even before Tom had been able to respond that he didn’t smoke, another of the little gits had grabbed at his briefcase. Tom had started to fight back and got a couple of decent punches in—he probably outweighed all three of the little shits combined and was a lot fitter, no doubt the result of a lifetime of physical outdoor work and a decent diet over the years. But he’d been felled by a blow to the back of his head. The girl? He wasn’t sure. Quite probably. But once on the ground the three lads had had the upper hand, or more accurately foot, and had laid into him with boots and fists. Unable to defend himself he’d hunched up to weather the storm.

  Eventually the three thugs had had enough fun for one evening, and Kenny had grabbed Tom round the neck and hauled him to a sitting position. Another little bastard had crouched in front of him, sticking a smallish but murderous-looking flick knife in his face.

  “You had enough yet, city boy?”

  City boy!

  Kenny had roughly yanked Tom’s prized jacket from him and hurled it at the girl, still hovering silently on the fringes of the action. “Check what’s in there, Shaz. And get a move on for fuck’s sake. This big bastard’s not gonna be down for long.”

  So, not supremely confident after all. Despite Kenny’s view on the matter Tom had had his doubts, and privately thought he might be down a good while yet if the shooting pain in his side was any indication. At least two broken ribs, the possibility of a broken nose and his blurred vision all suggested a monster concussion. The three scumbags might be scrawny, but they knew where to stick their boots once the victim was down.

  Shaz, on the other hand, had not been so skilled at her task and had fumbled her way through his jacket pockets, locating only his wallet, which had been immediately snatched by Kenny. He’d opened it and rifled through the contents, pocketing the cash and credit cards before flinging the empty wallet in the river.

  Shaz had missed the iPhone in the hidden zipped pocket in the lining of the jacket. Not so Kenny. Aiming another punch into Tom’s ribs for good measure, and seemingly satisfied at the grunt of pain it elicited, he’d then flung Tom back into the mud and advanced on the girl, who was still groping desperately at the soft black leather jacket. After shoving her so roughly that she’d stumbled backwards and fallen heavily onto her back, he’d yanked the jacket from her hands and thrown the briefcase at her instead. It had clattered along the towpath beside her, bursting open, the papers from Tom’s speech delivered to the conference just an hour earlier now fluttering along the riverside.

  Kenny’s instructions had been succinct. “Fucking shift, you stupid cow! Stick anything worth having in the bag. Then get his watch.”

  Apparently done with his dirty work then and merely supervising from here on in, Kenny had shoved his arms into the sleeves of the jacket, twisting his skinny torso from side to side to admire his new look. None of his associates had seen fit to comment.

  Shaz had scrambled onto her knees, then she had quickly removed Tom’s iPad and a calculator from his briefcase. She shoved them into her green denim knapsack. Rifling through the remaining crumpled papers again, she’d located his digital camera—state-of-the-art and worth over seven hundred quid. Tom had groaned as he’d watched her turn it over in her hands before slipping it into the pocket of her grubby brown hoodie. Then she’d turned to him, and, holding her hands protectively across her swollen abdomen, she’d approached Tom cautiously to kneel beside him.

  He was no expert in this stuff but Tom had estimated her at about six months gone. Presumably the charming Kenny was to be congratulated. And the poor sprog to be pitied—talk about having no chance at life from the day you were born. With those two as parents the baby would be lucky to survive its first year. She’d grabbed his wrist with all the apparent enthusiasm she might have shown for handling a turd, then Shaz had quickly unbuckled his watch—not an especially good or expensive one, but still, he resented the further indignity and had made that particularly clear by observing in a low tone what a fucking little bitch she was, promising to break her neck if he ever got his hands on her. Not his normal attitude toward females, especially small, pregnant ones, but he was making an exception in this case. He’d felt justified as another wave of pain had encircled his ribs.

  The girl had winced, and her lips had moved. She might have mumbled some sort of apology, but Tom had dismissed that as wishful thinking on his part. And, in any case, it made no difference. She had still been participating in this bloody robbery and he had still been losing his favorite jacket, his watch, and he’d have lost his car too if she’d managed to find the keys in his jeans pocket.

  Sure enough, she’d patted his front hip pockets and had located the telltale bulge. Well, two telltale bulges, actually. Shit, he didn’t know which of them had been most surprised. Who’d have thought that being frisked by a pregnant teenage mugger would have given him a hard-on? He obviously needed to get laid more. And Shaz had obviously fancied getting laid by him as much as she liked handling turds. Wrenching her hand sharply away as though she’d been burnt, the skinny kid had struggled to her feet and backed away from him, one hand splayed across her belly, the other—the one still clutching his watch—clenched underneath her bump.

  “That’s it, he’s not got anything else, Kenny.” The girl had turned, her pregnant profile obvious. She’d held out the watch to her boyfriend, who had calmly backhanded her across the face. The blow had not been especially hard—maybe Kenny was making allowances for her pregnancy—but it had still been enough to send her flying off balance and crumpling to her knees, her fall broken only by Tom’s own body as she’d sprawled over him in the mud, his hands coming up by instinct to catch her. Again, it wasn’t clear which of them had been most surprised.

  “I told you, no fucking names.” Kenny’s harsh tone rang across the girl’s prone body, and once more Tom had heard her mutter “Sorry” as she’d struggled to right herself. He wasn’t sure who the apology was aimed at this time, but he’d taken advantage of her proximity to grab her wrist, intending to reclaim his watch at least. The girl had yelped with pain and fear, and Tom had instinctively loosened his grip. At the same time Kenny had grabbed her by the hair and hauled her to her feet. Out of patience and obviously ready to be off he’d kicked the denim bag at his feet. “Pick that fucking bag up, you stupid cow. And shut your mouth before the fucking cops hear you shrieking. C
ome on.”

  And as suddenly as he’d appeared he’d marched away, belligerent and cocky, still preening in his new jacket, his little thug friends scurrying to keep up. Shaz had had no chance of matching their pace, but she’d done her best. Limping and clearly holding her wrist, she’d hauled the strap of the bag over her shoulder and awkwardly followed the other three. She hesitated briefly at the bottom of the steps, casting a hurried glance back at Tom, who was by then weaving to his feet. They both heard the voices at the same time, her startled glance shooting up the steps as the newcomers approached, clattering down the steps toward the river. Clutching the bag containing Tom’s possessions, she darted up the stone staircase, squeezing past the laughing bunch of late-night strollers. Tom’s rescue party.

  In a desperate attempt to raise their suspicions before his assailants got clean away Tom tried to stand, to shout. He succeeded in attracting their attention, but they hardly even noticed the escaping girl as she shot past them and away.

  “Hey, you okay, mate?” A middle-aged man was hurrying along the riverside path toward him, breathless and red-faced. He was closely followed by a plump woman, equally out of breath, also probably in her fifties—his wife?—and a younger couple. Son? Daughter?

  “Looks like he’s been in a fight. Call the police, Marjorie. And an ambulance.”

  And he was safe, swept along by the fussy concern of Joe Public, solicitous, caring and suitably outraged, desperate to mop at him with handkerchiefs and wet wipes. In no time he was taken into the efficient care of paramedics and the police. But he was still missing one irreplaceable jacket and his prized camera.