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by Olivia Downing


  smiling excitedly.

  “You

  look

  different,”

  he

  said,

  perspiration beading on his forehead.

  “I feel wonderful,” she told him. “And

  happy.” She glanced back at her bed at

  Nash who was already sleeping soundly.

  “I think it’s time I’m released from your

  care.”

  “I’m not sure you’re ready.”

  “I’m ready. It’s time for me to find a

  new destiny,” she said. Her heart was

  thudding at the very idea, but she was

  ready. With Nash by her side, she was

  ready for anything.

  “And I suppose I’m not part of your

  plan,” he realized, lowering his eyes

  behind his glasses.

  “Someone still has to beat me at

  chess.”

  “Your dog can do that,” he said and

  laughed.

  She glanced at Nash again, her face

  glowing with love. “I have other plans for

  tha t dog,” she said. She glanced up at

  Jared again. “Thank you for bringing my

  package. I’ll be leaving this afternoon.”

  He nodded. “You have to promise to

  take it easy for a while though. No hunting

  wild Wolves in the dead of night.”

  “I promise never to hunt Wolves

  again.” She stepped inside her room and

  closed the door.

  She took her package to her bed and

  sat down on the edge of the mattress. She

  carefully untied the string and tore away

  the brown paper wrapping. Out fell a

  book and an envelope. She opened the

  book to make sure it was the one she

  remembered. The title “The Wolf Men of

  the Forest” was faded, but readable. She

  glanced at Nash. He was sound asleep.

  She wondered if he would be excited to

  see the ancient manuscript. She set the

  book down on the floor and opened the

  envelope. Inside she found a bank draft for

  the exact amount she had requested. A

  note from her aunt accompanied it. There

  was no salutation at all, just three hastily

  scrawled sentences. You’re lucky I didn’t

  burn this book. If you want the others,

  you’ll have to come and get them

  yourself. If you keep spending your

  money without regard, it will soon be all

  gone. There was no signature, but there

  was no mistaking her aunt’s brusque

  manner.

  ‘All gone’ was obviously an empty

  threat. Maralee knew her fortune consisted

  of over a million gold. As for ‘the others’,

  Maralee had never seen any other ancient

  manuscripts. Her interest was perked.

  Perhaps she would make the journey north

  once the weather cleared, but for now she

  would study the manuscript already in her

  possession. She retrieved it from the

  floor, settled herself comfortably beside

  Nash, and opened the book to begin

  reading.

  The Wolf People of the

  Forest

  by Lee Decatur

  While cutting through the forest,

  far to the south of Dubwar, I was

  attacked by an enormous Wolf and

  left for dead among the leaf litter. I

  lay near death, for days perhaps, but

  was rescued by a lovely, young

  woman with stark white hair. Jaida

  nursed me back to health and trusted

  me with a wondrous secret. She

  could transform, at will, into a

  spectacular white Wolf.

  Her small village was built as if it

  were a part of the trees. Dwelling

  within the village were a people fair

  in appearance, but with leery

  dispositions. I was at once intrigued

  by their mannerism, which at times

  reminded me of animals, but I did

  not suspect at first, that they were as

  Jaida, a race of humans that could

  transform into Wolves at will. I

  thought she was special. She was. I

  loved her with every fiber of my

  being—but that is another story.

  Jaida’s brother, the clan chieftain,

  Burl, became interested in my

  longevity and my ability to survive

  grievous injury. He befriended me, or

  so I thought, and I lived among his

  people for several months. While

  living within Burl’s home, I was

  involved in a series of unfortunate

  “accidents” that would have killed an

  ordinary man. I am convinced now

  that these “accidents” were staged to

  test me and prove I was immortal.

  It was only after he was

  convinced of my immortality that Burl

  revealed his true nature. He was, like

  my lover, Jaida, a Wolf. The same

  Wolf that had attacked me in the

  forest and left me for dead. After Burl

  revealed his secret to me, he

  expected me to reveal my secret to

  him. I, of course, refused. As I have

  revealed in my previous writing, a

  stipulation of my own immortality

  was that it should remain a secret.

  And now as I write this final

  testament of my life, my once

  youthful and indestructible body is

  frail and aged, weak and diseased. I

  am not sure I will live long enough to

  finish this tale, but I am getting

  ahead of myself. I must now discuss

  the reasons why I went back on my

  word, and betrayed the trust of my

  lord

  and

  teacher

  who

  trusted

  unworthy me with his secret of

  immortality.

  Nash laid his head on Maralee’s lap,

  disrupting her reading. She scratched his

  ears. He huffed out a breath, before rolling

  onto his side.

  “Are you awake now?” she asked.

  He opened his amber eyes marginally.

  “I have a present for you,” she said

  with a sly grin.

  His eyes opened and he wagged his

  tail. If a Wolf could smile, he was

  smiling.

  “Not that kind of a present,” Maralee

  said, with a chuckle. “A book written five

  hundred years ago by one of my

  ancestors.”

  He sat on his haunches and looked

  down at the book. She closed it before he

  could read any of it.

  “I seem to remember a certain man

  refusing to allow me to read any of his

  precious books.”

  He glanced up at her, his eyes

  narrowed.

  “I think he was afraid I would figure

  out that he’d been keeping secrets from

  me.”

  He lowered his amber gaze to his

  forepaws.

  “So I decided to have my aunt send a

  similar book from our estates in Dubwar,

  a nd is this some strange coincidence or

  what? It’s all about a people who live in

  the forest and can change into Wolves at

  will and an immortal sage who finds

  him
self mortal. Of course I haven’t read

  far enough to figure out why, but it seems

  it must have something to do with this

  chieftain named Burl.”

  Nash took his human form. She was

  surprised to see him scowling.

  “I can’t believe you took one of my

  books, Maralee,” he growled at her,

  snatching it out of her hands. “It is my

  responsibility to figure out this puzzle and

  I don’t want you to…” He trailed off,

  having looked more carefully at the book.

  “This isn’t mine.” He opened the book,

  and though he didn’t recognize the

  handwriting, he knew the story. The sage,

  Lee, was a Decatur? How could Nash

  have overlooked that very important tidbit

  of information?

  “No,” she said, snatching the book

  back. “It’s mine, and if you want to read

  it, then you have to tell me everything.

  And I do mean everything. Everything

  about your people, the curse, your

  immortality, and the Wolf Guardian thing

  Carsha mentioned last night.”

  He

  surprised

  her

  by

  laughing

  mirthfully and hugging her. “I suppose I do

  owe you that, love. Was that book really

  written by the sage that granted my people

  immortality?”

  “I think so,” she said, moving the

  worn, leather-bound book out of his reach

  when he extended his hand towards it.

  “You’re not going to budge and inch

  on this, are you?” he asked, kissing her

  lips lightly, distracting her completely.

  “Why should I?” she murmured,

  dropping the book on the floor and

  wrapping both arms around his neck.

  “You’ve been keeping secrets from me for

  too long. The only thing I know about you

  for sure is that when you’re in your human

  form I can’t think of anything but how

  much I want you.”

  “So maybe I should stay a Wolf like I

  promised myself,” he said, kissing her

  more deeply now.

  “Don’t you dare,” she growled into his

  mouth.

  He broke their kiss to look down at

  her. “And what would you do if I did?”

  “I guess I could get used to it,” she

  said, “or I could start dating Jared.”

  He looked shocked by her idle threat.

  “Are you interested in him?”

  “I was teasing, Nash. What girl would

  want a boring, steady doctor, when she

  could have a shape-shifting Wolf?”

  “Uh, all of them,” he said with

  conviction.

  She smiled and touched his face. “Not

  all of them,” she argued. “Not me.”

  “So you’re just trying to make me

  jealous. Do you know what Wolves do

  when they’re jealous?”

  “They make love to their woman for

  hours,” she guessed hopefully.

  “They kill their adversary.”

  Her eyes widened. “You wouldn’t.”

  “Without hesitation,” he said, “but I

  like your suggestion better.”

  His hands ventured beneath her

  hospital gown to grasp her hips and

  position her beneath him.

  “You make me feel like an animal,” he

  growled, and plunged into her without

  warning. Her back arched and she gasped,

  somewhere between pleasure and pain.

  “Look at me,” he demanded. His fingers

  tangled in the strands of her hair and

  forced her head back. “Maralee.”

  She forced her eyes open.

  “Do you really accept me for what I

  am?” he asked her.

  “Yes.”

  “You don’t think I’m a monster?”

  “Of course not.”

  He began to move within her and her

  eyes drifted closed. He tugged on her hair,

  not enough to hurt, but it did grab her

  attention. Her eyes flipped open.

  “I want you to look at me, Maralee. I

  have to be certain that you know who I

  am.”

  “Of course I know who you are,” she

  said. “What do I have to do to prove to

  you that I accept you?”

  “Just look at me.”

  “It’s hard to keep my eyes open, but

  I’ll try.”

  “That’s all I want,” he said. They

  stared at each other as their bodies

  writhed together. Their tempo was

  frenzied, their movements harsh, as if they

  needed to leave a lasting impression on

  each other’s body. Her fingernails dug

  into his back and he gasped in pain, but he

  liked it. He wanted the pain. It made her

  more real. He needed her and the madness

  they shared to be real.

  His eyes drifted closed as he

  approached the culmination of their

  joining. When he gasped and his mouth

  fell open in wonder, the look on his face

  was enough to send her tumbling over the

  edge after him. He collapsed on top of her

  and she hugged him close.

  “I love you, Nash.”

  “Yes,” he gasped, still shuddering

  with the aftereffects of their lovemaking.

  They lay there for some time, their bodies

  still joined, their pulse and breathing rate

  returning slowly to normal.

  “I’m sorry for being rough with you,”

  he whispered. “Did I hurt you?”

  “No. It was…exciting.”

  He chuckled. “I don’t think I’ll ever

  understand you.”

  “Do you trust me now?”

  “I don’t know. We might have to do

  that a few more times before I can be

  sure.” When he lifted his head to look

  down at her, he was grinning.

  “Sir,” she said, “I do believe I am

  being manipulated.”

  He laughed and kissed her. “When we

  leave here, I will tell you everything.”

  She smiled. “Will we return to your

  cabin, or stay in the inn?”

  “Would you like to come home with

  me? I wasn’t sure that you’d want to, after

  what my mother did to you,” he said,

  stroking her hair from her flushed cheeks.

  “Well, she was out of control under

  the full moon, so it wasn’t really her fault,

  after all.”

  He lowered his gaze. “I suppose.”

  He looked too guilty not to be hiding

  something.

  “That isn’t what happened, is it? I

  thought you were going to start being

  honest with me.”

  He lifted his eyes to hers again. “She

  really wanted you dead, Maralee, even

  after I broke the effects of the curse on

  her. She wanted revenge for Cort.”

  Maralee was the one to look away. “I

  see,” she murmured. “I guess I’d want me

  dead, too.”

  “It’s not only because of Cort,

  Maralee. My mother has always abhorred

  humans, more so than any other person I

  know.”


  “So I guess that means she won’t be

  overjoyed that her other son has taken a

  human as a lover.”

  “Wife.”

  “Wife?” she blurted.

  “If you’ll agree to stay with me

  always.”

  There was a knock at the door and

  both of them started. Nash moved from his

  position on top of her before taking his

  Wolf form. Maralee was just able to

  cover herself with her rumpled blankets

  before Jared opened the door.

  “Are you hungry?” the doctor asked,

  carrying a tray of food. “Mrs. Smithy just

  brought us both some breakfast.”

  Nash growled irritably.

  “Do you need to go outside, boy?”

  Jared asked Nash in an aren’t-you-a-good-

  doggie voice. “Come on. I’ll let you out.”

  Nash made a sound of impatience, but

  jumped off the bed and left the room. He

  followed Jared outside to do his business,

  as a good dog should. This gave Maralee

  the opportunity to make herself more

  presentable. If Jared realized the scope of

  her relationship with her “dog” then he

  was sure to have her committed. Maybe

  she was crazy for loving a Wolf, but it

  wasn’t anything she could help.

  CHAPTER 31

  Maralee followed Nash through the forest,

  idly chatting about the different cities and

  villages she had visited on her travels.

  Nash was still in his Wolf form. She

  wasn’t sure he was paying attention to her.

  He kept pausing on the indiscernible trail

  and glancing around warily, sometimes

  lowering his head to sniff the ground,

  sometimes perking his ears to take in

  unusual sounds.

  When they reached the outskirts of the

  village, Nash paused. His body was rigid

  with

  tension

  and

  Maralee

  didn’t

  understand why, until she noticed the

  crowd of people between the nearby

  cabins and trees. Her first thoughts were

  they had gathered to offer her their

  welcome, and accepted her as she

  accepted them.

  “First, you desert us on the night of the

  full moon, and then you bring her here,”

  someone called to Nash from the crowd.

  Nash moved forward, continuing

  towards his cabin as if he couldn’t hear

  his words. Maralee picked up her pace to

  keep in step with him, her heart

  hammering with apprehension. Perhaps

  they’d come to kill her, rather than

  welcome her, after all.

  “You even put the children in danger

  by trusting a Hunter. She could have killed

  us all just as easily as she killed your

 

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