Old Wounds

by Vicki Lane

  Contents

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Prologue

  1 Dark of the Moon

  Rosemary and Maythorn

  2 Everlastings

  3 Sleeping Beauty’s Castle

  The Sisters

  4 Watchdogs

  5 The Skunk Ape

  Miss Birdie and Cletus

  6 Calven

  7 Bib Maitland

  8 Long Shots and Forlorn Hopes

  Patricia Mullins

  9 Road to Redemption

  10 Memories and Messages

  11 Waiting Game

  In the Winter Woods

  12 Remembrance of Things Past

  13 To the Boundary

  14 Stonewalled

  Groundhog Falls

  15 Intrusion

  16 The Morning After the Night Before

  17 Old Friends

  Cletus

  18 Revelation Interruptus

  19 Home Defense

  20 Reflections

  At the Scuttle Hole

  21 The Spy Notebooks

  22 Last Gifts

  23 Lost Baggage

  Grammer Grey

  24 Christians May Forgive but Only Fools Forget

  25 Hidey Holes

  26 “Like an Angry Buzz Saw”

  The Reaper Game

  27 Hidden Secrets…

  28 …And Conundrums

  29 A Voice from the Past

  30 Miss Birdie’s Daybook

  Back to Cherokee

  31 The Booger Dance

  32 Trust to Luck…and Beyond

  33 At the Mouse Hole

  Hunters’ Moon

  34 Armed and Dangerous

  35 Staked Out

  36 Mind If I Call You Liz?

  37 Where’s Waldo?

  38 If You Find Yourself in a Situation…

  Mullmore

  39 The Cloud of Unknowing

  40 For the Sake of Argument

  41 A Feather on the Winds of Time

  42 Dream Quest

  Halloween

  43 She Wants to Be Found

  44 Unsettled

  Maythorn Speaks

  45 Bone and Stone

  46 The Egg of the Phoenix

  47 One More Day

  Halloween

  48 Another Halloween

  49 The Last Notebook

  50 The Masks

  51 The Reaper

  52 The Reaper Revealed

  Dreamtime

  53 All Souls Day

  54 Knowing

  About the Author

  Also by Vicki Lane

  Preview for In a Dark Season

  Copyright

  For Justin, who helps me find the time;

  for Eileen and Toby, fine examples of grace under pressure;

  and for John, who abides

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  As usual, I can’t say enough about Ann Collette, my terrific agent (who doesn’t need a white hat to be one of the good guys) and Kate Miciak, my amazingly astute editor (who won’t ever let me take the easy way out). Thanks to the team at Bantam Dell: Caitlin Alexander, Loyale Coles, Nicole Hubert, Katie Rudkin, and special thanks to Jamie Warren Youll for the great covers.

  And my grateful thanks to all the following: Chris Wattie, Jerry Wolfe, and Sharon Littlejohn, in Cherokee; Karol Kavaya for her enthusiastic help with research at the casino; and Buddy Harwood, instructor of the Concealed Carry Handgun class, for his patience.

  Thanks to Kathy Hendricks (my own private Sallie Kate) for real estate information; to Tony Earley for friendship and telling me about the skunk ape; to Joan Medlicott for introducing me to many of her fans; to John Ramsey Miller for goofy emails. And thanks to Bob and Susan Adams and Jim and Libby Woodruff for providing an ivory tower on the coast where I could write and watch the waves at the same time.

  I first learned about the booger dance in George Ellison’s Mountain Passages: Natural and Cultural History of Western North Carolina and the Great Smoky Mountains (The History Press, Charleston, SC, 2005). As far as I know, Maythorn’s use of hair from the booger “to make the magic stronger” is my own invention—I have no authority for the booger dance being used in this fashion.

  The story of how the Pleiades were created can be found in several places. Two of the best are James Mooney’s History, Myths, and Sacred Formulas of the Cherokees (Bright Mountain Books, Historical Images, Asheville, NC, 1992) and, as retold by Kathy Littlejohn, in Living Stories of the Cherokee (University of North Carolina Press, Chapel Hill, NC, 1998).

  An excellent website, www.pcf45.com (copyright © 2002 Robert B. Shirley), and a newspaper article by Guy Gugliatto gave me my information on swift boats in Vietnam. The incident I describe is, of course, fictional.

  PROLOGUE

  Saturday, October 1

  The glowing computer screen, the only light in the dim gloom of the tiny, windowless office, cast a sickly green hue across the young woman’s exhausted face. She slumped back in her chair and let out a profound sigh that spoke of surrender…and relief. At last it was done: the story that had, against all her careful defenses, clawed its way into existence. The story that had haunted her for too many long years, tapping with urgent, insistent fingers on the clouded panes of her memory, the story that she had pushed away like an unwanted and unloved child. Now, at last, she had allowed it into the light, had unbound it, had let it speak.

  The words crawled down the screen and she scanned them critically. Enough details had been changed; it would pass as fiction. But the heart of the unresolved matter was there. She had put down all she knew…all she remembered, after so long.

  She watched as the account of that terrible time passed before her blurring eyes. As the last page came into view she paused, pulled off her reading glasses, and wiped them on her sleeve. She drew in a long, shuddering breath, fighting back unwelcome tears. It had been worth it—painful but cathartic. It had been necessary, she told herself. And the story was powerful—her best work ever.

  Rereading the last words, that desolate closing paragraph, she frowned. This was it, wasn’t it? What more was there to say? For a moment she sat frozen, paralyzed by the flood of memory and emotion that threatened to overwhelm her. Then, with sudden decision, she clicked on the PRINT icon. The machine stirred into action and as the white pages pattered into the tray, the young woman’s lean body began to tremble.

  “Maythorn?” It was a tentative whisper. Shoving her chair back, she felt held in place, mesmerized by the growing stack of paper before her. The soft murmur of pages falling one upon another mocked her. You think this is all but you’re not done.

  So many questions remained unanswered. You have to keep going. This won’t be enough for her.

  The final sheet of paper inched its way out of the whirring printer.

  “Mary Thorn.”

  Her voice was stronger now. The name was a declaration of the buried grief and doubt of the past nineteen years.

  She pulled the sheaf of paper from the tray and stood, clutching the pages to her heart. Closing her eyes, she tilted her face to the ceiling and cried out, in a voice to wake the dead:

  “Mary Thorn Blackfox, I see you!”

  Still gripping the pages, Rosemary Goodweather reached for the telephone and punched in her mother’s number.

  1.

  DARK OF THE MOON

  Monday, October 3

  “Bloody hell!”

  The three dogs raised their heads, startled by the vehemence of Elizabeth’s unexpected outburst. Their morning reverie disturbed, they looked at one another as if considering abandoning the sun-warmed porch for more peaceful surroundings. But when no further words, angry or otherwise, were forthcoming, heads sank ba
ck to outstretched paws and the three resumed their private contemplations.

  Elizabeth Goodweather sat on her front porch, staring unseeing at the distant Blue Ridge Mountains that disappeared into ever-hazier rows along the eastern horizon. She was blind to the nearby wooded slopes with their first gildings of copper and gold, oblivious to the clear blue sky marked only by a pair of red-tailed hawks riding the cool autumn currents, and deaf to the birds’ shrill, descending calls. The breakfast dishes in the kitchen behind her were still unwashed; the mug of coffee she held had grown cold without being tasted. She sat motionless but her mind whirled in tumult—a congregation of seething thoughts, feelings, and desires, all unresolved.

  Two days ago she had been on the verge of …on the verge of what, Elizabeth? Phillip asked if I was still grieving for Sam, if I would ever let someone else into my life. And I said something really profound about being willing to take a chance. And I was…I am …but then, just then…Oh, bloody hell!

  But at just that exquisitely crucial moment, Rosemary had called. Her brilliant, reliable, sensible older daughter. Assistant professor of English at UNC–Chapel Hill and not yet thirty, Rosemary had been writing a story based on the disappearance of a childhood friend almost twenty years ago. And in the writing, something let loose. All those years that she wouldn’t talk about Maythorn…and then Saturday…oh, god, it was awful to hear Rosie so…so unhinged.

  “Mum!” Her daughter had whispered, sounding more like the ten-year-old she had been than the self-assured academic she had become. “Mum! I have to find out what really happened to Maythorn.”

  Rosemary had been all but incoherent, babbling about her lost friend, about memories that had resurfaced …and Maythorn’s granny and something called the Looker Stone…and what was the really weird-sounding thing?…the Booger Dance? Whatever the hell that is.

  Maythorn Mullins, the child of a neighboring family, had been Rosemary’s friend—she’s my best friend, Mum, and she’s my blood twin! We were both born on January 11, 1976, and we both have brown eyes and we are exactly the same tall! We cut our fingers and swapped blood and now we’re blood twins! The pair had been almost inseparable for two idyllic years. Then had come the Halloween of 1986 and with it the disappearance of Maythorn from her family’s home.

  A massive search through the hollows and coves of Ridley Branch and adjoining areas had revealed nothing. Some believed that the child had run away—there were whispers of an unhappy family situation. Others were sure that a kidnapping had been attempted and had somehow gone wrong. Still others shook their heads. They swore that the child was somewhere on the mountain—dead or alive.

  But as a weary Sam had said to Elizabeth, on returning from the steep slopes and thickets of Pinnacle Mountain, “Liz, she could be hiding…or hidden…anywhere out there. There’s just no way of searching every inch of these woods.”

  Wide-eyed, but remote, Rosemary had watched mutely as the futile search continued. Her responses to questions about Maythorn, from Sam and Elizabeth, as well as from the authorities, were little more than monosyllables. Tearless, she had shaken off attempts at comfort. Elizabeth could still remember the sudden stiffening resistance of her daughter’s thin body when she’d tried to gather the child up in her arms for consolation.

  “Don’t, Mum,” Rosemary had said briefly, gently removing herself from the embrace and retreating to her own room. And though she had eventually returned to her usual talkative self, any mention of Maythorn was met by a blank stare or an abrupt change of subject. Soon it seemed that she had simply chosen to forget the existence of the little girl she had called her blood twin. Elizabeth and Sam, caught up in the thousand details of their new life, had gratefully accepted Rosemary’s return to normalcy. By unspoken mutual agreement, they no longer mentioned Maythorn around their older daughter.

  A local man was questioned by the police and released for lack of evidence. The Mullins family drew in on itself and, after a year had gone by with no ransom demand and no sign of the child, they moved away, eager to leave behind the unhappy memories that haunted their home. Marshall County put the mysterious disappearance away in a seldom-visited drawer and life resumed its pleasant and accustomed shape.

  Rosemary’s unexpected and unsettling call on Saturday had alarmed Elizabeth deeply. All thoughts of romance and Phillip Hawkins vanished like dry leaves before an icy wind. She had listened in baffled incomprehension to her daughter’s frantic chatter till Rosemary had run down, had calmed and begun to sound more like her usual self.

  “I’m sorry, Mum. I didn’t mean to spring it on you quite like this. Really, I’m fine. It’s just that I’ve been so immersed in the story and when I printed it out now—well, I felt like I had to talk to you about Maythorn. Stupid, I should have waited. Listen, Mum, I’ve got to go. I’m meeting a friend in a few minutes. I’ll call you tomorrow or the next day when I’ve made some arrangements and figured out exactly what I want to do.”

  Rosie finished talking and hung up and I…I just stood there holding the phone and staring. She had stared at Phillip Hawkins who, at the insistent ring of the telephone, had released her and tactfully moved to the cushioned nook at the end of the kitchen to busy himself with her three dogs while she answered the call. She had looked at him in bewilderment, as if she had never seen him before, as if he were a stranger who had unexpectedly materialized in her home. Granted, a stranger whose right hand was scratching behind the ears of James, the tubby little dachshund-Chihuahua mix, while his left was busy fondling Molly’s sleek head. The elegant red hound’s amber eyes gazed soulfully at Phillip as if she knew him very well indeed. And at his feet, shaggy Ursa lay on her broad back, offering her black furry belly to be scratched.

  “What?” He’d looked up with a quizzical smile, which was rapidly replaced by a puzzled frown and a look of concern. As she continued to stare silently at him, he had disentangled himself from her dogs and come toward her. She’d stared at the burly man with the soft dark eyes and nut-brown balding pate, trying to reassemble his pleasant features into a familiar face.

  “Elizabeth, sweetheart, what’s wrong?” Suddenly the stranger was replaced by the familiar friend, the good man she’d come to rely on. She put down the phone and burst into tears.

  He had put his arms around her again and she had relaxed against his comforting bulk. When her voice was under control, she asked, “Did you ever see that movie years ago—Alice’s Restaurant? Well, like Alice said, I feel like a poor old mother hound dog with too many puppies snapping at her tits. I mean, I’m already worried about Ben and Laurel, after what they’ve just been through, and now Rosie…

  “Sam and I thought it was all over—that she’d forgotten that awful Halloween and the days and weeks that followed. We were so grateful that she seemed…seemed untouched by it all that we just pretended it never happened, let her pretend there’d never been a little girl called Maythorn. But now it’s all come back. I should have known….

  “Don’t you see, Phillip?…I owe it to her…to both of them…to see it through to the end this time.”

  Somehow it had gotten sorted out. Phillip had listened as she explained and, before she could finish, had pulled her to him again. She hid her face on his broad shoulder and wrapped her arms around him, trying unsuccessfully to capture the joyous abandon she had felt before Rosemary’s call.

  His fingers traced a path along her cheek. “Hey, Elizabeth, it’s okay. This is something you have to do. And if I can help, you know I will.”

  Gently, he cupped her chin in his hand and raised her head. “Elizabeth, what we were…where we were heading just before that call…where I hope we’re still heading—that can wait a little longer.”

  The deep brown eyes were steady on her and he smiled tenderly as he said, “Miz Goodweather, I want your full attention for what I have in mind.”

  Elizabeth could still see his crooked smile as he had said good-bye. This man, an unwelcome stranger in her life not so long ago, h
ad over the past year, in almost imperceptible increments, somehow become very dear to her. Almost even…necessary.

  The thought was disturbing and she brushed it aside. But he’s added something to my life…and he’s always been patient and kind, even in the beginning when I kept trying to ignore him.

  Phillip Hawkins and her late husband, Sam Good-weather, had been buddies during their years in the navy, and when Hawkins, a former police detective, had moved to the Asheville area, he had tried very hard to befriend Elizabeth. Her emotions still raw with the pain of her widowhood, she had rebuffed him until the suspicious death of a neighbor had forced her to seek his help.

  The more time we spent together, the better I liked him. And then this nightmare we’ve just gone through in Asheville… She shuddered at the vivid memory of a chase through dark corridors—a memory of blood and mirrors and madness.

  Thank god for Phillip! A very solid bit of comfort and sanity to hang on to in a world gone askew. And if Rosie hadn’t called just when she did, I’m pretty sure he’d have still been here the next morning. I was so ready….

  Impulsively, she jumped to her feet and hurried inside to the phone. She put in his number, her thumb flying over the tiny keys. He might not have left for school yet—Didn’t he say his first class isn’t till ten?

  The line was busy. She hit REDIAL. Still busy. Again. Busy. Maybe he’s trying to call me. Okay, Elizabeth, put the phone down. Go do the dishes and—

  The shrill ring of the phone in her hand startled her and she fumbled eagerly for the ON button.

  “Phillip! I’ve been trying to—”

  “Mum? It’s me, Rosemary. I’ve come up with a plan.”

  Shit! said Elizabeth to herself. She sat down heavily on the cushioned bench. “Hey, sweetie. Okay, tell me about it.”

  “All right, Mum, here’s the thing. I’ve got a few Fridays free this semester and my only Monday class is in the afternoon. So that will give me some long weekends to be there at the farm and I’m going to work through this—I have to do it if it kills me. I’ve been making a list of places to visit and people to talk to—things that will help me remember. I do have a seminar this Friday, but I still want to come on and get started. If I leave right after class, I could be there in time for dinner. Then if I leave the farm Monday morning around eight, I’ll make it back with time to spare. One thing I know I want to do eventually is go over to Cherokee. I need to find out more about the Booger Dance.”