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by Lara Adrian

  “You don’t have to,” she said, looking up into those familiar, flinty blue eyes.

  “Yes, I do,” he insisted. “And not just for Tegan’s behavior, but for my own as well. Ah, Christ, Elise. What happened to Camden that night outside the Darkhaven … I’m so sorry. I’m so damned sorry for everything that happened. If I could have traded places with him—if it could have been me who’d gone Rogue … me in front of that gun when the trigger was pulled…”

  “I know.” She reached out to her brother-in-law, and gently squeezed his muscled forearm. “I’m sorry too.”

  He gave her a grim look, tried to dismiss her regret with a stiff shake of his head.

  But she couldn’t let the rest go unsaid now.

  “Yes, hear me out, please. I blamed you for Camden’s death, Sterling, and that was wrong of me. You did everything you could to save him. I know what it cost you. I am the one owing an apology. You felt responsible for him … for me … and I let you shoulder that burden when I shouldn’t have. It wasn’t fair to you.”

  Something tender moved across his features. “You were never a burden.”

  “Not yours, certainly,” she said, as gentle as she could be. “It was wrong of me that I never pointed that fact out to you. I should have made sure you understood how I felt.”

  He went rigid at the words, his jaw going tight.

  “Sterling, I never meant to hurt you, or to make you think we might in any way, at any time—”

  “You were never anything but proper, Elise.”

  His clipped, careful tone was brittle to her ears. “But I still hurt you.”

  He slowly shook his head. “All of my decisions have been my own. You’ve done nothing to regret.”

  “Don’t be so certain of that,” she murmured, thinking on all her past mistakes, not the least of which would probably prove to be the blasphemy of a blood bond she’d instigated with Tegan.

  She felt the warrior’s presence getting stronger within her, and knew that wherever he was in the compound now, he was coming closer. She could feel him in the warmth skating along her limbs, and in the prickle of the fine hairs at the back of her neck.

  “I appreciate your concern, Sterling, truly. But everything is fine. I’m fine.”

  His light brown brows were knit together in a scowl. “You don’t look fine. You look flushed. You have goose bumps on your arms.”

  “It’s nothing.”

  He stared at her face, which was probably pink with color from both the recent nourishment of Tegan’s blood and the sudden flood of embarrassment that Sterling would soon guess the cause of her discomfort for himself.

  That dawning came over him instantly. It was evident in the fall of his expression, then the glowering rage that filled his eyes with indigo fire.

  “What did he do to you?”

  “Nothing,” she said, awash in humiliation but through no fault of Tegan’s.

  “You drank from him.”

  It was an accusation that Elise could not deny. “It’s nothing. Don’t worry about me—”

  “Did he belittle you into thinking you had to do this? Did he … seduce you into drinking from him?” Sterling hissed an oath, his fangs emerging in his rage. “I’ll fucking kill him. If he forced you, I swear to you, that bastard will pay—”

  “Tegan didn’t force me to do anything. I went to him. It was my choice. I asked him to let me use him. It was my doing, Sterling. Not any of his.”

  “You went to him?” He looked at her as if she’d slapped him. “You drank from him by choice. Jesus, Elise … why?”

  “Because I made a promise to Camden that I’d do whatever I could to make sure no one else was hurt by the Rogues or those who serve them. I made a vow, but I can’t live up to it if my body isn’t strong. Tegan was right. I needed Breed blood, and he gave it to me.”

  Sterling raked his hand through his hair, then over his face. When he reached out to take hold of her shoulders, his eyes were wild with pain, his fingers gripping her hard.

  “You didn’t have to demean yourself with a stranger, Elise. Goddamn it, you could have come to me. You should have come to me!”

  She jumped at the harsh spike in his voice, and at the ferocity of his handsome face. When she tried to slip out of his strong grasp, he only held tighter.

  “I would have taken care of you. I would have treated you right. Don’t you know that?”

  “Sterling, please let go of me. You’re hurting me.”

  “I’d do as the lady asks, Harvard.”

  The cool command issued from just a few feet away in the corridor. Tegan stood there, garbed in a graphite-colored sweater and black pants. His arms were crossed, one thick shoulder leaning against the white marble wall.

  Everything about his stance said he couldn’t be bothered with the little conflict playing out between Elise and her deceased mate’s brother, but Tegan’s eyes told a different story. His stare was locked on Sterling, unblinking. Threatening in its steady hold on the other male.

  Elise brought her hands up to touch the ones still gripping her like a vise. “Sterling, please…”

  He looked at her, stricken, and let go at once. “I’m sorry. Now I’m the one who’s overstepped my bounds. This won’t happen again, I promise you.”

  “Damn right it won’t,” Tegan said, his tone oddly protective even though he hadn’t moved from his position across the corridor. As Sterling backed off, clearly distressed by his uncharacteristic display, Tegan finally glanced away from him to look at Elise. “The plane is ready. Are you coming or not?”

  Elise swallowed, and gave a wobbly nod of her head. “I am.”

  Awkwardly, she inched away from Sterling. She felt his eyes on her as she slipped out into the hallway. The weight of her brother-in-law’s sullen stare remained with her as she fell in beside Tegan and walked the length of the corridor at his side.

  Chase stood in the hallway long after Elise and Tegan disappeared from view. He couldn’t pretend he was surprised that Elise rejected him. That hurt had been a long time coming, and one he knew he’d brought upon himself.

  She had never been his, no matter how he had wished things to be different. She had belonged to his brother. In her heart she probably still did, even though she’d finally traded her mourning widow’s whites for street clothes.

  And now a part of her belonged irrevocably to Tegan.

  That was the truth that stunned him most. Tegan, the deadliest of the Order, the coldest. The one with the least regard for life—his own, or anyone else’s.

  Yet in her need, Elise had turned to him.

  Had Tegan bedded her in the process? Chase refused to consider that likelihood, although it would be virtually unheard of for a Breed vampire to put a female to his vein and not be overcome with the sexual impulse to take her body in return. Tegan wasn’t one to brag about his conquests—in all the months Chase had been among the Order, he’d never once heard a single boast of any kind from the warrior—but the many nights Tegan spent unaccounted for outside the compound left little doubt that the warrior had his own private itches to scratch. A sheltered female like Elise was probably no more than a moment’s amusement to an icy individual like Tegan.

  “Goddamn it,” Chase muttered, pounding the corridor wall with his fist. It was a futile exercise that only brought him more pain. But right now, he welcomed the hurt. He wanted to bleed. So much the better if he could take out a few Rogues in the process.

  He stalked up the hallway and found Dante hanging outside the tech lab with Niko, Brock, and Kade. All of them were armed like Chase, suited up for the night’s patrol topside.

  Dante gave him a cautious nod of greeting as he approached, his whiskey-colored eyes narrowing thoughtfully. “They’re gone,” he said, as if Chase ought to be relieved to hear it. “You okay, Harvard?”

  “Do I look like I need a fucking group hug?” he snapped. “I’ll be a hell of a lot better once my feet are on pavement and my hand’s stained with Ro
gue blood. Anyone game to smoke some suckheads tonight, or would you all rather stand around here thinking about it?”

  He didn’t wait for an answer, just headed off for the compound’s elevator with dark, deadly purpose, the other warriors falling in behind him.

  CHAPTER

  Fifteen

  Elise dozed most of the nine hours in flight to Berlin. Tegan, however, remained awake. He’d never particularly enjoyed the modern modes of transportation, and while he could appreciate the efficiency of jet travel, propelling himself more than thirty thousand feet above ground at five hundred miles an hour while trapped inside several tons of metal ranked about dead last on his list of favorite things to do.

  He was relieved to feel the private jet begin its gradual descent once they reached Berlin’s Tegel Airport. A few minutes later, the sleek aircraft’s wheels touched down on terra firma.

  “We’re here,” he told Elise when the soft bump of the landing roused her awake.

  She stretched demurely, hiding a yawn behind her hand. “Was I asleep all this time?”

  Tegan shrugged. “You needed the rest. Your body is still adjusting to the blood you consumed. It can take a day or two to level out.”

  She blushed a shade much deeper than the pink color that had come back into her cheeks from her feeding the night before. Turning her face as if to hide her reaction from him, she lifted the shade on the small oval window beside her and looked out over the predawn cityscape below.

  “It’s beautiful,” she said, her voice pleasingly rough from sleep. “I’ve never been to Berlin. Have you?”

  “Once. It was a long time ago.”

  She shot him a half-smile of acknowledgment from across the minimalist elegance of the fuselage, then glanced away again. They hadn’t spoken of what happened between them, and Tegan had zero interest in cracking open the topic himself. Bad enough he’d been unable to get the sight of her—the incredibly silken feel of her—out of his head in the time he’d been gone from the compound. He’d been hoping like hell she’d back out of the Berlin trip, and he’d even considered a change of plans that would leave her behind.

  He didn’t want to think about why he’d been compelled to go looking for her, and then intervene when he found Chase and her together in the corridor. The jolt of protectiveness he’d felt seeing the other male’s hands on her had come up on him fast. He’d like to blame it on the power of the blood bond, but the problem there was that the connection was only half-complete. He hadn’t taken any of Elise’s blood, so he shouldn’t be feeling possessive of her at all.

  For several long centuries, he’d been perfecting his general state of apathy like armor that had long since meshed into his own skin, so unless he willed it, he shouldn’t feel a goddamn thing.

  But he did.

  Just looking at Elise triggered off a storm of unwanted feelings, not the least of which being a lust that tightened every inch of his skin and made his cock stir to aching life. He could hardly reconcile his want of the woman. Seeing her come undone while she suckled at his wrist had only amplified the desire that was already there. Now he craved her with a need that was bound to prove disastrous.

  Because if he ever had her naked beneath him, there would be no stopping him from taking her tender Breedmate vein at the same time.

  She caught him staring as she suddenly turned away from the window. “A long black Rolls-Royce just pulled up next to us on the tarmac.”

  “That’ll be Reichen.”

  “Who?”

  “Andreas Reichen.” Tegan stood up as the aircraft eased to a stop. “He oversees the largest of the area Darkhavens here. We’ll be staying with him at his estate outside the city.”

  The door to the plane’s cockpit opened and the two uniformed pilots came out to give Tegan a nod of greeting as they prepared to disembark. They were both human, both topclass, and available 24/7 by private retainment of the Order. So far as the pilots knew, they worked for a very private, very wealthy corporation that demanded anonymity and absolute loyalty in exchange for a healthy paycheck.

  For most humans, that was enough. For the few who proved less than trustworthy, they were rewarded with a thorough mind scrub and a swift kick to the curb.

  “Enjoy your stay in Berlin, Mr. Smith,” said the captain as he opened the door of the jet onto the waiting flight of stairs that had been placed beside the aircraft. He gave Elise a courteous smile as she stepped past him to exit the plane. “Miss Smith,” he said politely. “A pleasure to serve you. Have a pleasant day.”

  On the tarmac below, a suited driver got out of the black Rolls limousine and opened the door for his passenger in the back of the vehicle. Andreas Reichen climbed out as Tegan and Elise came off the last stair and walked toward the car.

  He looked more the wealthy executive than the libertine Tegan knew him to be, his gray shirt and black trousers sporting barely a wrinkle beneath the fall of his tailored overcoat. Only his dark hair gave his hedonist side away: he wore it long and loose, the thick chestnut waves lifting in the wintry breeze that came in off the pavement.

  “Welcome, friends,” he said, his accented baritone voice just as rich and cultured as Tegan remembered it. The vampire hadn’t changed much at all in the many decades since Tegan had last seen him—not only in his movie star looks, which were an unapologetic source of pride for him, but also in his blatant appreciation for feminine beauty.

  “Andreas Reichen,” he purred, offering Elise his hand.

  “I am Elise Chase,” she replied. “It’s nice to meet you.”

  When she reached out to accept his greeting, Reichen smoothly captured her fingers and brought them to his lips for a chaste kiss, bowing his dark head over her hand. “Enchanted. And I am honored to welcome you to my domain.”

  Elise gave him a shy smile. “Thank you, Herr Reichen.”

  The German frowned as if wounded by her formality. “You must call me Andreas, please.”

  “Very well. If you will call me Elise.”

  “With honor, Elise.” It took him a moment before he finally broke away to acknowledge Tegan. “Very good to see you again, my friend, and so much the better that it is under more pleasant circumstances than before.”

  “That remains to be seen,” Tegan said, not particularly caring that his grim attitude might put a damper on the pleasantries. “Is everything still a go for the containment facility visit?”

  “Yes, all is in order.” Reichen indicated the idling vehicle. “Shall we be on our way? Klaus will see to your bags.”

  “This is it,” Tegan said, holding up a black leather duffel that contained his combat gear and a few extra weapons. “We won’t be here more than a couple of days. It can’t take that long to get what we need out of the Odolf Rogue.”

  Reichen’s chiseled cheeks showed twin dimples with his answering smile. “I’m not surprised that you are all business, Tegan, but what about the lady?”

  Elise shook her head. “This trip came up so abruptly, I didn’t have much chance to prepare—”

  “No matter,” Reichen said. “I will take care of it. I have accounts at several designer houses on the Ku’damm. I’ll call from the car and have them bring some selections to the estate today for both of you.”

  He flipped out his cell phone and began talking even before they were all seated in the limousine. Tegan understood a bit of German from the Old Times, when all of the Breed existed primarily in Europe—enough to know that Reichen was ordering up pricey gowns and shoes in a range of what he guessed to be Elise’s petite sizes.

  When he dialed another store and requested a men’s tailor to come out for a custom fitting within the hour, Tegan shot him a threatening look. “What the hell’s going on, Reichen?”

  “A reception, of course. I’ll be hosting it at the estate this evening. It’s not often the Berlin Darkhavens get to receive such esteemed company. There are people within the Enforcement Agency in particular who insisted they be allowed to greet you properly.�
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  “I’ll bet.” Tegan scoffed. “I have no interest in being paraded around like a tuxedoed monkey in front of a bunch of Darkhaven bureaucrats. So, no offense to you, Reichen, but the rest of your stuffed-shirt pals can kiss my—”

  The German pointedly cleared his throat as if to remind Tegan that a lady was present and to mind his tongue. Frigging Darkhaven sophisticate and his flawless manners. A rusty old part of Tegan acknowledged that Elise probably didn’t need to hear him go off on the society that had raised her. It wasn’t that long ago that she was very much a part of that world—still would be, if not for the deaths of her mate and her only son.

  Reichen smiled, arching a dark brow as Tegan bit back the rest of his ripe thoughts.

  But there was some spark of satisfaction gleaming in Reichen’s dark eyes that had little to do with his silver spoon upbringing. It was humor, wry amusement.

  “Actually, Tegan, the reception has been arranged in honor of your lovely companion. Perhaps you were not aware that Quentin Chase was one of the most respected figures in the Enforcement Agency, in the States and abroad.” Reichen gallantly inclined his head in Elise’s direction. “It is a great honor for us to receive the late Director Chase’s widow for however long she chooses to stay with us.”

  Tegan scowled in the dimly lit vehicle, stealing a glance at Elise. She seemed less surprised than resigned at the announcement, like she was used to the sort of attention Reichen described. Like she lived that kind of rarefied society fuss all the time.

  Shit.

  She hadn’t been kidding when she said she could bring the entire Enforcement Agency down on the Order with a single phone call. He knew her mate had been well connected, but he’d had no idea how high up the Darkhaven food chain Elise was herself.

  “Your hospitality overwhelms me, Herr Reichen … Andreas,” she corrected demurely. “Thank you for welcoming us so graciously.”