The Unbearable Lightness of Dragons ld-2

by Katie MacAlister

  “I do nothing of the sort, and I’ve yet to see you turn down anything I give you.”

  “I don’t wish to hurt your feelings,” he said, a blissful look stealing into his eyes as the torte melted in his mouth. “Did you make the caramel yourself?”

  “Of course. I have extra. I thought we might enjoy it . . . later.”

  “We really should make some decisions tonight,” Thala spoke over the top of me, tapping on the laptop.

  “Mm-hmm,” he agreed, eyeing the second piece I had brought for Thala. “Do you want that?”

  “Yes, I very much want to proceed—”

  “No, the torte.”

  She shot him an outraged look before getting a grip on her emotions. “No. I do not like sweets, as you know.”

  “If Jim were here, it would give that zinger only a three-point-five. I’m sure you can do better if you really try,” I told her.

  She pulled herself to her full height. “Do you have any idea of the power I wield, human? I am the daughter of Antonia von Endres, the greatest of all the mages. I can raise the dead and make them walk amongst us. I can harness the powers of both the dark and the arcane, and bend them to my will!”

  “But can you turn demons into men? Can you harness the power of the banana? And have you ever had a foursome with yourself? Because I can and have, and if Baltic would just help me bring forth some appropriate memories, I will do so again!”

  The man in question looked up from the two now-empty plates. “I do not understand your desire to indulge in sex with ourselves, mate. It is unnatural.”

  “You go too far!” Thala snarled at me. “Leave us! We have important things to discuss.”

  “Do not give my mate orders,” Baltic said, frowning at her.

  “Then you make her leave!”

  He glanced at the laptop, hesitating, obviously not wishing to ask me to leave but at the same time wanting to finish his discussion with Thala.

  “Don’t worry, you don’t have to,” I told him with a little smile. I picked up the tray and the empty plates and headed for the door, pausing at it to sigh. “I guess if you don’t want the extra caramel I made, I will just have to enjoy it by myself.”

  Baltic had leaned over the laptop to look at something, but at the obvious undertone in my voice, he shot bolt upright. I gave him a slow, wicked smile and went off to the kitchen.

  By the time I had washed the plates and cups, warmed a small bowl of caramel, grabbed a new pastry brush, and made my way upstairs to our bedroom, Baltic was on the bed, naked, and anticipating my arrival.

  “You will not need to see our past selves tonight,” he said as I set the bowl and brush down on the nightstand. “Is that warm?”

  “Yes. How pissed is Thala?”

  He shrugged. “She is annoyed, but that is of little matter. She understands that to me you must come first in all things.”

  If I had been about to read him a lecture about his pushy lieutenant, his matter-of-fact statement melted any and all intentions.

  I sat on the bed, watching him as he poked at the caramel with a finger. “It would be better cold.”

  “You think so?” I asked.

  He grinned, his black eyes glowing with a sensual light that never failed to send shivers down my back. “It’s harder to spread cold . . . and harder to lick off.”

  “Yes, but warmed, it can be drizzled. See?” I dipped the pastry brush into the warm caramel, then traced an artistic caramel spiral all the way up his penis.

  His eyes widened as I made a little curlicue on the top. “Drizzling can be good.”

  “Oh, yes, drizzling can be very good,” I said, leaning down to lick the caramel off him.

  His eyes crossed as his hips thrust upward. “I begin to think that perhaps there is more to your fantasies than I first imagined.”

  “There’s nothing wrong with a good sense of imagination,” I mumbled, licking off the last of the caramel. “You know, this is going to make us very sticky. We’re going to need baths afterward.”

  “We always need to bathe afterward,” Baltic answered with a little grimace.

  I swirled the brush in the caramel, ignoring the hopeful look in his eyes to ask, “You don’t like to take a bath, do you?”

  “No. Water is not our element.”

  “Our what?”

  He nudged the bowl. “It will cool if you don’t use it now.”

  “What element? We have an element? Why do I like a long bath if it’s not our element?” I moved the bowl out of his reach.

  He looked down his body, then at me. “My cock is not happy.”

  “It’ll survive a few questions. I can warm up the caramel if necessary,” I added quickly, forestalling his next objection. “Explain to me about the element.”

  “Always you wish to talk during lovemaking,” he said, looking aroused and disgruntled at the same time, no easy feat. “I do not understand why you cannot simply focus on me as you should, and leave the questions for another time.”

  “Perhaps because I know you’ll brush off questions asked when I don’t have you naked and lustful and willing to do whatever it takes to get me to coat you with caramel and lick off every square inch.”

  He pursed his lips, obviously thinking it over. “Very well. I will be magnanimous and just this once allow you to have your way, but no more, Ysolde. You have had your way too long. Our relationship will return to what is right and proper.”

  I smiled to myself and stirred the caramel.

  “All dragon septs have an element that is sympathetic to them. Water is the element of the green dragons; thus I do not enjoy it.”

  “But I love to swim and take long baths, and I was a silver dragon before I met you and became a black dragon. Why do I like water?”

  “You were reborn human with a dormant dragon side. Humans, I understand, like water.” He looked meaningfully at the bowl in my hands. “That will change once the dragon inside you awakens fully.”

  “Hmm. What was the black dragon element?”

  “Energy.”

  “Ah.” I thought for a moment. “Like electricity?”

  “No. It is more akin to the energy found in elemental magic.”

  A little tickle of a memory flitted through my mind. I closed my eyes to better focus on it.

  “Are you going to use that, or should I reheat it?” Baltic asked, nudging my hands again.

  “One moment. I’m thinking. There’s a memory just . . . Ah, got it.” I shivered as a sudden cool earthiness seeped into my pores. I opened my eyes to find that I was kneeling on a dirt floor, Baltic spread out naked next to me, an annoyed expression on his face.

  “You just cannot leave the past in the past, can you?” he asked me, nodding toward something behind me.

  I turned to see myself coming down a narrow stone passage, a small branch of candles in one hand, the flickering light from them casting eerie shadows on the rough-hewn stone walls.

  “Here,” a male voice said.

  I got to my feet as the other Baltic came into view, gesturing toward the wall.

  “That’s stone,” the past me said, holding the candles high.

  “It appears that way. I have hidden the door to the lair. You must learn how to access it, and how to use your power to hide it when needed.”

  “What power? Dragon fire, you mean?”

  “No, the power that fills all living things. It flows around us. Open yourself up to it and use it. No other dragons can do so but us. It is unique in the weyr. It is why our lairs are so hard to find—we use the power that only we can harness to hide them from other eyes.”

  Behind me, Baltic sighed and got to his feet, brushing off his behind, pausing to cast a look of admiration at the old Ysolde as she examined the wall. “I always loved it when you wore nothing but a chemise.”

  I stopped eyeing the past Baltic, clad in a pair of leather leggings and boots, to notice that the candles he now held made Ysolde’s form visible through the thin mater
ial of the chemise.

  “You know, it’s really hard to be jealous of yourself, but if you keep ogling her, I may just manage it,” I told him.

  He grinned. “You wish to bed me. The other me. Where is the difference?”

  “I do not! I mean, I did wish to, and we did make love, but the present me doesn’t want the past you.” I glanced over to where the past Baltic was showing Ysolde how to open the hidden door. “Well, all right, I wouldn’t turn him down if he showed up in my bed, because he looks really sexy in those leggings.”

  Baltic said something rude under his breath.

  “Oh, come on! Just look at yourself!” I said, gesturing toward the memory. “Those leggings and boots and bare chest . . . it’s just so . . . rawr! I want to rip the clothes right off of him. You. Past you! And your chest . . . I’ve always loved your chest. . . .”

  Baltic moved to block my view, his expression black as he gestured at his current self. “You will love this chest, mate! You will welcome me in your bed, not him!”

  “Oh, I do love your chest,” I purred, rubbing myself against his body, making sure to stroke a hand down the silky flesh that covered the steely muscles of his chest and abdomen. “I love every inch of you, Baltic. I always will.”

  “More than him?” he asked, jerking his thumb toward the other version of himself, one that was now, I was interested to see, pressing Ysolde up against the wall to kiss her breasts and neck.

  “Good lord, we really did go at it like bunnies, didn’t we?” I murmured, quickly pulling my attention back to Baltic at the outraged noise he made deep in his chest. “Of course I love you more. Present you wins every competition. You’re sexier now, more handsome, and much more pleasing to me.”

  I thought that would assuage his ego, but his black look grew darker. “You didn’t find me sexy in the past? I didn’t please you then?”

  “Of course you did!” I wanted to laugh, but knew he would totally misunderstand. “For the love of the saints, just look at me. Does it look like you’re not pleasuring me to the tips of my toes?”

  We both looked at the couple, my eyes widening a little as Baltic, murmuring something in Ysolde’s ear, hoisted her upward, pressing her against the wall as he pulled her legs around his hips, quickly thrusting into her body in a way that made her cry out in rapture.

  “By the rood,” I said softly, my mouth going a bit dry at the sight.

  Baltic moved to block my view again. “Is that what you desire? Lovemaking in the tunnel under Dauva?”

  “No, of course not. Er . . . is the tunnel still there?”

  He sighed and strode off. I followed, with only a quick backward glance at the lovers, but the scene melted away into that of our bedroom. “Where are you going?” I asked when I got to the door in time to see a still-naked Baltic marching down the stairs.

  Brom was coming up them at the same time, casting a curious look over his shoulder as he got to the top. He gave me a long look that was more adult than it should have been, saying simply, “Night, Sullivan.”

  “Good night, lovey,” I answered, wondering if Baltic was truly angry or had just gone off to book a flight to Latvia. I started after him, returning quickly to the room to snatch up the caramel and brush before hurrying downstairs.

  Pavel stood at the front door, an expression of surprise fading to one of amusement as I paused to consider where Baltic might have gone.

  “Basement,” was all Pavel said.

  “Thanks. He’s in one of his moods,” I said.

  Pavel glanced at the bowl, dipping in a finger and licking it. “Homemade caramel sauce?”

  “Of course. I used fresh cream, and I think it made all the difference.”

  He smiled. “Have I mentioned lately how glad I am that you are not dead? Not just because you’ve kept Baltic from going insane with grief, but because it’s nice to have someone who appreciates good food.”

  I laughed and pressed a kiss to his cheek before heading to the basement door.

  “So if the black dragon’s element is energy, what’s our element?” I asked, closing the door and making my way down the narrow steps to Brom’s work area. Fluorescent lights from the ceiling fixture cast a sickly hue over his worktable. Beyond it were a couple of storage rooms, one door of which was open, the pale yellow light from it pooling at the entrance.

  “Arcane power,” came a muffled answer.

  I touched a spot over my heart, where a light tan brand of a stylized sun resided. Baltic had placed the mark there, telling me it was the symbol of our new sept and that when I had mastered my dragon fire, I would do the same for Brom. “Does Pavel have abilities to use arcane power?”

  “No. But his children will. As will ours.”

  I wasn’t prepared to talk about the possibility of other children yet. I knew Baltic wanted a child of his own blood, and I did think that we would have one together, but I didn’t intend for that to happen until our lives had settled down. “You had arcane abilities before, though, didn’t you? Isn’t that why Antonia von Endres gave you her mage sword?”

  “My grandmother was a mage,” he said in an even more muffled tone, accompanied by some soft swearing in another language. “I gained some control over arcane magic from her.”

  “On your mother or father’s side?”

  “My mother’s mother.”

  “So your grandmother was human? Huh.” I sat on the tall stool before Brom’s worktable. “Did I ever meet your parents? Before we were killed, I mean?”

  “You do not remember?”

  “No. That’s part of the past that’s still blank to me.”

  “You met my father, yes. My mother was long dead by the time you were born. She would have liked you. She would have been pleased I chose you above all others.”

  Wyverns, I remembered from a talk with May, all had one thing in common—one dragon parent and one human parent. “Because I was raised with mortals, you mean?”

  “Because you thought like them, even after you knew what you truly were.”

  I digested that for a minute, about to ask another question when Baltic emerged from the spare room. He wore a pair of dusky brown leather leggings and boots that went up to midthigh, and he bore a long, stained leather sheath. In one hand he carried a black tunic and something that looked like a small curved chest piece, one that had seen better days. He tossed the chest piece onto a chair, and as I stared in astonishment, pulled a long sword out of the sheath, balancing it in his hand for a moment before nodding. “I am glad Pavel was able to retrieve my cuirass and sword before Constantine destroyed Dauva. Now, chérie, you will cease thinking of the past and focus on the present.”

  I continued to stare for a moment, tears pricking painfully to life behind my eyes. “If I wasn’t head over heels in love with you already, I would fall madly in love with you right at this moment.”

  He looked down at himself for a moment before cocking an eyebrow. “It is good, then, that I kept the clothing I wore when Thala resurrected me. I had no idea it would arouse you in such a manner.”

  “It’s not the clothes,” I said, setting down the caramel and taking his face in my hands, pulling him down so I could press kisses all over it.

  “Then what?” he asked, placing the sword on Brom’s worktable, wrapping both arms around me, and hoisting me upward. “Why do you weep?”

  “It’s the fact that you would go to all this trouble just to please me. Oh, Baltic, I don’t need you in leggings, although they are even more sexy on you now than in the past. I don’t want you to be the man you used to be—I desire you as you are, not as you were. My heart has always been yours, and always will be.”

  “That is as it should be,” he said with a smug look that just made me smile. “But I do not mind indulging the less strange of your fantasies. Do you have a chemise?”

  I blinked at him. “I beg your pardon?”

  “I cannot make love to you in the tunnel under Dauva while we are in England. This basement wi
ll have to suffice as the location for your current fantasy of the time I took you in the tunnel.” He paused and thought for a moment. “The first time I took you in the tunnel. It was a favorite trysting place of yours.”

  “Was it? I don’t . . . Baltic, I don’t expect you to reenact this. I wasn’t turned on by the idea of our past selves going at it in a secret tunnel.”

  He raised one eyebrow.

  “All right, I was just a little, but not so much that I needed for you to dig out all your old things and the sword. Which I should point out is now a museum piece, so you should probably treat it a little better than you are. The scabbard looks like it’s about to fall apart.”

  “Do you wish for me to make love to you here or not?” he asked impatiently.

  I was about to say yes when something occurred to me. “You’re always talking about my fantasies, not that I have any, or at least not like you seem to think I do. But what about you?”

  His brows pulled together in a puzzled frown. “What about me?”

  “What fantasies do you have?”

  “I am a wyvern. I don’t need fantasies,” he said with a matter-of-fact finality.

  I touched the tips of my fingers to his bare chest, lightly stroking them down the swells of his muscles. “Oh, surely there must be one or two little ones wyverns are allowed?”

  His eyes widened just a little. “I enjoyed the caramel.”

  “Yes, but that wasn’t your fantasy. What would make you crazy with lust, Baltic?” I breathed on a nipple, flicking it with my tongue.

  He sucked in his breath.

  “What would push you over the edge?” I let my fingers trailer lower, to his belly, swirling them in an intricate pattern, enjoying the way the muscles contracted there.

  He stopped breathing.

  I smiled, and leaned close, speaking against his lips. “What would drive you to distraction?”

  “I am a dragon.” His eyes glittered brightly despite the dimness of the room. His stance changed subtly, from relaxed to tense, as if his entire body was gathering itself.

  My fingers brushed the front of his leather pants, caressing the growing length of him. “And what do dragons like?”