Bernard, Lynnette - Laurie's Loves [Beckett's Wolf Pack, Triad Mates] (Siren Publishing Ménage and More)

by Lynnette Bernard

  “You saw what I was thinking?” she whispered, horror and embarrassment warring within her. “I can’t even keep my thoughts to myself? You’ll know every humiliation, every secret I have.”

  “No, sweetheart,” Jace assured her, rubbing her arm soothingly. “It’s just because this is new to you. Once you learn how to control it, we’ll only be gifted with what you want to share with us. But what we saw is something you will never experience with us. Ever.”

  “It’s like putting a barrier in place,” Jackson explained gently, drawing Laurie away from the horror she had experienced and unknowingly shared with them. “Keep yourself in a white light of protection at all times. You’ll get used to doing it without having to think about it. And when you want to talk to us or send us a thought or a picture, you allow the bubble of white light to open to include us in your thoughts.”

  “Try it, honey,” Jace encouraged her. “Close your eyes and picture yourself in a bubble of protection.”

  Laurie looked from one man to the other, willing her emotions under control as they tenderly held and comforted her. Closing her eyes, she pictured herself surrounded by a white light of protection. Without realizing she was doing it, she reached out and took both men’s hands in hers. Bringing them up to her chest, she squeezed them tightly as the bubble of pure white light surrounded the three of them.

  Jace looked at Jackson and smiled. Her vision was projected to them both with a clarity that made his heart happy. She instinctively included them in her protection.

  “Honey, make the bubble only surround you for now,” Jackson told her gently. “That way we can show you how to open it to send us thoughts.”

  Laurie nodded and very slowly pulled at the white light of protection so that it surrounded only her. She didn’t like that Jace and Jackson were outside the bubble. It bothered her that she wasn’t protecting them.

  “Very good, Laurie.” Jace’s deep voice praised her sincerely. “Now try to open a small part of that bubble, like opening a window, and send us a picture of some thought that you have.”

  Laurie nodded slowly and concentrated on opening only a small part of the bubble. She opened her eyes and smiled seductively, causing both men to look at her in confusion, then slammed them with a picture of the three of them, naked, with Jace’s cock deep in her pussy and Jackson’s cock deep in her mouth. Without hesitation, Laurie threw complete sexual release at both of them, causing all three of them to orgasm immediately.

  “Holy shit!” Jackson roared as he came so hard in his pants he nearly passed out.

  Jace was speechless. His cum soaked the sheets, and his breathing was labored. “What Jackson said,” he finally rasped out.

  He looked at Laurie and saw the sated look of their woman, completely satisfied with herself. Both men leaned against her, pulling her tightly into their embrace as they lay beside her, breathing heavily as they fought to calm down.

  “I think you’ve got the hang of it, Laurie,” Jace told her finally, amusement evident in his voice.

  “Think so?” she asked proudly.

  “Baby, you’re going to kill us.” Jackson laughed, reaching up to possessively cover her breast and caress it lightly.

  “I’ll only kill you if you tell anyone about what happens between us again,” she warned them both.

  “I swear to you, Laurie, I did not tell Martha one thing about us,” Jackson insisted, leaning up to look down into her eyes.

  Laurie looked up at him and saw the anguish in his eyes. She didn’t want to give in, but she could see the honesty there, too.

  “Laurie, every member of our pack knows what happens during a bonding,” Jace explained softly. “The way a woman is taken during the bonding is always the same. Every member of our pack knows this. And they know that the woman of the triad needs to be cared for after the bonding.”

  “Martha was just giving me what she gives to every newly bonded triad,” Jackson told her, his voice sincere. “She is taking care of you just as she takes care of every newly bonded female.”

  Laurie looked at both men, wanting desperately to believe them. “Really?” she whispered.

  Both men nodded, smiling softly at her. “Close your eyes and open yourself to us, honey,” Jace told her quietly. “Reach out with your heart and call to us. You’ll be able to feel our emotions. We can’t hide anything from you. It’s a part of the gift of the bonding. You’ll always be able to reach out and sense what we’re feeling. It’s a way for us to always be sure that the others of our triad are safe. Jackson and I have been able to do that from the time we were teenagers. We’ve never told that to anyone else. We knew that what we could do was not the way it was for others. It usually only happens when a triad bonds.”

  Laurie closed her eyes and concentrated on the two men beside her. She could feel their concern. She could sense their honesty. And tears immediately filled her eyes as she felt their honest caring for her.

  Jace and Jackson closed their eyes and reached out to her. They could feel her fear and her uncertainty. But what caused their hearts to seize with happiness was the true and pure sense of love and longing that she tried to hide behind the protective bubble of white light. The Fates would not allow her to keep that part of herself from them. They nuzzled into her neck and sniffed the scent of their bonded mate, licking at their mating marks and drawing a groan of appreciation from Laurie. They would allow her the cautious shielding of her heart. When the time was right, she would allow them to see what they already knew to be true.

  “So what did Martha give you to help me?” she asked, trying to deflect the intensity of the moment while at the same time needing to know.

  “Are you very sore, baby?” Jackson asked, concerned.

  “Have you looked at the size of your cocks?” she asked, stunned by her inability to prevent herself from saying exactly what she was thinking. She blushed immediately and covered her face with her hands.

  Both men laughed then growled as they leaned in to pull her hands from her face and smile down at her.

  “Only for you, sweetheart,” Jace promised, his voice tender.

  “I’m glad,” she whispered, smiling at both men with a sparkle in her eye. “Now what are you going to do to help me?”

  Jackson kissed her quickly and lay next to her on her pillow. “Martha gave me some healing salts to put in your bathwater. And she gave me an herbal ointment to rub around and into your sweet pussy.” He smiled as she blushed brightly. “But the first thing we need to do is something we knew about without Martha having to tell us.”

  Laurie looked at Jackson and waited for him to explain. When he remained silent, she turned to Jace and saw him smiling down at her. “What?” she asked, totally at a loss.

  “Our saliva has healing properties,” Jace explained, smiling. “When we bit you to mark you, we used our tongues to help in the healing of the mark and the easing of the pain.”

  Laurie looked at him and nodded, understanding his explanation. Their tongues had eased her pain. In fact, she felt no pain at all. She gently touched the marks on each side of her neck and found that they were already healed.

  Her eyes widened as understanding finally hit her. Her blush deepened even as her desire for the intimacy with her two men spiked within her body.

  “Our saliva, mixed with your crème, will speed up the healing process,” Jace told her, his eyes flashing with need.

  Jackson pulled the sheet away from her body, gazing at the beauty of their mate and growling in anticipation. “Open your mind to us, Laurie,” he told her. “Feel what we feel when we look at you, when we touch you, when we join with you. Keep your bond open to us. You will never question our feelings again.”

  Laurie’s breath caught in her throat as she opened her bond and felt the immediate warmth from both men. She felt the desire they felt only for her. She felt the appreciation they had for her kindness and her intelligence. And she felt their primal male attraction to her body. She was overwhelmed by
their honest and total acceptance of who she was.

  She cried out with pleasure as she felt Jackson’s mouth cover her clit. When did he move down her body to place himself intimately against her? When did she open her legs without any hesitation or fear? She had no memory of her immediate acceptance of his ownership, but she knew it was right. Looking down at him, she carded her fingers through the soft silkiness of his dark brown curls and pet him as he continued to lave her swollen folds, feeling beginning relief in her soreness immediately.

  She turned and faced Jace, unable to say a word before his lips covered hers and demanded entrance to the sweetness of her mouth. She had no power to deny him, nor did she want to. She moaned into his mouth, accepting his tongue and sucking on it lightly. His responding growl sent bursts of happiness through her.

  Jackson continued to lick every inch of her pussy, spreading her swollen pink lips carefully as he kissed and licked every drop of her wetness from her. Leaning forward, he captured her clit in his mouth, sucking on it and swirling his tongue around it before biting down gently and drawing the swollen nub into his mouth.

  Laurie’s scream of release made him smile, and he eagerly extended his tongue to lap up the fresh gush of crème that rushed from her body. He would never get enough of her body, her taste, or her heart.

  He gently kissed her pussy then rose to lie beside her. Carefully caressing her body, he soothed her with gentle words as Jace tenderly kissed her face. Once her breathing was more under control, Jackson reached over to take her lips with his, demanding entrance to her mouth and moaning when she immediately opened to him, sucking on his tongue as if she would die if she didn’t kiss him.

  He was aware that Jace moved down her body and placed himself between her still-open legs, knowing his triad partner would find pure ambrosia waiting for him there. When Laurie moaned against his mouth he knew that Jace had begun the healing ritual. Before they were through, Laurie’s body would have no soreness. By tonight she would be ready to take them again. And the thought ramped up his desire for her.

  Jace was in heaven. The taste of their mate satisfied a hunger in him that he never could have believed would ever be quenched. Laving the delicate pink folds before him, he found himself wanting to take away all the pain from their woman and give her unbelievable pleasure. Reaching in to the sweet depths of her body with his tongue, he tasted her arousal. He tasted her need. And something more.

  Licking up to her clit, he sucked the distended nub into his mouth and suckled with sure-and-constant pressure, not letting up until he heard his mate cry out his name as her release slammed through her body. He licked up the proof of her release and kissed her intimately, loving the scent and taste of their woman.

  “Enough,” she gasped, pulling at his hair to bring him up to her embrace.

  She held both men to her, loving the feel of their weight as their chests lay heavily against her. She rubbed her hands soothingly across their backs, scoring her nails down the bulging muscles of their torsos until she landed on their backsides. She loved the feel of Jace’s naked ass and whined with distress that Jackson’s was covered by his jeans.

  “You need to take these off,” she told him, pulling at the waistband of the offending material.

  Jackson chuckled and lifted himself off of her. She felt the loss of him immediately. When she reached out for him, she realized that Jace had also removed himself from her side and knelt beside her.

  “We need to get you into the bathtub and let you soak in the water with the salts Martha gave us.” Jace’s voice held tenderness for her, and he held out his hand to help her from the bed.

  She moved slowly, still a little sore, and was grateful for the help. After grabbing the small plastic container of bath salts from the bedside table, Jackson was by her side quickly, taking her other hand and leading her into the bathroom.

  Jace reached forward and turned on the tap of the most incredibly decadent bathtub Laurie had ever seen. She looked around the bathroom, seeing it for the first time. She realized that these men, her men, had made this suite with every thought of sharing it one day with their triad mate. Everything about its size, its decadence, its design, was meant to create a cocoon of warmth and love to provide a haven, a home, for them. She could feel it.

  “Come on, baby. Step in,” Jackson encouraged her.

  She saw the empty plastic container on the side of the tub and realized that she had missed quite a bit of time as she was lost in thought about her men. My men.

  Looking up, she saw that Jace was already in the sunken tub and was reaching out his hand to help her step down into it. She looked over at Jackson and smiled as he was carefully peeling his pants from his body, a small moan of appreciation escaping her as she saw the sticky proof of his release clinging to the material of his underwear and his already hard cock. Turning to look at Jace, she saw that he was in the same state of arousal.

  As the three of them sat back in the tub, Laurie was amazed by its size. Jace’s six foot five inch frame fit comfortably as he sat, his long muscular legs stretched out before him with room to spare. Jackson was no slouch with his six foot three inch frame fitting comfortably as he happily sat beside her. Both men’s broad shoulders and muscled bodies sandwiched her between them, and she found that she felt small and protected, something she had never felt in her life before now.

  Closing her eyes, she couldn’t help the sigh of complete and utter contentment that escaped her. She didn’t see the men look at each other and exchange a smile and a silent communication of their own complete happiness. She smiled as she felt each man gently wash her with soft cloths and allowed someone else to take care of her for the first time in her life.

  “Come on, baby,” Jace’s voice called to her as if from a distance. “Let’s get you out of here before the water gets too cold.”

  “Did I fall asleep?” she asked, confused.

  “Yes, sweetheart,” Jackson answered as he helped Jace steady her beside the tub so they could wrap a large, soft towel around her. “Must be all that satisfied lovin’,” he teased her.

  She opened her eyes and reached out to touch both men’s arms gently. “Must be,” she agreed, smiling softly at them both.

  Their eyes flashed with lust, glowing golden as they looked at her. She opened her heart to them and smiled as she felt the total joy that they experienced at her words.

  They led her back toward the bed, waiting patiently as Jace covered the wet spot where he had released earlier with the towel that Laurie wore, leaving her naked before them. Jackson turned to her and lifted her slowly into his arms, walking the remaining two steps toward the bed and gently placing her in the center.

  Jackson sat against the headboard, pulling Laurie into his embrace to cradle her with his legs. She leaned into his body without hesitation, smiling at Jace as he knelt before them, opening Laurie’s legs and running his hands gently up her thighs to lightly pass his thumbs across her pubic bone. He smiled at the moan that escaped Laurie’s mouth, looking up to share his happiness with Jackson before smiling down at the gentle softness of their mate. She lay before him, open to him and accepting his touch without hesitation.

  “Laurie,” he whispered softly, waiting for her to open her eyes and look at him. He couldn’t prevent the burst of emotion that exploded through him at the sensual look she gave him.

  “Yes?” She looked at him with such open trusting that he could barely breathe.

  “I need to massage you with some of the salve Martha gave us,” he told her, touching the soft curls that covered her sweet pussy. When she looked at him silently, he leaned forward and kissed her lips lightly. “I’ll be gentle. I promise. It will help with your swelling, but it will make you more sensitive.”

  Laurie laughed and reached out to touch his cheek gently. “If I get any more sensitive I’ll never be conscious,” she told him with complete honesty.

  She felt Jackson’s rumble of laughter behind her. She snuggled against the
warmth of his chest and reached down with her left hand to take his hand in hers and squeeze it gently. Would she ever get used to being so tenderly held and cared for? Did these men realize how much their comfortable acceptance of her made her feel so totally cherished?

  Jackson kissed the side of her neck gently, making her moan in response. Jace leaned toward her neck and breathed in deeply, growling at the scent of their mate. He nuzzled against her cheek, dragging his face against hers, wanting her scent on him as much as he wanted his own on her.

  “I’m going to push some of the salve deep inside you, too,” he whispered against her lips, smiling when Laurie leaned into his kiss and gave herself to him completely.

  “Okay,” she whispered lightly, leaning back and smiling at the flash of arousal that lit Jace’s eyes. She could see his wolf below the surface, amazed that she could now distinguish the difference. She turned to look at Jackson, amazed to see the same level of possessiveness emanating from his wolf.

  “Lift up, baby.” Jace’s deep voice broke into her thoughts.

  She turned to face him once again and lifted her hips so he could adjust the towel beneath her. Once she settled herself down on the soft towel, she watched in silence as he gently covered her mound with a warm washcloth. She leaned into Jackson’s embrace as she watched Jace pull the washcloth away from her body and carefully touch her swollen folds. Laurie moaned lightly as Jace moved her legs to open her totally to him, gently running his index finger through her folds as he carefully examined her. Leaning back slowly, he looked into Laurie’s eyes and smiled. There was a sense of possessiveness as he looked at her. And Laurie knew without a doubt that Jace truly did own her, body and soul.

  Jackson moved from behind her and sat to her left as she lay back against the bedding. He reached out and gently pet her swollen mound, pulling a moan from her at his touch. He looked from her sweet pussy to her face and smiled, his eyes flashing with the same look of possessiveness that Jace’s own eyes had flashed just seconds before. The man and wolf of both of them truly owned her.