The Promise of Rainbows
Page 33
The promise of rainbows was in the clear blue sky again.
But I was still lost.
Still afraid.
I held my head up high during the day.
But at night, I kept a light on.
The past loomed too large.
There was no safety.
No loving voice to tell me I was okay.
I thought I’d fallen from grace,
Thought I’d never be forgiven for the things I’d done.
But love found me.
Healed me.
Saved me.
The promise of rainbows was in the clear blue sky again.
I’m not broke.
I never was.
I was only lost, adrift in this crushing pain.
I trust love now.
I trust myself.
I know who I am.
I am a good man.
And I’ll be a good husband,
And a fine daddy some day.
I’ll love the woman God made for me.
And I’ll love the sons and daughters she gives to me.
I was saved by grace.
Healed by love.
Life’s magic is all around me.
I’m a blessed man.
The promise of rainbows is in the clear blue sky again.
When Jake finished the song, silence hung in the arena—a living, breathing sound. Her heart was warm and huge in her chest as Jake hugged his guitar to his chest, tears sparkling in his eyes.
And then people started to clap. The roar of the crowd spread across the arena like grace had earlier. People rose to their feet, cheering now. Susannah could see thousands of people wiping their eyes like she and her family were.
Her eyes fell to Monty’s widow again in the front row. May was weeping silently, and Randy had his arm around her in comfort. Darren was on the other side, brushing away his own tears. Susannah knew it was going to take a long time for the pain of Monty’s loss to lessen.
“Thank you, friends,” Jake said in a hoarse voice. “Thank you so very much.”
He took off his guitar and walked across the stage to her. J.P. stepped forward to take his guitar, and then she was crushed in his arms.
“I love you,” he whispered fiercely against her neck.
“I love you too,” she said back, clutching him to her.
Then he stepped back and framed her face. Their gazes locked and held.
“No matter what,” he reaffirmed, speaking of his vow to always choose life, to always choose connection.
“No matter what,” she repeated.
That simple phrase was their vow to each other, their mantra, as he coped with his PTSD every day.
As Jake stepped back onstage to the crowd’s cheers, rainbow prisms flashed around him. They covered his whole body, and when he looked up, his face held both shock and awe.
J.P. whispered in her ear, “The rainbows were Rye’s idea. We didn’t tell Jake.”
She watched as Jake let his head fall back and stared above. She could all but feel him praying, and so she joined him.
Thank you, God, for the promise of rainbows.
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COUNTRY HEAVEN SONG BOOK
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USA Today Bestselling Author Ava Miles joined the ranks of beloved storytellers after receiving Nora Roberts' blessing for her use of Ms. Roberts' name in her debut novel, the #1 National Bestseller NORA ROBERTS LAND, which kicked off her contemporary family series, Dare Valley. A mere six months after her debut in 2013, she'd hit the USA Today Bestseller list and released five books. So far, over a million readers have discovered Ava's stories, which have reached the #1 spot at Barnes & Noble and ranked in Amazon and iBooks' Top 10. Both NORA ROBERTS LAND and COUNTRY HEAVEN have been chosen as Best Books of the Year and other titles have been selected as Audible Editor's Picks. Southwest Airlines recently chose NORA ROBERTS LAND to feature in their inflight entertainment with other select titles while USA Today listed THE BRIDGE TO A BETTER LIFE as a must-read for 2015. Ava's books are currently being translated in seven languages with more on the horizon.
Ava's stories have been likened to those of Nicholas Sparks-a fellow University of Notre Dame graduate-with powerful messages of healing, mystery, and magic. While fiction is her primary love, she's also released a companion cookbook (she's a former chef), a children's book, and a nonfiction memoir about happiness, something she writes about on The Happiness Corner blog on her website. Ava has also released a connected series called Dare River about the power of love and family. THE CHOCOLATE GARDEN
, one of the books in the series, topped the USA Today Bestseller list and has been widely acclaimed.
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Table of Contents
Acknowledgements
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32